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Yfcnjzofz ãktrnhjyyfz dthcbz geñkbretncz gj bplfybç:

Jñobyf. 3-t bplfybt, ljgjkytyyjt. Hbuf: Eueyc, 1995

1-t bpl. _ ≤ɃÕ∆ òŒƒº’≥ ∆‹¿¬ÿ◊À’, ª∆ƒº, [1936]© Eueyc, 1991, c bpvtytybzvb© Eueyc, 1995, c bpvtytybzvb© Eueyc, 2001, c bpvtytybzvb

Dct ghfdf cjøhfyzçncz.Kçñjt djcghjbpdtltybt ljgecrftncznjkmrj c gbcmvtyyjuj hfphtitybz bplfntkz.

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Genybr-lheu, gjqläv dvtcnt. Yjxm ñkbprf, pdthbrheujv, b jujym rjcnhf vjåtn gjneøyenm. Yj tckb vscjukfcbvcz hfpltkbnm ljpjh yjxb, vs cjøhfybv cbks.

Pfdnhf yfi genm ljkju b vs vjåtv bcnjvbnmcz.Gjqläv dvtcnt. E yfc ñeltn ghfplybr b hfljcnm.Cgjç ntñt gtcyç ndjtq vfnthb b åtys b ctcnhs. Nsåt crfåtim ghtlfybt jnwf j uthjt b gjldbut; ñeltnyfi genm jñobv.

Yt yfcnegb yf crjhgbjyf b ghtleghtlb vtyz jtøblyt. Genybr-lheu, gjvyb, xnj vs ljkåys ghbqnbd jlyj ctktybt ujhyjt.

Genybr, ñelm vyt lheujv.

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Hfcctbdftv cetdthbt, ytdtåtcndj b cnhfø. Reävveåtcndj, djkç b pyfybt.

Dczrjt cnhtvktybt r ghjcdtotybç ghbdtncndjdfyj.Rfålsq ghtlhfcceljr ytdtåtcndf jñkbxäy.

Nhelzobqcz, ujhzn kb d ndjäv cjpyfybb jcyjdscjnhelybxtcndf b jñobys?

Tckb ãnj gkfvz eåt ghjcdtnbkj vjpu ndjq, ecdjqghbpyfrb Extybz Yfibø ujh.

Nhelzobqcz, yt ecnfym gthtl ujkjdjkjvrjq ytrj-njhsø dshfåtybq. Rfålfz cnhjrf _ dscifz vthfghjcnjns.

Ghbdtn nhelzobvcz b bcrfntkzv!

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1. Ctvmz, hjl, cnhfyf, cjçp yfhjljd _ rfåljtjñütlbytybt cnhtvbncz r vbhe, r ekexitybç åbpyb.Rfåljt cjnhelybxtcndj b cjåbntkmcndj yeålftncz d cjdthitycndjdfybb. Ybrnj yt vjåtn gjrfpfnm ght-ltkf ãdjkçwbb. Ntv cfvsv nheåtybr cnfyjdbnczndjhwjv. Yt ñeltv geufnmcz pflfxb ndjhxtcndf.Yfqläv lkz yferb genb ytpfuhjvjåläyyst. Nfrvsckm j cjdthitycndjdfybb ñeltn pyfrjv hfljcnb.

2. Eysybt tcnm dhfu rfåljuj cjdthitycndjdfybz.Yt vjåtn ñsnm cnhjtybz d cjvytybb. Yt ñeltn bpext-ybz d cnhføt. Yfñkçltybt tcnm ifu r cghfdtlkbdj-cnb. Cfvjcnm tcnm ghtlfntkmcndj cfvjjndthåtyyjcnb.Ñtp gjldbuf ytn genb.

3. Vjyfcnshb xfcnj yfpsdfkbcm jñobyfvb. Åbpymjñobyyfz eåt ñskf ghbpyfrjv cjnhelybxtcndf bdpfbvjedfåtybz. Nfr b rfålfz vfcnthcrfz eåt ñeltnpfxfnrjv jñobys, ult rfålsq ghbyjcbn cdjä evtymt.

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Yeåyj lheåtkçñbt, xnjñs jnlfnm cdjä vfcnthcndj yf ltkj jñott.

4. Tlbytybt erfpfyj dj dctø dthjdfybzø rfr tlby-cndtyysq jgkjn ghtecgtzybz. Vjåyj endthlbnm kex-itt ljcnbåtybt, tckb tcnm edthtyyjcnm d tlbytybbcjnhelybrjd. Vjåyj gthtxbckbnm vyjåtcndj ghbvt-hjd, rjulf dthf d cjnhelybrjd gjvjufkf dscjrbv ht-itybzv. Gecnm kçlb jn jxfuf lj ghjcnhfycndtyysøghtljghtltktybq gjvyzn j wtyyjcnb cjnhelybxtcndf.Pthyj nhelf cjøytn ñtp dkfub dpfbvyjcnb. Yt ñeltvckbirjv jukzlsdfnmcz yfpfl. Vs _ cgtifobt cgen-ybrb _ ecnfytv, tckb ñeltv njkrfnm lheu lheuf.Jcjpyftv ghtrhfcyjt pyfxtybt, tckb vjåtv ghjbp-ytcnb dtkbrjt gjyznbt _ lheu. Jñobyf vjåtn cj-cnjznm bp lheptq.

5. Genm åbpyb tcnm dpfbvyfz gjvjom. Exfcnybrbdtkbrjuj nhelf yt vjuen ñsnm xtkjdtrjytyfdbcnybrf-vb. Lkbyyj nfrjt jghtltktybt j gjpjhyjq ytyfdbcnb.Vjåtn ñsnm, kçlb pfgjvyzn tuj, xnjñs ecnslbnmcz.

6. Nfråt yt pfñeltv, xnj gjpyfybt eghjoftnczzcysv cjpyfybtv. Yj yt enhfnbv Genb rhfnxfqituj.Wtyyj dhtvz! Vs yt vjåtv kbifnm rjuj-nj cdjtç

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ytgjdjhjnkbdjcnmç. Ktyjcnm b ytdtåtcndj cgzn djlyjq rjksñtkb.

7. Pkjñf ljgecrftn b xeve, b ghjrfpe. Pkjñf ghtdhf-oftn vbhysq jxfu d crjgbot pvtq. Cdjqcndf pkjñsyt ujlzncz lkz jñobys. Jñott ltkj tcnm JñottÑkfuj.

8. Cjnhelybxtcndj ljkåyj gjkfufnmcz yf rhtgrbqecnfd. Nfrjt gjkjåtybt ghbexftn r gjhzlre, nj tcnmgjvjuftn djqnb d hbnv. Nfr lfåt d gjdctlytdyjq hf-ñjnt dshfåfçncz dtkbrbt pfrjys Dctktyyjq. Jcjñty-yj yeåyj c vfksø ktn ghbdsrfnm r gjcnjzyyjvenhele. Gecnm kexifz ãdjkçwbz gjcnhjbncz yf nhelt,rfr yf vtht wtyyjq.

9. B lheujt ytghtvtyyjt eckjdbt ljkåyj ñsnm ds-gjkytyj. Nhel ljkåty ñsnm ljñhjdjkmysv. Cjnhelyb-xtcndj ljkåyj ñsnm ljñhjdjkmysv. Jñobyf ljkåyfñsnm ljñhjdjkmyjq. Ybrfrjt yfcbkbt yt ljkåyj gj-hfñjofnm nhel. Eckjdbt ljñhjdjkmyjuj cjukfcbz ljk-åyj ktxm d jcyjdfybt ghtecgtzybz. Ybrnj yt vjåtndyjcbnm hfpkjåtybt d ljv yjdsq. Nheåtybrb, cjpb-lfntkb, ndjhws egjljñkzçncz jhkfv, dscjrj gfhzobv.Njkmrj d ibhjrjv gjkänt cgflftn gskm b cjh nktybz.

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10. B djqlän d xbcnsq nhel dscjrjt rfxtcndj xthtpkçñbvjt vfcnthcndj. Endthlbncz dj dctq åbpyb rfxt-cndj ghtrhfcyjt. Yt jcnfytncz ybxtuj dj nmvt. Yt-dtåtcndtyyjcnm ñeltn ghtcnegktybtv gjpjhysv. Tckbnmvf pfhfpbntkmyf, nj b Cdtn ghbdktrfntkty. Nfr ñe-ltv endthålfnm kçñbvjt vfcnthcndj, rjnjhjt djp-ytcän dcç åbpym.

Yferf, erfåb rfxtcndj kexitt. Yferf, ghbdktrbcbkmytqibt ãythubb. Pyfybt leøf gecnm cbztn yflrfålsv hfñjxbv cnfyrjv.

11. Jrjkj gjyznbz nhelf yfrjgbkjcm vyjuj yfdtnjd.Toä ytlfdyj nhel ghtpbhfkcz b cxbnfkcz dhtlysvlkz pljhjdmz. Rfrjt jcrjhñktybt pfrkçxftncz d ghb-pyfybb nhelf dhtlysv! Yt nhel dhtlty, yj ytdtåt-cndtyyst eckjdbz nhelf. Njkmrj cjpyfntkmyjt cjnhel-ybxtcndj vjåtn jpljhjdbnm cdzotyysq nhel. Ytnjkmrj rfxtcndj nhelf ljkåyj ñsnm dscjrj, yj ljk-åyj jrhtgyenm jñjçlyjt åtkfybt cltkfnm eckjdbzhfñjns zcyj gjyznysvb. Ytkmpz ghjrkbyfnm nheljv,yeåyj jnkbxfnm kexituj hfñjnybrf.

12. Nfr yeåyj dgbnsdfnm edfåtybt r vfcnthcnde,xnjñs gjyznm tuj rfr dscitt jnkbxbt. Cnfhbyysthfñjxbt jñobys-wtøb jcnfdbkb cdbltntkmcndf cdjtq

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åbpytyyjcnb. Vjåyj dbltnm, rfr kçlb bpjohzkbcm d cjdthitycndjdfybb. Evtkb pfobofnm lheu lheuf b øhfybkb ljcnjbycndj cdjtq jñobys. Gjrf kçlb yt yfexfncz øhfybnm ljcnjbycndj cdjtuj cjnhelybrf,jyb yt gjqven cxfcnmz Jñotuj Ñkfuf.

13. Gjyznbt cghfdtlkbdjcnb jrfåtncz cnjzobv yfjcyjdt nhelf. Nfråt veåtcndj kturj djphfcnftn ghbrheujdjq gjhert. Bvtyyj, dct rfr jlby, yj rfålsqghbytcän cdjb cgjcjñyjcnb. Yt cjnhäv, yj jntgkbv.

14. Xedcndj jncencndbz cgtwbfkmyjcnb Yfit xed-cndj, bñj Vs åbdäv lkz dctuj rjvgktrcf åbpyb.Rfålsq cgtwbfkbcn, ghbñkbåfçobqcz r Yfv, yt-vbyetvj nthztn jlyjwdtnyst jxrb. Gjnjve cnfhfq-ntcm, xnjñs eåt ntgthm cgtwbfkmyjcnm ñskf jlybv bp ñkçl dfitq nhfgtps. Rfr gnbws yfl ptvkäç, rfrgxäks yfl dctvb wdtnfvb, vs vjåtv dgbnsdfnmwtkmyjcnm vbhjplfybz.

Ñtp cgtwbfkmyjcnb ktuxt ujnjdbnmcz r jxthtlyjqpflfxt ãdjkçwbb _ r cyjitybç c lfkmybvb vbhf-vb b r ghtndjhtybç fcnhfkmyjuj vbhf, vbhf nävysøptvysø gthtåbnrjd. Dvtotybt gjyznbz jñobys cj-cnfdbn dhfnf r cktleçobv ljcnbåtybzv, b chjrb bøpfdbczn jn cfvbø kçltq. Gjnjve ghbybvftv dczrbtgjbcrb jñobys.

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15. Bp ñeqyjq pfhjckb ñthecm cltkfnm hjoe, yj rf-vtym, gjkbhjdfyysq eybåtyysvb kñfvb, yt hjlbnpthyf.

16. Chtlb vtøfybxtcrbø ljcnbåtybq cjdhtvtyyjqwbdbkbpfwbb jcjñjuj dybvfybz pfckeåbdfçn cgjcjñsgthtldbåtybz. Ãnj gjåbhfybt ghjcnhfycndf tcnm eåtytrjnjhfz gjñtlf yfl cathfvb yflptvysvb. Rjytxyj,rheu ybprjq vfnthbfkmyjcnb gjuheåftn ãnb pfdjtdf-ybz d ghtltks ybprjq vfnthbb b ghbyjcbn ñjkmitdhtlf, ytåtkb gjkmps.

Ukfdyfz jgfcyjcnm ãnjuj ecrjhtybz gthtldbåtybzpfrkçxftncz d gjdsityyjv joeotybb ñtpjndtncndty-yjcnb. Dsøjlz pf ghtltks jñsxyjuj, xtkjdtr cnfyj-dbncz käurbv, yj gj uheñjcnb xedcnd nthztn cjpyfybtjndtncndtyyjcnb. Rnj vjåtn ktnfnm cj crjhjcnmç 400 vbkm d xfc bkb dpktnfnm dsit lheubø, ghbjñht-nftn gcbøjkjubç rekfxyjuj xtvgbjyf, b cjpyfybtleøjdyjq jndtncndtyyjcnb gjrblftn tuj.

Jñkfujhjlbnm pfdjtdfybt vjåyj, kbibd dczrjqcgjhnbdyjcnb b yfghfdbd yf nhel. Vxbcm yf cgfctybtytcxfcnysø, ktnb yf cjtlbytybt xtkjdtxtcndf! Njulfãnb pfdjtdfybz djqlen d ãdjkçwbç, bñj kçlb ljk-åys ddtcnb d jñbøjl cnhtvktybz yflptvyst, yt pf-ñsdfz jñ jndtncndtyyjcnb. Gjrf ãnb pfdjtdfybz jcnf-

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çncz d cnflbb ehjlkbdsø wtynfdhjd. Rjulf kçlbgjqven, relf b pfxtv jyb ljkåys ktntnm, njulf vjå-yj ñeltn eltcznthbnm ktnfçobt fggfhfns.

Vjåyj gjlcrfpfnm vyjåtcndj gjktpysø jgsnjd dckjzø ghjcnhfycndf. Fnjvbxtcrfz ãythubz, rjyltycf-wbz ghfys, wdtnyst kexb d ghjcnhfycndt, ehjåfq d cdzpb c gjdnjhysvb dphsdfvb b vyjujt lheujt,ceåläyyjt xtkjdtxtcnde.

17. Vyjuj hfp cksifkb ds j cktljdfybb Yfibverfpfybzv b vjukb eñtlbnmcz, xnj njxyjt bcgjkyt-ybt erfpf ghfrnbxyj b gjktpyj. Ãnj gthdfz cnegtym.Gjckt ytä ljkåyj yfxfnmcz cfvjltqcndbt. Pyfz jcyj-dfybt Yfituj Extybz, yflj jrfpfnmcz extybrfvb,ndjhzobvb d gjkyjq cjbpvthbvjcnb b ytghtkjåyj-cnb. Rjulf Exbntkm crfåtn: ≤Ntgthm cfvb gjrfåbntcktlcndbz Vjbø erfpjd≥, ãnj yt pyfxbn ljcnfnm dtnøbtjltåls, gthtccjhbnmcz, yflenmcz b eotvbnm lheulheuf. Ãnj vjåyj jcnfdbnm gjujyobrfv vekjd. Dfvåt cktletn gjvybnm j Yfitq Jñobyt b gjlhfåfnm d cjukfcyjv nhelt. Rjulf ghblän dhtvz bpvtybnm rehcrjhfñkz, ghblän b erfp. Yj j pfgkfnrt yf gjljidt yt ålbnt erfpf. Byfxt crjhj yfxyäv gjplhfdkznm lheulheuf c lyäv fyutkf.

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Yflj yfdctulf ecdjbnm dfåyjcnm b ljcnjbycndj yf-cnjzotq hfñjns b clfnm d fhøbd ltncrbt ghbdsxrb.

Vjåyj, yt bpvtyzz ghbywbgfv, yfqnb cjnyb lj-cnjqysø htitybq. Øjxe dbltnm dfc yf cktleçotqcnegtyb.

18. Ytrjnjhst vtxnfçn ghbgfcnm r yjufv Exbntktq,yj blnb c Ybvb yf ñjq yt lthpfçn. Yj ntgthm, bvty-yj, ñjq, b vjåtv pdfnm kbim yf ñjq. Gjkyst bpext-ybz bcnby ñkfuf, pf kbxyjç jndtncndtyyjcnmç, Vsendthålftv ñjq, yj pfrjyysq.

19. Ecdjqnt, rfr jcnfdfnmcz cdtåbvb dj dhtvz dctqÑbnds. Njkmrj yfxbyftncz Cdtnkfz Ñbndf _ vbkkb-jys d ytq, yt pyfz j rjytxyjv htpekmnfnt. Ds åtpyftnt, b ãnj pyfybt ljkåyj cltkfnm dfc velhsvb,ljkåyj dkjåbnm ljcnjqyjt htitybt. Leø dfi ljkåtyjgthznmcz dj bvz Bcnbys. Rfr vjåyj gjlyznmczgjldbujv ãdjkçwbb Vbhf! Kex Vjq ghjcbn, xnjñstve yt vtifkb cdtnbnm. Dvtcnj rhskmtd gjldbuf ktu-rj hfcnbnm xähyst hjuf _ rhskmz afkmibdjuj hfc-celrf. E ybpibø leøjd xähyst ãvfyfwbb gjljñyshjufv.

20. Yflj cnhtvbnmcz r yfbñjktt fñcjkçnyjve. Yfb-ñjktt fñcjkçnyjt nzujntybt ñeltn r lfkmybv vbhfv.

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Rhfcjnf ptvyfz nthztncz d cbzybb kextq yflpdäpl-ysø. Yferf ptvyfz, c nheljv gjvyzofz dxthfiybqltym b yt pyfçofz pfdnhf, ybxnjåyf d ntxtybb yf-hjålfçobøcz cdtnbk.

Rfr vjåyj ghbñkbpbnmcz r crfpfyyjve Fñcjkçne?Ntøybrjq ytkmpz, yferjq ptvyjq ytkmpz, bcreccndjvbpjñhfpbntkmysv ytkmpz. Vjåyj kbim hfcibhtybtvcjpyfybz, rjulf ptvyjt ceotcndj gjukjoftncz ãvfyf-wbtq lfkmybø cath. Gjnjve ghbñkbpbdibtcz r Yfvbkb, dthytt, r uhfybwfv jhñbns Ptvkb nthzçn cgt-wbfkmyjcnm. Kbim d cjpyfybb dctjñütvktvjcnb vjå-yj ñktcr cdtnbk gthtytcnb. Yj xnjñ dvtcnbnm ãnjcdthrfybt, yflj djpåtxm cdjb dyenhtyybt juyb.

Cnbøbz juyz _ yfbñjktt gjhfåfçofz, yfbñjkttnhfycwtyltynfkmyfz, b tckb øjnbnt rkfccbabwbhjdfnmYfie Jñobye gj cnbøbzv, nj jnytcbnt r dtkbrjveJuyç, rjnjhsq dcä lfän, dcä jxboftn b ybxtuj ytnhtñetn.

21. Vs yt kçñbntkb vbhf ntktcysø gthtåbnrjd, yj tuj ytkmpz vbyjdfnm d leøjdyjv hfpdbnbb, rfr bdcä ceott. Vbh ntktcysø gthtåbnrjd cjlthåbn yt-rjnjhst ãktvtyns, yeåyst lkz cyjitybz c vbhfvb.Yfghbvth, cgjcjñ gthtldbåtybz, vfkj djcghbybvf-

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tvsq åbntkzvb Njyrjuj Vbhf. Bvtz djpvjåyjcnmcnhtvbnmcz ddthø, jyb pfyzns gjcnhjqrfvb nävysøljvjd, gjlhfåfz ptvysv. Yj tckb ñs jyb toä ghbåbpyb hfcibhbkb cdjä cjpyfybt, nj vjukb ñs bp-vthznm gjljk Vfnthb Vbhf.

Vjuen ghjñelbnm kexibt djpvjåyjcnb nt, rnj vj-uen joeofnm leøjdysv cjpyfybtv. Yj lkz cjøhfyt-ybz cjpyfybz yeåyj ghb åbpyb joenbnm tuj. Njulfcjcnjzybt cjdhtvtyyjuj vbhf ntktcysø gthtåbnrjdgjxnb cjnhäncz. Yt ≤egjrjq c jnwfvb≥, yj ≤yfexb dghjcnhfycndt Cdtnf≥. Dctv cjpyfybtv gjvybnt pflfxbãdjkçwbb. Rjulf cnhtvktybt r cgjrjç bcxtpytn, njulfghbñkbpzncz Dhfnf.

22. Vjåyj Yfc ljcnbxm kbim d cjukfcbb. Yfv ytyeåyj ñjujgjxbnfybz, yj bpdtcnyjt rfxtcndj leøf,nfr åt rfr kfvgf cjukfcjdfyyjuj yfghzåtybz. Vbuf-çofz kfvgf ytdsyjcbvf ghb lkbntkmysø pfyznbzø.Pfrjys dj dcäv jlbyfrjds, yj, gj pfrjye cghfdtlkb-djcnb, vbufçofz kfvgf dhtlbn ctñt. Vjue cjdtnjdfnmVjbv kfvgfv yt vbufnm. Lbyfvjvfibyf jn rfxtcndfkfvg yt gjhnbncz, yj ytcjukfcjdfyyjcnm djkmn kfvgxfcnj rjyxftncz åfkjñysv _ lpbym! B jcyjdyjq vt-nfkk ljkåty ñsnm gjcnfdkty pfyjdj. Pfrjys dj dcävjlbyfrjds.

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23. Ytn ñtpleiyjq cghfdtlkbdjcnb, yj kbim cbz-çofz wtktcjjñhfpyjcnm. Bvtyyj, ghtrhfcyfz wtkt-cjjñhfpyjcnm yt nbhfycndjdfnm vjåtn, yj jnrhsdfnmghtrhfcyst dhfnf. B pjd wtktcjjñhfpyjcnb yfgjkyztngjñtlysv xedcndjv ghjcnhfycndj. Yt vfkst dtnøbtjcrjkrb, yj lhfujwtyyst xfcnb Rjcvjcf zdkzçn cjñjçcjñsnbz b ndjhtybz, gjyzdibt wtktcjjñhfpyjcnm.

Yj kbim jcjpyfybt Rjcvbxtcrjq kbxyjcnb vjåtnjpfhbnm cnegtyb ãdjkçwbb. Byfxt d ptvyjv gjybvf-ybb ãdjkçwbz jcnfytncz kbim dsujlysv gjvtot-ybtv rfgbnfkf. Yj pyftnt eåt, xnj rfgbnfk, kbiäy-ysq wtktcjjñhfpyjcnb, kbim åähyjd yf itt. B rfrzdktybt pfhfps ghjbpdjlbn zpds leøjdyst b ntktc-yst, nfr b gjzdktybt cevfcitcndbz rjhscnjkçñbzghbyjcbn dhtl leøe b ntke.

Yf ptvkt pfñjnbvcz b j ntkt, gjnjve yflj ghj-ybrfnm d ghjbcøjåltybt ñjktpytq. Dhfx vju ñs crf-pfnm ñjkmyjve: ≤Ghbgfljr rjhscnjkçñbz e dfc≥, bkb≤fytvbz cfvjvybntkmyjcnb≥, bkb ≤rfvyb ghtlfntkm-cndf≥, bkb ≤rjkbrb rktdtns≥, bkb ≤xtcjnrf cgktnty≥,bkb ≤elfh ytyfdbcnb≥.

Yf rkflñbofø nfr kçñbv gjvbyfnm ljcnjbycndfktåfotuj; yt vtifkj ñs gjcnfdbnm bcnbyyeç ghb-xbye ñjktpytq _ phtkbot cnfkj ñs gjexbntkmysv.

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Lhepmz, gjdnjhzç _ lthåbnt vsckb xbcnsvb, ãnjkexifz ltpbyatrwbz b cfvjt pyfvtybnjt njybxtcrjtchtlcndj.

24. Xnj tcnm ghjhjxtcndj? Ghtlerfpfybt jghtltkäy-yjuj cjxtnfybz xfcnbw vfnthbb. Gjnjve ghjhjxtcndfvjuen ñsnm dsgjkytys, yj b bcgjhxtys ytghbujl-ysv jnyjitybtv, cjdthityyj rfr ghb øbvbxtcrjqhtfrwbb. Bvtyyj ãnj yt vjuen gjyznm kçlb, øjnzdvtcnbkb pyfxtybt ñfhjvtnhf.

Vjåyj ghjhjxtcndf hfpltkbnm yf chjxyst b ñtc-chjxyst. Rjulf vs bvttv ltkj cj chjxysv ghjhjxt-cndjv, pyfxbn, yflj gjybvfnm dct eckjdbz vtålechjx-yst. Ñjkmijq chjr cjcnjbn bp vfksø chjrjd; gjnjveghfdbkmyj cjñkçcnb vfksq chjr.

Yeåyj gjvybnm, xnj nävyst hfñjnfçn yfl vfksvbchjrfvb, gsnfzcm jckjåybnm ñjkmijq.

25. Vjuen kb ghjhjxtcndf jcnfnmcz ytdsgjkytyys-vb? Rjytxyj, vjuen. E Yfc wtkjt øhfybkbot ege-otyysø ghjhjxtcnd. Bcnbyyjt ghjhjxtcndj ghtle-cvfnhbdftn kexieç rjvñbyfwbç djpvjåyjcntq, yjbø vjåyj egecnbnm.

Ntvf jñ bcgjkytybb ghjhjxtcnd jxtym ukeñjrfz; d ytq cjtlbytys rjjgthfwbz b dscitt pyfybt leøf.

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Ytvelhsq crfåtn: ≤Rfrfz reøyz!≥ Yj reøyz kturjjñhfoftncz d kfñjhfnjhbç.

Ghjhjxtcndf bplfdyf blen bp Yfitq Jñobys rfrñkfubt pyfrb xtkjdtxtcnde. Genb ghjhjxtcnd hfpyj-jñhfpys: bkb dyeiftvst jnltkmysv kbwfv, bkbvfccjdst xedcndjdfybz, bkb vfyecrhbgns, bkb ytbp-dtcnyj rtv jcnfdktyyst yflgbcb. Ghjhjxtcndf kex-it dctuj jgjdtofçn xtkjdtxtcndj. Rjytxyj, cbvdjksxfcnj pfntvytys, yj dyenhtyybq cvsck cjplfän db-ñhfwbç. Rjytxyj, bcgjkytybt ghjhjxtcndf nhtñetnyfcnjhjåtyyjcnb b ecnhtvktybz.

26. Tckb vfnthbz dcçle, nj lfåt cdtn jcnfdkztncdjç ghjnjgkfpve. Yf dct cdtnjdst zdktybz ytkmpzcvjnhtnm rfr yf ckexfqyjcnb. Ytrjnjhst ukfpf ekfd-kbdfçn ctnm cdtnf. Gj ñkfujhjlcnde ãythubb cdtnf dctãnb jñhfpjdfybz jxtym rhfcbds. Lbccjyfyc pderf uj-hfplj xfot. Ghjnjgkfpvf cdtnf yt tcnm xnj-nj jndkt-xäyyjt, tä jcflrb erhfifçn wfhcndj hfcnbntkmyjt.Hbnv djky b gtcrjd b rjhf gkfytns pyfxbntkmyjyjhvbheçncz epkfvb ctnb cdtnf. Exbnt kçñbnm jñhf-pjdfybz cdtnf. Yt cnjkmrj jñhfps, pfgtxfnkäyyst yføjkcnt, crjkmrj gjlcvjnhtyyst dbñhfwbb cdtnf bvtçnpyfxtybt.

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Rfxtcndj dpukzlf cjdthityyj yt jwtytyj. Jyjgjljñyj kexe lkz ajnjuhfabxtcrjq abkmvs. Yfljdcgjvybnm, xnj leøjdysv dpukzljv vs ecnfyfdkb-dftv jñkbr cnbøbqysø leøjd. Nfr åt njxyj abpbxt-crbq dpukzl pflthåbdftn d ghjcnhfycndt ctnm cdtnf.Pyfxtybt ãnjq rjjgthfwbb yeåyj pyfnm. Rfåljt ldb-åtybt xtkjdtrf cdzpfyj c ceoyjcnmç cnbøbq.

Toä erfåe, yfcrjkmrj dfåyf ñskf buhf gbafuj-htqwtd ghb djcøjlt cjkywf. Cdtn lkz pderf zdkztnczkexibv jxbcnbntkmysv abkmnhjv. Njkmrj jlbxfybtxtkjdtxtcndf vjåtn pfgthtnm pder d gskm ntvyjns.

27. Xbcnfz vsckm, yfgbnfyyfz rhfcjnjç, erfpsdftngenm r bcnbyt. Extybt jnrfpf ghtlgjkfuftn cybcøjå-ltybt r ybpibv. Ghb hfcibhtyyjv cjpyfybb yt zd-ktybt pfvbhfybz, yj øjåltybt ñtp pfghtnjd. Erhf-ityyst åbpyb gjpdjkzçn cdjñjlyj, otlhj eøjlbnm,xnjñs ghbøjlbnm gjñtlbntkzvb. Yt vjåtn cveofnmczbleobq cjpyfybtv rhfcjns. Njkmrj cveotybt vjåtnghtuhflbnm genm.

Ytdthyj crfpfnm: ≤Rhfcjnf cgfcän vbh≥, ghfdbkmyttcrfpfnm _ cjpyfybt rhfcjns cgfcän vbh.

Xthtp ghtgzncndbz ñtpjñhfpbz vjåyj blnb r vfzrerhfcjns, hfpñhfcsdfz ctvtyf ñtp xbckf. Rjulf vjåyj

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ltkfnm cfl rhfcjns, njulf ytxtuj ñjznmcz. Ecnfkb ytn,rjulf cfl leøf gecnbn yjdsø ghbitkmwtd.

28. Zdktybt jvthndktybz Ptvkb ljikj lj rhfqytujghtltkf. Cxbnftv, yeåys rhfqybt vths, xnjñs leøcyjdf ghjcyekcz. Eksñrfvb yt ljcnbxm Extybz. Gj-zdktybt gecnsym lfdyj jpyfvtyjdfkj yfxfkj lbrjcnb.Pyfrb ñskb lfys lfdyj, b lfyj ñskj dhtvz jle-vfnmcz. Zdktybt Erfpjd ñskj, yj ybrnj yt ghbcke-ifkcz.

29. Extybt Yjdjuj Vbhf gjrhjtn dct yteljñcndf.Bcnbyyj, njkmrj obn Jñobys vjåtn jcvsckbnm ght-ñsdfybt yf ptvkt. Rfr ytcksøfyyj rhfcbdj vsckbnmj rjjgthfwbb c lfkmybvb vbhfvb! Ãnf rjjgthfwbz,yfxfnfz cjpyfntkmyj, djdktxän d jhñbne cyjitybzyjdst vbhs. B ãnjn ytñtcysq rjjgthfnbd ñeltnhfcibhznm ñtcrjytxyj cdjb djpvjåyjcnb.

Tckb dct djpvjåyjcnb jñeckjdktys jñobyjç, njghjzdktybt bø ghjbpjqlän xthtp rfyfk leøf. Crfpfyj,xnj pder ljqlän gthdsv. Gecnm ãnb ahfuvtyns ñelenhelbvtynfhys, rfr gthdst pfpeñhbys ãjkbnf. Gecnmwtkst ujls ghjqlen lj gjyznbz ckjåyjuj cvsckf; yj ytjcgjhbvj, xnj ãnj pfdjtdfybt yfxyäncz yt djñcthdfnjhbzø b yt d jgnbxtcrbø kfdrfø. Ckeø leøf

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ghbytcän gthdst dtcnb _ yt lkz vfubcnthcrbø lbc-cthnfwbq, yj lkz åbpyb, rjnjhfz reän ãdjkçwbç.Extybt vjåtn crfpfnm xenrbv _ ghjñeålfzcm, gjv-ybnt j lfkmybø vbhfø; jnøjlz rj cye, gjvybnt jlfkmybø vbhfø.

Ecksifd rfrbt-ybñelm jcrjkrb pderjd, yt jndth-ufqnt bø, bñj rfålsq jcrjkjr vjåtn edtkbxbdfnmdjpvjåyjcnb xtkjdtxtcndf. Gjcntgtyyj vjuen ghjyb-ryenm ytbpdtcnyst ckjdf; ãnjve yt yflj elbdkznmcz,gjvyz, xnj d chjr ghjxbø dhtväy nfr åt hfcibhzkjcmcjpyfybt.

Ds gjybvftnt, xnj ñtp jñobys Ptvkz åbnm ytvjåtn. Ds gjybvftnt, xnj ñtp hfcibhtybz ytñtcysøgentq ceotcndjdfybt cnfyjdbncz ybxnjåysv. YjdsqVbh yeålftncz d yjdsø uhfybwfø. E boeobø ljkåyfñsnm ljhjuf. Hfpdt jyf eprf gj dctve ytñjcrkjye?Cxfcnmt d njv, xnj bcrfntkb yt ljkåys ghbybrfnmeøjv r ptvkt, yj vjuen jñhfnbnm dpukzl yf leøjdyeçdscm. Kexe ktuxt bcrfnm gjlyznst ujkjds. B rfåljtldbåtybt vbhf jñeckjdktyj jñobyjç.

30. Vjåyj gjplhfdbnm c hfcibhtybtv cjpyfybz.Ybrfrfz kfñjhfnjhbz yt vjåtn lfnm ãnjuj joeotybzghjljkåtybz ñtpuhfybxysø djpvjåyjcntq. Vjåyj

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kbim kbxyj, cjpyfntkmyj b cdjñjlyj dvtofnm bp ghj-cnhfycndf ytghthsdyst cnegtyb. Extybt vjåtn jn-rhsnm ldthm, yj djqnb vjåyj kbim cfvjve. Yt yf-uhflf, yt cghfdtlkbdjcnm, yj pfrjy ytjcgjhbvjcnbytcän djgkjoäyysq leø gj djcøjlzotq cgbhfkb, tckbjy jcjpyfk ytjñøjlbvjcnm ldbåtybz. Exbntkm ybxtvyt vjåtn gjldbyenm ãnj cjpyfybt, bñj rfåljt dye-itybt yfheifkj ñs kbxyjt ljcnbåtybt.

Jlyj _ jndktxäyyj hfcceålfnm j lfkmybø vbhfø,lheujt _ jcjpyfnm ctñz exfcnybrjv bø. Njkmrj kbimnjn, rnj yt pfrhsk ctñt genm r rhfcjnt, vjåtn gjyznm,rfr zdktybt lfkmybø vbhjd ñkbprj tve.

Eøjv vjåyj ekjdbnm jnhsdrb Dtkbrjuj Lsøfybz,yj pyfybt leøf ghtljcnfdbn xtkjdtre vtcnj chtlbñtpuhfybxyjcnb.

Gjktpyj jñthyenmcz d lfkärbt ãgjøb, rjulf ghj-csgfkjcm ãnj cjpyfybt. Vs edblbv, xnj yt d lybhfcwdtnf yferb, yj d lyb ghjdjpdtcnbz htkbubb ghj-csgfkjcm rjcvbxtcrjt cjpyfybt; bñj yt ubgjntps, yjkbim pyfybt leøf dtlän r pdäplysv genzv. Cjåfktç,yj ybrfrbt fcnhjyjvbxtcrbt dsxbcktybz yt gjldb-yen vjvtyn cyjitybq, nfr åt rfr vehfdtq yt dscnht-kbn bp ubufyncrjq geirb. Bvtyyj wtyyj, xnj nfrjqgjldbu ljkåty ghjzdbnmcz chtlcndfvb leøf. Djn vs

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ujdjhbv, rfr ñs vfnthbfkmyj, yj ñtp leøf ytkmpzghbvtybnm ãne ãythubç. Bvtyyj leø lfän bpdtcnyjtrfxtcndj vfnthbb. Cjcnjzybt Ptvkb nhtñetn ytcks-øfyyjuj dhfxf. Gkfytnf ñjkmyf, b tckb ñs yt elfkjcmgjldbyenm tä, nj kexit dhtvtyyj dsrkçxbnm tä bpwtgb _ vjåtn ñsnm rfr keyf. Hfccflybrb ybpibøckjäd Njyrjuj Vbhf cnfkb jgfcyj ytcyjcys. Njåtytkmpz pfñsnm, rfr xtkjdtxtcndj gjlgfkj gjl dkbzybtybpibø ckjäd Njyrjuj Vbhf.

Dctve gjvjåtn jñobyf, yj jñobyt gjvjåtn hfc-ibhtybt cjpyfybz.

31. Exbntkm wtybn åtkfybt jvsnm gskm c dtkbrbøKbrjd. Exbntkm wtybn åtkfybt endthlbnm ghjcnjt dshfåtybt dtkbrbø ckjd. Exbntkm wtybn åtkfybt cj-chtljnjxbnm vyjujckjdbt. Xnjñ dsltkbnm ceoyjcnm,yflj gjljqnb jn ytpsñktvjuj.

Vjåyj pyfnm jlyj: yb jlby gfvznybr yt ljiäk ñtp bcrfktxtybz. Vjåyj, rfr bp ukbys, dslfdkbdfnmjnnbcrb jñobys hfpevyjuj cjnhelybxtcndf b cnhtv-ktybz pf ghtltks dblbvjuj. Extybt vjåyj dshfpbnmgjl ltdbpjv: ≤Gecnm ytcjukfcysq ljrfåtn ghjnbd-yjt≥. Kexit vthbnm yfpfl, xtv pfcsgfnmcz ytcvsdft-vjq gskmç. Bvtyyj, pyfybt herjdjlzotuj ghbywbgfjcdtnbn bcrfktxtyyst cbvdjks.

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Ds pyftnt, rfr ujdjhzn j dfc ghb åbpyb, xnj åt ñeltn d dtrfø? Yj ghbywbg ytvbyetvj hfcnän, b njk-xrb tuj yfhfcnfybq rjktñkçn ptvyeç ndthlm.

Eitlibt yfhjls jcnfdkzkb gfnbye yf cdjñjlt leøf.Cghjcbnt: ≤Ult åt ghtcktletvst?≥ _ gj ãnbv pyfrfvblbnt. Edblbnt ghtcktletvsø gthdsø øhbcnbfy bñellbcnjd, yj rjulf øhfvs jndhfnbkbcm jn Øhbcnf b Ñells, njulf ghtcktljdfybz ghtrhfnbkbcm.

Erfåe Extybt lthåfnm ghjcnj; yt yflj ckjåysødshfåtybq, bñj åbpym ghtrhfcyf d ghjcnjnt. Xfcnjghbøjlbncz jrjgfnm hfcntybt, gjnjve gjdnjhtybz yt-bpñtåys.

32. Dfåyf ãdjkçwbz yt xtkjdtxtcndf ptvyjuj, yjxtkjdtxtcndf Dctktyyjq. Tckb ñs ãnf ghjcnfz ajh-vekf vjukf ñsnm dvtotyf kçlcrbvb cthlwfvb, dtcmcdjl pdäplysq cltkfkcz ñs jczpftvsv. Bcnbyyj,ceotcndfv lheubø vbhjd ktuxt ñskj ñs ghjñjlfnmleiyeç fnvjcathe Ptvkb, tckb ñs bv yfdcnhtxeytckbcm ghbpsds ptvysø djgkjoäyysø.

Ult åt ñkbåfqibt vbhs, relf vs vjukb ñsyfghfdkznm yfit cjpyfybt? _ Çgbnth b Dtythf.

Dlevfqntcm d ckjdj xtkjdtr _ jyj jpyfxftn leø,bkb xtkj, ghjøjlzobq dtrfvb. Dcz cvtyf djgkjot-

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ybq, dcz wtyyjcnm cjpyfybz dshfåtyf d jlyjv ckjdt.Vjåtnt kb yfpdfnm lheujq zpsr, ult åbntkm dj-gkjoäyysq yfpdfy nfr åt leøjdyj? Vfkj dshfåfçnlheubt zpsrb bltç ltqcndbz. Exbntkm vjåtn yfpdfnmcjnyb yfbvtyjdfybq, yj jyb ñelen bkb cfvjvybntkm-ys, bkb ytdshfpbntkmys.

33. R xtve ghbhjlt ghjnbdyst xeltcf? Djn xelj,rjulf vjåtim ctcnm yf rjyz b c zdktyysv vtxjvpfobofnm Jñobye Vbhf. Nfr åt ghjcnj yfxyänczYjdsq Vbh. Rfr phtkst gkjls cjñhfys ñelen afr-ns. Extybt vfuybnjd, rjytxyj, yt xelj, yj zdktybtpfrjyf ghbnzåtybz. Yt pfrhjqnt zdktybt leøf, b vtxgjckeåbn djcøjåltybç ãdjkçwbb.

Vjue lfnm hfljcnm kbim njve, rnj ghbyzk jñobyeyt d pfrkbyfybzø, yt d rehtybzø, yj d åbpyb lyz.Exbntkm vjåtn gjckfnm kex yf gjvjom, yj yt ñeltnchfåfnmcz, tckb vtx zdktyysq jñthyäncz ghjnbd lhe-ptq jñobys, _ vtx cdthyäncz d ñbx vjkybb.

34. Rfr vjåyj ldbufnm cthlwfvb? Yt enthzd ghj-cnjne. Elfxf blän yt pf vfubtq, yj pf ckjdjv åbpyb.Ehjr yfi vjåtv dsgjkybnm, cevtd gjljqnb r cfvjveghjcnjve. Elevfç, rfr e nheåtybrjd lfnm cbzybtlfkmybø vbhjd. Rjulf cfvsq cjuñtyysq gjukzlbn d

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ytñj, njulf vjåyj ålfnm hfleåyeç ktyne c lfkmybøvbhjd.

35. Gfhfwtkmc kçñbk ujdjhbnm: ≤•¬” º’œ¬”º º¿ º’÷”º≥.Gjckt ãnj pfvtxfntkmyjt bphtxtybt cnfkj ltdbpjvobnjd b uthñjd, gjnthzd dczrbq cvsck. Ghfdlf, gj-yzd cvsck tuj, nhelyj ghbdzpfnm ctñz r jlyjq Ptvkt.Rfr gthtufh d nheñe, gjpyfdibq leø vxbncz d zdkty-yjt ghjcnhfycndj. Rfrjq hfpvth bvtçn lkz ytuj ptv-yst jltåls? Rfreç gjldbåyjcnm vjåtn jy ghjzdbnmgj ptvyjq gjdthøyjcnb? Rfrbvb vsckzvb vjåtn jyltkbnmcz d ptvyjq catht?

Cghjczn, gjxtve åt Vs nthztv cnjkmrj ãythubbyfl Ptvkäç? Yt hflb Ptvkb, yj lkz bcghfdktybzgenb. Rjulf pkjevsiktyybr rjdthrftn htkmcs, xfcnjbyåtyth gjkfuftn vyjuj dhtvtyb lkz bcghfdktybz.Tckb ñs Vs vjukb gthtdtcnb bvtçobø cjpyfybtRjcvjcf c Ptvkb ytvtlktyyj, hfpdt vjåyj ñskj ñspflthåfnm Yfit åtkfybt? Bnfr, Yfit cnhtvktybt _ecrjhbnm ãnjn ghjwtcc. Xeç, vjåtn ñsnm crjhj rjc-vbxtcrbt eckjdbz gjpdjkzn yfxfnm ãnb hfñjns gjcyjitybç c lfkmybvb vbhfvb. Ghb ãnjv dct cj-jñhfåtybz j rhfcjnt, j cnhtvbntkmyjcnb cfvjgjcsk-rb yeåys. Ghfdlf, yfl nfr yfpsdftvjq rhfcjnjq

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tcnm gjrhsdfçott gjyznbt _ ekexitybt Rjcvjcf.Kex hfleub vjåtn ghtdscbnm djjñhfåtybt. Cthtñhjhjålfçott _ yfxfkj hfleub. Hfleuf, dblbvfz d ptv-ysø eckjdbzø, yfgjvbyftn uhbvbhjdre dñkbpb. Vfkjrnj vjåtn ghtlxedcndjdfnm yflptvyeç hfleue.

36. Xeç, rfr yfckjtybt cjñsnbq ytcän djkys ecrj-htybz. Yf rjcvbxtcrjt cnhjtybt gjckeåfn ãnb djkys.

Z gbie Vjb pfvtnrb djpvjåyjcntq b ghbøjåe rdsdjle, xnj dcä djpvjåyj ctqxfc. Htlrj rjulf dscifzdthf blän gj genb c dscibv ytdthbtv; rjulf øekf bckfdjckjdbt vjuen ñsnm d jlyjv øjht; rjulf zhjcnm b nbibyf hjålfçn hfljcnm. Rjulf ytelfxf zdkztnczghbpyfrjv elfxb, rjulf elfkäyyjcnm ckeåbn pyfrjvñkbpjcnb, njulf gjnjrb ãvfyfwbq cdtnbk cjxtnfçncz c dyenhtyybvb juyzvb. Nfrjt dhtvz jpyfxftn wbrkyjdsq, b cfvf jñobyf, toä yt dvtoäyyfz, ckeåbnvjcnjv.

Rjyxbv ienrjç. Vjåyj kb crfpfnm yf Çgbntht j ñbhåtdjq cgtrekzwbb bkb yf Dtytht j ljvfø nth-gbvjcnb? Tcnm gjyznbz ghjcnj ytghbcnjqyst. Lfåtnheñjxbcn, blz d ujcnb, kbwj evjtn. Yteåtkb kçlbøeåt? Gjhf cjñbhfnmcz Ptvkt d yjdsq genm.

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37. Cgjcjñyjcnb lfkmytq gjcskrb dtcmvf htlrb.Rfr dctulf, yflj hfpkbxfnm rfxtcndj gjcktlcndbz.Ñsdfçn gjcskrb ñtcgjrjqyst, rfr veøb, _ jn ybøjnvføbdfçncz; ñsdfçn nzårbt, rfr rhsirf uhjñf, _bv eåfcfçncz; ñsdfçn rfr cdbcn cnhtk _ ãnb djk-yeçn ñtp gjybvfybz. Htlrj rjulf gjcskrb zcys;htlrj rjulf jyb dspsdfçn cjnhelybxtcndj cjjndtn-cndtyysø wtynhjd. Vjåyj xfcnbxyj jnytcnb ãnj pfcxän feh, yj ukfdyjt pyfxtybt d rfxtcndt gjcskrb.Ãnj rfxtcndj yfpsdftncz gjktpyjcnmç djkb, rjnjhfzzdkztn gjybvfybt rjkbxtcndf djkmn yfghzåtybzrjhhtcgjyltynf. Xnjñs ãktrnhbxtcrfz kfvgf dcgsø-yekf, yeåyj cjjndtncndbt djkmn. Yt njkmrj cjlthåf-ybt gjcskrb, yj rfxtcndj dfåyj. Pyfybt leøf lfängjcskrt gjktpyjcnm. Cktlcndbtv gjktpyjcnb gjcskrbñeltn hfljcnm djcghbznbz, bñj dcä cjhfpvthyjt ñeltnhfljcnmç.

38. Zdktybt Extybz xbcnjuj yeåyj cjtlbybnm c lj-dthbtv. Gjnjve yflj ñeltn hfpdbnm nfrjt ljdthbt, xnjcfvf jxtdblyjcnm yt ljkåyf rjktñfnm tuj. Kex Vjqvjåtn pyfnm, ult øelj.

39. Cjplfqnt fnvjcathe ujnjdyjcnb r ltqcndbç.Rjulf elfh geoty, vyjubt cnfhst pfckjyrb gflfçn

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ytjåblfyyj. Vyjuj ñbnd gjpflb, toä ñjkmit dgtht-lb. Rfålsq fnjv Rjcvjcf ñmäncz. Gjrjq cvthnb Yfvytpyfrjv.

40. Yjdjt Extybt gjxbnftn Yjcbntktq ghtåybø Pf-dtnjd, yj blän ñtp ñfufåf rjyxtyysø dhtväy. Byfxtrfhfdfy gjcjñbq ghbvtn ytgthtlfdftvst hfpvths.Cfvjt ghfrnbxyjt ñskj ñs eybxnjåbnm dct rjvvty-nfhbb, cltkfyyst gjckt nhäø dtrjd jn eøjlf Exbntkz.Yflj rjulf-ybñelm gjxbcnbnm gjkrb. Jn ãnjq xbcnrbdshfcnen Jñkbrb Exbntktq Cdtnf.

41. Vs bpujybv dczrbq cnhfø. Vs gecnbv gj dtnhedct hfpyjwdtnyst gthmz cnhføf. Cbybt gthmz pfcnsd-ituj eåfcf, ptkäyst gthmz bpvtyxbdjq lhjåb, åäk-nst gthmz nfqyjuj egjkpfybz, rhfcyst gthmz bc-cnegkäyyjuj cnerf, ñtkst gthmz evjkxfybz, xähystrhskmz gfltybz d ñtplye. Yeåyj ndthlbnm j hfpyj-jñhfpbb cnhføf, byfxt jcnfytncz ult-nj cthtymrjt gä-hsirj eujlkbdjuj ktgtnfybz bkb åt geibyrf njhjg-kbdjq cetns, f pf ybvb njn åt bljk cnhføf. Rfåljtrhskj cnhføf ytcän dybp.

Ñkfujckjdtyysq Ktd, ñtccnhfibtv jltnsq, pfgjdt-lfk exbnm zdktybç veåtcndf.

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Gkjdws, tckb ds cltkftnt dcä dfv djpvjåyjt, relfvjåtn ytcnb dfc cfvfz ueñbntkmyfz djkyf? Jyf vjåtnkbim djpytcnb dfc. B ns, ctzntkm, rjulf hfplfimpähyf, ns ñeltim ålfnm ehjåfz. B ns, gfcneø, rjulfgthtxnäim jdtw cdjbø, ns pfntgkbim cdtn zdysq.

42. Rjcvjc cjpblftncz gekmcfwbtq, byfxt ujdjhz,dphsdfvb. Hbnv dphsdjd lfän cnhjqyjcnm ndjhtybç.Bvtyyj, pyfybt leøf gthtyjcbn ybnm Rjcvjcf dåbpym ghjzdktyyeç. Yflj vtxjv cdthrfçobv jnlt-kbnm cnegtym yfhjåltybz. Yflj cjpyfnm, rjulf elth-åfnm wdtns cdtnf, byfxt jyb cyjdf hfpkfufçncz djvuke cnbøbq.

Cfljdybr pyftn, rjulf dhtvz cjñhfnm wdtns, bñj jypfkjåbk ytdblbvst pähyf. Yt njn, rnj yf ñfpfhtpähyf regbk; yt njn, rnj d ktyjcnb ghbrfpfk pähyfgjctznm, yj cfljdybr leøf, rnj d hfyyçç ytgjujlecrhsk pähyf gjl dtctyytq ptvkäq.

Lf, lf _ jy, cfljdybr leøf, ñeltn pyfnm dhtvzdcøjlf; jy jnkbxbn vjkjlst cntñkb jn cjhyjq nhfds,bñj jy cltkfk cfveç crhsneç hfñjne b tve ghbyfl-ktåbn cfvsq kexibq wdtnjr.

Bcnbyyj, dtkbrjt ltkj d vbyene exezyyeç ñktc-yenm vtxjv, d chjr dphsdf here gjlyznm.

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Bcnbyyj, djn jgznm cøjlzn cnheb Rjcvjcf yf uj-njdeç Ptvkç; djn gjxtve wtyyj pyfybt leøf. Ãnjytñtcyfz hfleuf, jncdtxtyyfz d rfgkzø ptvyjq hjcs.Hfpdt yt ltkbn cdtn pyfybt leøf? õº÷¬”∆º ö◊æ∆¿º lkzlbrjuj leøf rehxfdsq øfjc, yj lkz pyfçotuj leøfãnj fhaf cdtnf. Rfr xtrfyyst cnheys, cnhtvznczdjkys Cdtnjyjcyjq vfnthbb, b leø cjpblftn bp ybønfqyjpdexyst cbvajybb. Vtåle vbhfvb, rfr ybnb,ghjnzyenf õº÷¬”∆º ö◊æ∆¿º. Njkmrj ytgjvthyfz lfkm-yjcnm ckbdftn djkys ybntq d dbñhfwbç ytñtcyjqhfleub.

Vjåyj yfxbyfnm cnhtvbnmcz r lfkmybv vbhfv,cktlez pf ybnmç Cdtnf, jcjpyfyyjç leøjv, _ ãnjjxtym yfexysq jgsn. Rfr crfpfyj _ vfkst ltqcndbzyeålfçncz d gjcjñbzø b d fggfhfnfø, yj ybxnjdytiytt yt yeåyj dtkbrjve ltqcndbç.

43. Xeç, Extybt vjåtn zdbnmcz nzåäksv vjkjnjvlkz hjñrbø. Toä ytlfdyj eåfc ghjybpfk ñs cthlwtghb jlyjv ghjbpytctybb ≤jñobyf≥, yj ntgthm eåtytcrjkmrj ghtuhfl ckjvktyj. Pf jnrfpjv jn dtnøjqcjñcndtyyjcnb cktletn toä jlyj nhelyjt bcgsnfybtxtkjdtxtcnde. Ecdfbdfz pyfxtybt leøf, jcjñtyyj nhel-yj jnrfpfnmcz jn xeltc. Lfåt Fhøfns, bpñhfyystÑelljç, nhelyj hfccnfdfkbcm c ãnjq djpvjåyjcnmç.

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Nhb Fhøfnf ytjncnegyj ghjcbkb Ñelle gjpdjkbnmbv bcgsnfnm xelj. Ñellf gjvtcnbk rfåljuj d nävyeçrjvyfne b pfgth bø. Gjckt ljkujuj dhtvtyb Ñkfuj-ckjdtyysq dspdfk bø b cghjcbk j dbltyyjv bvb.Rfålsq hfccrfpfk hfpyst dbltybz. Yj Ñellf crfpfk:≤Ntgthm ds ljkåys cjukfcbnmcz, xnj xeltcf yt gj-ktpys, bñj ukfdyjuj xelf ds yt joenbkb. Bñj dsvjukb joenbnm ñsnbt dyt phbvjcnb, b ãnj joeotybtvjukj yfghfdbnm dfc pf ghtltks ptvkb. Yj ds ghj-ljkåfkb cjpyfdfnm ctñz cblzobvb yf ptvkt, b vsckbdfib ghbnzubdfkb r ptvkt djkys cnbøbq. Yfñeøfybtcnbøbqysø jñkbrjd dspdfkj gjnhzctybz d hfpysøcnhfyfø. Ds hfpheibkb crfks b eybxnjåbkb ehf-ufyjv rjhfñkb. Djn ns dbltk rhfcyjuj pdthz c gkf-vtyyjq rjhjyjq, yj jujym, bpdktxäyysq njñjç bpñtplys, cgfkbk ljvf ñtppfobnysø _ blb b gjvjub!Ns dbltk zothf c kbrjv ltds, ns pfcnfdbk djkyscvsnm hsñfwrbt kjlrb _ cgtib gjvjxm! Djn ns db-ltk jhkf ktnzotuj, b ehfufy cyäc ehjåfq nhelzobø-cz _ blb b djpvtcnb! Ult åt gjkmpf dfif, Fhøfns?Cjdf d legkt gjktpytt ghjdtkf dhtvz. Bkb ds nhelb-ntcm d gjnt kbwf yf ptvkt, bkb d vbyene etlbytybzdjpdsifqnt ctñz yfl ptvkäç. Yj ñtcgjktpyjt djpve-otybt cnbøbq gecnm yt ñeltn pfyznbtv velhjuj≥.

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Bcnbyyj, gthj, dsgfditt bp rhskf vfktymrjq gnb-ws, ghjbpdjlbn uhjv yf lfkmybø vbhfø.

Dlsøfz djpleø, vs ghbjñoftvcz rj dctv vbhfv.Velhsq blän jn ptvkb rdthøe, bñj vbhs jnrhjçnlheu lheue velhjcnm cdjç.

Ghbnxe ãne gjdnjhzqnt ntv, rnj ñeltn nhtñjdfnmxeltc.

44. Ceoyjcnm ecnhtvktybz r lfkmybv vbhfv pf-rkçxftncz d ecdjtybb cjpyfybz yfitq åbpyb yf ybø.Djpvjåyjcnm åbpyb yf ybø zdkztncz lkz yfituj cj-pyfybz rfr ñs rfyfkjv ghbñkbåtybz. Bvtyyj, ãnjcjpyfybt, rfr rfyfk, ljkåyj ñsnm ghjhsdftvj. Kçlbvjuen gkfdfnm, yj pyfxbntkmyfz xfcnm bp ybø yt gkf-dftn. Nfrfz jxtdblyjcnm, rfr lfkmybt vbhs, cjdth-ityyj yt ghbdktrftn xtkjdtxtcndj. Gjhf ñhjcbnm ãnjpthyj d vjpu kçlcrjq.

Nt åt cfvst ñtphjlyst b ytcxfcnyst vjuen kexitghbyznm ãne vsckm. Eps ptvyst lkz ybø yt ghjxys.Øeåt dctuj ñkfujgjkexyst kçlb. Ljdjkmyj kturjvjuen djcghbyznm ãne vsckm cktgst, yj nhelytt dctujrjcst, bñj kjåyjt crhtobdfybt njrjd dctulf ñeltnyfheifnm lfkmyjcnm ecnhtvktybz. Gjghjñeqnt geireyfhtpfnm hfpysvb cgbhfkzvb: htpekmnfn ñeltn gkjøjq.

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Rjytxyj, crfpfyyjt jnyjcbncz lj bpdtcnyjq cntgtybrjcjukfpbz, rjnjhjt pfnhfubdftn ythdyst wtynhs.

45. Erfåe, xnj dfåyj djdhtvz gjcskfnm ñkfubt cnht-ks, gjxtve leø njulf xedcndetn jñktuxtybt. Ehsdrbxeåbø vscktq rfr cthsq hjq vznencz; gjcntgtyyj jyb pfuhfålfçn ghjcnhfycndj b zdkzçn pfhfåtybtdjpleøf. Njulf cnhtkf leøf gjljñyf vjkybb. Jyf lj-cnbuftn yt njkmrj kbwf yfpyfxtyyjuj, yj b jxboftnghjcnhfycndj. Ãnj jxbotybt ghjcnhfycndf yt vtyttpyfxbntkmyj. Ñjktt xbcnfz cnhtkf, rfr ñjktt cbkmysqvfuybn, ghbdktrftn r ctñt cthst jcrjkrb b ytcän bø jñhfnyj. Nfrbv jñhfpjv, d gthdjbcnjxybr djpdhf-ofçncz cthst vsckb c bø nzujcnmç, yj ñtp dhtlf lkz lheubø. Ãnb cthst vsckb, rfr gthtufh, jctlfçn yf feht; b gjctzdibq åyän. Velhj gjcskfnm ckjdj ≤yt nhjym!≥. Bvtyyj, ãnf ajhvekf pfrkçxftn d ctñtyfbvtytt jñhfnysq elfh. Ãnj, bvtyyj, lhtdyzz pfuhf-lbntkmyfz ajhvekf. Ghfrnbxyj gjckfnm bkb ljñhsqghbpsd, bkb juhflbntkmyeç ajhveke. Dczrfz pkjñ-yfz gjcskrf ytghfrnbxyf. Ghfdlf, vjåyj ljgecnbnmvtx djpveotybz leøf, yj kbim d htlrbø ckexfzø, bñj djpveotybt leøf bpyfibdftn jñjkjxre.

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46. Ybrjulf yt ujdjhbk Z j käurjcnb ghjdtltybz d åbpym yjdjuj cjpyfybz. Yt hfpheibntkb, yj pfgktc-ytdifz, eckjdyfz ljñhjltntkm _ dhfu. Hfpheibntkbpyfçn ytghjxyjcnm hfpheiftvjuj, b ghbywbg jnlfxblkz ybø ktuxt. Yj hevzyfz ljñhjltntkm kçñbn ceylercñthtåtybq b dctulf cnfytn rhfcyjhtxbdj pfobofnmtuj. Crfåen cdzotyyst ckjdf gbcfybq b yfqlen njy-rbt ljrfpfntkmcndf, gjxtve jyb ujnjds jnlfnm, bvty-yj, yt ãnjve, yj lheujve, yt åbditve xtkjdtre.

Eckjdyfz ljñhjltntkm zdkztn ghtdjcøjlyeç rjhscnmb kçñbn ghbdhfnm. B nfrbt hevzyst, ñkfujjñhfpystexbntkz ljñhjltntkb, b kfcrjds, rfr vfckj; gjldbu,gjldbu xtkjdtxtcrbq ytpyfrjv exbntkzv ljñhjltntkb,b gsiyst jltåls bø yfrhføvfktys hfñcndjv!

47. D irjkfø ljkåyj ñsnm ghtgjlfdftvj edfåtybtr ghjbpyjcbvjve gjyznbç. Dtlm gjgeufb vjuen ñtc-cvscktyyj ecnhtvkznm d ghjcnhfycndj gjyznbz, xfcnjdtkbrjuj pyfxtybz. Yj kçlb ljkåys gjyznm, xnjrfåljt ckjdj rfr cnhtkf uhjvjyjcyfz, b ckjdj rfrgtlfkm vsckb.

Enhfnf bcnbyysø pyfxtybq gjyznbq vyjuj cgjcjñ-cndjdfkf cjdhtvtyyjve jlbxfybç. Rfr gtcjr, csgkçnkçlb åtvxeu. Ghfdj, gjhf pfvtybnm vyjubt jghtlt-ktybz.

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48. Bvtyyj, ñtp cnhføf b gj djpvjåyjcnb cfvb.Ghfdbkmyj zdktybt kbxyjq jndtncndtyyjcnb. Yb xe-ltcf, yb wbnfns, yb vfybatcnfwbb, yj endthåltybt,crhtgkäyyjt kbxysv ghbvthjv. Lfåt jibñrf d lthp-yjdtybb ktuxt bcghfdbvf, ytåtkb cjuñtyyjcnm ñjh-vjnfybz.

Lhfujwtyyj ltqcndbt, yt yeålfçottcz d fggfhfnføb d gjvjoybrfø. Jnrhsdibq lhfujwtyyeç ajhvekeyt vjåtn ghjrhbxfnm tä d jryj, bñj dhtl gjrhjtncfveç kexieç gjkmpe.

Bvtyyj, rfr cjcel pfrhsnsq, rfr ujhf ythfpuhfñ-ktyyfz, rfr ker, cnhtkjç yfghzåäyysq, _ nfr cnjqnt!B xnj yfgbnjr cjcelf gkfvtyty, b xnj ujhf ytbcnj-obvf, b xnj cnhtkf cvthntkmyf _ nfr ltqcndeqnt!Bñj rnj jcvtkbncz endthålfnm, xnj nhelyjcnm yt tcnmcrjhtqitt ljcnbåtybt! Vjkjxyst htrb ghjrbcyen, b rbctkmyst ñthtuf lkz cbltybz yteljñys. Bnfr, drjkmxeut kbxyjq jndtncndtyyjcnb ñeltv gjcgtifnm.

Pfvtnmnt, elfxf ñskf kbim nfv, ult ñskj ghjzdktyjgjkyjt veåtcndj. Vtkrbt cjvytybz hjlzn hfñcreçñjzpkbdjcnm.

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vjåtn hfcctxm dhtljyjcyst pfdtcs. Jxtym dfåysqvjvtyn, b yflj yfghzxm dcä veåtcndj.

49. Gecnm rnj-ybñelm jnlfcn ñjkmit, jy ñjkmit b gjkexbn. Yj pfñskb yfhjls, rfr jnlfnm; lfåtvfktqibq levftn, rfr gjkexbnm. Vtåle ntv gkfytnfñjkmyf, b d ãnjq ñjktpyb njytn dcä. Rjve-nj øjxtnczbpñtåfnm gjcktlytq ñjhmñs gjchtlcndjv pfhfåtybzdctq gkfytns. Rnj-nj yflttncz egksnm yf jñkjvrfø,pfñsdfz, xnj jrtfy njåt eqlän. Kturj ghtlcnfdbnm,xnj gkfytnyjt ntkj vjåtn ñjktnm gjljñyj dczrjvelheujve jhufybpve, b leø gkfytns jndtxftn cjcnjz-ybç ntkf. Rfr yfpdfnm ñjktpym gkfytns? Kexitdctuj _ ujhzxrjq jnhfdktybz. Eleikbdst ufps, jnyfuhjvjåltybq ybpibø ckjäd Njyrjuj Vbhf, jnht-pfçn gkfytne jn vbhjd, vjueobø ytcnb gjvjom. EltkPtvkb vjåtn rjyxbnmcz ubufyncrbv dphsdjv, tckbnjkmrj njkof pfdtcs yt ñeltn ghjñbnf. Xeljdboyjtecrjhtybt pfcnfdkztn dct kbybb rjktñfnmcz. Vjåyjjåblfnm ñskj, xnj ecrjhtybt yeåyj lkz rfrjq-kbñjcnhfys, _ jyj yeåyj lkz gkfytns.

50. Dcä hfdyj, rfr djqlän Yjdsq Vbh _ d rfanf-yt, d cçhnert bkb d heñføt. Tckb vs ecnfyjdbvrjcvbxyjcnm pyfxtybz jñobys, nj dct gjlhjñyjcnb

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yt ñjktt gskbyrb gjl gjljidjq. Vjåyj ghjcnbnmkçñeç ytktgjcnm, tckb jyf yt ghjnbd Yjdjuj Vbhf.

51. Rjulf vyjuj hfp gjdnjhzç jlyj ckjdj _ ãnj pyf-xbn yfgjkytybt ghjcnhfycndf. Ãnj enthzyysq hbnv,dshjlbdibqcz d ñjhvjnfybt. Ãnj, rfr ghbñjq djky,heibn crfks. Nfråt d itcndbb ljkåty ñsnm hbnvpderf. Hbnv pderf elthåbdftn njkge jn gecnjckjdbz.

52. Rfr vjåyj ghjybryenm d nfqybr leøf? Kbimytjñsryjdtyysv. Ktutylf j cdznsø hfpñjqybrfø bvt-tn d jcyjdfybb leø, pfjcnhäyysq ytjñsxysv. Vtålentv vzurbq ñekjxybr htlrj gjkexftn rkçx r leøe,tckb njkmrj tåtlytdyfz buhf gkfvtyb yt lfcn tvecdtn cnbøbq.

Ujlyeç nhfde yeåyj ñhfnm, yj vtcnj hjcnf täyeåyj bcrfnm ñtp ghtleñtåltybz.

53. Gjzcyç, gjxtve yfpsdftv ≤fnfrf Geheib≥.Øjhjij, tckb ñs kçlb vjukb ecdjbnm njn åt ghby-wbg jñotuj yfghzåtybz. Zdktybt jñotq jgfcyjcnbljkåyj dspsdfnm nfrjt åt jñott yfghzåtybt. Gth-djt eckjdbt ecgtøf tcnm jcdjñjåltybt jn jñsxysøpfyznbq. Jñsxyst vjpujdst wtynhs ljkåys gjybr-yenm, xnjñ vjukf ghjzdbnmcz yjdfz rjvñbyfwbzythdysø ntxtybq. Njn åt ghbywbg, xnj b d bpñtåf-

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ybb ecnfkjcnb. B nfrjt yjdjt yfghzåtybt, tckb jyjkbityj kbxyjuj yfxfkf, yfpsdftncz fnfrjç Geheib.

Xnjñs yfqnb cghznfyyeç gfkjxre, ljkåty bcrfnmboeobq, yj yt cghznfdibq. Ytlfhjv bylecs yf-psdfçn Dscitt Ceotcndj Buhjrjv. Bcnbyyj, Ptvkzcgfcftncz ptvysvb herfvb, b Cbks Ytñtcyst gjcs-kfçn kexieç vfyye; yj, yt cjñhfyyfz, jyf ghtdhf-oftncz d hjce. Rfr åt yt hfljdfnmcz, rjulf yføjlznczcjñbhfntkb; rjulf, vbyez yfcvtirb, ãnb bcrfntkbblen, gjvyz j Yfitv Obnt.

Ybrjulf ytkmpz dspdfnm yfghzåtybt Geheib ñtpgjldbåyjcnb vsckb.

Leø ljkåty cnhtvbnmcz gj jlyjve rfyfke, rfr zlhjgj dbyne cndjkf. Gjzdktybt ghbdøjlzobø jñcnjz-ntkmcnd yt ljkåyj gjhnbnm cgbhfkm dbynf.

54. Cdtnjneibntkb _ jcjñst ckeub nävysø cbk,rjnjhst pfybvfçncz neitybtv juytq d Njyrjv Vbht.Xtv cbkmytt yfnbcr nmvs, ntv cbkmytt bcnhtñkzçnjyb rfåleç cdtnkeç njxre. Vs yt pyftv ñjktt näv-yjuj dhtvtyb d Njyrjv Vbht. Dct afkmibdst Jkbv-gs gjnjyekb d cevthrfø. Yj ctqxfc yt dhtvz bvbpfybvfnmcz, ctqxfc yf jxthtlb ptvyjq gkfy. Gjkjåt-ybt vbhf rfr vjht d ñehç.

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55. Ecnhtvktybt _ kflmz Fhøfnf. Ecnhtvktybt _tlbyjhju zdktyysq. Ecnhtvktybt _ rkçx jn dctøgtoth. Ecnhtvktybt _ rhskj jhkf. Ecnhtvktybt _kex cjkywf. Ecnhtvktybt _ rjkmxeuf cthlwf.Ecnhtvktybt _ wdtnjr kjnjcf. Ecnhtvktybt _ rybufñeleotuj. Ecnhtvktybt _ vbh zdktyysq. Ecnhtvkt-ybt _ xbckj pdäpl.

56. Gjxtve yføjåltybt pyfrjd ñeleotuj gjljñyjnrfymç? D nrfwrjq hfñjnt jcyjdf _ jghtltkäyyjujwdtnf, b uheggs ybntq hfcghtltktys gj rhfcrfv.Kturj jghtltkbnm jcyjde, kturj vjåyj yfqnb uheggeybntq, yj hbceyjr ãnjq uheggs gjpdjkztn hfpkbxystcjxtnfybz d pfdbcbvjcnb jn nsczxb ntreobø jñcnj-zntkmcnd. Rjytxyj, dyenhtyytt jnyjitybt cfvjujceñütrnf ñeltn ukfdysv jñcnjzntkmcndjv. Yj tckb tujfehf ñeltn ckbirjv rjktñfnmcz, nj ghjuyjp ñeltn jn-yjcbntkmysv. Njulf ãnj ñeltn gjøjlbnm yf bpdtcnyeçbuhe, ult gj ytcrjkmrbv hfpñhjcfyysv njxrfv yeåyjyfqnb jghtltkäyyeç abuehe.

Ntgthm, ult åt kexibq athvtyn, crhtgkzçobqrjktñfybt fehs? Kexibq athvtyn tcnm ecnhtvkt-ybt. Ntkj ecnhtvkäyyjt ytkmpz erjkjnm bkb hfpñbnm.Ecnhtvktybt d ldbåtybb ljcnbuftn pfrjyyjcnb, b,

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cnfyjdzcm pfrjyjv, jyj ltkftncz ytjcnfyfdkbdftvsv,bñj døjlbn d hbnv Rjcvjcf.

Nfr blbnt d vfkjv b dtkbrjv, b nrfym dfif ñeltnytgjdnjhtyyjq, rhbcnfkmyj rjcvbxyjq, rjhjxt ujdj-hz _ ghtrhfcyjq.

Ybxnj lheujt, rhjvt ecnhtvktybz, yt lfän jljktybzcnbøbq, bñj jcyjdyjt rfxtcndj cnbøbq _ ecnhtvkt-ybt. B d ãnjv cjcnjzybb ds rjjhlbybhetnt cnbøbb c dscibv ndjhxtcndjv leøf, bkb zdkztntcm lthåf-ntktv vjkybb. Ghblän xtkjdtr _ lthåfntkm vjkybb.Gjdthmnt, njkmrj ecnhtvktybtv gjñtlbnt.

57. Bvtyyj, yfñfn hfpdt yt cksity d rfåljv ldb-åtybb gkfytns? Hfpdt yt hfplfäncz nhtdjuf d rfåljvldbåtybb ceotuj? Hfpdt yt pdexbn djpveotybt d rfå-ljv ldbåtybb chfdytyysø c ptvkäç leøjd?

Hfpdt ñskb kexibt dhtvtyf?Kexit, tckb yfhsd ghjhdäncz b vjåyj pfcsgfnm

lshe. Yj uyjq yeåyj dspdfnm yfheåe; gjnjve Vs yt ghbybvftv gjkevth.

Vs jåblftv ibhjrbø ltqcndbq, b dj dhtvz yfñfnfytkmpz levfnm j recrt ghzåb.

58. Eåt pyftnt gjktpyjcnm ghtgzncndbq; eåt pyftntgjktpyjcnm ytghbznyjcntq. Vjåtn ñsnm, lfåt gjktp-

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yjcnm eåfcjd. Rjytxyj, lkz Yfc b lkz dfc ytn eåfcjdd jñsryjdtyyjv cvsckt. Yfjñjhjn, eåfc ñtp cnhføfjñhfoftncz d ltqcndj rjcvbxtcrjq rhfcjns.

Vjåyj kb levfnm j rhfcjnt ñtp frrjhlf djcøbot-ybz? Ntgthm Vs rhbxbv, Vs gjcskftv pyfrb ñjz, yjgjdthø dctuj djcøbotybt gthtl dtkbrbvb htitybz-vb. Veåtcndj jnrhsdftn dct ldthb. ≤Ytkmpz≥ _ vsghjbpyjcbv cfvb, vtåle ntv dcä ceott rhbxbn _≤Vjåyj!≥

Rfålfz ãgjøf bvttn cdjä ckjdj. Ãnj ckjdj rfr rkçxr pfgjhfv. Lhtdybt Extybz gjcnjzyyj ujdjhbkb jvjueotcndtyyjv ckjdt, rjnjhjt pfrkçxftncz d njxyjqb rhfnrjq ajhvekt. Ytbpvtyyj, rfr rhbcnfkk bpdt-cnyjuj cjcnfdf; ytkmpz gthtcnfdbnm ckjdf ãnbø ajh-vek; ytkmpz elkbybnm bkb erjhjnbnm. HexfntkmcndjRjcvjcf d jnkbdrt ãnbø pyfrjd. Cfvf fñcjkçnyfz nmvfrjktñktncz gthtl rkbyrjv Vbhjdjuj Ghbrfpf, b ke-xfv b ufpfv ktuxt gjhfåfnm nmve nfv, ult elfhbk Vtx vbhf.

Yt cjuñtyyj ghbybvftv ghbrfp Rjcvjcf, yj ñeqyj!Gjnjve yfcnfän dhtvz, rjulf Cdtn-cbkf cåbuftn nmve.Ytvbyetvj ghbikj dhtvz, b xfc yt vjåtn dthyenmczjñhfnyj.

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Vjåyj ghjcktlbnm pf nfqysvb ckjdfvb dctø ãgjø,b vjåyj dbltnm cgbhfkm ghjñjlfçotuj cdtnf. Ktubjyxthdtq yt bpvtyztn jcnhbz cgbhfkb, b ghtuhflskbim yfghzufçn kex cdtnf. Pfrjy jnhfåtybz cjplfänyjdst cbks. B ult ujdjhzobq ghjvjkxbn, nfv ytvjqcrfåtn.

59. Zcysq, rhfnrbq ghbrfp nhelty, yj pfnj jycbkmytt vfubxtcrjuj åtpkf. Endthåltybt ktuxt, yjghbrfp _ rfr ytålfyysq cnjkñ gkfvtyb bp dek-rfyf. Cjchtljnjxtyyjt xedcndj kbxyjq jndtncndtyyj-cnb ktåbn d ghbrfpt. Erfpfybt ytbcxthgfyyjcnb cbkspdexbn d ghbrfpt. Ecnhtvkäyyjcnm Rjcvjcf zdktyf dzhjcnb ghbrfpf, rfr djkyf cjrheifçofz. Enhbntckäps ñkfujcnb, Yfv yeåys bcrhs djpveotybz leøf!

Rfreç gkjnbye ltkfçn cjåfktybz, yj rhskmz hfc-nen yf rjywt vtxf! Gtcrb vjuen eñbdfnm, yj lkz Yfcnexf gtcrf _ rjdäh-cfvjkän.

60. Vyjujt vjåyj ghjcnbnm ntv, rnj b dj nmvtcjøhfybk gjyznbt Exbntkz. Exbntkm gjlybvftn ljcnj-bycndj leøf. E Yfc gjyznbt Exbntkz gjljñyj kfvgfltdj nmvt. Gjnjve Exbntkm vjåtn ñsnm yfpdfy vfzrjvjndtncndtyyjcnb. Eps Extybz gjljñys dthädrt cgfcf-

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ntkmyjq d ujhfø. Exbntkm zdkztncz c vjvtynf pfååt-ybz leøf. C ntø gjh Exbntkm ythfphsdty c extybrjv.

Yt dblbv rjywf wtgb Exbntktq, b cjpyfybt, yf-gjkytyyjt Exbntktv, djpdsiftn ljcnbåtybt extyb-rf, rfr lhfujwtyysq, dctghjybrfçobq fhjvfn. Cdzpmextybrf c Exbntktv jñhfpetn pdtyj pfobns cjtlbyb-ntkmyjq wtgb. D ãnjq pfobnt ghjwdtnfçn gecnsyb.

61. Herf Vjz gjikän htitybt chtlb enäcjd vbhf.Cxbnfqnt ljofneç rhsie ndähåt åtktpf. Cxbnfqntehjxyeç vbyene lkbyytt xfcf. Genm elkbyäyysq rj-hjxt ghzvjq ghjgfcnb. Cghócbnt: ≤Pfxtv pfuflrb, pf-xtv ãpjnthbpv?≥ Rkeñjr cjñsnbq gjkjy hfpyjwdtn-ysvb ybnzvb. Rfålsq rjdi bp rjkjlwf byjuj wdtnf.Chtlb cjñsnbq vyjuj gjcgtifçobø; ãnb lfkärbtlhepmz, yt cdzpfyyst gj dytiyjcnb, yfgjkyzçn yfierjhpbye, b rjytxysq cdtn njhåtcndetn.

62. Vjåyj hfljdfnmcz, rjulf vsckb dyeiftvstchfcnfçncz c vsiktybtv cjñcndtyysv; bñj ghb rj-jgthfwbb ytn uhfybw hfpltktybz nhelf, yj bvtçnczkbim cktlcndbz. Ytdjpvjåyj hfcxktybnm aeyrwbbRjcvjcf, rjulf ltqcndbz ntren rfr htrf.

Rfrjt pyfxtybt bvttn gjcnhjtybt djky, ytceobøgjktpysq ghtlvtn, _ dfåyj, xnjñ ghtlvtn yt gjubñ!

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63. Ukfdyjt ytgjybvfybt ñeltn d njv, xnj nhel tcnmjnlsø. Jnvtybnm ghbläncz vyjubt hfpdktxtybz. Ukfd-yjt, yflj gjyznm, xnj ghjbpdtltybz yferb, bcreccndftcnm jñhfpjdfybt, yj yt hfpdktxtybt. Hzl hfpdktxt-ybq ljkåty ñsnm eybxnjåty, rfr hfccflybr gjikj-cnb. Ahjyn jñhfpjdfybz ljkåty jxbcnbnm ghbnjyslehfrjd, cblzobø pf rheårjq gbdf. Nfråt zdktybtheufntkmcndf ljkåyj yfqnb ñjktt cnhjujt yfrfpfybt.Nfråt zdktybt eprjuj cgtwbfkbpvf ljkåyj ñsnm gj-hbwftvj.

64. Yeåyj crfpfnm j ytjñøjlbvjcnb cjbpvthbvj-cnb. Cxbnfç yeåysv hfpkbxfnm dtob gjdnjhztvstjn dtotq ytgjdnjhztvsø. Vjåyj jnkjåbnm dtom jñb-øjlf, yj pjds chjrjd yeåyj kjdbnm ñtpjnkfufntkmyj.Vjåyj endthålfnm, xnj vjvtyn rjcvbxtcrjq djpvjå-yjcnb ytdjpvtoftv. Tcnm reifymz, rjnjhst vjåyjgthtdfhbnm kbim d bpdtcnyjv gjhzlrt. B kjdtw ytøjlbn yf jøjne jn ñtpltkmz, yj yføjlbn kexibq xfc, b ybxnj yt jcnfyjdbn kjdwf.

Vjåyj yfqnb Vjq Rfvtym d gecnsyt, yj cyjdfRfvtym yt edbltnm, tckb yt gjlyznm tuj ytvtlktyyj.Pyfçobt Vtyz gjybvfçn pyfxtybt ytvtlktyyjcnb,yj yjdst ljkåys pfgjvybnm ãnjn pfrjy, tckb øjnzn

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ghbñkbpbnmcz. Bcnbyyj ujdjhç _ rjhjnrj dhtvz!Pfñjnkbdj ujdjhç _ yt egecnbnt xfcf, bñj ybnbrkeñrf hfpyjwdtnys. Yt d ghbznyjcnb jnlsøf, yj djvhfrt ñehb gjktpty Vjq Ujkjc _ evtqnt cksifnm!

Pyfç kçltq, rjnjhst egecnbkb pjd bp-pf gjøkäñrb.Yj Vjz cnhtkf ghjktnftn d xfc yeåls. Vjz Herfujnjdf gjlyznm pfdtce cjpyfybz, gjnjve yeåyf cj-bpvthbvjcnm vfkjuj b ñjkmijuj, gjdnjhztvjuj b yt-gjdnjhztvjuj. Yfghzubntcm gjyznm, ult jyj ñjkmijt!Ujdjhç _ dhtvz rjhjnrj!

65. Eckjdbt Yfit lkz cjnhelybrjd _ gjkyjt åt-kfybt ghbkjåbnm r åbpyb Yfib jcyjds, yt ntjhbz,yj ghfrnbrf.

Exbntkm ytcän gkfvz yteufcbvjuj gjldbuf. Extybt yt ghthsdftncz yb ecnfkjcnmç, yb jujhxtybzvb.Cthlwt Exbntkz åbdän gjldbujv. E Ytuj ytn cnhføf, b ckjdf ñjçcm ytn d Tuj ckjdfht.

66. Ãdjkçwbz vbhf crkflsdftncz bp htdjkçwbq,bkb dphsdjd vfnthbb. Rfålfz ãdjkçwbz bvttn gjcne-gfntkmyjt ldbåtybt ddthø. Rfålsq dphsd d rjycnher-wbb cdjtq ltqcndetn cgbhfkmyj. Gjnjve rfålfz htdj-kçwbz d cdjtq ghbhjlt gjldthåtyf pfrjyfv cgbhfkb.

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Ptvyjt cnhjtybt gjljñyj gbhfvblt. Ntgthm gj-ghjñeqnt bp rfåljq njxrb gjcnegfntkmyjq cgbhfkbjgecnbnm xtnsht uhfyb gbhfvbls. Gjkexbnt rfr ñsxtnsht zrjhz, jgeotyysø d ybpibt ckjb vfnthbb.Nfrjt cnhjbntkmcndj ñeltn ghbphfxysv, bñj ñeltngjcnhjtyj yf ckjzø jnåbdibø. Ntgthm gjghjñetv bprfåljq njxrb ddthø gjcnhjbnm hjvñ, b gjkexbv ntkjpfdjtdfybq dthøybø ckjäd, jgthtlbditt ldbåtybtcgbhfkb. Ãnj ñeltn ljcnjqyjt cnhjbntkmcndj! Rjytx-yj, jyj ljkåyj yfxfnmcz d ytbpdtcnyjcnm, hfcibhz-zcm yfhzle c hjcnjv cjpyfybz. Gjnjve cnhjbntkmcndj d htdjkçwbb zdkztncz cfvsv jgfcysv vjvtynjv.Vyjåtcndj ytcjdthityysø ãktvtynjd ñelen yfuyt-nfnm gjcnhjtybz dybp, d ckjb dtotcndf jnhfñjnfdit-uj b jnhfdktyyjuj. Njkmrj ñtpevcndj veåtcndf vjåtnjñhfnbnm gjcnhjtybt ddthø, d ckjb ytbcgsnfyyst bghtrhfcyst cjlthåfybtv yjdsø ãktvtynjd. Gjnjveujdjhç b ñele ujdjhbnm, xnjñ d gjcnhjtybb bpñtåfnmdtnøbø ajhv. Jgecrfybt d cnfhst dvtcnbkbof yt-ljgecnbvj. Yeåyj gjybvfybt Yjdjuj Vbhf dj dctqcehjdjcnb.

67. Xnj nhtñetncz d Yfitq Jñobyt? Ghtålt dctuj,cjbpvthbvjcnm b cghfdtlkbdjcnm. Rjytxyj, dnjhjt

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dctwtkj dsntrftn bp gthdjuj. Rjytxyj, yeåyj pfñsnmj ljñhjnt, bñj ljñhjnf yt tcnm ñkfuj. Ljñhjnf tcnmcehhjufn cghfdtlkbdjcnb. Leøjdyfz åbpym cjbpvthz-tncz cjbpvthbvjcnmç. Xtkjdtr, yt jnkbxfçobq vfkjtjn ñjkmijuj, ybxnjåyjt jn dtkbrjuj, yt vjåtn ñsnmleøjdyj hfpdbnsv.

Ujdjhzn j Yfitq ndähljcnb, yj jyf kbim cktlcndbtYfvb hfpdbnjq cjbpvthbvjcnb.

68. Gjqvbnt, rfr yfpsdftncz csy cnhføf b cjvyt-ybz, _ cjåfktybt tuj bvz. Bvtyyj, cjåfktybt jdcnegktybb yf Dtkbrjt Ckeåtybt chtpftn dct cktl-cndbz ñsdibø nheljd. Cjvytdfçobqcz ghbdzpsdftnrfvtym r yjut. Ñjzobqcz cgbhftn lsøfybt. Yj gjåf-ktdibq j cdjtq hfñjnt yf Dtkbrjt Ckeåtybt rjyxftndjpvjåyjcnb ghbñkbåtybz.

Rfr åt yt jnkbxbnm veåtcndj, rjnjhjt dtlän r lj-cnbåtybç? Rfr åt yt pfgjvybnm here, pflthåfdieçrbyåfk dhfuf? Rfr åt yt jgjzcfnm cbke jnlfdieç yf hjcn vbhf? Gjqvbnt _ ñele ndthlbnm ñtp rjywf,gjrf vjcn hfleub yt djgkjnbn dct wdtnf.

Rtlhs øhfyzn wtktñyeç cvjke, yj eksñfçncz, rjulfcjr xeltcysq blän yf cvfpre jñedb. Nfr ñeltv øhf-ybnm ukfdyst genb, ghbvtyzz gjlhjñyjcnb r gjktp-yjcnb.

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69. Hsr b pdthbysq dbpu yfgjkyzçn Ptvkç. Hsrpdthbysq pfvtybk gtcyç kçlcreç. Yj rfr ghtrhfc-ys juyb gjldbuf!

70. Herb Vjb yt pyfçn gjrjz. Ujkjdf Vjz gjl-lthåbdftn nzåtcnm ltk. Hfcceljr Vjq bpscrbdftnndähljcnm htitybq. Vjom jgsnf hfpñbdftn xeåeçytvjom. Yf ghtltkt eothñf yfgjkyzç djpvjåyjcnbyjdst. Yf xthnt jncnegktybz cnhjç ndthlsyb. Yfukfpfø dhfuf hfpdtdfç pyfvz. Yfpsdfç ltym enjvkt-ybz lyäv jnlsøf. Ljgecrfç zdktybt ytgjybvfybzrfr cjh yf gjhjut. Cjrhjdtyyjt vjue cjrhsnm d crkfl-rfø hfñjxtq jltåls. Xelj lkz Vtyz kbim cktl gjl-rjds. Veåtcndj lkz Vtyz kbim ker d rjkxfyt.Htibvjcnm lkz Vtyz kbim øktñ jñtltyysq.

71. Ghtålt dctuj pfñelmnt dct yfhjlyjcnb b gjqvb-nt, xnj cjpyfybt hfpdbdftncz cjdthitycndjdfybtvwtynhjd ytdblbvsø. Rnj-nj ålän Vtccbç lkz jlyjujyfhjlf, _ ãnj ytdtåtcndtyyj, bñj ãdjkçwbz gkfytnsbvttn kbim gkfytnfhysq hfpvth. Bvtyyj, zdktybtdctvbhyjcnb ljkåyj ñsnm ecdjtyj. Rhjdm tlbyf nt-xän, b dytiybq vbh yt ñeltn ñjkmit hfpltkztv hfcf-vb gthdbxysø ajhvfwbq.

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72. Jñobyf_Cjnhelybxtcndj vjåtn ytcksøfyyjecrjhbnm ãdjkçwbç gkfytns b lfnm yjdst djpvjå-yjcnb cjjñotybz c cbkfvb vfnthbb. Yt yflj levfnm,xnj jñobyf b pfdjtdfybt vfnthbb yføjlzncz d hfp-ysø gkjcrjcnzø. Jlyj heckj, jlyj pyfvz _ Vfqnhtz,Vfnthm, Vfnthbz!

Herf, ybnb hfpñbhfçofz, zdkztn genm r YfitqJñobyt. Rjytxyj, yt ñeltv ujdjhbnm j njxyjv dht-vtyb djpybryjdtybz Yfituj vtcnf. Rfnfrkbpvs ckj-åbkb elfxyst eckjdbz, b ghb Yfibø pyfybzø vjå-yj jøhfybnm Wtynh jn ytghjitysø ujcntq. Zdktybtzhrbø dhfujd gjpdjkbkj Yfv pfndjhbnm døjls toägkjnytt b jñexbnm cjctltq øjhjitve vjkxfybç.Yfheibnm b ghtlfnm _ pyfxbn ñsnm eybxnjåtyysv.

73. Ceotcndj Yjdjuj Vbhf cjlthåbn gecnjne, rj-njhfz yfpsdftncz ≤eptk ytgjldbåyjcnb≥; nfv cjñb-hfçncz jnkjåtybz zdktybq ytgjybvfybz pflfx ãdj-kçwbb. Tckb vjpu rjcyäncz ãnbø gentq lj zdktybzytgjybvfybz leøf, nj ljcneg Yfibø gjcskjr gjxnbnthztncz. Yteåtkb kçlb pfñelen ndjhxtcndj, yfghfd-ktyyjt yf erhfitybt åbpyb?

74. Yeåyj ghjcktlbnm ytjnkjåyjt. Yeåyj øhfybnmkbxysq ãynepbfpv. Yeåyj rfåljve blnb ytpfdb-

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cbvj _ ytn kfljyb yf gktxt, ytn gthcnf yf ueñfø.Ujht pflthåfditve cnhfåe. Ujht yfcsgfditve hbc yfobn. Ujht yjczotve djle d iktvt. Cfvjt ujht _cthjve cnhføe. Gjbcnbyt, ctnm vbhf pfrbyenf. Yt vj-uen gjlyznm tä ñtp ekjdf. Gjbcnbyt, yt pfñeltncz ybvfkj-vfktqitt. Pfgkfxtyj pf pthyj. Yt ljgeotyj yf-cbkbt. Gecnm rfålsq blän, yj åfktç ytljøjlzobø.Rfr nävty jñhfnysq genm! Rfr yt pyfç ujhituj, yt-åtkb gthtcnegbnm genm cjctlybq. Crfåbnt rfåljve:≤Blb cfv lj erfpf Exbntkz≥. Hfljdfnmcz yeåyj ib-gtybç vjhz. Zdbnt gjybvfybt dtkbrjuj dhtvtyb.Xfie gjlsvbnt. Z pjde dfc.

75. Bcnbyyj, vjåyj ålfnm, rfr bcgjkyzncz dctghjhjxtcndf. Yt dbåe, rjulf bpvtyzncz chjrb. Le-vfqnt yfl jñjkjxrjq cjñsnbq b gjybvfqnt, rfr ytdfåyf dytiyjcnm; njkmrj dyenhtyytt pyfxtybt jndt-xftn. Gjctd gjrjktybq yfxbyftn djcøjlbnm; yfxbyftngjlybvfnmcz pthyj.

76. Yeåyj pyfnm jlby ghbäv Ñbnds, yfpsdftvsqcdthåtybtv crfk. Rjulf Ñbndf ljcnbuftn bpdtcnyjujyfghzåtybz, nj Djålm jnhsdftn xfcnb fehs b rblftnyf gjkxbof dhfujd. Rjytxyj, fehs djbyjd nfråtcbkmyj jnhsdfçncz, b gjnjve d ãnj dhtvz yt cbkmyf

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pfobnyfz ctnm, yj pfnj dhfub gjhfåftvs jcjñtyyjcbkmyj. Nrfym fehs ååän cbkmytt vjkybb. Yfpsdftvãnjn ghbäv uthjbxtcrbv. Yt yeåyj levfnm, xnj tltvd vzurjv gjtplt, _ bläv gj ljcrt yfl ghjgfcnmç.Rkjxmz fehs gjljñys ghjcnhtktyysv rhskmzv jhkf.Yeåyj gjvybnm, xnj bläv yf cntys ñtp ghbrhsnbz.Rfåljt hfpñbnjt cntrkj uhtvbn yt chfpe, yj rjulf ljc-nbuytn ybpibø eotkbq, njulf jcrjkrb crhtåtoen.Jcnfkmyjt gjqvbnt cfvb. Cfvst ñjkmibt Cbks dÑjç pf cgfctybt xtkjdtxtcndf.

77. Zdktybt yeåyj gjybvfnm rfr jxtdblyjt ytukfpe, yj cjpyfybç. D ãnjv hfpybwf dfituj b Yfitujgjybvfybz. Ds yfpsdftnt afrnjv cktlcndbt tuj, yjVs vjåtv jnkbxfnm bcnbyysq afrn, ytphbvsq dfv.

Cktgjq celbn j vjkybb gj uhjve, yj phzxbq eåtuhjvf yt jgfcftncz. Nfr yeåyj exbnmcz jnkbxfnm bc-nbyyst afrns jn bø cktlcndbq.

Rjulf Vs ujdjhbv j ceåläyyjv cjñsnbb, Vs dblbv tuj bcnbyyjt yfxfkj; yj rnj ñeltn celbnmkbim gj dblbvsv cktlcndbzv, njn ñeltn pfgfplsdfnm d ceåltybb. Rjulf Vs ujdjhbv: ≤Blbnt ghjnbd jxtdblyjcnb≥, Vs øjnbv crfpfnm _ yt gjlgflfqntbkkçpbb ghjitlibø cjñsnbq. Yflj xänrj jnkbxfnm

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ghjikjt jn ñeleotuj. Bvtyyj, ãnbv ñtphfpkbxbtvcnhflftn xtkjdtxtcndj, dhfofzcm d bkkçpbzø cktl-cndbq.

Ndjhxtcrfz bcrhf pfrkçxtyf d zdktybb cjñsnbz, yj yt d cktlcndbb. Pfyznjt cktlcndbzvb, xtkjdtxtcndjgjljñyj cktgjve, joeofçotve kbim uhjv. Vjåyjghtlcnfdbnm hfpybwe vtåle celzobvb gj cjñsnbzvb gj cktlcndbzv.

Crfåbnt dfibv lhepmzv, xnjñ yfexbkbcm yfñkç-lfnm ceott gj djpybryjdtybç cjñsnbq. Byfxt jcnf-yencz xbnfntkzvb ufptns, cjcnfdktyyjq gkenjv.

Yfghzufqnt cjpyfybt ekjdbnm djpybryjdtybt cjñs-nbq, tckb øjnbnt ghbjñobnmcz r ãdjkçwbb vbhf.Vjåyj yfpdfnm ñtp xbckf ghbvths åfkrbø, ghtcneg-ysø b nhfubxtcrbø ytgjybvfybq, jn rjnjhsø cvtib-dfkbcm chjrb.

Leñ hfcnän bp åäkelz gjl ptvkäç, yj ukegtw pfvt-xftn tuj, kbim rjulf cgjnryäncz j ytuj. Vyjuj cgj-nsrfybq gznyfçn ptvyeç rjhe. Ljdjkmyj jibñjr bytgjybvfybq d xfc vbhjdjuj yfghzåtybz!

Yeåyj gjyznm, rfr ñthtåyj yflj hfcøjljdfnm ãyth-ubç. Yflj gjyznm, rfr njkmrj yeåyst ldthb ghb-dtlen d gjrjq Jñotuj Ñkfuf.

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78. D rfåljq rybut ljkåyf ñsnm ukfdf j hfplhfåt-ybb. Ytjñøjlbvj dsdtcnb ãnjuj pdthz bp ljve. Cehj-djcnm ghbdtncndeç, nfråt htibvjcnm. Erfpsdfç, rfrbpuyfnm yfcvtikbdst ienrb. Yeåyj gjvjxm rfålj-ve dsqnb bp pfnhelytybz. Yeåyj jcnfyjdbnm rfålsqhjcnjr gjikjcnb. Yeåyj lfnm rfåljve cdjä ckjdjcrfpfnm b yfqnb nthgtybt. Gecneç vjkde jñhtpfnm b yfqnb ltcznm ckjd ghjnbd rfåljuj ckjdf, gjyjczot-uj Exbntkz. Bvtyyj yt ghjvjkxfnm yf cnhtke ghjnbdExbntkz. Vfnthm b Exbntkm _ ãnb jñf gjyznbz ljk-åys ñsnm juhfåltys rfåljç rybujç. Cdtn dtkbxbzyt gjneibv.

79. Ghb rjcvbxtcrbø gjcnhjtybzø ckeåtybt jñzps-dftn bpvtybnm cjpyfybt. Jibñrb vjuen ñsnm. Cfvfzñjkmifz jibñrf vjåtn ñsnm jghfdlfyf, tckb bcnjx-ybr tä xbcn; yj bpvthbnm ãne xbcnjne vjåyj kbimghjcdtoäyysv cjpyfybtv. Hfljcnm Ckeåtybç vjåtnghjzdbnmcz kbim ghb hfcibhtyyjv cjpyfybb. Yfljgjvybnm, xnj rfåljt nhäøktnbt ghtlcnfdkztn cnegtymcjpyfybz; nfr åt rfr rfåljt ctvbktnbt zdkztncz jñ-yjdktybtv wtynhjd. Ecgtqnt gjyznm, xnj chjrb cjpyf-ybz ytgjdnjhztvs b gjnjve yt ghjgecnbvs.

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Cghfdtlkbdj cghjcbnm xtkjdtrf, pflevfdituj dcne-gbnm yf genm Dtkbrjuj Ckeåtybz, _ xtv levftn jygjcnegbnmcz? Bkb jy yflttncz kbim gjkexbnm jceot-cndktybt cdjbø cfvsø ckflrbø vtxnfybq? Bkb eljñyjtve pf rhegbwe dths ghbcdjbnm ptvyjt ñjufncndj bpfyznm ytcdjqcndtyyjt tuj cjpyfybç gjkjåtybt?

Ytkmpz gthtxbckbnm cgjcjñs hfcibhtybz cjpyfybz,yj dj dcäv ktåbn cjpyfybt ghfdls b cfvjjndthåty-yjcnb.

80. Yflj gjybvfnm zcyjcnm vsiktybz b ghbkj-åbnm tuj r ñeleotve _ nfr vjåyj bpñtåfnm ith-ifdjcnb jñhfpf ltqcndbq. Yeåyj blnb ytgjøjåt yflheubø. Wtyyf rfålfz rhegbwf htibvjcnb. Øjxeyfgbnfnm dfc lthpyjdtybtv. Kexit gecnm cxbnfçn yt-jñsxysvb, ytåtkb yfhzlbnmcz d veylbh gjikjcnb.Yeåyj xbnfnm Vjb Extybz. Yeåyj cnhtvbnmcz ghb-kjåbnm bø r rfåljve ghjzdktybç åbpyb, yt gjghfplybrfv njkmrj. Crfåbnt ctñt _ vjåyj kb ecnht-vkznmcz gj enhfv b gjgeufqybxfnm gj dtxthfv?

81. Velhj ghjdtcnb xthne vtåle ghjiksv b ñele-obv. Ytdjpvjåyj gthtxbckznm dcä cltkfyyjt _ yt-cjbpvthbvj. Kexit crfpfnm: ≤Ltym dxthfiybq gjufc;yfexbvcz dcnhtnbnm pfhç yjdeç≥. Vs dct hfcnäv,

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b ltkf yfib hfcibhzçncz c yfvb. Gjckt ldflwfnbctvb ktn ybrnj yt çy; b vs vjåtv gjybvfnm gjldbuCkeåtybz. Yt ujlyj rjgfnmcz d gskb dxthfiytujlyz. Gjcnfyjdkztv jnysyt cnegtym yjdeç. Yfxyävhfñjnfnm, jrheåbd ctñz nsczxmç ukfp. Ecdjbv xbcnj-ne vsckb b cjbpvthbvjcnm ltqcndbq. Nfr yfgjkybvlyb yfib; ghbdsrytv r gjldbåyjcnb b htibvjcnb.Nfråt yt pfñeltv, xnj ytn yf Ptvkt dsit lfyyjujGkfyf Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Zdbv gjybvfybt Extybq åbpyb.Rfr Vjbctq ghbyjcbk ljcnjbycndj xtkjdtxtcrjt, rfrÑellf ecnhtvkzk r hfcibhtybç cjpyfybz, rfr Øhbc-njc exbk gjktpyjcnb jnlfxb, b rfr Yjdsq Vbh ecnht-vkäy r vbhfv lfkmybv! Gjlevfqnt, rfrbt cjgjcnfd-ktybz yfc jrheåfçn! Gjlevfqnt j rfvyt jcyjdfybz.Gjlevfqnt j lfyyjv genb. Gjlevfqnt, rfr uhfybwsRjcvjcf c dfvb cjghbrfcfçncz. Ghbgjvybnt ifubxeltcysø yfghzåtybq yt d rybut, yj d åbpyb. Gjle-vfqnt, crjkmrj yt ñskj gjlyznj b yt dvtotyj, b dcä-nfrb vs cnjbv yf vtcnt. Gjnjve yt jnxfbdfqntcmjibñrfvb, yj djcøjlbnt Bthfhøbtq Extybz.

82. D ltym yfxfkf yjdjq cnegtyb crfåtv ñtp erj-hbpys j dtkbrjv dhtvtyb, rjulf yfexftvcz jnhs-dfnmcz jn Ptvkb b d ntkt eåt ghbjñofnmcz r vbhfvdscibv.

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Ybrnj ybxtuj yt kbiäy _ ghblb, ghjnzyb here r nhfgtpt leøf. Endthlb leø jn vfnthbb b pfgjvyb,rfr nhtgtotn cthlwt gthtl cbzybtv ujh.

Vjä Ckjdj endthlbnm dfc ljkåyj d rhfcjnt gjl-dbuf. Gthtl genäv jcnfdbv erfps ltqcndbq, cyjdf cj-ñthäv cjpyfybt gjdthø ndthlb. Ghtrhfcyj eåt bvtnmnjyrjt ntkj, rjulf leø eåt yt cvenbncz gthtl gjkä-nfvb lfkmybvb. Gjnjve ñeltv hfljdfnmcz rfåljveldbåtybç gj rjht Ptvkb _ d ybø rfr ñs ktnfnmexbvcz.

Ktnfnm _ rfrjt ghtrhfcyjt ckjdj! D yäv eåtpflfnjr yfituj yfpyfxtybz. Rjulf nzårj, vsckbnt j gjkänfø; gecnm rfålsq vsckbn j rhskmzø. Ikçcvtksv dct njrb ghjcnhfycndf!

83. Bcnbyyj, yflj bvtnm ltcznjr gthtekrjd yf jlbygjåfh. Ecbktyyj ltqcndbt, rjulf pf ybv ltcznjrhtitybq. Lkz ytjgsnysø yeåty gjåfh gjpflb, yjpdfyst vjuen bvtnm dct døjls jnrhsnsvb.

Yeåyj evtnm gjybvfnm, rfr uyäncz rkbyjr dhfuf.Evtnm eksñfnmcz, rjulf rjycrbq njgjn dhfuf cks-ity. Evtnm gjyznm, rjulf cnhtkf ktnbn dsit ujkjds,xnjñ yt yfrkjybnmcz.

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84. Nhelyj dvtcnbnm ñjkmijt, yj toä nhelytt dvt-cnbnm vfkjt ghb hfcibhtyyjv cjpyfybb. Nhelyj ghb-kjåbnm vfkeç ltqcndbntkmyjcnm r jñüäve dtkbrjujgjybvfybz. Rfr dkjåbnm dtkbrbq vtx d vfkst yjåys?

Njkmrj bcgsnfyyjt cjpyfybt gjybvftn wtyyjcnmpthyf ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Wfhcndj yt d rjhjyfø b yt d njkgfø, yj d rjcvjcj-ghjcnhfycndtyyjcnb bltq. NfrExtybz åbpyb ljgjkyzçn lheu lheuf, yt yeålfzcm d ghbdktxtybb vyjåtcnd.

Crfpfk dfv, xnj lfv nhtnmç rybue, rjulf ñeltn ghb-yznf jñobyf. Yj Yfv yt yeåys vyjåtcndf, yj kbimcjpyfybt ntø, rnj Yfv yeåty; gjnjve lfäv nhtnmçrybue. Gjnjve ndthlbv toä j afrnfø Bcnbys, b gj-njve Vs ghtlgjxbnftv yfgencndjdfnm yfhjåltybt b yt ghbybvftv yf Ctñz gjøjhjyysø ghjwtccbq.

Jlybv yeåyj nheñbnm d eib Extybt, lheubv vjå-yj kbim hfccnfdbnm dtøb, nhtnmbv kbim lfnm jlyj-ckjåyst yfvärb, tckb cjpyfybt bø vjåtn dvtcnbnmlfåt vfkjt. Rfr åt Extybt ghbdtncndetn ntø, rnjvjåtn dvtcnbnm rfåleç rhjøe, jwtybdfz vbhjdjtpyfxtybt rfåljq!

Rfåljt hfcgfltybt ãjyjd gthtvtoftn wtkst vbhs,ntv cfvsv vsckb dfib ghbpsdfçncz r ñthtåkbdj-cnb vsckzotq ãythubb.

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85. Rfålsq jhufybpv ldbåtncz jcjñjq ãythubtq,yj yeåyj ecnfyjdbnm njxyjt yfghfdktybt jcyjdyjujecnhtvktybz.

Jlyfåls extybrb cghjcbkb Ñkfujckjdtyyjuj: ≤Rfrgjyznm bcgjkytybt pfgjdtlb jnrfpf jn cjñcndtyyj-cnb?≥ Jlby extybr gjrbyek dct dtob, yj Exbntkmghjljkåfk eghtrfnm tuj d cjñcndtyyjcnb. Lheujq jcnf-dfkcz d jrheåtybb dtotq, yj yt pfckeåbk eghärf.

≤Xedcndj cjñcndtyyjcnb bpvthztncz yt dtofvb, yjvsckzvb. Nfr jñobyf ljkåyf ñsnm ghbyznf cjpyf-ybtv. Vjåyj bvtnm dtob b yt ñsnm cjñcndtyybrjv.

Exbntkm gjcskftn gjåtkfybt, xnjñ ãdjkçwbz yf-hfcnfkf pfrjyyj. Exbntkm evttn hfpkbxbnm jcdjñjlbd-ibø cjpyfybt≥.

Nfr crfpfk Ñkfujckjdtyysq b ghjcbk djjñot ytlevfnm j cjñcndtyyjcnb, bñj jnhtxtybt tcnm jvsnbtvsckb. Bñj kbim gj jvsnsv rfyfkfv vjåtn ghj-ñbnmcz jcyjdyjt ecnhtvktybt.

86. Yfgjvyç crfpre, cksifyyeç Frñfhjv. Gjdtkbntkm cghjcbk velhtwf: ≤Rfr edbltnm uytplj

bpvtys b jgkjn dthyjcnb?≥ Velhtw gjrfpfk yf njkgehfpjltnsø dcflybrjd b crfpfk: ≤Uytplj bpvtys≥.Gjckt erfpfk yf jlbyjrjuj genybrf b crfpfk: ≤Jgkjn

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dthyjcnb, bñj jlbyjxtcnde ybxnj yt bpvtybn≥. B cnjuj lyz gjdtkbntkm jrheåbkcz dthyjcnmç.

Exbntkm ghbyzk dcç vthe dthyjcnb. Herf Vjz hertgenybrf _ jujym dj nmvt. E Obnf Vjtuj nbibyfujh. Pyfç, pyfç, rfr Vjtq jñobyt ntcyj. Ezdktybtjcyjd cnhjbntkmcndf ezdkztncz d nbibyt.

Gjybvfybt vfnthbb vjåtn hfcnb kbim nfv, ultbpvtyf ytdjpvjåyf.

87. Rjulf ghtlcnfdbncz pfnhelytybt c yfcktlcndjv,vjåyj crfpfnm: vjåyj jcnfdbnm jñobyt gjåtkfybt,xnjñ gjkmpjdfybt bpdtcnysvb ghtlvtnfvb gthtlfyjñskj bpdtcnyjve kbwe yf ghjñyjt nhäøktnbt. Nfr yf-cktlcndj ñeltn ghtdhfotybtv d rjjgthfwbç ljcnjq-ysø. Vjåyj gjhexbnm jcjñsv dsñjhysv cktlbnm pfrfxtcndjv hfñjn.

Gjktpyj eukeñkznm cjpyfybt j gjcnjzyyjq bcgs-netvjcnb, bñj yfhjl toä yt evttn hfñjnfnm ghb cj-pyfybb bcgsnfybz. Vtåle ntv dcä dtotcndj vbhfdpfbvyj bcgsnsdftncz. Njkmrj yeåyj gjl bcgsnf-ybtv gjybvfnm ekexitybt.

88. Vs yfxbyftv dctulf d jxtym vfkjv yfxthnf-ybb. Ãnj jgsn jxtym vyjubø dtrjd b jcyjdyjq rjc-vbxtcrbq ghbywbg. Pthyj ndähljt b ytltkbvjt lfcn

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yfhfcnfybt ãktvtynjd. Yj lhjåfybt b ytxenrjcnmgjdnjhtybz lfän nevfyyjcnm. Xenrjcnm åbpytyyjujghbywbgf pfcnfdkztn ãrjyjvbnm ndählst pähyf. Nfrwtybn øbvbr ytltkbvst ntkf. Bcnbyyj, gjcnhjqrfljkåyf ñsnm ytheibvf, rjulf jyf dspdfyf ytjñøjlb-vjcnmç ãdjkçwbb. Yeåyj gjyznm hfpybwe ljgeoty-yjuj b lfyyjuj ytjcgjhbvj.

89. E Yfitq Jñobys yt yeåys endthåltybz brkznds. Ytghbndjhys nhfns nhelf b ytpfñsdftvszdktybz ljkuf. Hfpdt djpvjåyj vyjujckjdbt nfv, ult ghbyzns åbpyb yf gjgtxtybt, _ nfv, ult xfcvjåtn zdbnmcz lkbyytqitq vthjq? Vjåyj kb ght-lfnm djpvjåyjcnb dhtvtyb, rjulf jnhbwfçncz leø b ldbåtybt?

Yeåyj ghtjñjhjnm hjñjcnm b gjxeznm dbøhm cgbhf-kb, b d cnthåyt dbøhz bvtnm veåtcndj cgjrjqcndbz.Cnjkmrj ujdjhbk j veåtcndt b ghjnbd cnhføf, bñj eYfc kbim rjcvbxtcrbq yfexysq vtnjl! Ghb døjltyflj lfnm ctñt jnxän, ult cnhfø b rhtgrj kb veåtcndj?

Yt dbåe yb jlyjq gjlhjñyjcnb lbfktrnbrb bkbvtnjlbrb. Pyftv kbim cehjdst wdtns ytjñøjlbvj-cnb. B yflj ljqnb lj Yfc d cjpyfybb ytghtkjåyjcnb.

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Cehjdjcnm yt tcnm ceøjcnm, b ytghtkjåyjcnm yt tcnmjuhfybxtyyjcnm. Ghb dcäv nzujntybb ndthlb, gjxed-cndetnt dbøhm ghjcnhfycndf b ghjnzytnt here r lfkm-ybv vbhfv. Ytkmpz yfdzpfnm joeotybt ezdktybzvbhjd; yj, bvtyyj, ãnbv cjpyfybtv ghbybvftv jndtn-cndtyysq nhel, eyjcbv ctñz d htfkmyst djpvjåyjcnbãdjkçwbb.

90. Xnjñ gjyznm gjldbåyjcnm ltqcndbq, yeåyj pf-venbnm gjdthøyjcnm ñfcctqyf b yfñkçlfnm ytldbå-yjcnm ybpibø ckjäd åblrjcnb. Yj nfr yeåyj bp-ñjhjplbnm gjdthøyjcnm, xnjñ njn åt hbnv ghjybr ljlyf ñtp ghtkjvktybz. Cbks jnhbwfntkmyst yt bvtçnghjdjlf lj lyf, bñj lkz ãnjuj yeåyj hfpkjåbnm gth-dbxyjt dtotcndj; nfrjq jgsn yt gjl cbke bv.

Yjdjghbøjlzobt xfcnj cghfibdfçn: ult åt uhf-ybwf vtåle gjldbåysv ckjtv b ytjghjdthåbvsvjcyjdfybtv? Rjytxyj, yt vjåtn ñsnm uhfybws ecnf-yjdktyyjq, yj pfrjy ghtkjvktybz ecnfyjdkty, bcnhtkf yt vjåtn ljktntnm ñtp ghtctxtybz gthdjyfpyf-xtyyjq kbybb.

Rfr åt ecnhfybnm gjhfåtybt ckjäd? Rjytxyj, yeåyjddtcnb ndählst cnjkñs, lhjñzobt ntxtybt. Egjvbyfk j cnthåyt leøf gjchtlb cgbhfkb _ ãnj gjcnhjtybt

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pfgjvybnt, bñj ytghtrkjyyjcnm, jrheåäyyfz wtynhj-ñtåysv ldbåtybtv, vjåtn ghjnbdjcnjznm dctv djk-ytybzv. Gjcnhjtybt Yfitq Jñobys yfgjvbyftnnfrbt åt cnthåyb, jrheåäyyst vjoysvb cgbhfkzvb.Kexitt gjcnhjtybt lkz ñjhmñs, rjytw rjnjhjq ghtl-htiäy. Nfr yeåyj gjyznm Yfib gjcnhjtybz vfnthb-fkmyj. B pfxtv yeåyj ytgjyznyjt jndktxtybt, rjulfghbywbg Rjcvjcf jlby? B cbcntvf yfhfcnfybz rhbc-nfkkjd gjrfpsdftn, rfr vyjujjñhfpty vbh nzujntybz.Boeobt vjuen gjyznm, rfr yeåyj blnb vfnthbfkmyj d dscitv pyfybb. Rnj yt kçñbn xänrjcnb rhbcnfkkjd,njn yt ljqlän r Yfv. Xbcnfz ytgjdnjhztvjcnm ljdjlbnajhve lj cjdthitycndf. Vjåyj gjrfpfnm rhbcnfkkhtñäyre, b jy gjqvän pfdthitybt. Bvtyyj, cnhjtybtrhbcnfkkf jñobys lfcn cjdthitycndj ajhvs.

91. Gjxtve yeåyj ñsnm yterkçåbvb? Gjxtve yeå-yj ghjbpdjlbnm dgtxfnktybt ytdtål? Gjxtve yfibljkåys ñsnm ytñhtåysvb? Gjxtve, rjulf blän cgjh,yfib ljkåys ñsnm rhbrkbdsvb? Gjxtve yfibljkåys ñjknfnm ñtp vths? Jñøjlbnt ytyeåyeçuhzpm. Dblbnt, rfr rfåleç gjlhjñyjcnm yflj gjlxth-ryenm, byfxt jñsxfq Yfitq Jñobys yt erhtgbncz d dfc.

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Lbcwbgkbyf cdjñjls jnkbxftn Yfib jñobys. Ytnjkmrj leø lbcwbgkbybhjdfy, yj b rfxtcndf dyti-ybø ltqcndbq. Ckbirjv gtxfkbnmcz yt Yfi jñsxfq.Ckbirjv gjhbwfnm yt Yfi jñsxfq. Ckbirjv ib-hjrj cxbnfnm kçltq yt Yfi jñsxfq. Ckbirjv ålfnm yt Yfi jñsxfq. Yeåyj vjxm pfvtyznm ckjåysq gkfyñjktt ghjcnsv, ybrjulf yfjñjhjn, bñj ghjnbdybrbyfib ltqcndeçn jn ghjcnjuj r ckjåyjve. Levfqnterhtgbnm lheptq dfibø.

Lthåbnt d åbkbofø dfibø xbcnsq djpleø, ecnhtv-kzqnt r ghbøjlzobv kexibt gjåtkfybz b jxtymålbnt Yfc. Gecnm rfålfz jñobyf ålän cdjtuj Exb-ntkz, bñj jñobyf b Exbntkm cjcnfdkzçn rjyws jlyjqrjkjyys. Lfåt d vtkjxfø lyz yeåyj gjvybnm jcyj-dfybt ljvf. Jgznm ghbøjlbv r ytjñøjlbvjcnb bp-vtybnm rfxtcndj cjpyfybz; njulf käujr gthtøjl.

92. Herb ecnhfifçobt yt ljcnbuyen dfc, rjulfblänt jñdbnst cgbhfkmç ghtlfyyjcnb. Tckb ñs ukfp d uheñjv phtybb vju edbltnm gfywbhm ghtlfyyjcnb!Yj njulf xtkjdtr eåt yt ñsk ñs d ybpitv cjpyfybb.Ehjrb ghtåybø åbpytq yt ljøjlzn lj pfrhsnsø ukfp.Bvtyyj, ñtp rhskmtd yfl ñtplyjq jcnfäncz rfålsq,ghbñkbåfçobqcz r Yfitq Jñobyt d dtnøjv cj-

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pyfybb. Rfr dphsdjv jpjyf ñeltn gjhfåäy rfålsq,rnj d ujhljcnb gsnftncz ghjybryenm r Yfv. Rfr åtjñüzcybnm, xnj yt Vs, yj cfv ctñz ujhltw gjhfåftn?Nfr åt rfr ubñytn djitlibq d gjhjøjdeç vfcnth-creç yf vtnfkkbxtcrbø gjljidfø. Evtymt ghbvtybnmcnfkmyst udjplb yf gjljidfø lfän ytlehyjuj crjhj-øjlf, yj rfålsq hfñjxbq yfexbn jltnm vzurbt neakbyf dphsdxfnjq gjdthøyjcnb. Nfr yeåty ñeath lkzyfcsotyyjq fnvjcaths.

Erfåe yf Ñkfujckjdtyyjuj _ rjulf Jy iäk d ujhs,Jy njåt eltkzk dhtvz, xnjñ cvzuxbnm gthtøjl. Ãnbvljcnbuftncz ãrjyjvbz ãythubb. Gjbcnbyt, ãnj tlby-cndtyyfz ãrjyjvbz, ljgecnbvfz b jghfdlfyyfz; byfxtvtåle vbhfvb vjuen jñhfpjdfnmcz rfdthys, b rnjpyftn, rfrbv ufpjv jyb vjuen ñsnm pfgjkytys? Vjuecjdtnjdfnm cñthtufnm ãythubç, bñj rfålfz yfghfcyfzhfcnjxbntkmyjcnm, rfr gj cnheyt, yf lfkärjt hfccnj-zybt gjhfåftn ghjcnhfycndj. Yeåyj d rfåljq ñs-kbyrt ñthtxm Rjcvjc, tckb vs ujnjds cnfnm dctkty-crbvb uhfålfyfvb.

93. J rfxtcndt gentitcndbq. Ytjñøjlbvj ecdjbnm, rfr yeåyj gentitcndjdfnm!

Yt njkmrj yflj jnjhdfnmcz jn ljvf, yj yflj ght-

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jñjhjnm cfvj gjyznbt ljvf. Njxytt crfpfnm _ yeåyjhfcibhbnm ljv. Nfv, ult vs, _ nfv b ljv. Ãdjkçwbzcdthuftn zdktybt ljvf-nçhmvs. Ecgtø hfcrhtgjot-ybz cjpyfybz lfcn djpvjåyjcnm cnfnm gjldbåysv. Byt gjldbu, yt kbitybz, yt djpdtkbxtybt, yj rfxtcndjcjpyfybz jnhsdftn jn yfcbåtyyjuj vtcnf. D yfcbåty-yjv vtcnt cnjkmrj pfrjgxäyyjcnb, cnjkmrj rbckjns bgskb! Vs ghjnbd pfndjhybxtcndf, yj vfktymrbt lj-vbrb, c ghjgktcytdtditq fnvjcathjq, øeåt gtoth.Pjdäv ntø, rnj vjåtn lfnm ghjcnjh vsckb.

Øjxe dbltnm dfc bleobvb gj kbwe vbhf, rjulf jnvyjåtcndf uhfybw cnbhfçncz yfhjlyjcnb. Rfr vjåtvktnfnm, rjulf ghbigbktys yf vfktymrbq udjplbr?!Elevfnm yflj, rfr xtkjdtxtcnde yeåys gentitcndbz!

94. Xfcnj ds ujdjhbnt j ytcjdthitycndt ceotcnde-çobø rybu. Crfåe ñjkmit _ jibñrb d rybufø hfd-ys nzårjve ghtcnegktybç. Kjåm d rybufø ljkåyfñsnm ghtcktletvf, rfr dbl nzårjq rktdtns. Kjåmjhfnjhf ghtcktletncz gj xbcke ckeifntktq. Kjåm gb-cfntkz _ gj xbcke jngtxfnrjd rybub. Pfybvfnm kjåmçvtcnj yfhjlysø rybujøhfybkbo _ nzårjt ghtcneg-ktybt. Yeåyj gjxeznm bcnbyyjt yfvthtybt gbcfntkz,xnjñ jwtybnm rfxtcndj tuj jibñjr. Ytdtåtcndj ñeltn

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øelibv jcyjdfybtv. Cnhfø b gjlkjcnm pfqven ñkb-åfqitt vtcnj. Dct ãnb jcjñtyyjcnb ytgjpdjkbntkmysd jñobyt. Ecnhfytybt bø yeåyj jceotcndbnm d yjdjvcnhjbntkmcndt. Pfghtnbntkmyst vths, rfr dctulf, yt-ghbujlys; yj jnrhsnfz jibñrf ljkåyf ñsnm elfktyfbp rybub. Ytjñøjlbvjcnm bpüznbz b gthtgtxfnrf ryb-ub jñhfpevzn gbcfntkz. Rfålsq uhfålfyby bvttnghfdj ljrfpfnm jibñre. Rjytxyj, ytkmpz ghtgzncndj-dfnm yjdsv dpukzlfv b gjcnhjtybzv; yj ytdthystlfyyst yt ljkåys ddjlbnm d pfñkeåltybt, gjnjvexnj pyfybt tcnm gfywbhm jñobys, b pfobnf pyfybzkjåbncz yf dctø xktyjd.

Yt gjpåt ujlf ljkåys ñsnm ghjdthtys rybub,byfxt xbckj åthnd ñeltn dtkbrj. Jcjñtyyj yfljñthtxm rybue, rjulf ljcnjbycndj tä gjnhzctyj. Yfgjkrfø rybujøhfybkbo wtkst uyjqybrb kåb. Ñskj ñs ytljgecnbvj cjøhfyznm ãnbø gfhfpbnjd. Vjåyj ñscrfpfnm _ gthtcgbnt yf gkjøjq gjcntkb, yj ytdjp-vjåyj ghtlkjåbnm ghjxtcnm kåbdeç rybue.

Pfxtv jñhfofnm kexibq eujk jxfuf dj kåbdjujienf! Bvtyyj, rybub pfcjhzçn cjpyfybt ltntq. Lók-åyj jnvtnbnm djghjc rybub!

95. Jlyfåls åtyobyf jcnfyjdbkfcm vtåle bpjñhf-åtybzvb Ñkfujckjdtyyjuj Ñells b Vfqnhtb, yt pyfz,

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rjve ghbytcnb gjxbnfybt. B bpjñhfåtybt Ñkfujckj-dtyyjuj Ñells ghjbpytckj: ≤Gj pfdtne Vjtve, gjxb-nfq ñeleott. Cnjz d pfobnt ghjikjuj, ecnhtvb dpukzlyf djcøjl≥.

Gjvybnt, rfr Vs hfñjnftv lkz ñeleotuj, b dcäceotcndj dfit ecnhtvbnt d ñeleott! Xeåljt cdtneExtybt ghbytcäv d kexfø pyfybz, bñj cdtn vbhfgjrhsn nmvjç.

96. Ecrjhtybt chjrjd ytjñøjlbvj, byfxt egkjnyz-tncz ytdtåtcndj. Yf ghtltkt Yjdjuj Vbhf cnjkgbkbcmdct zpds. Dbøhm yfväk rexb jnñhjcjd. Evtymt cvjn-htnm veåtcndtyyj d ukfpf vthpjcnb ytdtåtcndf crkf-lsdftn vths ytjñsxyst. Cktletn evtnm, yfrjytw, gj-rfpfnm jnkbxbt kçltq ghbujlysø. Gjxtve kçlb vjue-obt ljkåys gjubñfnm chtlb wtgtq ghtlhfccelrjd?

Ltntq yflj cghjcbnm, vjuen kb jyb jnjqnb jn cnhføf ñsnm ytktgsvb d ukfpfø njkgs? Ujnjds kbgjcnegbnmcz kbxysv eljñcndjv hflb Yjdjuj Vbhf?Yflj cehjdj cghjcbnm, bñj zdktyyjt gkfvz yt ñjbnczdtnhf.

Ghtlfyyjcnm gthtyjcbn xthtp ñtplye, yj nhtgtnfybtxenrjcnb ljkåyj jrhskznm ãne ghtlfyyjcnm.

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97. Yf genb yt jnlsøfq gjl uybksv lthtdjv. Dåbpyb yt ghbrfcfqcz r kçlzv c gjneøibv cjpyf-ybtv. Ythfpdbnjcnm cjpyfybz yt nfr pfhfpbntkmyf,rfr cjpyfybz gjneøibt. Gjneøitt cjpyfybt zdkztnczyfcnjzobv dfvgbhjv. Ytkmpz yfgbnfnm bpdyt ghj-gfcnm ytdtåtcndtyyjuj cjpyfybz. Bvtyyj, ãnb kçlbñtcgjktpyj dsgbdfçn ãythubç. Gjckt ybø ytgjvthyfecnfkjcnm. Rfr pkjdjybt, yeåyj vbyjdfnm bø, ght-uhfålfz akçbls hfpkjåtybz. Nhelyj hfpkbxbnm uhf-ybwe ythfpdbnjcnb b gjneøfybz. Yj jlyj rfxtcndjñeltn ytcjvytyyj. Ythfpdbnjcnb ñeltn bkb vjåtncjgencndjdfnm nhtgtnfybt ghtlfyyjcnb, yj gjneøibqrhfnth gjkjy pjks b cths. Extybt yt jnrfpsdftnnhfnbnm ãythubç yf ythfpdbnjcnm, yj tcnm cntgtymgjneøfybz, rjulf yt pfkbnm ñtplye yjdsv dtotcndjv.Njkmrj rfnfrkbpv c eåfcjv ytålfyyjcnb vjåtn hfc-njgbnm pfcnsdieç kfde.

Gjvybnt j cjrhjdbot cjpyfybz. Nhtgtn dtotcndfRjcvjcf zdkztn gekmcfwbç ghjñeålftvjuj cjpyfybz.Bvtyyj, hfleuf pyfybz ntxän bp nhtgtnf cjpyfybz. Db-lbvfz htrf bp ytdblbvjuj bcnjrf.

Dctvb jgsnfvb ghjikjuj b dctvb ljcnbåtybzvbñeleotuj gjvybnt j cjpyfybb.

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98. D øjkjlt lfåt cjñfrf uhttn. Ytcksøfyyj vfkjkçltq; gjnjve lfåt eñjubø ytghbzntktq ytkmpz jn-ujyznm, tckb d ybø yt pfhjckf zxtqrf leøf. Øjntk ñs yfgjvybnm, rfr Ñkfujckjdtyysq zdkzk dybvfybtlfåt ytghbzntkzv.

Ãnf rybuf xbnftncz d ghtlldthbb jñobys. Lókåyjghtleghtlbnm døjlzotuj j dctø tuj ytljevtybzø. Rf-åtncz xfcnj, xnj ghjnbdjhtxbz ythfphtibvs. Yj,genybr, ult åt ghjnbdjhtxbz, rjulf dblbv kbimbpjñbkbt gentdsø pyfrjd? Ñtplyf ghtuhfålftnczujhjq, b ujhf juhfybxbdftncz vjhtv. Jñedm lkz ujhyt ujlyf lkz vjhz. Yj dtlm døjlzobv ghbøjlbnczvtyznm cdjä djjheåtybt tåtxfcyj. Yt njkmrj gjldbå-yjcnm, yt njkmrj ñscnhjnf vsckb, yj yeåty yfdsrvtyznm jheåbt. Yt nfr kturj ghbdsryenm r cvtytjheåbz. Gjlkt xedcndf cjñcndtyyjcnb cnjbn ghbdsx-rf, b nhelyj pfvtybnm ghbcgjcjñktyyjcnm r ghtlvt-nfv ghbcgjcjñkztvjcnmç cjpyfybz. Lkz gjdthøyjcn-yjuj vsiktybz gjkexftncz gjxnb buhf ckjd, yj rfrñs yeåyj ñskj gjybvfnm hfpybwe gjyznbq herjdj-lbntkzv celtñ yfhjljd!

Ytdjpvjåyj jnhfdktyyjve cjpyfybç hfpkbxbnm vj-vtyn cdjñjls b cdzpfyyjcnb. Xtkjdtr, gjnthzdibqcz d ljuflrt, ult hfñcndj b ult cdjñjlf, yt vjåtn vsckbnm

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jñ jñobyt. Xtkjdtr, gjlfdkzçobq cjpyfybt ñhfnf, ytvjåtn vsckbnm jñ jñobyt. Xtkjdtr, bpdhfofçobqExtybt, yt vjåtn vsckbnm jñ jñobyt. Jcyjdfybt jñ-obys _ d cdjñjlt vsiktybz b d edfåtybb Exbntkz.Ghbpyfnm Exbntkz _ pyfxbn cnfnm d hzl hfñjnfçobøyf gjåfht. Tckb rfålsq jn hjlybrf ecnhtvbncz rgjåfhe ñtp gjhzlrf, nj b hjlybr ñeltn pfnjgnfy ñtpgjkmps.

Rfr ñs kexit gjyznm ñthtåkbdjcnm d cjpyfybb,ãnj juhflbn gjyznbt Exbntkz. Dtlm Exbntkm, dtlmpyfybt, dtlm ãdjkçwbz vbhf ñelen genzvb r lfkmybvvbhfv!

J lfkmybø vbhfø jgbitv d rybut Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm.Pltcm åt pfgjvybv, xnj dhfnf Jñobys dtlen r lfkm-ybv vbhfv.

99. Gtxfnm _ cnhfå nfqys. Nfqyf ceotcndjdfkfdj dct dhtvtyf. Nfv, ult vfkjt pyfybt, nfv b nfqyf.Ecnhfifçot gjlevfnm, xnj bpdtcnyjt rfxtcndj cjpyf-ybz ybxtv yt jnkbxftncz jn ehjdyz rfvtyyjuj dtrf.Xeåjt vsiktybt, yt xtkjdtxtcrjt, yt øjxtn ldbyenm-cz; bvtyyj yt øjxtn.

Exbntkm vjåtn kbnm pyfybt, yj jyj ñjktt ckeåbnghjcnhfycndtyyjve yfcsotybç; gjnjve exfobq yt

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jlbyjr, lfåt ñtp dblbvsø extybrjd. Gjvybnt ãnj,ghbñkbåfçobtcz r jñobyt! Gjvybnt nfqye yt jn-xfbdfnmcz.

Nfqyf ñeleotuj ktåbn d cnbøbqyjv cnhtvktybb.Bpdthåtybt dekrfyf yt vjåtn ñsnm jnchjxtyj; nfråtExtybt yt vjåtn ñsnm jnkjåtyj. E erfpf dhtvtyb yt ñsdftn jgjplfybz _ djkmäncz kb jyj d xfiecjpyfybz bkb åt djpytcäncz d ghjcnhfycndj. Ytkmpzextcnm, rjulf kbxyjt cjpyfybt bkb vyjåbntkm ghj-cnhfycndf dfåytt. B d ne vbyene, rjulf ñkbåfqibqyt ljcksibn, ãøj ghjcnhfycndf uhtvbn. Gjnjve ytjnxfbdfqntcm, ghbñkbåfzcm r jñobyt.

Rybuf Pjdf yt pyfkf ghtgzncndbq. Rybuf Jpfhtybtrfvyç gjljñyf. Rybuf Jñobyf gjljñyf gkfdfntkçgthtl ñehtq, rjulf rfålsq gfhec b rfålfz dthädrfcjlthåbn åbpym.

Ezdktybt jñobys gjljñyj øbvbxtcrjve cjtlbyt-ybç; gjnjve ñelmnt xbcns, ñelmnt ghjybryjdtyys b pfñelmnt wtgb jnhbwfybz. Pfghtnjv b jnhbwfybtvyt gjdnjhbnt nbhfyjd b bpedthjd. Ytdtåtcndjv bxdfycndjv yt egjljñmntcm pjkjxäysv lehfrfv.

Rjytxyj, jñobyf yt ljgecnbn djhf, rnj rhfåtçendthålftn øelibq dbl cjñcndtyyjcnb. Zdbnt cehj-djcnm, evtqnt gjxnbnm nfqye nfr, xnj lfåt cfvjve

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ctñt yt gjdnjhznm chjrf _ rfr djkyf ghbybvftnrfvtym njkmrj jlby hfp.

100. Gjqvbnt Extybt; gjqvbnt _ ñtp Extybz ytghjqnb. Yeåyj ãne ajhveke ndthlbnm, bñj d åbpybvyjujt ltkftncz ñtp Extybz. Extybt ljkåyj jrhfib-dfnm rfålsq gjcnegjr b rfåleç htxm. Jrhfcrf, rfrghtrhfcyfz nrfym, erhfcbn cktlcndbt htxb. Gj cktl-cndbzv yeåyj celbnm j rfxtcndt gjcskrb. Yeåyjghbdsryenm, xnj cfvf gjcskrf vjåtn rfpfnmcz yt-gjyznyjq, bñj njkmrj tä dyenhtyytt pyfxtybt bvttnobn.

Ghbdsrfqnt drkflsdfnm pyfxtybt d rfåleç htxm,bpujyzz ytyeåysq ktgtn.

Nhelyj jnrfpfnmcz jn xedcndf cjñcndtyyjcnb; nfråtnhelyj ghtjljktnm ktgtnfybt.

101. Evtqnt ghbyznm, rjulf dfc yfpjden vfnthbfkb-cnfvb. D ltqcndbzø b d vsiktybb vs jnltkbnmcz jnvfnthbb yt vjåtv. Vs jñhfoftvcz r dscibv ckjzvbkb uheñtqibv dblfv njq åt vfnthbb. Vjåyj yf-exyj gjrfpfnm ãnb dpfbvjjnyjitybz. Nfråt yfexyjvjåyj ljrfpfnm, rfr rfxtcndj yfituj vsiktybz ltq-cndetn yf vfnthbç.

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Ãujbcnbxtcrjt vsiktybt ghbdktrftn ybpibt ckjbvfnthbb, bñj ãnjn jñhfp vsiktybz jñjcjñkztn jhuf-ybpv _ rfr jlbyjrbq vfuybn yt vjåtn ghbnzyenmñjktt cdjtuj yfghzåtybz. Byjt ltkj, rjulf vsikt-ybt ghjbpdjlbncz d vbhjdjv vfcinfñt: gjkexftnczrfr ñs uheggf vfuybnjd, b vjåtn gjkexbnmcz ljcnegr dscibv ckjzv.

Kexit vjåyj yfñkçlfnm yf jlyjv xedcndbntkmyjvghbñjht, abrcbheçotv rfxtcndj vsiktybz. Vjåyjdbltnm cgbhfkb, bleobt cdthøe bkb gjuheåäyyst dntvyjdfnsq gfh, _ yfbñjktt yfukzlyjt jñextybt vf-nthbfkmyjcnb vsiktybz ghb rfxtcndt dyenhtyytujgjntywbfkf. Ãnb ghjcnst vfybatcnfwbb gjrfpsdfçnldjqyjt pyfxtybt: gthdjt _ jyb jñkbxfçn ytdtål,rjnjhst ghtlcnfdkzçn ctñt vfnthbç rfr ytxnj bythn-yjt b yt bvtçott ybxtuj jñotuj c yfxfkjv cjpyf-ybz; dnjhjt _ pyfxtybt bvtçn lkz boeobø, rjnj-hst jnlflen ctñt jnxän d rfxtcndt vsiktybz.

Gjexbntkmyj yfñkçlfnm, rfr vsckm pfhfåftn ghj-cnhfycndj, _ gjkexftncz fyfkjubz c ghjwtccjv ds-cnhtkf. Gekz ktnbn lfktrj, yj lsv hfcghjcnhfyztnczd pfdbcbvjcnb jn fnvjcathysø eckjdbq. Gkjnyjcnmfnvjcaths pfcnfdkztn lsv yfljkuj ghjckfbdfnmenhtyyçç pfhç. Nfr ñthtubnt dfit vsiktybt. Njåt

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yfexbntcm vsckbnm rhfcbdj b rhfnrj. Vyjubt ytdblzn hfpybws vtåle vsckmç lkz ltqcndbz bkb ht-aktrcjv vjpuf. Yeåyj evtnm ghtctrfnm htaktrnjhystcgfpvs, rjnjhst dtlen r gjkecjpyfntkmyjcnb. Hfp-dbnbt htaktrnjhyjq ltzntkmyjcnb gjøjåt yf jgmz-ytybt.

Lj jñobys ljøjlzn d zcyjcnb vsiktybz. Zhreç,ytgthtlfdftveç jndtncndtyyjcnm ghbyjcbn zdktybtvsiktybz. Vs jxtym pfñjnbvcz, xnjñ cjpyfybt jn-dtncndtyyjcnb yt gjrblfkj dfc.

102. Jñhfpjdfybt yfhjlf yflj dtcnb c yfxfkmyjujjñextybz ltntq c djpvjåyj hfyytuj djphfcnf. Xtvhfymit, ntv kexit. Gjdthmnt, gthtenjvktybt vjpufñsdftn njkmrj jn ytgjdjhjnkbdjcnb. Rfålfz vfnm,gjløjlz r rjksñtkb htñäyrf, crfåtn gthdeç ajhvekejñhfpjdfybz: ≤Ns dcä vjåtim≥. Yt yfljñys pfghtns;lfåt dhtlyjt yt pfghtofnm, yj kexit jndtcnb dyb-vfybt yf ñjktt gjktpyjt b ghbdktrfntkmyjt. Nj djc-gbnfybt ñeltn kexibv, rjnjhjt cvjåtn djpdtkbxbnmghbdktrfntkmyjcnm ñkfuf. Ghb ãnjv yt yflj rfktxbnmghtrhfcyst Jñhfps, rfr ñs dj bvz ltncrjuj ythf-pevtybz, _ yt eybåfqnt ltntq. Ndählj gjvybnt, xnjbcnbyyfz yferf dctulf ghbpsdyf, rhfnrf, njxyf b

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ghtrhfcyf. Yeåyj, xnjñ d ctvmzø ñsk øjnz ñs pfxf-njr gjybvfybz jñhfpjdfybz. Gjckt ctvb ktn eåtvyjuj gjnthzyj. Jñsxyj gjckt nhäø ktn jhufybpvgjkjy djcghbznbq. Herf djlbntkz eåt ghb gthdjvifut ljkåyf jñhfnbnm dybvfybt b erfpfnm yf lfkmybtvbhs. Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm ljkåty gjxeznm vjkjljq ukfp.Bvtyyj, ukfp ljkåty ghbdsryenm ljgecnbnm Ñtcght-ltkmyjcnm.

Njåt ytjñøjlbvj, xnjñs ckjdj dshfåfkj njxyeçvsckm. Bpujyztncz kjåm, uheñjcnm b yfcvtirf. Ght-lfntkmcndj lfåt d pfxfnrt ytljgecnbvj. Hfñjnf ≤rfrñjkmibt≥ gjjohztncz. Njkmrj cjpyfybt lj nhäø ktndvtcnbn kturj jñobye. Rfr jibñjxyj levfnm, xnjhtñäyre yeåyj lfnm tuj dtob, bñj htñäyjr kturjgjqvän, rfr vjuen ñsnm dtob jñobvb.

Cjpyfybt ≤dcä vjue≥ yt tcnm ødfcnjdcndj, yj kbimjcjpyfybt fggfhfnf. Cfvsq eñjubq vjåtn yfqnb ghj-djl r Ñtcghtltkmyjcnb, bñj rfålsq nhel d rfxtcndtcdjäv jnrhsdftn pfndjhs.

103. Irjks ljkåys ñsnm jgkjnjv gjpyfybz djdctq gjkyjnt. Rfålfz irjkf, jn cfvjq yfxfkmyjq,ljkåyf ñsnm åbdsv pdtyjv chtlb dctø exbkbo ljcfvjuj dscituj. Gjpyfybt ljkåyj gjgjkyznmcz dcç

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åbpym. Lókåyj jñexfnm ghbrkflyjve pyfybç, ytjnhsdfz jn yferb bcnjhbxtcrjq b abkjcjacrjq.Bcreccndj vsiktybz ljkåyj ñsnm hfpdbnj d rfåljvhfñjnybrt. Njkmrj njulf jy gjqvän hfljcnm cjdthity-cndjdfybz b cevttn bcgjkmpjdfnm ljceu.

104. Rfålfz irjkf ljkåyf ñsnm bcnbyysv jñhfpj-dfntkmysv jñütlbytybtv. Ghb irjkfø ljkåty ñsnmgjktpysq veptq, d rjnjhjv cfvb extybrb ljkåysghbybvfnm exfcnbt. Ljkåty ñsnm rjjgthfnbd, b ext-ybrb ljkåys jñexfnmcz b nfrjve cjnhelybxtcnde.Ljkåys ghjbcøjlbnm dczrbt ghjzdktybz bcreccndf.Ñtp gentq rhfcjns yt vjåtn ñsnm jñhfpjdfybz.

105. Extybt ñeltn cfvsv ghbznysv xfcjv, rjulfexbntkm jwtybn cgjcjñyjcnb exfobøcz. Njkmrj hfc-gjpyfybt cgjcjñyjcntq gjpdjkbn cghfdtlkbdj jnyj-cbnmcz r ñeleobv hfñjnybrfv. Xfcnj cfvb exfobtczyt gjybvfçn cdjtuj yfpyfxtybz. Exbntkm, rfr lheu,yfgencndetn bø gj kexitve yfghfdktybç. Ybrfrjtyfcbkbt yt ghbvtybvj d irjkfø. Njkmrj eñtåltybtvjåtn ghbkbxtcndjdfnm gjpyfybç. Ñjkmit jgsnjd,ñjkmit ñtctl, cnjkmrj hfljcnb d ghbkjåtybb cdjbøcbk! Vfkst kçñzn hfñjne ≤ñjkmibø≥.

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106. Rjulf ctvmz yt evttn, nj gecnm irjkf yfexbnxbcnjnt dj dcäv ñsnt. Uhzpm yt jn ñtlyjcnb, yj jnytdtåtcndf. Xbcnjnf d åbpyb tcnm ghtlldthbt xbcnj-ns cthlwf. Rnj åt yt øjxtn, xnjñs yfhjl ñsk xbc-nsv? Yeåyj jñjheljdfnm irjks nfr, xnjñs jybñskb hfccflybrfvb erhfitybz åbpyb. Rfålsq ghtl-vtn vjåtn ñsnm jñlevfy c kçñjdmç. Rfålfz dtomljkåyf ñsnm cltkfyf cjexfcnybwtq cxfcnkbdjq åbp-yb. Rjjgthfwbz gjvjåtn yfqnb ajhve lkz rfåljujjñbøjlf. Ult jlyjve yt yfqnb htitybz, nfv gjvjåtnjñobyf. Yt rekfxyst ñjb, yj ndjhws ñelen ujhlj-cnmç cnhfys.

107. Irjkf ljkåyf yt njkmrj dvtofnm kçñjdm rrybut, yj ljkåyf yfexbnm xbnfnm, b gjcktlytt ytktuxt gthdjuj. Yeåyj evtnm cjchtljnjxbnm vsckm,xnjñs dybryenm d rybue. Yt ukfp, yj vjpu b cthlwtxbnfçn. Rybuf yt pfybvftn gjxänyjuj vtcnf dj vyj-ubø ljvfø. Jñzpfyyjcnm jñobys _ endthlbnm rybuerfr lheuf ljvf. Rjjgthfnbd, ghtålt dctuj, bvttnrybåyeç gjkre, cjlthåfybt rjnjhjq jxtym jñibhyj.Ñeltn hfccrfpfyj j wtyyjcnzø hjlbys b cdzpb tä cvbhjv. Gjrfpfys ñelen uthjb, ndjhws b nheåtybrb;b gjyznbt xtcnb, b ljkuf, b jñzpfyyjcnb r cdjtve

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ñkbåytve endthlbncz, nfr åt rfr b vbkjcthlbt. Vyj-uj ghbvthjd, pjdeobø r gjpyfdfybç b jnrhsnbzv.

108. Irjkf yfexbn edfåfnm gjktpyst bpjñhtntybz,yj egfcän jn vfibyyjuj hfñcndf. Dczrjt hfñcndj ñe-ltn eybxnjåtyj, rfr ghbpyfr ntvyjns. Exbntkm ñeltndtleobv yfcnfdybrjv-lheujv, xnjñs erfpfnm genmrhfnrbq b kexibq. Yt zdktybt yfcbkbz, yj eksñrfpjdf. Yj tckb d irjkfø åbpyb ghjcjxbkjcm ghtlf-ntkmcndj, nj cfvjt cehjdjt jceåltybt gjkjåbn rjytwnfrjve ñtpevbç.

109. Irjks gjqven, ult ktyjcnm, ult ytjñsxyjtcnhjtybt øfhfrnthf, ult ñtpevbt b ult ytjñøjlbvjgjybvfybt.

110. Chtlb extñysø ghtlvtnjd gecnm ñelen lfysjcyjds fcnhjyjvbb, yj gjcnfdbd tä rfr ghtlldthbt r lfkmybv vbhfv. Nfr irjks pfhjyzn gthdst vsckbj åbpyb d lfkmybø vbhfø. Ghjcnhfycndj jåbdän,fcnhjøbvbz b kexb yfgjkyzn ghtlcnfdktybt j dtkb-xbb Dctktyyjq. Vjkjlst cthlwf gjxeçn ctñz ytvehfdmzvb yf ptvyjq rjht, yj yjcbntkzvb leøf bjndtncndtyysvb pf gkfytne. Jcnfyfdkbdftv dybvfybtyf irjkfø, bñj jn ybø endthlbncz cjnhelybxtcndj. Yt

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ñeltn cjpblfybz ñtp cjnhelybxtcndf. Yt ñeltn ghjx-yjcnb ujcelfhcndf b cjçpf, rjulf ñeltn dkfcndjdfnmdtnøfz cfvjcnm.

111. Vyjuj ghtleghtålfk ghjnbd cfvjcnb. Ãnf vthn-dzofz ctcnhf ytdtåtcndf eñbdftn b ufcbn kexibtjuyb. Yt cxbnfqnt yfgjvbyfybt j cfvjcnb ytevtcn-ysv ghb cjpblfybb rjjgthfnbdjd. Yfjñjhjn, rfålsqecnfd ljkåty gbcfnmcz yt lkz ctñz, yj lkz lheubø.Chtlb hfpysø yfbvtyjdfybq ckjdj lheu ñeltn cfvsvcthltxysv. Bvtyyj, cthlwt yt ghbtvktn cfvjcnb.Cthlwt åbdän cfvjjndthåtybtv. Nfr rhtgrj cthlwt,rjulf jyj pfñjnbncz j ñeleotv, yt levfz j ctñt.

112. Cfvjt gjktpyjt _ evtnm cjxtnfnm ytåyjcnmkçñdb c cehjdjcnmç ljkuf. Yjdfz åbpym yt ecnhf-ibncz ghjnbdjgjkjåtybzvb. Jyf yt ñeltn yfcbkj-dfnm jlybv zhvjv, yj lfcn ibhjne djcghbznbz. Ytgjljñftn kçlzv cbltnm d crdjhtxybrt. Gjhf pyfnmgkfytne b gjvjxm tq. Yt vjuen ecgjrjbnm dsxbckt-ybz, xthtp crjkmrj ktn gjneøytn cjkywt. Vyjåtcndjhfpysø eckjdbq vjuen jghjrbyenm dct bcxbcktybz.Ytkmpz pfñsnm b nj, xnj kçlb vjuen gthtuhspnm lheulheuf. Nfrjt cjjñhfåtybt yt ljkåyj ñsnm pfñsnj ghbpkjñt, pfkbdfçotq Ptvkç.

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113. Rjhscnjkçñbt tcnm uheñjt ytdtåtcndj. Njkmrjbcnbyyjt cjnhelybxtcndj vjåtn cgfcnb jn nfrjq pkj-rfxtcndtyyjq rjhjcns. Rjhscnjkçñtw bvttn yf kbwtcdjäv gtxfnm. Jy yt ghbxfcnty cthlwe; xfif tuj ujhm-rfz. B Njyrbq Vbh lkz rjhscnjkçñwf kbim bcnjx-ybr vextybq.

114. Kçlb bpexfçn åbpym gxäk, vehfdmäd, jñtpmzy,kçlb bpevkzçncz gthtkänysv gnbwfv, bø gjhzlre, bø cnhjqyjcnb, yj dcä åt yt ltkfçn cjjndtncndtyysødsdjljd lkz ekexitybz åbpyb ptvyjq. Tcntcndtyyfzbcnjhbz ljkåyf ñsnm ghtgjlfyf d irjkfø rfr vjåyjgjkytt b edktrfntkmytt. Yeåyj yf ghbvthfø hfcnb-ntkmyjuj b åbdjnyjuj wfhcndf lfnm gjyznm, rfrbtcjrhjdbof pfkjåtys d xtkjdtrt. Tckb chfdybntkmyjybpibt jhufybpvs xeçn jcyjds ñsnbz, nj ntv ñjkttxtkjdtr ljkåty ghbkjåbnm ecbkbz r ghtecgtzybç.Vyjuj wtyysø gjrfpfybq ghjzdktyj dcçle. C cfvsøgthdsø ehjrjd exfobtcz gecnm gjhfleçncz xeltcfvbåbpyb. Nfråt gecnm jyb gjqven, rfr jñhfofnmcz cgjkänfvb b zcyjcksifybtv. Nfr zcyjcksifybt ñe-ltn tcntcndtyysv eckjdbtv. Nfråt b Njyrbq Vbhñeltn bpexftv yfhzle c njyrbvb ãythubzvb. Yt ñeltnltktybz yf abpbxtcrjt b vtnfabpbxtcrjt, bñj dcä

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ceotcndetn _ pyfxbn, dcä joenbvj b gjpyfdftvj.Yfrjytw cjrheifncz cetdthbz b ghtlhfccelrb.

115. Ybrnj yt lthpftn djccnfnm ghjnbd irjks, yjvfkj rnj levftn j tä ekexitybb. Irjkmyst ghj-uhfvvs yt ghjcvfnhbdfçncz wtksvb ujlfvb; vtålentv jnrhsnbz cgtifn. Yjdst lfyyst ecnhtvkzçnczjnjdcçle: b djpleiyst caths, b ukeñbys jrtfyjd, b ujhyst cjrhjdbof hfccrfpsdfçn j ctñt xeltcystcdtltybz. Yeåyj cgtibnm, byfxt hfcrjgrb bpvtyznlfyyst eckjdyjq bcnjhbb. D yjdsø irjkfø yeåyjeñhfnm pfghtns, xnjñs dbltkb ltqcndbntkmyjcnm, rj-njhfz xeltcyf, tckb ghfdlbdj gjrfpfyf. Ibhjrj gjktevcndtyysø cjcnzpfybq!

116. Eñthtubnt ltntq jn dctuj kjåyjuj; eñthtubnt jnlehyjq vepsrb; eñthtubnt jn crdthyjckjdbz; eñthtub-nt jn kjåysø cjcnzpfybq; eñthtubnt jn endthåltybzcfvjcnb, ntv ñjktt xnj yeåyj ghbdbnm kçñjdm r yt-ghtcnfyyjve pyfybç. Vecreks yt ljkåys pfñbdfnmev b cthlwt. Rfrjt cthlwt djpkçñbn rekfxyst elfhs?

117. Ytktgj levfnm, xnj gjn _ zdktybt njkmrj ab-pbxtcrjt. Ghb vsckbntkmyjq hfñjnt bcøjlbn jcjñfzãvfyfwbz, wtyyfz lkz yfcsotybz ghjcnhfycndf. Tckb

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gjn ntkf vjåtn eljñhznm ptvkç, nj gjn leøf djccnf-yfdkbdftn ghfye, øbvbxtcrb ghtndjhzzcm d kexføCjkywf.

Nhel _ dtytw Cdtnf. Yflj, xnjñs exfobqcz irj-ks gjvybk pyfxtybt nhelf rfr afrnjhf vbhjplfybz.Gjcktlcndbtv nhelf ñeltn ndähljcnm cjpyfybz. Zhrjyflj gjlxthryenm hfñjxeç fnvjcathe.

118. Vjuen cghjcbnm: ≤Rfrbt ghbpyfrb exbntkz wt-ybnm?≥ Ds eåt pyftnt j rfxtcndt ltqcndbz b vjåtnteåt ghbvtybnm yjdst gjløjls r ltqcndbç. Yfljghtlgjxtcnm njuj exbntkz, rjnjhsq blän yjdsvb ge-nzvb. Rfåljt ckjdj tuj, rfålsq gjcnegjr tuj ytcänyf ctñt gtxfnm ytpfñsdftvjq yjdbpys. Ãnj jnkbxbtcjplfän pjdeoeç vjom. Yt gjlhfåfntkm, yt njkrjdf-ntkm, yj vjoysq rfvtyobr yjdsø hel. Yeåyj ghb-yznm pf jcyjdfybt pjd yjdbpys. Ñsdftn dhtvz, rjulfvjåyj blnb kbim dgthäl. Cjøhfybv pjd djkb d ñtutytghtcnfyyjv b yfl ñtplyjq yt ghjvtlkbv.

Yeåyj crfpfnm cnhjbntkzv åbpyb, xnjñs yfikbyjdst ckjdf, crjdfyyst yjdjç ytjñøjlbvjcnmç. Cj-pyfybt yjdbpys rfåljuj xfcf lfcn bvgekmc.

Erfåbnt lhepmzv, rfrjt cxfcnmt ñsnm dtxyj yj-dsvb! B rfålsq ãktrnhjy Yjdjuj Vbhf lfcn yjdeç

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vjom. Gjqvbnt vjom yjdjuj pjdf. Ds vjåtnt ghb-vtybnm tä d åbpyb rfåljuj lyz.

Ds ljcnfnjxyj pyftnt, xnj ujdjhç lkz ghbvtytybz.

119. Ghfdbkmyj levftnt, xnj ñtp ljcnbåtybq ntøyb-rb ytdjpvjåyf jñobyf. Rfålfz jñobyf yeålftncz d ntøybxtcrbø ghbcgjcjñktybzø, b Yfie Jñobyeytkmpz vsckbnm ñtp eghjotybz åbpyb. Yeåyf zdkty-yfz djpvjåyjcnm ghbvtyznm ljcnbåtybz yferb, byf-xt vs jñhfnbvcz d jñjçlyeç nzujcnm. Rfr htfkbcns-ghfrnbrb, Vs vjåtv cvtkj endthålfnm ãnj. Vfkjnjuj, Vs vjåtv yfcnjqxbdj erjhbnm dctø kjåyj-htfkbcnjd. Bø eybåtyyfz yferf b cktgjnf vtifçn bv d ljcnbåtybb njuj, r xtve jyb cnhtvzncz.

Njxyj afhbctb lhtdyjcnb, jyb ghzxen cnhfø gthtlljgeotybtv njuj, xnj lheubv eåt jxtdblyj. Yt kç-ñbv ytdtål, yt kçñbv nhecjd, gjgbhfçobø d eåfctdjpvjåyjcnb ãdjkçwbb.

Neibntkb juytq, cdtnjytyfdbcnybrb, yt dcä kb hfd-yj, c rfrjq cnjhjys ds gjkpänt! Ds øjnbnt pfneibnmgkfvz pyfybz; yj ytdtåtcndtyyfz jñobyf _ ntvyb-wf, bñj jñobyf b ytdtåtcndj ytcjdvtcnbvs. Yeåyjpyfnm. Yt dthmnt, yj pyfqnt!

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120. Vs ujnjds gjllthåfnm rfåljuj bpjñhtnfntkz,bñj lfåt cfvsq vfksq bpjñhtnfntkm gsnftncz dytc-nb ekexitybt d åbpym b pfñjnbncz zdbnm ñthtåkb-djcnm ãythubb. Exbntkm epyftn hexfntkmcndj b pfñjnej cjøhfytybb ãythubb. Ãnf egjhyfz ñthtåkbdjcnmgjpdjkztn ljdthznm extybre. Rjytxyj, ãnf ñthtåkb-djcnm lfktrf jn cregjcnb. Gjkrjdjltw, ñthtueobqjnñjhysø cjklfn, ltqcndetn cjpyfntkmyj. Rfålfz djp-vjåyjcnm zdkztncz yfibv djbyjv, yj yeåyj gjyb-vfnm dtob jñütlbybntkmyj.

Rfr yeåyj ñsnm jcvjnhbntkmysvb ghb bpjñhtnt-ybzø, xnjñ yt kbibnm bø ghzvjq wtktcjjñhfpyjcnb!Gecnm cjpyfybt vbhjdjq ãdjkçwbb gjvjåtn dfvyfqnb ghbujlyst cnhtks. Eib dfib ljkåys cks-ifnm ifub ãdjkçwbb, b htibvjcnm yt ljkåyf jñvf-yenmcz.

Rfr øelf ythzikbdjcnm e bpjñhtnfntkz, rfr ueñb-ntkmyf ytjñlevfyyfz htfrwbz, rfr ytghjcnbntkmyfjibñrf ytdtåtcndf!

Vs vjåtv wtybnm nhel bpjñhtnfntkz d vbhjdjvhfpvtht ghb jcjpyfybb yfghfdktybz vbhjdjq ãdj-kçwbb. Nhelyj gjyznm ghbkjåbvjcnm pfrjyjd lbyf-vbrb, gjrf yt ecdjbkb ecnjb vfnthbb.

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121. Yjdjt cjpyfybt, gjllthåfyyjt ntøybrjq, lfcnvjoyjt ecnhtvktybt r pyfybç. Bvtyyj, jñobyf ljk-åyf ñsnm cfvsv xenrbv fggfhfnjv ãdjkçwbjyyjcnb.Bvtyyj, d cjpyfntkmyjq jñobyt ybrnj yt vjåtnendthålfnm j ckjåbditqcz vbhjbpextyyjcnb. Dczrfznegfz ghtuhflf jnvtnftncz jñjcnhäyyjq dbñhfwbtqrjkktrnbdf. Lfåt yfvär yf pfrjyxtyyjcnm ltkftn yt-djpvjåysv ghtñsdfybt d jñobyt. Rnj åt ghbvtnrktqvj negjcnb?

Xthdm yt ñeltn juhfybxbdfnm cdjbø ghjøjljd vhf-rf, _ ds åt, cvjnhzobt d Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm, ds ytvjåtnt xthdç egjljñbnmcz!

Ytcjdthityyfz bpjñhtnfntkmyjcnm ytrjnjhsø bpdfc ekjdbkf ytdblbvst kexb b ytcksibvst hbnvs.Uheñsv djjñhfåtybtv, uheñsvb ghbñjhfvb dcä åtñskb ekjdktys ytrjnjhst rjcvbxtcrbt njrb. Yj dtlmukegtw gjqvän, xnj djjñhfåtybt vjåtn ñsnm enjy-xtyj b ghbñjhs ekexitys. Bcøjlz bp cfvjekexif-tvjcnb, ljqlänt lj Ñtcghtltkmyjcnb. Ñele ndthlbnm j djpvjåyjcnzø ekexitybz, gjrf cfvsq pfrjcytksqyt ecnslbncz cdjtq juhfybxtyyjcnb.

Yt vjåtn ñsnm jñobyybr, juhfybxbdfçobq cdjäcjpyfybt, byfxt jy egjljñbncz åtycrjq yjut cnfhjujRbnfz. Njåt nmvf jñsxfz dspdfkf ãnj ñtpjñhfpbt.

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Rfrjq jñobyybr vjåtn ghbrhsnmcz gktctymç cet-dthbz? Dtlm ybrnj yt egjnhtñkztn eñjubq, gthdjñsn-ysq gfhjdjp; nfråt ybrnj yt vjåtn jcnfnmcz ghbvkfltyxtcrjv gjybvfybb htfkmyjcnb.

Vkfltyxtcrbq vfnthbfkbpv zdbncz lehvfyjv lkzyfhjlf, yj ghjcdtoäyyjt pyfybt ñeltn ktcnybwtqgjñtls.

Ñtp jnhbwfybq, ñtp cetdthbq, ñtp cnhføf gjqlänt r bcnbyyjq jñobyt. Ñtp xeltc yfqlänt zcyeç htfkm-yjcnm b rbhrjç bcgsnfntkz ñeltnt dcrhsdfnm pfrhs-nst ukeñbys. Gjkçñbnt ñtccnhfibt pyfybz.

122. Erfpfnm yflj j rfxtcndt nhtñetvjuj pyfybz.Pyfybt ljkåyj ñsnm ñtpeckjdyj. Rfålfz eckjdyfz,cdzpfyyfz yferf ghbxbyztn ytgjghfdbvsq dhtl.Cdjñjlyjt cjxtnfybt ãktvtynjd lfcn ytgjdnjhtyyst,yjdst ljcnbåtybz.

Rnj vjåtn ghtlgbcfnm øbvbre gjkmpjdfnmcz kbimjlyjq uheggjq ãktvtynjd? Rnj vjåtn pfcnfdbnm bcnj-hbrf b abkjcjaf yt rfcfnmcz bcnjhbxtcrbø afrnjd?Rnj vjåtn ghbrfpfnm øeljåybre egjnhtñkznm kbimjlye rhfcre? Pyfybç dcä jnrhsnj.

Tlbycndtyysv ghtbveotcndjv d jñkfcnzø pyfybzñeltn ñókmifz eñtlbntkmyjcnm b ghbdktrfntkmyjcnm.

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Tckb øjnbnt edktxm dfibv pyfybtv, cltkfqnt tujghbdktrfntkmysv, yfcnjkmrj ghbdktrfntkmysv, xnjñrybub dxthfiytuj lyz gjrfpfkbcm ceøbvb kbcnmzvb.Gjñtlf eñtlbntkmyjcnb bpñfdbn jn ytcyjcysø pf-ghtnjd.

Ñjkmit dctuj pfñjnmntcm bpuyfnm bp åbpyb exf-obøcz pfghtns. Jñobyybrfv ãnj jcjñtyyj kturj, bñjbø rybuf vjåtn ñsnm jcjñj dljøyjdtyyf b edktrf-ntkmyf. Rjytxyj, gbcfhcrjt bpkjåtybt jñobys yt-dsyjcbvj. Eñjubq gtlfyn jnnjkryän rfåljuj, rnj yt dsyjcbn ñtplfhyjuj jnyjitybz r rhfcjnt. Jrjkjjñobys ljkåyf ñsnm dljøyjdtyyjcnm.

R cdtne nzyencz hfcntybz, _ ãnjn pfrjy gthdbxyjujcjpyfybz ytghtkjåty. Blbnt genäv ytghtkjåyjcnb bcnhjqnt åbpym! Ybxtuj ytn jndktxäyyjuj, b åbpymdgbnsdftn rfåleç vsckm. Gjnjve ñelmnt htfkbcnfvbbcnbyyjq htfkmyjcnb.

123. Rjkktrnbdbpv b lbfktrnbdbpv _ ldf gjcjñbzghb vsiktybb j vfnthbfkbpvt. Ceotcndj vfnthbf-kbpvf zdkztn jcjñeç gjldbåyjcnm, yt vbyez ybjlyjuj zdktybz åbpyb. Exbntkm zdkztn kbim dtøbyeåyst. Vjåyj hfpdbdfnm gjkjåtybz, vsckz crfpfy-ysvb genzvb. Yeåyj lj nfrjq cntgtyb jñjcyjdfnm

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vfnthbfkbpv, xnjñ dct yfexyst ljcnbåtybz cjdht-vtyyjcnb vjukb djqnb rjycnhernbdyj d gjyznbt vf-nthbfkbpvf jleøjndjhäyyjuj.

Vs ujdjhbkb j njyrbø ntkfø, j vfuybnfø, j cdtxt-ybb fehs, jñ bpkextybb rfåljuj ghtlvtnf, j gthtvt-otybb xedcndbntkmyjcnb, jñ bpvtytybb dtcjvjcnb, jghjybryjdtybb jlyjuj ckjz vfnthbb xthtp lheujq, j gjcskrfø vsckb xthtp ghjcnhfycndj, j zdktybbwtvtynbhjdfybz ghjcnhfycndf, j xedcndt wtynhjd, jgjybvfybb ckjdf vfnthbz. Vyjuj ytdblbvjuj, joe-nbvjuj fggfhfnfvb, yeåyj dvtcnbnm ntv, rnj øjxtnghbkjåbnm ntøybre d åbpym. Yeåyj pfvtybnm blt-fkmyst ckçyb ndählsv hfpevjv.

Vs _ Yjcbntkb Leøf, bvttv ghfdj nhtñjdfnm edf-åtybz b gjpyfdfybz vfnthbb.

Lhepmz, vfnthbz yt yfdjp, yj dtotcndj, cbzçottdjpvjåyjcnzvb. Yeålf xtkjdtxtcndf _ jn ghtpbhf-ybz vfnthbb. Yfcnhjtys gsiyst cøjlñbof, yj ytdjcgtns ubvys pyfybç.

124. Cghfibdfçn: rfr ghbcnegbnm r Extybç? Dtlmlkz ãnjuj yeåyj gththjlbnm cjpyfybt? Rjytxyj, cj-pyfybt gththjålftncz gjckt Extybz. Lkz yfxfkf yfljjnrhsnm b jvsnm cjpyfybt. Jnrhsnbt cjpyfybz lt-

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kftncz vjvtynfkmyj, jlyjç djktç. Åtkfqnt jnrhsnmcjpyfybt!

125. Vjb vjkjlst lhepmz, jgznm ds cjñhfkbcm djbvz Extybz b jgznm e dfc gjkexbkcz dtxth c ujcnzvb.Vtåle ntv crfpfyj b gjdnjhtyj, xnjñ xfc ñtctls jñExtybb ñsk kbiäy jñsdfntkmcrbø gthtceljd. Gecnmãnjn xfc ñeltn htåt, yj rfxtcndj tuj ljkåyj ñsnmjøhfytyj. Ds ghbñkbåftntcm pfrjekrfvb, ds ghtdjp-vjuftnt ecnfkjcnm nheljdjuj lyz, ds ytcänt xfcnbwejñotuj ñkfuf; yj yfåbnst dtob pyfrjvjuj gjvtot-ybz hfpñbdfçn dfit ecnhtvktybt, b ytpfvtnyj dscnfyjdbntcm gskmysvb åbkmwfvb. Vfkj njuj, rnj-njbp dfc pfvtxftn ckexbdittcz b cnfyjdbncz ljñhj-djkmysv yflpbhfntktv b gjuheåftncz d vfkçctymrjthfplhfåtybt. Nrfym ñtctls hfpjhdfyf, b yfxbyftnczytljcnjqyjt injgfybt. Vs ghjcbv, øjnz ñs jlbyxfc, ñsnm cjpyfntkmyj jndtncndtyysvb kçlmvb. Tckbdfv nhelty xfc d ytltkç, nj kexit cjqlbntcm xthtpxtnshyflwfnm lytq. Cevtqnt bcrkçxbnm yf ãnj dhtvzdct djkyeçobt, pdthbyst ghbdsxrb _ rehtybt, db-yj, tle, vtkrbt cgktnyb, jñjhjns vtkrbø ltk, jceå-ltybt b uytd. Cjqlzcm, gjcblbnt ytcrjkmrj vbyen dvjkxfybb. Tckb åt rnj bp dfc yt yfqlän cbks ghj-

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cdtnbnm cjpyfybt, nj gecnm vjkxf dsqltn cyjdf yføjkjl b nmve. Vs dhfub dczrjq yfcbkmcndtyyjqvfubb, yj tcntcndtyysq rjynhjkm cjpyfybz ljkåtycnfnm eckjdbtv htfkmysø gjcnhjtybq. Dtlm yf xfcvjåyj jnhtibnmcz jn kbxysø gjgsnjr. Tckb åt ãnjnhelyj, nj rfr åt vjåtnt levfnm jñ ecgtøt b hjcntcjpyfybz? Djk pyftn ådfxre, yj lfkmit gbotdfhtybzyt hfcnän. Cltkfqnt ecbkbt lfnm ñtctlfv rhfcjne,ghjcnjne b xbcnjne.

Cfvst ytjåblfyyst ghjñktvs pyfybz, cfvst lthp-yjdtyyst jñhfps rhfcjns gecnm dsnjkryen dfc bppfnøkjuj eujkrf. Gjqvbnt, øjxe dbltnm dfc, øjnz ñsdhtvtyyj, jcjñtyysvb b dvtcnbdibvb. Ãnb pähyfrjjgthfnbdyjuj vsiktybz lflen dfv yfcnjqxbdjcnmljcnbåtybq. Yt njkmrj htibvjcnm, yj b yfcnjqxb-djcnm yeåyf.

Gjqvbnt rjywtynhfwbç rfr jgsn cjpyfybz. Lfqntdbltnm dfc bleobvb ecnhtvkäyyj b cjpyfntkmyj. Uj-djhç lkz ytvtlktyyjuj bcgjkytybz.

126. Xetnt kb bcnbyysq dhtl, ghbxbyztvsq jib-ñjxysvb gjcnegrfvb? Gj ãujbpve yt levftnt kb, xnjdhtl ghtålt dctuj rfcftncz dfc cfvbø? Yj d gkfytltqcndbq yt ds jlyb, yj rfålsq ifu dfi rfcftncz

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b ntø jndtncndtyysø, rjnjhst cfvjjndthåtyyj blen.Vyjuj ytgjghfdbvjuj ghbxbytyj dj dhtvz kturj-vscktyysø cjñhfybq. Extybt vyjuj hfp erfpsdfkj yf cdzpm rjkktrnbdf. Yeåyj ñthtxm ntø, rnj hbcreçnlkz ecrjhtybz cktlcndbq. Vscktyyj jñthtubntcm jngfueñysø, htprj jvhfxäyysø yfcnhjtybq. B toäcghjie, yfexbkbcm kb ds xbnfnm rybub Extybz? Ytnkb åtkfybz ghbdzpfnm vsckm r jlyjve cnjkñe? Jxtymkçñbv rhfcbdst ghbnxb, yj pfñsdftv, xnj d rfåljqbp ybø pfkjåtyf wtyf åbpyb.

Lkz dtxthybø cjñhfybq jxtym jcnhjevyj jnvtnbnmytjñsxysq cjcnfd htxb bkb jxtym cnhfyyjt dshf-åtybt. Yj gjlevfqnt, yt dbcbn kb yf rfåljq ñerdtãnjuj dshfåtybz vyjåtcndj åbpytq? E rfåljuj ljk-åyj dcgsøyenm cjpyfybt dfåyjcnb xfcf, d rjnjhsq jyghbpdfy. Rjulf lfdyj ujdjhbk j kturjvsckbb, yeåyjñskj chfpe ghbyznm d cjpyfybt cthmäpyjcnm vjvtynf b pfcnfdbnm ctñz dvtcnbnm xedcndj jndtncndtyyjcnb.Dyt ltk, dyt kbxysø b dyt uheggjdsø ghtecgtzybqyeåyj joenbnm ãdjkçwbç c tä jcjñtyyjcnzvb.

Nfr xänrj vsckbnt. Cnfhfqntcm ekexibnm cjñhfybz.

127. Rjulf cfvsq ytpyfçobq b ytcjpyfntkmysqcrfåtn jñ Extybb: rfåtncz, ãnj rfrjt-nj lheujt

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jñobyyjt extybt, _ evtqnt cghfdtlkbdj jndtnbnm.Crfåbnt: rfålfz jñobyf, jcyjdfyyfz yf nhelt bpyfybb htfkmyjcnb, yt dhtlbn ltke ecjdthitycndj-dfybz xtkjdtxtcndf. Ghb ldbåtybb Rjcvjcf ytkmpzghtñsdfnm d rfåeotqcz ytldbåyjcnb _ bkb yfpfl,bkb dgthäl. Dct jcjpyfçobt jñobye ldbåencz dgt-häl. B yt vjåtn ñsnm jñobys ghjnbdyjq lheu lheue;nfr åt rfr joeotybt ujkjlf yt vjåtn ñsnm ghjnb-djgjkjåyj dj dctø dblfø. Nfr ghjnbd jñobys ñeltnujdjhbnm kbim njn, rnj yfxfk ldbufnmcz yfpfl, døjlzd cjcnfd rjcvbxtcrjuj cjhf.

E toä ytjgsnysø jñobyybrjd ytvfkj gjljphb-ntkmyjcnb b xdfycndf, yj lkz Yfc jñobyf zdkztnczckjåbdibvcz ltkjv åbpyb. B Vs vjåtv ujdjhbnm j ytq cj dctç zcyjcnmç ljkujuj jgsnf. Yfc yt pfgeuf-tn ybrfrfz ytljlevfyyfz ythfpñthbøf. B Vs dbltkbljcnfnjxyj rjcvbxtcrjuj cjhf b ghbyflktåfnm r ytveyt cjñbhftvcz.

Jñobye_cjlheåtcndj ñeltv pfobofnm cbkfvbpyfybz.

128. Xfcnj ds elbdkztntcm, xnj Exbntkm ghtlecvfn-hbdftn cfvst vfkst gjlhjñyjcnb. Yj rnj dfv crfpfk,xnj ãnb gjlhjñyjcnb vfks? Xfcnj yjuf kjvftncz jn

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cfvjuj ybxnjåyjuj rfvyz, b cntñtkm nhfds ddthuftnd ghjgfcnm.

Lfåt d ñelybxyjq åbpyb ds ecnhfyztnt jgfcyjcnbjn ñkbprbø. Hfpdt d åbpyb Yfitq Jñobys yt edt-kbxtyf jøhfyf åbpyb cjnhelybrjd? Ecnf Lheptq ytghjvjkxfn, yj yflj yfexbnmcz, rfr cksifnm pjdghtleghtåltybz.

D vfksø zxtqrfø kturj ghbcgjcjñbnm dybvfybt, yjcjnhelybxtcndj xtkjdtxtcndf jñzpsdftn ghbexbnmcz r ytjåblfyysv ghjzdktybzv. Yt ghtedtkbxbdfç _rfålfz vbyenf ytñkfujgjkexyf, yj b ghbdsryenm r ãnjve gjcnjzyyjve ytñkfujgjkexbç ytkmpz, byfxtgjnthztncz cnjhjåtdfz xenrjcnm. Bvtyyj, rfr jhäk yf dthibyt, yt gjnthzqnt pjhrjcnm. Pjhrjcnm hfcnänkbim jgfcyjcnzvb.

Ghbdtn jgfcyjcnzv!

129. Jgfcfqntcm yfdzpsdfybz yt njkmrj d jnyjit-ybb xeåbø pfpsdfybq, yj xnjñ b cfvbv yt cltkfnmczyfdzpxbdsvb. Ytdjpvjåyj bcxbckbnm dhtl yfdzps-dfybz, b ytkmpz ñtp ghtphtybz edbltnm, rfr yf ñfpfhtghjlfäncz Extybt c ecnegrjq. Evtqnt gjyznm, xnj cj-pyfçott cdjä pyfxtybt Extybt yt ñeltn dscnfdkznmctñz yf ñfpfht. Njkmrj bcrkçxbntkmyjt ytdtåtcndj

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gjcktljdfntktq vjåtn gjcnfdbnm Extybt d gjpjhyjtgjkjåtybt kåb b ghtcvsrfybz. Vjåyj åfktnm ntø,rnj ytjcdtljvkäyyj ghbyzk ãne ñtcwtkmyeç hfñjne.

Yj yt levfqnt, xnj, jcelbd xeåjt yfdzpsdfybt,kturj bpñtåfnm cdjtuj cjñcndtyyjuj. Njyrf xthnfvtåle endthåltybtv b yfdzpsdfybtv. Xfcnj kturjeybpbnm ctñz yt gj wtkb. Rfålfz rfgkz, vbvj egfd-ifz, jñhfoftncz d åuexeç rbckjne. Yfcbkmcndtyyjtyfñeøfybt lfän kbim djlzyre, b ds pyftnt, xnj ktxtybt tä ytdjpvjåyj. Gjnjve njkmrj rfxtcndj, yjyt rjkbxtcndj.

Rfålsq gjcnexfdibqcz jndtxftn cfv, yj pfpdfy-ysq kzåtn åähyjdjv yf itç pdjyfhz.

Gjnjve pdjybnt kbim djdhtvz _ nfr bpñtuytntyfdzpsdfybz.

130. R rjve åt yflktåbn jnytcnbcm jcjñj cehjdj?Rjytxyj, r cfvjve ctñt. Rfr cktletn ytcnb Extybt?Yftlbyt. Rfr ghjqnb vtåle øfyåtcndjv b yfukjcnmç?Yt hzls cdbltntktq, yj kbim cfv celmz! Rfålsqxnbn cdjä ljcnjbycndj, nfråt rfålsq jwtybdftn åtv-xeåbye cdjtuj cjpyfybz. Extybt åbpyb jwtybdftnczåtvxeåbyjq cjpyfybz. Vjåtv kb bpdthuyenm cjrhj-dbot ceotcndjdfybz?!

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Yeåyj evtnm ghtl cjñjç ytcnb Extybt rfr gj-cktlybq jujym, rfr gjcktlyçç gboe, rfr gjcktlyççdkfue. Zdbnm yeåyj kçñjdm b ñthtåkbdjcnm, rfr rgjcktlytq djpvjåyjcnb b djlt. Gjcnegfz yftlbyt, vj-åtv gjrfpfnm vthe ghtlfyyjcnb. Yeåyj evtnm cjplfnmvbh kbxyjq jndtncndtyyjcnb pf cdjä cjpyfybt; njulfjceåltybt ghtdhfnbncz d ceåltybt ghfdls.

131. Rfxtcndj cjdtnf. Xfcnj cjdtns yt ljcnbufçn cdjtuj yfpyfxtybz, gj-

njve xnj lfçncz lkz ctñz. Cjcnjzybt ñhfnf yt ghb-ybvftncz d cjjñhfåtybt, b cjdtnxbr gjlcnfdkztn ctñzyf vtcnj ghbitlituj. B cjxedcndbt, b åfkjcnm, bpfñjnf ntren j cfvjv ctñt. Dhtl nfrbø cjdtnjd zcty yt njkmrj gj ceotcnde ckexfz, yj b d jnyjitybb gj-cnhflfdituj. D cjpyfybt tuj, rfr rkbymz, djypftnczxeåljt vsiktybt. Ãnb nhtobys nhelyj pfktxbvs,bñj nfrbt cjdtns ñsdfçn jxtym åbntqcrb ghbvtyb-vs, yj lkz dsgjkytybz nhtñeçn cjdthityyj lheujqfehs.

Rjytxyj, ds eåt pfgjvybkb, xnj cjjnyjitybt fehr ghjcnhfycndtyyjve dtotcnde lfän rfxtcndj cktl-cndbz. Bvtyyj, yt jñüäv, yj wdtn lfän jcjñsq gjløjlr ltqcndbç. Jñüäv fehs lfcn yfghzåtybt gjcnegre,

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yj genm ñeltn gjlcrfpfy wdtnjv. Nfr ytdjpvjåyjgjlcnfdbnm d xeåleç uhegge wdtnjd jghtltkäyysqcgjcjñ ltqcndbz. Ckexfqyjt ghtljghtltktybt yfyjcbncvtitybt kextq b gfhfkbpetn djkç. Ytvjom vyjubøhfñjnybrjd jñüzcyztncz cvtitybtv hfpyjhjlysøwdtnjdsø uhegg. Pltcm jxtym ghbujlbkcz ñs ghjcnjqabpbxtcrbq fggfhfn lkz jghtltktybz jcyjdysø bp-kextybq. Gjlevfqnt, rfrjt jñktuxtybt nhelzobvcz b rfrjt eukeñktybt yfghzåäyyjcnb _ bcnbyyfz ãrj-yjvbz! Rhjvt rjkbxtcndf ghjbpdjlbntkmyjcnb, yfljghtlcnfdbnm, rfr cjjnyjitybt wdtnjd jnytcäncz rcfvjxedcndbç hfñjnybrjd. Vyjuj pkjñs b ytgjyb-vfybz bcxtpytn ñtp euhjp b pfghtnjd.

Cnhjbntkb åbpyb! Yt pfñelmnt, rfr kturj ghjcnsvntøybxtcrbv ghbñjhjv ljcnbxm eljñcndf nhelzobøcz.Yt nevfyyfz abkjcjabz, yt ljceåbt vtxnfybz, yjytcrjkmrj abpbxtcrbø ghbñjhjd dytcen htfkmyeçgjvjom.

Eåt d Fvthbrt, d Uthvfybb b d Fyukbb jghtltkzçnjcyjdyjt bpkextybt, _ lfåt ãnf uheñfz cntgtym bc-cktljdfybz gjvjåtn d gthdbxysø uheggbhjdrfø, fnfv, vjåtn ñsnm, gjljqlänt r vtnjlfv djcnjxysø kf-ñjhfnjhbq. Ghtålt dctuj, bpujybnt dczrjt ytdtåtcndj

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b ñtp yfgsotyyjcnb ghjcnj ñjkmit pyfqnt! Herjdjl-cndj vfccfvb jñzpsdftn r hfcibhtybç cjpyfybz.

Nfråt eukeñbnt rehc yfxfkmysø irjk. Ãnj Vjqcjdtn lkz ytvtlktyyjuj ghbvtytybz!

132. Yt pføktñybntcm vyjujckjdbtv. D vyjujckjdbbnthztncz ubñrjcnm b yføjlxbdjcnm. Vyjujckjdbt cjplf-än yfhtpre dbynf, b ybxnj yjdjt yt vjåtn ghjqnbãnbv åthkjv. Dct gekb jnkbdfçncz yf afñhbrt, yjafñhbxyjt bpltkbt yt lfän yjdjuj pyfvtyb. Jñobyfñtp ubñrjcnb b yføjlxbdjcnb ghtdhfoftncz d jxtymcrexyjt dhtvzghtghjdjåltybt. Rfr åt lkz rfåljujyfqlänt jcjñeç gekç gj jlyjve dbyne? Djn ghbiäkhtñäyjr, djn ltdeirf, djn djby, djn cnfhbr, _ ytkmpzlfnm dctv jlby cjdtn, byfxt hfpñtuencz dfib ujcnb.

Rjytxyj, ds crfåtnt: ≤Vs jnkbxyj pyftv, rfr ltq-cndjdfnm≥. Vyt åt ghbläncz jndtnbnm: ntv øeåt, tckbpyftnt b yt ltkftnt. Vyjuj veåtcndf yflj, xnjñs lj-ckeifnm dfib yfhtpyst htxb. Ytjñøjlbvj yfexbnmczujdjhbnm rjhjxt b cjlthåfntkmytt, byfxt jñobyfñeltn jnvtytyf gj crert. Crerf _ jgfcysq pdthm!Yj ubñrjcnm b yføjlxbdjcnm jlyb cjøhfyzn cdtåtcnmlthtdf cdjñjls.

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133. Jñobyf_cjlheåtcndj ghtålt dctuj cnfdbneckjdbtv lkz dcnegktybz ldf cjpyfntkmysø htitybz:nhel ñtp uhfybw b ghbyznbt pflfx ñtp jnrfpf. Ecnhf-ybnm ckfñjdjkbt vjåyj ldeøcntgtyyjq jhufybpfwbtq.Rfr cktlcndbt nhelf ñtpuhfybxyjuj, vjåtn ñsnm hfc-ibhtybt cjpyfybz. Yj vyjubt ytlehyst kçlb yt vtx-nfçn j cktlcndbb, pfgeufyyst ytghtcnfyysv nheljv b ytgjvthysvb pflfybzvb. Vtåle ntv jyb d jcyjdtdjcghbyzkb bltç jñobys. Ñskj ñs gfueñyj drkç-xbnm ãnbø toä ckfñsø kçltq d jñobye, yj xnjñs ytgjufcbnm bø, ytkmpz jndthuyenm. Lkz ãnjuj yeåyjbvtnm lheueç jhufybpfwbç _ lheptq jñobys. Nfv,yt gjrblfz jñsxyjuj erkflf åbpyb, ghbitlibt vjueneukeñbnm jcjpyfybt jñobys. Nfrfz ldeøcntgtyyfzjhufybpfwbz gjpdjkztn cjøhfybnm ñjktt bcrhtyyjcnb d hfñjnt. Tckb åt ljgecnbnm ajhvfkmysq ghbäv djñobye, nj ghbläncz gthbjlbxtcrb bcrkçxfnm ytujl-ysø. Byfxt ujdjhz, njulf jñobyf djjñot yt ñeltnceotcndjdfnm. Ghjcnj ñeltn pfdtltybt gjl afkmibdjqdsdtcrjq, gthtl rjnjhsv cbytlhbjy afhbcttd ñsk ñsdscjrjyhfdcndtyysv exhtåltybtv.

Lhepmz jñobys gjpdjkzçn bvtnm htpthdefh, ytghtlfdfz jcyjd Extybz. Lhepmz jñobys yt crhsdfçn

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ckfñjcnb, b ãnj lfän djpvjåyjcnm ecgtiyj gjlrhtg-kznm bø. Bvtyyj ujdjhz, lhepmz, bñj lkz Pfgflf ãnjyfbvtyjdfybt gjyznytt. Vtåle cjñjç Vs yfpsdftvbø extybrfvb bpdtcnyjq cntgtyb, yj Pfgfl gkjøj dvt-oftn yfit gjyznbt extybxtcndf. Gjnjve jcnfytvczghb yfbvtyjdfybb ñjktt gjyznyjv.

Ytktgj, xnjñ Pfgfl yt dvtcnbk Yfib ghjcnst gj-kjåtybz, erhtgkäyyst ljkubv jgsnjv.

Yfib Jñobys cnfhs! Jnxtuj kexibt kçlb gjyz-kb jñobye b ybrfreç byeç ajhve yt ghtlkjåbkb?Gjckt jñobys _ r lfkmybv vbhfv!

134. Ghbyznbt gjhextybq Jñobys bvttn ytrjnjhstghbpyfrb. Hfccvjnhbv bcrhtyyjcnm b åfktybt. Bc-rhtyyjcnm tcnm yt xnj byjt, rfr rhfnxfqitt ljcnbåt-ybt. Yfghfcyj ctynbvtynfkmyst kçlb yfdmçxbdfçn yf bcrhtyyjcnm hjvfynbxtcrbt kjøvjnmz. Bcrhtyyjcnmtcnm gjyznbt htfkmyjt b ytgjñtlbvj jcnhjt. Yt lkzhfcgksdxfnjq ljñhjns vjåyj yf ghbvthfø gjrfpfnm,rfr bcrhtyyjcnm gjljñyf ghfdbkmyj yfghfdktyyjveelfhe rjgmz. Rfåljt cjvytybt eybxnjåbn vjom elf-hf. Gjnjve lkz Yfc bcrhtyyjcnm tcnm rhfnxfqitt lj-cnbåtybt. Lheujt ltkj åfktybt. Åfktybt tcnm keåf,ult crjkmpbn dthyfz yjuf. Åfktçobq jgecrftncz lj

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ehjdyz åfkttvjuj. Cbkf åfktçotuj hfcndjhztncz dcevthrfø åfkttvjuj, _ cktlcndbt cfvjt gkfrcbdjt.

Yt yeåyj cvtibdfnm åfktybt c cjcnhflfybtv. D cj-cnhflfybb ybxnj yt hfcndjhztncz, yj yfhfcnfçn rhbc-nfkks ltqcndbz. Cjcnhflfybt yt gkfxtn, yj gjvjuftn.

Hfccvjnhbv jñdbytybt b zdktybt. Jñdbytybt ghfr-nbxyj lkz jñdbyztvjuj. Jñdbytybt bkb pfckeåtyj _b njulf xeåfz ajhvekbhjdrf gjexbntkmyf, bñj dctulfhfpybncz jn yfituj gjybvfybz, _ bkb jñdbytybtxfot yt pfckeåtyj _ b njulf vjåyj d cgjrjqcndbbyfñkçlfnm, rfr ghtkjvbkcz dfi gjcnegjr d pkjñt yt-dtåtcndf.

Zdktybt yeåyj gjyznm yt d cvsckt yfpjqkbdjcnb,yj d jnyjitybb rfxtcndf ñsnm ytdblbvsv. Vtxnfyfhjljd j ifgrt-ytdblbvrt vjåtn ghtndjhbnmcz dåbpyb ñtp djkitñcndf. Vjåyj jndktxm dybvfybt jnctñz, yj ãnj ujhfplj nhelytt, ytåtkb ghbdktxm. Nfryflj evtnm gjyznm bvgekmc yfñkçlfntktq. Ghb gj-hextybzø dfåyj rfxtcndj ñsnm ytdblbvsv.

Hfccvjnhbv jñotybt b ecnhtvktybt. Ghb jñotybbyeåyj cjøhfybnm yeåle r ctñt. Yt cghfibdfqnt cj-dtnjd, yj lfqnt dscrfpfnm bø. Ghb ecnhtvktybb ytjñhfnbntcm d gjujyç, byfxt pf dfvb gjñtuen uekzrb b cnhfåf.

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Nfr pyfqnt, rfrjdf gjrkfåf gjhextybq!J cnhføt b ghtlfntkmcndt ujdjhbk lfdyj.

135. Ybxnj yt pfrjyxtyj, ybxnj yt ytldbåbvj; gj-njve jnytcävcz cjpyfntkmyj r njve, xnj vjåyj ghtle-cvjnhtnm. Rjulf Vyt elfäncz ghtlecvjnhtnm yeåystltqcndbz, yt cxbnfç ãnj pfrjyxtyysv. C jlyjq cnj-hjys, ds b vyjåtcndj rfhvbxtcrbø jñcnjzntkmcndvjuen yfheibnm ehjdtym ghtlecvjnhtyyjuj; c lheujqcnjhjys, Vs b yjdfz rfhvf vjåtv ekexibnm cj-tlbytybt xfcntq.

Bcnbyyj, rjulf vjåyj xnj-ybñelm eghjcnbnm berhfcbnm, vs ljkåys ãnj cltkfnm. Cktgj ghbrhtg-kznmcz r xtve-nj, ytcjvjve gjnjrjv, ñskj ñs gjøjåtyf rjhfñktrheitybt. Pyfxtybt gjnjrf yeåyj jcvsc-kbnm. Erfpfyyfz gjldbåyjcnm tcnm kbim ghbujnjdkt-ybt r jcjpyfybç dtkbrjuj gjnjrf. Rfr yteñsdfçofzcgbhfkm, gbnftvfz cbkfvb vfnthbb, cnhtvbncz dtx-ysq gjnjr. Vsckm vjåtn ljujyznm cdtn, rjnjhsqvjåtn cktljdfnm pf gjnjrjv.

Gjckt gjlhjñyjcntq jñbøjlf yeåyj jñhfofnmcz rzdktybzv dtkbrjuj Ldbåtybz. Yeåyj dpktnfnm b ntvjnjhdfnmcz jn Ptvkb. Ezdktybt dtkbrjuj gjnjrf ghb-ytcbnt r dfitve hfñjxtve cnfyre b jrhskbnt dfi

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nhel. Rfr åt byfxt djkmänt cjdthityyeç ntøybre ddfib bpltkbz? Yfcsotyyjcnm nhtgtnf djpvjåyjcntqlfcn hbnv hfñjnt. Jn rfåljuj pthyf, cjpyfntkmyj ezd-ktyyjuj, gjlsvftncz cthtñhzyfz ybnm r lfkmybv vb-hfv. Vsckm ghjybåtn ckjb fnvjcaths b cjnrän ghzåe.

Rfr hfcnjkrjdfnm, xnj ñtp tlbytybz vbhjd åbpymyf ptvyjq rjht _ ytktgjcnm?! Cjpyfybt vfkjcnb bytcjdthitycndf Ptvkb vjåtn gjvjxm nzujntybç rlfkmybv vbhfv. Yt pfñeltv, xnj vs _ vbrhjjhuf-ybpvs, yfctkzçobt crkflrb gkfytns.

Yflj yfexbnmcz vsckbnm. Ybrfrfz ktrwbz yt yf-exbn vsckbnm. Rfxtcndj vsiktybz jñhfpetncz jlbyj-xtcndjv dj dctq hfpevyjq ecnhtvkäyyjcnb. Bvtyyj,vsckm dsctrftn bcrhe åbpyb bp dtotcndf vfnthbb.

136. Pfvtxfkb kb ds, rfrfz hfpybwf vtåle ltq-cndbtv gj dytiytve ghbrfpe b gjl jcjpyfybtv bv-gekmcf? Vjue ghbrfpfnm ghbytcnb djls, b djlf ñeltngjkextyf. Yj tckb djljxthgbq ghjybrytncz cjpyfyb-tv ytjñøjlbvjcnb, nj ñjkmit gjkjdbys ghtgzncndbqd genb ñelen ecnhfytys. Gjnjve bpñtuftv dytiybøghbrfpjd, ghtlgjxbnftv yfdtltybt djkb, xnjñs cj-pyfybt djcghbyzkj yeåyjcnm ltqcndbz. Gjvbvj jxt-dblysø gjcktlcndbq nfråt dfåyf rfhvf, cjplfdftvfzdytiybv ghbrfpjv.

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Jñhfnbnt dybvfybt, xnjñ erfps gjlujnjdkzkbcm pf-hfytt b ntv vjukb døjlbnm d cjpyfybt bcgjkybntktq.Gjnjve ñtp cjnhelybxtcndf ghbrfp gjljñty gjkänecnhtks ghjnbd dtnhf. Lfåt ytjåblfyyjcnm ghbrfpfljkåyf ñsnm ghtldbltyf. Njulf ytjåblfyyjcnm ght-dhfnbncz d gthtåbneç yfghzåäyyjcnm.

Evtqnt dspdfnm cjnhelybxtcndj yt njkmrj d gjcneg-rfø, yj b d vsiktybb. Njkmrj njulf vjåyj jngecnbnmcjnhelybrf yf hfccnjzybt. Zdktybt gjhextybz jñzps-dftn r cfvjcnjzntkmysv ltqcndbzv. Gjnjr gjytcänecnhtvbdibøcz.

137. Rjcvjujybxtcrfz byleccrfz crfprf cjjñoftn:≤Åbkj eåfcyjt xeljdbot, gjåbhfditt kçltq. Jl-

yfåls xeljdbot ghtcktljdfkj yfvtxtyyeç åthnde.Xtkjdtr, cgfcfzcm, yshyek d jpthj. Xeljdbot ghsu-yekj pf ybv. Bof cgfctybz, gkjdtw crfryek yf cgbyexeljdbof b rhtgrj cødfnbkcz pf njhxfobq uhtñtym.Xeljdbot yt vjukj jghjrbyenmcz yf cgbye, bñj ñhç-øj tuj yt ñskj pfobotyj. Jyj ecnhtvbkjcm ñtitysvñtujv, jåblfz, rjulf xtkjdtr bpyehbncz. Yj xtkjdtrlevfk, xnj jy cdjbv jnxfzyysv gjkjåtybtv cgfcftnxtkjdtxtcndj, b d ãnjq vbhjdjq vtxnt cbks tuj yf-ghzukbcm ñtp ecnfkb. Xeljdbot vtåle ntv nfr ecrj-

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hbkj ñtu, xnj bcrhs ktntkb juytyysv ødjcnjv. B dgkfvtyb xeljdbot cnfkj gjlsvfnmcz yfl ptvkäç.Vbhjdfz vsckm xtkjdtrf gjlyzkf lfåt dhfuf.

Rjulf kçlb dblzn rjvtne, jyb ñkfujlfhzn jndfå-yjuj, ecnhtvkäyyjuj dtxyj. Vsckb kçlcrbt vxfncz blfçn yjdst cbks dcflybre xeljdbof. Ñtkst, åäknst,rhfcyst b xähyst kçlb ecnhtvkzçn vsckb r njve,rnj lfdyj cnfk juytyysv≥.

Ecnhtvbnt ctñz yf herjdjlzoeç vsckm j gjvjobxtkjdtxtcnde. Levfqnt zcyj, xnj ds ltkftnt yt kbx-yjt, yt uheggjdjt, yj fñcjkçnyj gjktpyjt ltkj. Ltkft-vjt dfvb ñtp dhtvtyb, ñtp juhfybxtybz ghjcnhfycndf,zdkztncz nheljv yf cjtlbytybt vbhjd. Øhfybnt he-rjdjlzoeç juytyyeç vsckm.

Ghb tåtlytdyjv herjdjlcndt vjåyj enthznm cj-pyfybt herjdjlzotq vsckb. Ckfñst evs levfçn, xnjjyb jcnfçncz ñtp cdzpb c herjdjlbntktv, _ jñsxfbjñbøjlf ltkfçn bø jñsxysvb. Yj, bvtyyj, chtlbtåtlytdyjcnb vjåyj hfcnbnm gkfvtyyeç vsckm. Rfrvtnfkk reäncz jñsxysv vjkjnjv, b rfr pthyj, gjkyjtdtkbxbz ceñcnfywbb åbpyb, cjñbhftncz jñsxysvcthgjv, nfr chtlb jñsxysø ltk ecvjnhbnt ybnm dt-kbxbz!

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138. J gjlyznbb dhfuf. Extybt Jñobys jxtym pfñjnkbdj bvttn d dble gjl-

yznbt dhfujd. Lkz ãnjuj yt cktletn jnzujofnm dhfufghzvsvb ghtlkjåtybzvb. Yj kbxyjt ecnhtvktybt r vbhjdsv pflfybzv vjåtn ljcnbxm nfrjuj yfghz-åtybz, xnj, ytvbyetvj, dhfu jñhfnbncz r njve åtyfghfdktybç. Vs yt ljkåys pfñsdfnm, xnj dhfu njqcfvjq dhfåljq eåt cdzpfy c yfvb. D ãnjq cdzpb pf-rkçxftncz ckfñjcnm dhfuf. Ytyfdblz yfc, dhfu yfxbyftnyfgjkyznm ceotcndj cdjä yfibv ghtlcnfdktybtv. Dhfughbrjdsdftn cjpyfybt r yfv b xfcnj rjyxftn ghjcnsvgjlhfåfntktv, d xäv, rjytxyj, ybrjulf yt cjpyftncz.Gjlhfåfnm dhfu ñeltn dj dytiybø ghbävfø, bvtyyj,njulf, rjulf ytyfdbcnm ljdtlän lj gjlhfåfybz, b njulfrjcvbxyjcnm pflfybz vjåtn b dyenhtyyj edktxm dhfuf.

Rjulf pyftv, xnj dhfu ghbdzpfy r yfv, vs vjåtvcvjnhtnm yf ytuj rfr yf ythfpevyjuj ljvjxflwf. Nfrdybrybnt d ceoyjcnm dhfujd b yfqlbnt bv vtcnj. Jybvjuen ghtrhfcyj ckeåbnm yjårfvb dfituj hfñjxtujcnjkf. Bp eghzvcndf ytdtåtcndf jyb yfghzuen cbks,xnjñ cktlbnm pf dfvb. Yj dfv ytxtuj crhsdfnm, bñj ds hfñjnftnt lkz xtkjdtxtcndf. B dhfu ljkåty cnfnmgjlhfåfntktv bkb gjubñyenm. Ãnf ubñtkm, rjytxyj,

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yt jn dfitq herb, yj jn bcrhs vbhjdjuj fggfhfnf.Gjnjve b yfcnfbdfç yf gkfvtyyjv ecnhtvktybb.

139. Yeåyj bpuyfnm dct ckjdf jnhbwfybz. Jnhbwf-çobq ñtlty, endthålfçobq ñjufn. Jnhbwfçobq yt-ldbåbv, endthålfçobq ecnhtvkäy. Jnhbwfçobqytghfd gjcnjzyyj, endthålfçobq ghfd dctulf. Endth-ålfçobq vjåtn ñsnm jnyjcbntkty d vtcnt b dj dht-vtyb, jnhbwfçobq ñtpeckjdty d vthndtyyjcnb. Yt-dtåtcndj _ vfnm jnhbwfybz. Bpujyzz jnhbwfybt,Extybt ybrjuj yt gjhfñjoftn. Jnhbwfntkm eåt hfñj-dkfltktw, bñj yt øjxtn dsgecnbnm cjñtctlybrf bp cdj-tuj rheuf. Extybt jñobys ljkåyj ltqcndjdfnm yfjnrhsdfybt dctø gentq.

140. Tckb dfi cjñtctlybr dshfåftn egjhcndj b yt-gjvthyjt ytdtåtcndj, cghjcbnt tuj _ vyjuj kb bljkuj kb jy gentitcndjdfk? Yfdthyj, gjkexbnt jndtn,xnj tuj gentitcndbt yt lkbyytt djhjñmbyjuj gjkänf.R njve åt, ghbtpåfz d yjdst vtcnf, jy gjgflfk dcnfhst eckjdbz, dcktlcndbt ytpyfybz zpsrf b gjythfpdbnbç. Nfrjq xtkjdtr ñeltn jcjñtyyj cgjhbnm,yt cnslzcm cdjtuj ytdtåtcndf. Bvtyyj, gthtåbdfybtgentq lfän kexibq rkçx r jcjpyfybç rjcvbxtcrbøåbpytq. Bcnbyysq genybr xänrj ghtlcnfdkztn genm

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ghjiksq b zcyj dshfåftn yfghfdktybt åtkfyyjt.Jy jwtybn ckexfb ñsdibt b ghtlecvjnhbn djpvjå-yjcnb kexibt.

Genybr, rfr ghtlcnfdkztim ctñt genm pf ghtltkfvbptvyjq rjhs? Nfr vyjuj pfnhfxtyj cbk lkz jghtlt-ktybz åbpyb pfghtltkmyjq! Kçlzv rfåtncz, xnj jybchfpe ghjdfkbdfçncz d ñtcgjxdtyyjcnm. Jn ythfpdb-njq yfñkçlfntkmyjcnb ghjbcøjlbn ãnj vfkjleibt.

Jgsnysq genybr, ns pyftim, xnj yf ptvkt dshf-åtys pfxfnrb dctø djpvjåyjcntq. Ns pyftim ytcj-dthitycndj ghjikjuj b ekjdbim ãvñhbjys ñeleobøcjxtnfybq. Ytcjdthitycndj ghjqltyyjuj genb yfgjv-ybn helbvtynfhyeç åbpym vbhjd vtymituj cjpyf-ybz. Ghjñktcrb htitybq d yjdsø cjxtnfybzø gj-dktren ntñz, genybr, r genzv, ghtlyfxthnfyysv djdctq htfkmyjq yflpdäplyjcnb. Ntñt yt yeåyj vbc-nbxtcrbø pyfrjd, ns bläim dblbvsv genäv, b rfålfznhfdbyrf ujnjdbn ntñt cgbcjr cbk ghbhjls. Ghbphfrbntv, rnj cblbn pf gtxrjq. Ntñt åt djkys Cdtnjyjcyjqvfnthbb. Gtxfnm pfghtnf ntv, rnj cblbn d rehznybrt.Ntñt åt htfkmyst jñhfps kextq. Bv vfubxtcrbt xe-ltcf, ntñt åt ndjhxtcndj xbcnsø ckjäd vfnthbb.

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Genybr, hfl dcnhtnbnm ntñz; hfl dbltnm, rfr ndähljbläim! Genybr, ns pyftim, xnj botim; ntñt vjåyjgjvjxm!

141. Vs jljñhztv cjrhfotybt zpsrf. Åtkfntkmyjcjcnfdktybt yjdsø, jghtltkbntkmysø dshfåtybq. Nf-rjq yjdsq zpsr dsdjlbn bp ytgjldbåyjcnb htxb.Ytxtuj gjrkjyznmcz evthibv ckjdfv. Ujhfplj hfljcn-ytt wtybnm, rfr cvsck pderjdjuj djpltqcndbz ghj-ybrftn b eñtålftn. Dct gjybvfçn, xnj eñtålfçn ytckjdf, yj gjcskrf vjpujdjuj wtynhf. Ckflrjhtxbtvjåtn ljcnbxm wtkb dcktlcndbt faatrnf ckeifntkz.Crjhtt vjåyj gjñtlbnm vjkxfkbdsv åtcnjv, ytåtkbøjkjlyjq hbnjhbrjq.

Rjulf ujdjhzn: ≤Ãnj zpsr vjtuj jnwf≥, cghjcbnt:≤Wtks kb cnjgnfyyst cfgjub dfituj jnwf?≥

Rfålfz yferf yeålftncz d yjdsø ajhvekfø. Nfråtgthbjls åbpyb ytcen yjdst dshfåtybz. Rfåljveyjdjve dshfåtybç yeåyj hfljdfnmcz. Ytn øeåtjñüznbz nhegf! Ñtp njuj ds ghbdzpfys rj vyjåtcndeevthibø ghtlvtnjd. Dsyjc rfåljq vähndjq ñerdscjghjdjålftncz ghbxbnfybzvb, njxyj yt ceotcndetnjuhjvyjuj pyfxtybz gjcnegfntkmysø ltk! Ytrjnjhstyfhjls ytuhfvjnys b gjrhsns djymç b vthprbvb

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yfctrjvsvb. Rjnjhsq åt bp dtnøbø ghtlhfccelrjdjgkfrbdfnm? Dtcm ceyler yfctrjvsø yflj cåtxm! Ytñeltn hfpheitybt, yj jñyjdktybt!

Bobnt jñyjdktybt dj dctq åbpyb!

142. Ghfdbkmyj pfvtxtyj, xnj ltnb åbdjnysø ljk-åys gjlktåfnm jøhfyt. Djghjc vfnthbycndf njn åt,xnj b e xtkjdtxtcndf. Rjulf åbdjnyst ñelen gjvb-kjdfys, jyb ñelen gkfnbnm cdjq yfkju vjkjrjv, ith-cnmç b nheljv. Djghjc åbdjnysø, åbdeobø jrjkjxtkjdtrf, jxtym dfåty. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm, rfr bpvt-ybncz fnvjcathf, rjulf jrjkj åbkbof ñelen lhepmz.Cghjcbnt fhfñf j rjyt bkb ctdthzybyf jñ jktyt _jyb crfåen yt j åbdjnysø, yj j ctvmt.

Vjåyj jn åbdjnysø gthtqnb r hfcntybzv. Eåtpyftnt, xnj gjktpyj cgfnm yf rjhyzø rtlhf. Pyftnt,rfrbt cjñbhfntkb ãktrnhbxtcndf ødjqyst buks. Ytnjkmrj hfcntybz ckeåfn wtktñyj cdjbv ãrcnhfrnjv,yj bø hfcnbntkmyfz ãvfyfwbz lfän cbkmyjt djpltq-cndbt yf jrheåfçott. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm, rfr vjåtngjvjufnm xtkjdtre wdtnybr, cjpyfntkmyj cjcnfdkty-ysq. Ytktgs cvtifyyst wdtnybrb, dpfbvyj eybxnj-åfçobt cdjä djpltqcndbt. Gjljñhfyyst bkb jlyj-hjlyst vjuen jndtxfnm yeålfv yfituj jhufybpvf.

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Yfcrjkmrj gjktpys cjcnfds gjktq, gjrhsnsø lbrbvbhfcntybzvb! Rjvñbyfwbb hfcntybq, cjctlcndeçobø dghbhjlt, yeåyj bpexfnm, rfr bycnhevtyns jhrtcnhf.Ghfds exäyst, hfccvfnhbdfçobt hfcntybz rfr njyrjxedcndeçobt jhufybpvs. Cktleçobvb cnegtyzvbñeltn bpextybt djpltqcndbz uhegg hfcntybq rfr lheuyf lheuf, nfr b yf xtkjdtrf. Xedcndbntkmyjcnm b djp-ltqcndbt hfcntybq yf jrheåfçott gjbcnbyt bpevb-ntkmys! Hfcntybz zdkzçncz rfr ñs cjtlbyäyysvdtotcndjv gkfytns, ltqcndez yf ctnm ytjoenbvsødpfbvjltqcndbq. Rjytxyj, wtyyjcnm hfcntybq lfdyjghtlecvjnhtyf, yj uheggjdjt dpfbvjltqcndbt yt bpe-xtyj. Lj gjcktlytuj dhtvtyb yt gjybvfkb åbpyty-yjcnm hfcnbntkmysø jhufybpvjd b ythfpevyj htpfkbgexrb hfpyjhjlysø hfcntybq, yt pfñjnzcm j cvscktltkftvjuj. Xtkjdtr c ñertnjv xfcnj gjljñty vkfltywec juyäv. Bcnhtñbntkb hfcnbntkmyjcnb rjhs gkfytnsgjljñys ujcelfhcndtyysv ghtcnegybrfv.

Gjvybnt, Vs yt kçñbv chtpfyysø wdtnjd.

143. Vyjujt ds yfxbyftnt ltkfnm ghfdbkmyj. Dsjnvtyztnt herjgjåfnbt b ntv ghbpyfänt vjueotcndjghbrjcyjdtybz. Ds jnvtyztnt herjgbcfybt b ntvghbpyfänt yfckfbdfybt åbdjq ãythubb. Ds cjrhfoft-

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nt zpsr b ntv ghbpyfänt yeåyjcnm rjcvbxtcrbø cñt-htåtybq. Ds exhtålftnt jñotcndf dpfbvjgjvjob bntv ghbpyfänt jñobye. Ds yfxbyftnt gthtjwtyre ght-øjlzobø wtyyjcntq b ntv ghbpyfänt ãdjkçwbç. Dsjnvtyztnt zdktybt yfcbkbz b ntv ghbpyfänt Exbntkz.Ds jnvtyztnt crdthyjckjdbt b ntv ghbpyfänt wty-yjcnm pderf. Ds jnvtyztnt nfytw gjikjcnb b ntvghbpyfänt pyfxtybt hbnvf. Ds jnvtyztnt gkjøbt pht-kbof b ntv ghbpyfänt dfåyjcnm wdtnf. Ds jnvtyztntneytzlcndj b ntv ghbpyfänt vjom ãythubb. Ds jn-vtyztnt jncnfkjcnm b ntv ghbpyfänt djkç. Tckb ytdctulf yfexyjt pyfxtybt dfibø ltqcndbq dfv zcyj,nj, zdkzz ytbpñtåyjcnm ãdjkçwbb, ds gjcnegftntghfdbkmyj.

Dblbnt, crjkmrj e yfc cjukfcbq, _ njkmrj jcjñj ne-gjq vjåtn levfnm j ghjnbdjhtxbb gentq.

Rfr wdtns wtktñyst, gjlsvfçncz hjcnrb cjpyfybzyfhjljd! Heckj yfhjlyjuj cnhtvktybz ytcän xtkjdtxt-cndj r yjdsv pyfybzv. Ãnj endthåltybt vjåtnt ds-hfåfnm gjãnbxtcrjq vtnfajhjq bkb ceøjq ajhvekjq,yj cvsck yfhjlyjuj gjnjrf jcnfytncz ytgjrjktñb-vsv. Pføjxtn kb rnj blnb pfnhelyäyyj bkb gjqvängjktpyjcnm cjnhelybxtcndf, yj yfghfdktybt ãdjkç-wbb jcnfytncz ytbpvtyysv.

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Ñeltn ghjwdtnfnm vbhjdjt jñyjdktybt, cjnhelybxt-cndj, dpfbvjgjvjom, jñobyf.

144. Crfåtv b njve, rnj jgfcftncz dctø jñyjdktybq:≤Hfpkjåtybt e ntñz≥. Ãnjn ghjwtcc yfxbyftncz ujhfp-lj hfymit, ytåtkb abpbxtcrbt ñjktpyb. Rfr vjåyjyfñkçlfnm yfxfkj yfvtxfçotujcz hfcgflf? Njkmrj d ytgjldbåyjcnb ljgeotybq. Rfr vjåyj ecnfyjdbnm,rjulf hfcgfl cnfyjdbncz jgfcysv lkz jñotcndty-yjcnb? Rjulf dzkjt cjpyfybt cxbnftn jñobye dhtlyjqxtgeøjq. Yeåyj ghjøjlbnm vbvj nfrbø åbdsø nhe-gjd. Byst yt dvtofçn jñobys, yj hfphzl yfgflf-çobø djpveoäyyj ljkåty ñsnm bpuyfy bp jñotybz.Yeåyj gjyznm, xnj øjnz ñs vfktqitt ghbrjcyjdtybtr ãnbv jhufybpvfv dhtlyj. Pltcm yt vjåtn ñsnmdjghjcf hjlcndf. Gjxntyyf cnfhjcnm ntkf ghb zcyjvcjpyfybb; bñj, d ceoyjcnb, njulf ybrfrjq cnfhjcnbytn. Yj ghtåltdhtvtyyjt uybtybt jrheåftn ytcnth-gbvsv pkjdjybtv.

Rjulf Ñellf yfpsdfk xtkjdtrf _ pkjdjyysq, jyghtålt dctuj bvtk d dble leøjdyjt cjpyfybt. Ãnjnufyuhtyysq ghjwtcc ktxtybç yt gjllfäncz. D Yfibøgjcnhjtybzø bpñtufqnt pfnhjyenm nfrbø kçltq. Nhf-nbnm yf ybø dhtvz hfdyj jnyznbç recrf jn åleotujujkjlyjuj.

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Rfr ålen rfåljt ckjdj j Yjdjv Vbht! Ecnhtvktybtyjdsø cjpyfybq lfcn yjdst cjxtnfybz. Vs åläv ntø,rnj vjåtn yfpdfnm åtkfyysv yjdsq ltym. Lkz rjujkexibq ghjiksq ltym øeåt rfåljuj yjdjuj. Jybghfds, bñj rfålsq yjdsq ltym jltn yjdjãdjkç-wbjyyjq ghfyjq. Cnfyjdbncz yjdsv, afrnbxtcrb bp-vtyäyysq hfcgfltybtv vbhjd, djpleø. Rfr yeåyjbpexfnm cjcnfd fnvjcaths cfvsvb xedcndbntkmysvbfggfhfnfvb! Cjcnfd djpleøf _ yeåyfz xfcnm ñbjkj-ubb. Lj cbø gjh vs uheñj ujdjhbkb j djpleøt, pfñs-dfz tuj gcbøbxtcrjt djpltqcndbt.

145. J hfpdbnbb djpvjåyjcntq ltqcndbtv. Rjulf cjplfäncz jghtltkäyyjt ltqcndbt, jyj gjøjlbn

yf ldbåtybt rjhfñkz. Gthtctrftvfz fnvjcathf gjcs-kftn ñhspub yfghzåäyyjq vfnthbb. Dct jyb yføjlznczd vfuybnyjq catht ltqcndbz b dhtvtyyj gjlxbytystve. Ckjb gthtctrftvjq fnvjcaths jxtym hfpyjjñhfp-ys; b gjktpyjcnm djpveoäyysø xfcnbw cjdthityyjytjåblfyyf. Bcnbyyj, dkflttn ltqcndbtv njn, rnj vj-åtn extcnm djpveoäyyst xfcnbws vfnthbb b, ghb-pyfdfz, cåfnm bø lj tlbycndf.

Lfdyj ujdjhbk dfv j cjchtljnjxtybb yf ltqcndbb.Bvtyyj, ytgjrjktñbvjt ecnhtvktybt ljkåyj ñsnm

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d rfåljv ltqcndbb. B dcä åt ñeltn ytghfd, rnj ñeltnghjcsgfnm bcrhs elfhf _ ãnb ñkfujlfnyst gjlhjñ-yjcnb. Øjpzby pyftn cxän pähyfv, b kjdtw yt egecnbnhsñe gjdthø ctnb. Juyb ytjåblfyyjcnb ghbyjczncdtn genb.

Pjdbnt bp ñtplys vfnthbb cdtnksø dtcnybrjd.Yeåyj jwtybnm, crjkmrj djpvjåyjcntq gjgflftn d dj-dktxäyyeç cgbhfkm. Ãnb ghbyflktåfobt djpvjåyj-cnb egecnbnm ytghjcnbntkmyj. Yt ujdjhç, xnj yfljnzårj vexbnmcz yfl ghjcnhfycndjv ltqcndbz. Yeåyjpjhrj jødfnbnm rheu djpltqcndbz, b djpvjåyjcnb egf-len rfr phtkst gkjls. Yeåyj bpexfnm rfxtcndj fnvj-caths. Yeåyj bpexfnm rfxtcndj ltqcndbz. Ltqcndbzvjuen cnfnm ñtccvscktyysvb, b fnvjcathf gthtgjk-ybncz djkyfvb hfpyjq lkbys. Nfr vjåyj juhflbnmczjn ñtpevbz.

146. Gjtlbyrb ñtpevys. Ytn ckexftd, rjulf lhfrfvjåtn hfphtibnm cgjh. Xtv dsit ghtlvtn, ntv yt-evtcnytt lhfrf. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm ytjñøjlbvjcnmeybxnjåbnm dhfuf, yj nfrjt eybxnjåtybt yt tcnmcktlcndbt jcrjhñktybz. Ybxnj yt vjåtn jcrjhñbnmcjpyfntkmyjuj ñjhwf.

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147. Uthjtv yfpsdfçn xtkjdtrf, rjnjhsq ltqcndetncfvjjndthåtyyj, yj ãnj jghtltktybt ytgjkyj. Uthjqnjn, rnj ltqcndetn cfvjjndthåtyyj, yterkjyyj, cj-pyfntkmyj b, ltqcndez dj bvz Jñotuj Ñkfuf, ntvghbñkbåftn ntxtybt rjcvbxtcrjq ãdjkçwbb.

Vjåyj dcnhtxfnm uthjtd d ntreotq åbpyb. Yt ckt-letn cxbnfnm ãnj gjyznbt ytghbkjåbvsv. Cnhfifcmghjbpyjcbnm nfrjt gjyznbt, vs cfvb jnhtdftv genm d cnhfye ghfdls. Yeåyj gjpyfnm uthjqcndj d åbpyb;yeåyj ñtccnhfiyj ghbpyfnm yfkbxyjcnm dhfujd; yeå-yj gjvybnm, xnj vtx tcnm åtpk uthjz. Evtymt jñhf-nbnm vtx d åtpk ljkåyj yfqnb vtcnj chtlb nheljdjujlyz.

Rfr gjybryen dct vfubxtcrbt ajhveks gthtlytelthåbvsv crfxrjv xthtp ñtplye r åbdjyjcyjveCjkywe! Njkmrj gjpyfdibt htfkmyjcnm vjuen ujdj-hbnm j Cjkywt ñtp gjdthøyjcnyjq cktpkbdjcnb.

Øjnbv dbltnm dfc cnjqrj gjñtålfçobvb. Rfålfzgjñtlf exbn clthåfyyjcnb, yj ãnf clthåfyyjcnm nht-gtotn gjkänfvb. Yt ñjqntcm ñjkmibø jghtltktybq b,jnghfdkzzcm yf gjldbu, crfåbnt, xnjñ ghbujnjdbkbgboe yf pfdnhf. Bleobq yf gjldbu ljkåty blnb rfryf rjkjrjk nhelf. Ecnhtvkäyyjve ljcnfnjxyf cfvfznjyrfz gjdthøyjcnm. Ecnhtvbntcm!

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148. Nhegjd yt tlzn, yj eñbnsø åbdjnysø ghbyznjtcnm. Yflj cghjcbnm _ rfrfz hfpybwf, bñj eñbnjtåbdjnyjt hfpdt yt nheg? Vs cjdtnetv yt egjnhtñkznmvzcf bp ghjcnjq wtktcjjñhfpyjcnb. Rjytxyj, dczrbqgjybvftn, xnj egjnhtñkznm hfpkfufçobtcz rktnrbdhtlyj. Yj rjulf yfxbyftncz ãnj hfpkjåtybt? D vj-vtyn ghtrhfotybz aeyrwbb åbpyb ntkj nthztn pf-uhflbntkmyjt bpkextybt, b ytvtlktyyj hfpkjåtybtyfxbyftncz. Gjnjve åbntqcrfz velhjcnm j ytzltybbnhegjd kbwtvthyf. Gjnjve cjdtnetv gboe vexyeç,vjkjxyeç b hfcnbntkmyeç, ult vtymit hfpkjåtybz.

Rjytxyj, ghjwtcc åbpyb hfcntybq gjøjlbn yf åbpymåbdjnysø, yj vjåyj dbltnm, xnj hfpkjåtybt hfcnt-ybq yfxbyftncz vyjuj gjplytt. Kexit cdtåbt hfc-ntybz bkb ceityyst yf ñjkmijv åfhe. Øktñ kexitjghtcysq ñtp åbhjd. Ljcnfnjxyj åbhjdsø dtotcnd d rjhjdmtv b hfcnbntkmyjv vfckt.

Dfit yfbvtyjdfybt dtutnfhbfycndj ytelfxyj; jyjgjlxährbdftn jnltktybt gj ghbywbge, yj yt gj ce-otcnde.

Gbof ljkåyf ñsnm d jñobyt hfcnbntkmyfz, bñjxktys jñobys ljkåys ghtcktljdfnm yfbñjkmieçwtktcjjñhfpyjcnm.

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D genb yt ñeltv hfpñjhxbds. Yt pfñeltv gjktp-yjcnm cvjks dj dctø dblfø. Yf genb ñeltv gjvybnm,xnj tlf ldfåls d ltym ljcnfnjxyf. Ljkuj pf cnjkjv yt cblbv.

149. Lthåbnt cjjnyjitybt hfcibhtybz b pfrhtg-ktybz. Gjvybnt _ yt njkmrj crfxjr, yj b elthåfybtyjdjq gjxds. Vjåyj ghbdtcnb vyjuj ghbvthjd, rjulfhfcibhtybt yt lfkj djpvjåyjcntq. Hfcibhtybt, rj-ytxyj, gjybvftv d jnyjitybb cjpyfybz. Tckb gjñtlfcjpyfybz yt ñeltn pfrhtgktyf ntøybxtcrb, nj dvtcnjhjdyjuj cdtnf cjpyfybt yfgjkybncz jcnhsvb, ñjktp-ytyysvb bcrhfvb. Rfr b dj dctq åbpyb, yflj gjyznmvjvtyn cåbdfybz. Xtkjdtr, åbdeobq gjkyj, yfxb-yftn pfvtxfnm rfr ñs gekmcfwbç cdjbø gthtåbdfybq.Ãnf gekmcfwbz blän gjvbvj rjkbxtcndf hfñjn bdytiybø bvgekmcjd. Ãne gekmcfwbç yflj dyenhtyyjñthtxm, yt ghbgbcsdfnm tä gthtenjvktybç bkb cke-xfqyjve faatrne. D ãnb vjvtyns cjpyfybt cåbdftnczc rfrbv-nj yjdsv ghbjñhtntybtv. Gj ytjgsnyjcnbxfcnj yfxbyfçn ñtcgjrjbnmcz j dhtvtyyjv vjkxfybbcjpyfybz, yj nfrjt pfrhtgktybt pfdjtdfybz dtlän rcktleçotve crfxre. Ghb nfrjv cåbdfybb cjpyfybz

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yt yfcbkeqnt tuj pflfxfvb. Ñfñjxrf ujnjdbn yjdst,hfpyjwdtnyst rhskmz _ yt gjdhtlbnt rjrjy.

Lkz yfñkçltybq pf ldbåtybzvb cjpyfybz cktletnghbvtybnm cüävre abpbxtcrbø bpkextybq. Ãnb cüäv-rb ljkåys ñsnm gjcnfdktys jxtym njxyj. Ds cks-ifkb j dblbvsø cbvgnjvfø pfñjktdfybq, jnhfåft-vsø yf cybvrfø. Rhjvt ãnbø gthnehñfwbq vjåyjpfvtnbnm rfr ñs cbybt gznyf, gkfdfçobt d gjkt bp-kextybz. Vjåyj pyfnm, xnj cjpyfybt rjyltycbhetnczd ãnb vjvtyns. Pfntv cybvjr gjrfåtn rfr ñs gkf-vtyyst cnheb, cvtnfçobt cbybt cueotybz, _ pyfxbn,uthjq ujnjd r cktleçotve gjldbue. Ghfdbkmyjq gj-cnfyjdrjq cüävrb bpkextybz ñeltn cltkfyj rhegyjtpfrhtgktybt yfhjlyjuj gjybvfybz ytjxtdblysø rf-xtcnd jhufybpvf xtkjdtrf.

Vjåyj lfnm nfr yfpsdftvsq dgjkyt yfexysqbycnbnen, ult rfålsq ghjøjåbq vjåtn pfqnb b jñ-yçøfnm ãrhfy b gkfcnbyre b jñcktljdfnm herfdf brfhvfy jgthfnjhf. Ybult ytn jñvfyf; bvtyyj, rfrøjntkb: zcyj, ñtcgkfnyj b c hfphtitybz ghfdbntkm-cndf, b ñtp ghbyznbz ghtldfhbntkmyjq dfyys. Yjgjcktlytt yt kturj, bñj lkz cybvrf yeåyj cbkmyjghjnthtnm ntkj cgbhnjv lkz elfktybz bcgfhbys.

Yeåyj pfrhtgkznm cjpyfybt!

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150. Ecrjhtybt dpfbvjgjybvfybz pfrkçxftncz yt d ghjbpyjcbvsø ckjdfø, yj d pfnhfubdfybb wtynhjdvjpuf. Ceotcndetn pfvtxfntkmysq jgsn, rjulf ujdjhz-obq ecnfyfdkbdftn njr gjybvfybz b pfntv dytpfgyjvtyztn zpsr, dsñbhfz yfhtxbt, ytpyfrjvjt ckeif-ntkç, b atyjvty gjybvfybz ghjljkåftncz. Rjytxyj,ds pyftnt b joeofkb vjkxfkbdjt dyeitybt, rjulfvjkybtyjcyj cjjñoftncz ghjcnhfyyfz vsckm. Jyfbynthghtnbhetncz yf ñkbåfqitv lkz ckeifntkz yf-htxbb, yj bcøjlyjt yfhtxbt vjukj ñsnm cjdthityyjbysv.

Jgsn gthtlfxb vsckb cnfyjdbncz jñsxysv, yjrfxtcndj gjcskrb b gjkextybz ytljcnfnjxyj bcckt-letncz. Vtytt dctuj yfñkçlftncz vjvtyn pfvsrfybznjrf gjybvfybz, gjckt rjnjhjuj ajhvfkmyst ckjdfcnfyjdzncz bpkbiybvb. Ghjxyjcnm ãnjuj njrf vtyttdctuj pfdbcbn jn yfghzåtybz vjpujdsø vsiw. Jnyfghzåtybz crjhtt vjuen kjgyenm cjcels, yj gjyb-vfybz yt ghjbpjqlän.

Ds lfdyj pyftnt hfpkfufçobq pder, rjnjhsq ltq-cndetn yt yfghzåtybtv, yj rfxtcndjv. Gjybvfybt gj-ljñyj ãnjve pdere. D lhtdyjcnb ujdjhbkb: ≤Jnrhjqdhfnf gjybvfybz, byfxt vjz vjkybz bcgtgtkbn ndjq

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pfndjh≥. Bvtyyj, vjkybz vsckb _ ãnj gthdjcjplf-ybt ceotuj _ ghjypftn dct pfndjhs.

Yfcnegftn vjvtyn, rjulf ukfpf ckeifntkz ntvytçn,b gj abpbxtcrjve bpkextybç ghjñtuen bcrhs yt-cdjqcndtyyjuj wdtnf, _ ãnjn wdtn ghbyflktåbn bp-kextybç gjckfdituj. Rjytxyj, cdtn ecgtk ghjvxfnmczñscnhtt dctuj b faatrnbhjdfk cdtn cjpyfybz ckeif-ntkz. Pyfxbn, gjkt pfyznj b cgjcjñyj r lfkmytqitvedjcghbznbç.

Ghb jgsnfø gthtlfxb vscktq dfåyj jghjcbnm dcçjrheue, xnjñ yfoegfnm, rfr hfcghjcnhfybkfcm pfhfpfgjcskrb. Ghb ãnjv vjåyj ecnfyjdbnm cgbhfkmyjcnmldbåtybz. Bp ãnjuj vjåyj gjyznm, xnj gjcskrb dghjcnhfycndj yt ñelen bvtnm ecgtøf d cvsckt chjx-yjq jghtltkäyyjcnb. Ghtlcnfdkzz htfkmyeç wtkm,vjåyj rhjvt ytä pfødfnbnm ñjkmijt ghjcnhfycndj d njxyjv yfghfdktybb.

Rjyxbv eksñrjq. Yt ghtlcnfdkztnt kb ctñt uhjpevscktq d ghjcnhfycndt? Jlby extybr cghjcbk: ≤Tckbvsckm dtcjvf, nj yt ljkåyj kb jn vscktq jnzujnbnm-cz ghjcnhfycndj b ntv yfheibnm nzujntybt?≥ Rfrlevftnt?

151. Toä jlby gjrfpfntkmysq jgsn. D nävyjt ghj-cnhfyyjt gjvtotybt gjchtlbyt cnfyjdbncz xtkjdtr.

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Jrjkj cnty ñtcievyj ldbufçncz ytcrjkmrj djghjif-ntktq b ytjåblfyyj pflfçn rhfnrbt djghjcs. Ghbntvyjnt gjxnb ytdjpvjåyj jghtltkbnm njxyjt yf-ghfdktybt ujkjcf. Yj toä pfvtxfntkmyj: rjulf djghjcpflfäncz d ghjcnhfycndj, dyenhtyyj buyjhbhez cnj-zotuj d cthtlbyt, njulf ujkjc xfcnj gjkexftncz bpghjnbdjgjkjåyjuj yfghfdktybz. Nfrbv genäv vjåyjdbltnm, xnj yt dytiybq jhufy, yj dyenhtyyzz gj-cskrf bvttn gthdjt pyfxtybt.

Rjytxyj, bcrhf cdtnf gthdfz gjgflftn d wtkm.Evtymt dkfltnm njkgjç ktåbn yt d rhfcyjhtxbb, yj d gjybvfybb epkjd njkgs b d cdjtdhtvtyyjq gjcskrtnelf cdtnjyjcyjuj ujywf. Ytevtymt jñhfofnmcz d ghj-cnhfycndj bkb abrcbhjdfybt jlyjuj ckeifntkz _jlbyfrjdj dhtlyj. Nfråt Vs cjdtnetv gjkmpjdfnmczajyjuhfajv lkz yfexysø cdtltybq. Yj jåblfnm pf-åbufntkmysø ãvjwbq xthtp vtøfybxtcreç gthtlfxeytkmpz.

Kbxyfz ãktrnhbabrfwbz njkgs ntv gjktpyf, xnjpfååäyyst epks cnfyjdzncz rfr ñs htpjyfnjhfvb b pfhfåfçn pyfxbntkmyeç gthbathbç djrheu ctñz.Rfr åt yfqnb yfbñjktt hfñjnjcgjcjñyst b pdexfobtepks njkgs? Yj vtåle ujdjhzobv b njkgjç ktnfçn

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vzxb cdtnf, b wtynhs ãythubq gskfçn xänrj, tckbjhfnjh yt ñjkney, yj djålm Jñotuj Ñkfuf.

Gjghjñeqnt chfdybnm abpbxtcrbt bpkextybz ñjk-neyf b djålz Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Rfr cdthrftn bpkextybtdjålz, rfrbt ghzvst cnhtks ñhspåen bp jgktxbq, b rfrbt gehgehjdst djkys cnhtvzncz, b juhfålfz, bhjålfz yjdeç vjom! Yj bpkextybt ñjkneyf bpñjhj-åltyj pbupfufvb, rjyws rjnjhsø jñhfotys dyenhm.

Fggfhfn lkz cüävrb abpbxtcrbø bpkextybq crjhjñelen lfhbnm ltnzv r ghfplybrfv, b evelhäyyst cnf-hbrb jgznm ñelen ghtljcnthtufnm ltntq jn jgfcyjujpfyznbz: ≤Vjåyj ghjåbnm b ñtp gjpyfybz cfvjujctñz!≥

152. E Yfc jceåltyj dczrjt jgfplsdfybt. Jncen-cndbt jgfplsdfybz ljcnbuftncz ldevz dytiybvbjcjñtyyjcnzvb åbpyb: xänrjcnmç hfñjns b yfcnjhj-åtyyjcnmç.

Xänrjcnm hfñjns ljkåyf hfpdbnmcz e rfåljujhfñjnybrf. Gjkyjvthysq, vuyjdtyysq gthtyjc dyb-vfybz gjpdjkztn rhbcnfkkbpjdfnm rfålsq vjvtynhfñjns. Vjåyj ghb lbcwbgkbyt ljcnbxm zcyjuj hfc-xktytybz rfåljq vsckb. Ghsårb geøksø pfqxbrjdytghbujlys.

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Jñjr c xänrjcnmç cnjbn dtxyjphzxfz yfcnjhjåty-yjcnm. Yt øjkjlysq cjdtn egfljxysø velhtwjd:≤Ybxtve yt elbdkzqcz!≥, yj gkfvtyysq pjd: ≤Ñelmphzxbv!≥ Nfrfz yfghzåäyyjcnm yt tcnm yfnzyensqrfyfn, ujnjdsq kjgyenm, yj tcnm hfleuf ghtlecvjn-htybz.

Yt yeåyj levfnm, xnj yfcnjhjåtyyjcnm vjåtnltkfnm xtkjdtrf øjkjlysv b jnjhdfyysv. Djby yfljpjht gjkjy cdtnjv djpvjåyjcntq. Ghfdlf, jy yb-xtve yt elbdkztncz, bñj ghtldblbn hjåltybt yjdsødjpvjåyjcntq.

Rjulf ds djcrkbwftnt: ≤Dctulf ujnjd!≥, ds rfr ñscktletnt Yfitve ghbpsde. Njve, rnj dctulf ujnjd,vjåyj bcgsnfnm dcä ujhybkj yfghzåäyyjcnb.

Lyäv b yjxmç Yfib cjnhelybrb ujnjds rj dctvecdthrfybç Rjcvjcf. B d ujnjdyjcnb lyäv ghjqlenjyb ytdblbvsvb, b yjxmç yfqlen cbzçobq genm.Ybxnj yt nhtdjåbn, rjulf ñeltnt gjcnjzyyj nhtdj-åbvs. Yhfd bcrfntkz yt lfän jñvähpyenm rjhfñkç.

E Yfc jceåltyj jgfplsdfybt.

153. Htibn rnj-nj: ≤Hfpdt nhelyf yfcnjhjåtyyjcnm,bkb cjbpvthbvjcnm, bkb gjldbåyjcnm, bkb ghtlfy-yjcnm? Djn xedcndeç, vjue dvtcnbnm ãnb eckjdbz; yt

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djpmvänt kb vtyz d lfkmybq genm, d Jñobye?≥ Yjhfpdt ãnjn cgtiysq genybr gjlevfk j ytghtvtyyjveckjdbb crfpfyysø bv rfxtcnd? Pfñsnf gjcnjzyyjcnm.Vtkmrfçobt jujymrb njkmrj yf vbu dvtofçn dctrfxtcndf gkfvtyb, yj nmvf gjukjoftn bø nfr åt ñs-cnhj, rfr åfhjdyz cytåbyre. Ytkmpz ljdthznm vj-vtyne dvtotybz; njkmrj gjcnjzyyjcnm, pfrfkäyyfznheljv b ghtgzncndbzvb, lfän djpvjåyjcnm gjdthbnmwtyyjcnb dvtotybz.

Bcnbyysq vepsrfyn yt levftn yfl rfålsv gfkm-wtv, dspsdfçobv pder, _ njkmrj extybr cxbnftnujlyst gfkmws. Bcnbyysq cjnhelybr yt levftn jyfvthtyyjv ghbvtytybb rfxtcnd nhelf. Vepsrf cathckbdftncz c gtcytq ghtecgtzybz nhelf.

Levfqnt, rfr gjcnjzyyjcnm gjljñyf ktcnybwtjuytyyjq.

154. Htibn rnj-nj: ≤Ghjqle gj juytyyjq ktcnybwt≥.Blb, rfåljve genm jnrhsn. Yj gjvyb: d ckexft cnhf-øf, cnegtyb hfcgkfdkzçncz d åblrjt gkfvz. Relfgjqläim, yt dkfltz rfxtcndjv hfñjns? Rjulf Vs uj-djhbv: ≤Kexit cgfnm yf rtlhjdsø rjhyzø≥, nj gjckt-ljdfntkm vjåtn kturj bcgjkybnm cjdtn. Kturj cgfnm, lf toä gj cjdtne. Yj rjulf crfpfyj: ≤Ghbvb gjcnj-

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zyysq ljpjh≥, njulf cnfyjdzncz ujhzxbvb cnegtyb.Jlyj yeåyj ndthlbnm: yt kturf ktcnybwf.

Gkjø djålm, crhsdfçobq bcnbyyeç jgfcyjcnm.Ghtjljktnm tä vjåyj kbim gjkysv pyfybtv.

Dbåe, blän lheujq ythfpevtw, _ ãnjn toä ytcj-dthityytt. Jy gjhbwftn: ≤R xtve njhåtcndtyyjt dt-ofybt?≥ Crfåtv: ≤Njhåtcndtyyjcnm ghtleghtåltybzghjgjhwbjyfkmyf eybpbntkmyjcnb gbcrf ndjtuj ghbjgfcyjcnb. Ldeyjubq, crjkmrj hfp ns nthzk kbwj cdjäghb gthdjq nhelyjcnb! Vs dbltkb ntñz xthytt eukz,b jnhbwfybz ndjb yfgjkybkb ntñz pkjdjybtv. Gkjøjntñt åbdäncz, cåäu ns cnegtyb b ghjcbim ns vbkj-cnsyç e ñtplys≥.

Yjdsq djghjifntkm: ≤Rfr ghbvbhbnm Extybt cyferjq?≥ Tckb yferf ghtgjlfän ljcnjdthyjt pyfybt, nj Extybt b tcnm yferf. Rfreç wtkm bvttn yferf, tckbjyf hfcgeøkf jn ghtlhfccelrjd? Njn, rjnjhsq nfrjñtcgjrjty njhåtcndtyyjcnmç endthåltybq, njn gj-ybvftn yfere rfr kjujdj vtofycndf. Njve, rnj vsc-kbn jñ jñobyt, njve ytn dhtlf jn gjkpeobø ufljd.

Ujdjhç: pyfç dcç ckjåyjcnm gjcnhjtybz. Yt crhjç,rfr lfktrj yjcbnm rfvyb, rfr dtkbrj ñtpdjlbt. Bvty-yj ãnj cjpyfybt, bvtyyj ñtcxbcktyyjcnm pdäpl lfänendthåltybt cnegtytq juytyysø!

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155. Gjcnhjtybt jñobys kçñbn yfghzåäyyjcnm.Vjåyj pfvtnbnm, rfr ghb hfpkbxysø dszdktybzøcgjcjñcndetn yfghzåäyyjcnm. Lfåt ghjcnfz yfghz-åäyyjcnm ntkf ecbkbdftn ãktvtynfhyst zdktybz. Ytnjkmrj jnzujotybt ythdysø wtynhjd, yj b vecrekm-yst cjrhfotybz cjplfçn ãvfyfwbç xedcnd ecbkty-yeç. Yt cbltybt d cgjrjqyjv eljñcndt, yj pfnäribtjn nhelf xktys lflen yfcsotybt ãythubb. Yj, rj-ytxyj, ntktcyjt njkmrj lkz cfvsø ãktvtynfhysø ghj-zdktybq; ytjñøjlbvf yfghzåäyyjcnm wtynhjd vjpuf.Kexitq yfghzåäyyjcnmç ñeltn gjcnjzyyfz yfcnjhj-åtyyjcnm.

Ghbdtläv rfhnbye bp Yfitq Jñobys. ChtlcndfYfib yfghzåtys lkz Jñotuj Ñkfuf. Rfålsq hfñj-nftn d gjkyjq ujnjdyjcnb. Djn Yfit ñtcghjdjlyjtcjjñotybt ghbytckj chjxyeç yjdjcnm: yeåyj djp-ltqcndbt kbxyjt. Bpñhfyysq Cjdtn yfpyfxftn bcgjk-ybntkz. Byjulf bcgjkybntkm pyftn dcä ntxtybtgjhextybz, byjulf åt tve lfäncz njkmrj ghjvtåe-njxyjt ltqcndbt. Xfcnj dhtvz ljcnfnjxyj kbim lkzdsñjhf yflktåfotuj gkfnmz, b xfcnj yfxfnfz rybufblän d rybujøhfybkbot ytghjxbnfyyjq. Xfcnj lkb-ntkmyjcnm gjhextybz yt jghtltktyf. Xfcnj cktlcndbzgjhextybz yt dblys. Xnj åt pfcnfdkztn bpñhfyyjuj

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hfljcnyj jnhsdfnmcz? Xnj gjvjuftn tve cgtibnm dcneåe gj ktlzysv uksñfv? Rfrjq ghbrfp vjåtndspdfnm ecbktyysq nhel? Kbrjdfybt ujnjdyjcnb hfc-nän bp ghbdsxyjq yfcnjhjåtyyjcnb.

Rjulf cjdtneç hfpdbdfnm yfghzåäyyjcnm b yfcnjhj-åtyyjcnm, yt lkz nzujcnb ujdjhç. Vjb cjdtns bvtçnd rjytxyjv cktlcndbb kbrjdfybt. Nt åt, rnj ecnhf-ifçncz yfghzåäyyjq hfñjnjç, nt ñjzncz ajhvs bpfrjyf ãythubb. Gecnm jyb ñtcajhvtyyj blen r hfp-kfufçobvcz keyfv. Gecnm cdjbv hfpkjåtybtv ljgjk-yzn nj, xnj gjlktåbn rjhtyyjq gththfñjnrt.

Evtqnt ghtldbltnm kbrjdfybt!

156. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm, xnj genm ytceobø gjhe-xtybt ytcgjrjty. Levfçn, xnj itcndeçn rfrbt-njvfub, xenm kb yt c ifgrjq-ytdblbvrjq. Yj herfvb b yjufvb xtkjdtxtcrbvb cnhjbncz Vbhjdfz Jñob-yf _ d ãnjv ktåbn rhfcjnf gjcnhjtybz.

Yj htlrj d ujhjlfø dcnhtxfçn hfleiyj gjckfywfJñobys. Yf ytuj hsxbn cfvf ceoyjcnm ujhjlf. Bc-nbyyj, cfvj ñsnbt Jñobys jnhbwftncz d ujhjlt.Cfvf fnvjcathf yt ljgecrftn gjrjz gjckfywf.

Djn jy, jlbyjrbq, ghjiäk, ghjgksk, ghjktntk erf-pfyyst ghjcnhfycndf, jy eåt cjjñoftn b gthtlfän.

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Rnj åt ghbyzk tuj? Gthdjt _ ytljdthbt: ceotcnde-tn kb Jñobyf? Dnjhjt _ vjåtn kb ñsnm Jñobyfltzntkmyjq b ghbybvfnm exfcnbt d lfkmybø ltkfø?Nhtnmt _ yt tcnm kb gjzdktybt gjckfywf b yeålf d tuj djpltqcndbb ghjcnj cjdgfltybt? Gjvyç, rfrjlby gjckfyysq, djpveoäyysq eñjåtcndjv gjcktl-ytuj cjjñhfåtybz, jndtnbk: ≤Ds, ujdjhzobq j cj-dgfltybb, yt pfñsdfqnt, xnj ds cfvb tcnm cjdgfltybtxfcnbw vfnthbb. Yj tckb dfit cjdgfltybt ytelfxyj,nj pfrjy vfnthbb bvtk yf nj jcyjdfybt≥. Dghjxtv,rjulf ltkj ljøjlbn lj ltytåysø b ghtlvtnysø gt-htlfx, njulf vsckb cjdgflfçn ñkfujghbznyj. Afrns b ghtleghtåltybz dsckeibdfçncz dybvfntkmyj.Dsåfnm gjktpyjt cdtltybt, øjnz ñs b jn Jñobys,åbntkm ujhjljd yt ghjxm. Nfr gjckfyysq, rhjvt ytcrjkmrbø cjnhelybrjd, dcnhtxftn rheujv åflyeçñtplye. Lfq ltytu, lfq cjdtn yf pfdnhf, jndtlb dhfufb cfv cubym gjcrjhtq b yt cveofq yfit gbotdfht-ybt vsckzvb j vbhjdjv cjlheåtcndt.

Rjytxyj, jcjpyfybt cjnhelybxtcndf_jñobys blän,yj vsiktybt jñsdfntkz eceueñbkjcm d rjcyjcnb.

Pjdäv cjnhelybrjd, pyfçobø nhelyjcnb. Pjdäv ntø,rnj yt jñthyäncz yfpfl. Pjdäv ntø, rnj pyftn, xnjhfljcnm tcnm jcjñfz velhjcnm!

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Vs vjåtv lfnm cdtltybz cfvst nhelyst, yj cj-dtns Yfib dtlen r kbrjdfybç!

157. Rjulf Vs jnghfdkztv gjckfywf, Vs åtkftvtve elfxb ghb dcnhtxt c lhfrjyjv. Rjytxyj, ãnj ytñtpjñblysq ødjcnfnsq, ljktlybrjdsq, yj cdbhtgsqxtkjdtxtcrbq ãujbpv, ljøjlzobq lj jgfcysø gf-hjrcbpvjd, yfpsdftvsø eåfcjv bkb ñtitycndjvãujbpvf. Ult åt uytplzncz ãnb lhfrjys? Endthålfçn,xnj pktqitt uytplj ñeltn d hjcrjiysø gfkfnfø, bkbpf ghbkfdrjv vtyzks, bkb d crkflt njhujdwf. Yjcrjhtt yfqle ñtpdhtlyjuj vtyzke b xtcnyjuj njhujd-wf, ytåtkb ghjñmç ñhjyç jnhbwfybz b ytljgeot-ybz. Jnhbwfntkm yt njkmrj ujnjd pfobofnm cdjäytdtåtcndj, yj jy vtxnftn jrheåbnm dcä xtkjdtxtcndjcntyjç eåfcf.

Ult åt gthdjghbxbyf ñtitycndf ãujbpvf? Xtkjdtr,ctçobq eåfc, cfv ñtpevyj ñjbncz. D jnhbwfntktcblbn yt njkmrj ytdtåtcndj, yj b ybprbq cnhfø. Crf-åbnt ltnzv, gj rfrjve ghbpyfre yføjlbnm uytpljãujbpvf. Jyb ljkåys gjyznm, xnj ãujbcn ghtåltdctuj yt ljgecrftn, yj bcrfntkm Jñotuj Ñkfuf cnfdbngthdjq pflfxtq dvtotybt djpvjåyjcntq.

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Yfitve gjckfywe cnjbn ghjbpytcnb kçñeç ãkt-vtynfhyeç bcnbye, xnjñs ñsnm pfgjljphtyysv drfrbø-nj pfvsckfø Jñobys. Jy crfåtn: ≤Ãythubz b cdtn≥, _ rfpfkjcm ñs, cfvjt ghjcnjt gjyznbt, yjjñsdfntkm ujhjljd eåt xetn rfrjt-nj gjreitybt yftuj ñkfujgjkexbt. Jñbnfntkm ujhjljd yfcnjkmrj ghb-dsr cxbnfnm ctñz xtv-nj gkjnysv b nävysv, xnj yt ljgecrftn, rfr jy vju ñs jrfpfnmcz bcnjxybrjvabpbxtcrjuj cdtnf. Yj lfåt ltnb yt bpevkzçnczãktrnhbxtcrjq bcrht, jn ybø bcøjlzotq.

Ytjñøjlbvj ghjdthbnm ghjuhfvvs irjk b ecbkbnmkbybç ljcnjdthyjuj gjpyfybz. Cetdthbt pfujyztnkçltq d otkb eåfcf. Ytjñøjlbvj ãnj dsghzvktybtirjkmyjuj vsiktybz ghjdtcnb ytvtlktyyj, byfxttoä jlyj gjrjktybt ytljevjr ñeltn gjpjhbnm gkf-ytne. Yeåyj ecbkbnm tcntcndjpyfybt, gjyzd pyfxtybtãnjuj ckjdf. Ñbjkjubz, fcnhjabpbrf, øbvbz ghbdktrendybvfybt cfvjuj hfyytuj ltncrjuj vjpuf.

Lfqnt ltnzv djpvjåyjcnm vsckbnm!

158. Vfuytnbpv b ufpjjñhfpjdfybz _ jñf ãnbø lb-yfvbxtcrbø afrnjhf cjdthityyj yt bpextys. Vfu-ytnbpv ghbdktrftn dybvfybt, rjulf rjym yt vjåtnjnjhdfnm gjlrjde jn gjxds. J ufpfø egjvbyfçn, rjulf

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kçlb b åbdjnyst gflfçn vähndsvb. Njkmrj j nfrbøuheñtqibø ghjzdktybzø ujdjhzn, yj vfuytnbpv bufps ceotcndeçn gj dctq gjdthøyjcnb gkfytns. Ytnñtphfpkbxyjuj vtcnf, rfålfz vtcnyjcnm ytgjdnjhztvfgj cdjqcndfv ukeñjrj ghfrnbxtcrjuj pyfxtybz.

Vjåyj bpevkznmcz yfbdyjcnb kçltq, jctlfçobøñtp dczrjuj gjybvfybz ñkbåfqibø eckjdbq vtcnf.Vjåyj gjyznm, crjkmrj djpvjåyjcntq gjubñftn bcrjkmrj jgfcyjcntq vjåtn ñsnm jndhfotyj.

Ds cfvb ltkfkb bcgsnfybt c dtnrjq jhtiybrf bcfvb bpevkzkbcm, rfr ãnjn lhtdytqibq b ghbvbnbd-ytqibq fggfhfn yfghzufkcz, lhjåfk b ghbøjlbk d ldbåtybt, htfubhez yf gjlgjxdtyyst djls b vb-ythfks. Rjytxyj, ãnf jxtdblyfz htfrwbz ktåbn yt djhtiybrt, yj d xtkjdtxtcrjv fggfhfnt. Rfr åt lt-nfkmyj b ecthlyj ljkåyj ñsnm bpexftvj djpltqcndbtrfåljq vtcnyjcnb yf xtkjdtrf b yf wtkst kçlcrbtuheggs! Vyjubt vtcnyjcnb jrheåtys yfhjlyjq vjk-djq jñ jcjñtyyjcnzø øfhfrnthf bø jñbnfntktq: ult-njkçlb cyfñåfçncz pjñfvb; ult-nj eybxnjåfçncz peñs;ult-nj ghjrfpf uytplbncz; ult-nj ctktpäyrf hfpheif-tncz; ult-nj cthlwt hfcibhztncz; ult-nj øfhfrnthdzksq; ult-nj ñjlhjcnm b åbdjcnm. Vyjåtcndj ñhjcf-çobøcz d ukfpf jnkbxbq. Vjåyj yfñkçlfnm, xnj ãnb

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jcjñtyyjcnb pfvtxfçncz yt d hfcjdsø b rkbvfnbxt-crbø eckjdbzø. Cfvj cnhjtybt gjlyjåbz cjlthåbnukfdyst ghbxbys hfpkbxbz kçlcrbø ghbjñhtntybq.Ibhjrjt gjkt lkz bpextybz, tckb ghbcnegbnm pjhrj b ñtp ghtlhfccelrjd.

159. Yt njkmrj kçlb yt jñhfofçn dybvfybz yfãvfyfwbb ptvkb, jyb yt jnlfçn ctñt jnxänf d rfxt-cndt egjnhtñkztvjq djls, øjnz b ghbdsrkb ktxbnmczdjlfvb. Lkz jøhfytybz kçlb ghblevfkb egjnhtñkznmrbgzxäyeç djle, pfñsdfz, xnj ytrjnjhst djlyst jh-ufybpvs åbnm d rbgzxäyjq djlt yt vjuen. Ghfdlf,vyjubt vbrhjñs gjubñfçn ghb rbgzxtybb, yj pfnjghb jøkfåltybb bvtyyj rbgzxäyfz djlf ghbybvftnyfbñjkmitt rjkbxtcndj vähndsø xfcnbw fnvjcaths.

Tckb øjnbnt gjybpbnm vjpujdeç djcghbbvxbdjcnm,gtqnt ljkuj cnjzdieç øjkjlyeç rbgzxäyeç djle, jyfcjjñoftn jhufybpve dzkeç pfnøkjcnm.

Exbv egjnhtñkznm rbgzxäyeç djle kbim d cdtåtv,jxtym ujhzxtv cjcnjzybb.

Vs gjkmpetvcz hjlybrfvb, ljgecrfz lkz jxbotybzrdfcws bkb gtvpe. Nea, rjnjhsq bvttncz jrjkj utq-pthjd, nfråt gjktpty lkz jxbcnrb djls. Xbcnfz djlfyt njkmrj enjkztn åfåle, yj b jpjybhetn dcç fnvj-

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cathe. Hfys ktxbv gjuheåtybtv d xbcneç djle. Cdtnb djlf Yfib ktrfhcndf.

Ecbkbz Yfib yfghfdktys yf ghjcntqibt chtlcndf.Ghb jñhfpjdfybb yjdsø jñoby cktlbnt pf ghjcnjnjqdctø ghbävjd. Yeåyj yfxfnm c dbnbtdfnjq, gjlckt-gjdfnjq htxb. Cdtlbnt htxbcnjuj genybrf yf ñthtuujhyjuj hjlybrf _ gecnm ecnslbncz!

Ysyt enhjv, ytpfvtybvj, ecnfkjcnm ghjuyfk pdjyhjlybrf. Ãnf ãvfyfwbz ãythubb hfdyf cbkmyjve djp-ltqcndbç ãktrnhbxtcndf.

160. Vs bpñtuftv dyeitybz, rhjvt ckexftd jndhf-otybz ghzvjq jgfcyjcnb. Lheujq ckexfq, rjulf dsdblbnt ckjåbdittcz cjpyfybt, åleott bcrhe bpdyt;yj dczrjt yfcbkmcndtyyjt dnjhåtybt jceåltyj. Ãnjnghbywbg ljkåty ñsnm d jñobyt endthåläy, jcjñtyyjpyfz ñtpuhfybxyjt djpltqcndbt djkb. Rjulf pyftnt,xnj yt njkmrj kçlb b åbdjnyst, yj lfåt ghtlvtnsldbufçncz djktç, njulf djktdfz djkyf ljkåyf ñsnmyfghfdktyf xänrj, jcvjnhbntkmyj.

Ds pyftnt, xnj gthtldbåtybt ghtlvtnjd djktç ytghtedtkbxtyj. Vfubb pltcm ytn, vfuybn crjhtt lfcndfv ghfdbkmysq genm vsiktybz. Nfråt ñepbyystabuehrb gjl ãktrnhbxtcndjv lflen yfukzlyjt chfd-ytybt.

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Vs jcjñtyyj bpexftv djkç, rjnjhfz vjåtn ñsnmjcnhtt cnhtk. Ytkmpz pfobnbnmcz jn ãnbø cnhtk. Vjå-yj ñs gjlcnfdbnm obn, tckb ñs pyfnm njxyjt yfghfd-ktybt cnhtk. Yj rnj åt vjåtn pyfnm ãnj yfghfdktybt?!

161. Yfñkçlfqnt gjrfpfybz ctqcvbxtcrbø rhbdsø.Jyb hfcgjkfufçncz yt gj ãrdfnjhe b yt gj vthblb-fye, yj lfçn cdjç rhbdeç. Byjulf ecbktyyfz ltzntkm-yjcnm gjnhzctybq b cldbujd cjdgflftn c yfghzåtybtvnfr yfpsdftvsø cjkytxysø gznty _ gjkexftncz yf-ghzåtybt cjkytxyjq cbcntvs. Yt yeåyj ñsnm ghj-hjrjv, xnjñ gjyznm, xnj vjpujdfz ltzntkmyjcnm d ãnbchjrb ñeltn ghjntrfnm jcjñtyyj.

Cjwbfkmyst cnhtvktybz nfråt bvtçn cdjç rhbdeçhfcghjcnhfytybz. Jcvjnhbntkmyj yeåyj yt ghths-dfnm ãnj cktljdfybt cjñsnbq. Nhtobys cldbujd jlb-yfrjds rfr d gjxdt, nfr b d yfhjlysø cnhtvktybzø.

Yjdsq vbh ljkåty zdbnm xenrjcnm kexituj ctqc-vjuhfaf.

Tckb rnj eckjåybn itcndbt yfhjljd, njn vjåtngjkexbnm dtyjr ytdtåtcndf. Ytkmpz jghfdlsdfnmczytpyfybtv pfrjyjd, nfråt ytghbcnjqyj lkz djlbntkzgthtvtybnm yfghfdktybt yf jñhfnyjt. Ybrnj yt vj-åtn herjdjlbnmcz kbxysv, yj, cjgjcnfdkzz wtyyjcnbJñotuj Ñkfuf, vjåyj dsñhfnm genm crjhtqibq.

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Yeåyj yt hfccsgfnm yb jlyjq djpvjåyjcnb.Rfåtncz, crfpfyf ghjcnfz, yfljtdifz bcnbyf, yj

dtlm tä ybrnj yt ghbvtyztn, b gkfy ltqcndbq bpuj-njdkztncz dj nmvt rjvyfns, f yt yf cnjhjåtdjq ñfiyt.

Yflj yfñkçlfnm yt nfr, rfr øjxtncz, yj nfr, rfrtcnm d ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.

162. Rnj edthztn j cdjtq ghtlfyyjcnb htfkmyjve bljcnjdthyjve, njn ljkåty jcjñtyyj ghbdtncndjdfnmhfcgjpyfdfybt ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Yt ghbndjhyjt pf-brfybt gthtl vtnjljv ghbpyfyyjuj fdnjhbntnf, yjñjhtybt b ujhtybt bcrfybq ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Bvty-yj ytelthåyj, bvtyyj ytbpvtyyj d zhjcnb ecnhtv-ktybz, rjulf dscjrfz ujhf, rfr vfktymrbq øjkv, ytpfrhsdftn ghjcnhfycndf.

Chtlb dpkänjd yfexftvcz dtkbrjve lfhe nthgtybz.Cbzçott, ndjhxtcrjt nthgtybt yt gjøjlbn yf venysqgkfo ytghjnbdktybz pke. Rfr ytelfxyst hsñfrb, cb-lzn cjuñtyyst ytghjnbdktyws. Bø cnfdrf yf lkbyeybnb ghzåb yt vjåtn jñeplfnm nfytw cnbøbq. Ndjh-xtcrjt nthgtybt pyftn rkçxb Yjdjuj Vbhf; gjnjventhgtybt ndjhbn vjom b c rfålsv xfcjv ltqcndb-ntkmyjcnb yfghzuftncz.

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Ytghjnbdktybt gjljñyj ljkuj jnrhsnjve akfrjyeñkfujdjybq, yj ndjhxtcrjt nthgtybt rfr cnfhjt dbyjpfndjhtyyjt.

Cktlbnt pf yfghzåäyyjcnmç ndjhxtcndf d rfåljvcjwbfkmyjv gjcnhjtybb. Dthyj nj gjcnhjtybt, ultjrhskztncz hfpyjjñhfpyjt ndjhxtcndj. Tckb ndjhxt-cnde nzujcnyj, ãnj dthysq pyfr jibñrb d gjcnhjt-ybb. Ãnbv jibñrfv yt lfdfqnt uytplbnmcz. Pjdbntrfvtyobrjd, gthtrkflsdfqnt cntys, gjrf gtcym ytpfpdexbn cdjñjlyj.

Cnfhfz ktutylf ujdjhbn:C lfkmytuj vbhf ghbiäk gjckfytw, xnjñs lfnm

kçlzv hfdtycndj, ñhfncndj b hfljcnm. Kçlb lfdyjpfñskb gtcyb b jvthndbkbcm ytyfdbcnmç.

Gjckfytw bpujyzk ntvyjne b ntcyjne, gjhfåfk pfhf-pe b cnhjbk hfljcnysq nhel. Enbøkf ytyfdbcnm, b vtxgjckfywf jcnfkcz yf cntyt. Yj dct ñskb vjkxfkbds b yt evtkb pfgtnm. Njulf gjckfytw cjñhfk vfktymrbøltntq b edäk bø d ktc b crfpfk: ≤Dfib wdtns, dfibhexmb, dfib lthtdmz. Ybrnj yt gjiäk pf yfvb. Zjnljøye, f ds yfgjkybntcm hfljcnmç≥. Nfr yfxfkbcmhjñrbt ghjuekrb gj ktce. Yfrjytw cfvsq vfktymrbqjcnfyjdbkcz yf gjkzyt b pfcvjnhtkcz yf kex cjkywf.Njulf åäknfz bdjkuf yfxfkf cdjq ghbpsd. Pf ytç

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vfksi pfitgnfk b crjhj hfljcnyj pfpdtytk: ≤Yfitcjkywt!≥ Dthtybwtq dthyekbcm ltnb yf gjkzye, b pf-pdexfk yjdsq ubvy Cdtne. Gjckfytw crfpfk: ≤Kçlbpfgtkb. Yfcnfk chjr!≥

163. Ndjhxtcndj tcnm jcyjdf ãdjkçwbjyyjcnb. Xtvåt vjåyj erhtgbnm zdktybz ndjhxtcndf? Vjåyj kbimbcnjxybrjv ñjlhjcnb. Hfljcnm tcnm jcjñfz velhjcnm.Ñjlhjcnm _ jcjñfz ntøybrf. Eukeñktybt ñjlhjcnbghjbcøjlbn jn cjpyfybz ndjhxtcndf ãktvtynjd. Rjytx-yj, ndjhxtcrjt nthgtybt b ñjlhjcnm zdkzçncz ldevzrhskmzvb hfñjnybrf.

Vs gkjøj gjybvftv ctynbvtynfkmyjt ckjdj dljø-yjdtybt. Rjulf cjpyfybt hfñjnftn, njulf yt r xtveøjlbnm d ujcnb r dljøyjdtybç. Njxyj gjldfkmysqåbktw pf vbkjcnmç r ñkfujltntkç! Njulf jgznm yf-xyäncz ltktybt yf ñelyb b ghfplybrb. Njulf vjåyjjgznm yfxfnm ghfplyjdfnm lyb hjåltybz. YfifJñobyf bvttn jlby ytcrjyxftvsq ghfplybr nhelf,ult ñjlhjcnm ckeåbn dbyjv hfljcnb.

Ytkmpz entifnmcz dljøyjdtybtv. Vjåyj ecgtnmelthåfnm cjpyfybt yf cntgtyb ndjhxtcrjuj nthgtybz b gtnm gjljñyj gnbwfv, lkz rjnjhsø gtcym tcnm ds-hfåtybt ceotcndf, yj yflj bpujyznm geufk gtcyb, bñj

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cntgtym gtcyb tcnm cntgtym rfxtcndf nhelf. Yeåyjghjqnb ñjlhj, rfr lhtdytt chfdytybt _ kän cnhtks!

Yt gjrfåtncz kb cnhfyysv, xnj nfr xfcnj ujdjhç j nthgtybb, j ghtgzncndbzø, j ñjlhjcnb, j ytcrjyxf-tvjcnb ñjhmñs? Bvtyyj, d hfpyjt dhtvz b c hfpysøcnjhjy reç ljcgtø ñtccnhfibz. Gjvybnt, ãnf pfrfkrfyt vjåtn ñsnm cjdthityf d jlyjxfcmt. D hfpysøntvgthfnehfø pfrfkztncz vtx; lfåt Ñellf yt jnhbwfk,xnj d cfvsq cxfcnkbdsq xfc yflj gjvybnm j ytcxf-cnmt, yt evtymifz hfljcnb.

Yj pfrfkäyyfz hfljcnm yt pyftn geufk. Hfljcnm tcnmjcjñfz velhjcnm.

164. Dhfx ghtldblbn ntxtybt ñjktpyb, b ds ghb-ybvftnt ghtlkjåtyyst vths. Fcnhjyjv ghtldblbncjkytxyjt pfnvtybt, b ds pfgfcftntcm ytjñøjlbvsvjcdtotybtv. Cjwbfkmysq gcbøjkju ghtldblbn ntxt-ybt cjñsnbq, njulf ds rhbxbnt: ≤Ghjhjr!≥ _ b deåfct ghzxtntcm d cfvst nävyst eujkrb. Rjytxyj, ds ltkftnt ãnj ñelnj ñs lkz cjøhfytybz yfexysøvtnjljd, yj, d ceoyjcnb, kbwtvthbt b cnhfø vtifçndfv gjhfpvsckbnm, ult ñjkmit yfcnjzotuj pyfybz _d ñkbpjherjv kb ceåltybb dhfxf, gjkpfçotuj gjdytiybv gjrhjdfv, bkb d lfkmyjpjhrjq vtnrjcnbcjwbfkmyjuj ghjdblwf, d rjnjhjv cjxtnfkcz jgsn c

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ytghtkjåyjcnmç. Dcgjvybnt dfibø cjwbfkmysø ghj-hjrjd, rjnjhst yf cnjktnbz dgthäl yfvtxfkb cjñsnbzxtkjdtxtcndf. Ds yt yfpsdftnt bø vbcnbrfvb bkbøfyåfvb. Dvtcnt c Yfvb ds pjdänt bø lfkmyjpjhrb-vb gcbøjkjufvb. Yf ãnjv jghtltktybb Vs c dfvb cjukfcbvcz b jcnfyjdbvcz. Rcnfnb, dcgjvybv, xnjjceåläyyjt ckjdj ghjhjr pyfxbn ≤ghtlhtrfçobq≥.Cjwbfkmyst ghjhjrb ghtlhtrfkb ntxtybt cjñsnbq,pyfxbn, ãnj gjyznbt yt vtytt htfkmyj, ytåtkb vtlb-wbyf b fcnhjyjvbz.

Vføfnvf jpyfxftn dtkbrfz leif, dvtcnbdifz zd-ktybz Yjdjuj Vbhf. Yj yt ñeltv yfpjqkbds, ãnf jcj-ñtyyjcnm d jñobyt jceåltyf. Cjukfcbt ljcnbuftnczyt njkxrfvb, yj iägjnjv yf xenrjt eøj. Zdbnt gj-ybvfybt, xnj tcnm xenrjt eøj, lkz rjnjhjuj Ñtcght-ltkmyjcnm ghtdhfoftncz d ghtltk xtkjdtxtcrbø djp-vjåyjcntq. Njn ghfd, rnj vjåtn gjrhsnm ceåltybzghjnbdybrf gjkyjcnmç, yt rfcfzcm yfxfkf b rjywftuj. Lkz ãnjuj yeåyj ñsnm, øjnz ñs d vfkjq vtht,ghtlhtrfçobv, dthytt _ htfkmyj-lfkmyjpjhrbv.

165. Ghb ecnhjqcndt jñoby yfñkçlfqnt, xnjñ gjlkbxbyjq bcgjkytybz pfdtnjd yt jñyfheåbkjcm cdjt-rjhscnbz. Eybxnjåtybt ndjhxtcrbø pfdjtdfybq ckt-

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letn pf nävysv cdjtrjhscnbtv. Crfåen: ãnjn xthdmckbirjv cdjqcndtyty ytdtåtcnde xtkjdtxtcndf. Ntvñjktt yeåyj pyfnm ghbxbye tuj pfhjåltybz. Cfvfz ce-otcndtyyfz ghbxbyf ñeltn ghtbveotcndj. Yflj dctvbcbkfvb hfpheifnm ãnjn dhtlysq ghbphfr. Ecnhjqcndjjñobys ghtålt dctuj ghtlecvfnhbdftn hfdtycndj.Ljgecnbnt jibñre ghjnbd hfdtycndf, b ds chfpe yf-njkryäntcm yf ueñbntkmyjt ghtbveotcndj. Zdktybt yt-hfdtycndf cjplfän rfxtkb _ ñjkmibq gjlüäv jlyjujcjplfän kbim ñjkmibq gjlüäv lheujuj. Tlbycndtyysqdsøjl bpñfdbnmcz jn hfcifnsdfybz cnjkñjd _ ãnjhfdtycndj.

Yføjlzncz wbybrb, rjnjhst ujdjhzn: ≤Gecnm rfxf-çncz, ntv ñjktt ãythubb d ghjcnhfycndt≥. Pfvtxfybt,yt kbiäyyjt cvsckf, yj, bvtyyj, jñott ltkj yf-cnjkmrj yeålftncz d pfñjnkbdjcnb, xnj zdktybt bc-nbyyjq ãrjyjvbb cbk ljkåyj ñsnm ljgeotyj. Cfvsqãrjyjvysq ghbywbg _ hfdtycndj, jyj eybxnjåftnghtbveotcndj b cdjtrjhscnbt.

166. Bcnbyysq åfh-wdtn _ yfcnjzott ñtcrjhsc-nbt, yj jyj ljkåyj ñsnm ghjzdktyj yt njkmrj gj-cnegrfvb, yj, bvtyyj, d cjpyfybb. Gjcnegrb, rfrñkeålfçobt ntyb, zdkzçncz ytnjxysv jnhfåtybtv,

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b dbøhm lhjåfobø eckjdyjcntq crhflsdftn cvsckltqcndbz. Vjåyj kb celbnm gjcnegjr ñtp ghbxbys bcktlcndbz? Njulf cgfcbntkm jrfåtncz jcrjhñbntktv b jnlfdibq gjrfåtncz cregwjv. Yj yt kturj ecnfyj-dbnm cjpyfybt ñtcrjhscnbz _ ytvbyetvf bylbdble-fkmyjcnm. B cjxtnfybt ñtcrjhscnbz vjåtn ghjbpjqnbkbim ghb zcyjv jcjpyfybb ñeleotuj. Ñtcrjhscnbt ytcnhjbncz yf jgsnt ghjikjuj; njkmrj htfkmyjt joe-otybt ñeleotuj vjåtn ckjåbnm dyenhtyytt ceåltybtj uhfybwfø djpvjåyjuj. Rnj levftn d nbibyt yjxb:≤Ghjikjt yfexbkj vtyz wtyyjcnb ñtcrjhscnbz≥, _njn epybr.

Yeåyj ghjgtnm ubvy ñtcrjhscnbç d kexfø cjkywf,rfr gnbwf tlbyjt cdjä dshfåtybt, pyfz ñeleobqltym, rjulf ceåltyj yfxfkj gthtkänf. Gjyznbt gtht-känf bvttn pyfxtybt lkz jcjpyfybz ñtcrjhscnbz.

Ñeleott vjåtnt gjyznm rfr jñjhjn jn yjxb rj lyç.Ghjcgzn cjyyst, yj Jñobyf ñjlhcndetn. Yfif Cnhf-åf yt cxbnftn yb jlby ljpjh ybxnjåysv.

167. Xfcnj ñskj crfpfyj: jnlsø vjåtn ñsnm lj-cnbuyen yt cyjv, yj gthtvtyjq nhelf. Rjytxyj, rnj-njgthtcnfk cgfnm b gjkexbk gkjøbt cktlcndbz. Yeåyjghtldfhbntkmyj yfexbnm ythdyst wtynhs hfñjnfnm

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uheggfvb. Yeåyj hfcxktybnm wtynhjdeç hfñjne. Yeå-yj evtnm cjtlbybnm cfvst ytjåblfyyst uheggs bpfntv ñscnhj cvtyznm bø rjvñbyfwbb. Nfr ekbxysqvepsrfyn, buhfz jlyjdhtvtyyj yf ytcrjkmrbø bycnhe-vtynfø, ghjltksdftn eåt jlyj bp gjktpysø eghfåyt-ybq. Lbrnjdfybt jlyjdhtvtyyj ytcrjkmrbv gbcwfvgjktpyj. Cjtlbytybt xntybz b lbrnjdfybz gjktpyj.Ldbåtybt her d ghjnbdjgjkjåyjv yfghfdktybb gj-ktpyj. Jcnfyjdrf lsøfybz b vsiktybz gjktpyf. Vjå-yj gthtxbckbnm vyjåtcndj eghfåytybq djkb, j rjnj-hsø vjåyj crfpfnm: gxäks cjplfçn ektq nthgtybtv.

168. Jcnjhjåyj dshfåfqnt åtkfybz. Rfålsq pyftnvyjuj ghbnx b crfpjr, lfçobø jgbcfybt ehjlkbdsøgjcktlcndbq ytjcnjhjåysø åtkfybq. Gjvybnt, rfrhflåf åtkfk gjkexbnm ghtrhfcysq ldjhtw b gjkexbktuj, yj, døjlz, gjlevfk j nbuht yfgflfçotv, b nbuhzdbkcz b hfcnthpfk tuj. D cbvdjkfø ghbnx vyjujhtfkmyjcnb. Tckb ñs kçlb jcjpyfkb vjom djkb, njvyjubt zdktybz gjkexbkb ñs ghfrnbxtcrjt jñüzc-ytybt. Rjytxyj, yt yfcbkmcndtyyjt yfghzåtybt djkb,yj lbyfvbxyjcnm cjukfcjdfyyjcnb wtynhjd lfän ãa-atrn bcgjkytybz. Nfr, xfcnj gjdnjhtyyjt åtkfybt,rfr pfnegktyysq rkbyjr, yt hfcctrftn ghjcnhfycndf.

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Vtåle ntv pdjy ytålfyyjq cjukfcjdfyyjcnb gjhf-åftn cfveç gkjnyeç gjdthøyjcnm.

Hfccrfps j rjkleyfø, yfcskfçobø cvthnyst ñj-ktpyb, yt dsvsctk, yj njkmrj nen ytn ybrfrjuj rjk-ljdcndf, yj njkmrj eghfåytybt djkb. Cfvsq ckfñsqubgyjnbpäh vjåtn pfcnfdbnm bcgsnfnm ãaatrn enjg-ktybz. Jy åt vjåtn ghbrfpfnm evthtnm d jghtltkäy-ysq chjr. Nfrbt ckexfb ecnfyjdktys.

Ntgthm djjñhfpbnt djkç, djcgbnfyyeç d ñkfujghb-znysø eckjdbzø, b ds kturj cjukfcbntcm, xnj ≤cvthn-ysq ukfp≥ Djcnjrf bvttn jcyjdfybt.

Ytkmpz cjvytdfnmcz d vjueotcndt djkb, yj lheujtltkj _ jghtltkbnm ãnj vjueotcndj d åbpyb. Rfryfqnb b hfcgjpyfnm eckjdbz, rjulf åtkfybt djypftnczd ceotcndj, jgjpyfyyjt yfitq djktq? Yeåyj jcjñty-yj cktlbnm pf bcrhfvb yfituj cjpyfybz. Rjulf ntkjgjxnb ytphbvj, nj vjkybz vsckb, dcä-nfrb, cdthrftn,b yf jcnhbt ãnjq vjkybb åbpym b cvthnm.

Bpdtcnty ghfdbntkm, rjnjhsq ujdjhbk ghtcnegyb-rfv: ≤Yt vjåtnt åbnm ñjktt lyz≥, b r yjxb bø yføj-lbkb ñtplsøfyysvb. Jndtncndtyyjcnm nfrbø gjcskjrdtkbrf. B rfålsq xfc vs gjcskftv cnhtks gj dctvyfghfdktybzv.

Ñelmnt jcnjhjåys d dshfåtybb åtkfybq.

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169. Ghb ktxtybb ñjktpytq djktdsv ghbrfpjv,gjvybnt, xnj ytkmpz ecnhfyznm pfhfpyst ñjktpybdyeitybtv. Jñsxyfz jibñrf d ytevtybb hfpkbxbnmrheu djpvjåyjuj djpltqcndbz. Vtåle ntv ktxtybtpfhfpysø ñjktpytq dyeitybtv vjåtn ghbytcnb yt-gjghfdbvsq dhtl. Cjñfre, pfctdieç d djhjnfø, kex-it yt nhjufnm; tckb yfxfnm tä øktcnfnm, zhjcnm täeltcznthbncz. Nfr åt c vbrhjñfvb: bø vjåyj gj-ñjhjnm kexfvb bkb ghjnbdjltqcndbtv cbk jhufybpvf,yj ñbx djkb pfcnfdbn gjybryenm vyjubt wtynhs, bgjåfh gjukjnbn yjdst jñkfcnb. Kexb gjlctrfçn rjh-yb pfhfps, yj djkz dtlän r yjdjq ltzntkmyjcnb.

Rjytxyj, nhelyj jghtltkbnm ñjktpym d pfxfnrt; njkm-rj bccktljdfybt dsltktybq b rfhnbyf bpkextybq lfcnjghtltktybt. Tckb dsltktybz vjuen byjulf ddtcnb d pfñkeåltybt jñ bcnbyyjq ghbxbyt, nj bthjukba bpkextybz gjrfåtn jcyjdfybt ñjktpyb. Rfålfz jcj-ñtyyjcnm ltzntkmyjcnb jhufybpvf lfän wdtn b pyfryfxthnfybz. Vjåyj dtcnb yfñkçltybz ghb rfåljqñjkmybwt.

170. Vs ujdjhbkb jñ eckjdbzø b jñ jnkbxbzø.Rjytxyj, zdbncz djghjc: xnj tcnm jñsxyjt b xnjytjñsxyjt? D ghtlcnfdktybb Yfitv dcä jñsxyj. D

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ghtlcnfdktybb vfkjcjpyfntkmyjuj xtkjdtrf vyjujtytjñsxyj. Jñsxyjt b ytjñsxyjt ltkzncz kbim gjcntgtyb cjpyfybz. Dthytt crfpfnm _ dvtoäyyjt bytdvtoäyyjt, epyfyyjt b ytepyfyyjt. E Yfc ytjñsr-yjdtyyjt gjybvftncz byfxt. Rfålsq nbg cjpyfybzbvttn jñsxyeç uheggbhjdre wtynhjd, dhjlt njuj rfrds jghtltkztnt nbg vfntvfnbxtcrjuj bkb abkjcja-crjuj vsiktybz. Bp ãnbø rheujd cjpyfybz xfcnj ds-ltkztncz uheggf wtynhjd, bv yt ghbceofz. Ãnb dtndbcjpyfybz gjbcnbyt ytjñsryjdtyys; bvtyyj, jyblfçn jñkflfntkç vyjuj djpvjåyjcntq, yj vfkj cxf-cnmz ptvyjuj. B htlrj cfv jñkflfntkm vjåtn erfpfnmcbvgnjvs ãnbø dtndtq cjpyfybz. Ãnj ytjñsxyjt nj-ytn d henbyt cjpyfybz. Lfåt jgsnysq gcbøjkju cnheljv yfqlän ãnb ytjåblfyyst wdtns.

Tckb ñjktpyb xänrj jnhfåfçncz yf bpkextybb, njytjñsxyst dtndb cjpyfybz c nheljv ajhvekbheçncz.Rjytxyj, bpkextybz lfçn gjkysq jñkbr xtkjdtrf, yjdcä gcbøbxtcrb ytjcjpyfyyjt lfän lhjåfobt, nhelyjabrcbhetvst yfxthnfybz. Pltcm jñkfcnm ytjñsxyjujlkz bpdtcnyjq uheggs cjpyfybz, b nfrbt wdtns yfrfvyzø jcjñtyyj wtyys.

Dlevfqntcm d gcbøjp, dlevfqntcm d ghtcnegyjcnm,dlevfqntcm d ytehfdyjdtityyjcnm!

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171. Rjve-nj gjrfåtncz, xnj vyjujt bp crfpfyyjujjñotbpdtcnyj. Yeåyj endthlbnm hfpkbxyjuj gjhzlrfgjyznbz, njkmrj ãnbv genäv fccbvbkbhetncz cjpyf-ybt. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm ldeø cjñtctlybrjd, ghbñkb-pbntkmyj jlbyfrjdj hfpdbnsø b dcä åt yt gjybvf-çobø lheu lheuf. Vjåtn ñsnm, d bø cjpyfybb ytlj-cnfän kbim ytcrjkmrj vfksø pdtymtd, yj ãnf vfkfzhfpybwf pfcnfdkztn byfxt dhfofnmcz peñxfnst rjkäcfvsiktybz, f d htpekmnfnt yfxbyfçn ldbufnmcz cjdctvhfpkbxyst hsxfub. Njkmrj gjkyfz ljujdjhäyyjcnm ytddtlän ybrjuj d eothñ. Dtlm Vs yt jnrhjdtybz bp-htrftv b yt ghjgjdtletv, Vs ghjcnj ljujdfhbdftvcz,xnjñ fccbvbkbhjdfnm cjpyfybt lkz cjdvtcnyjq hfñj-ns. Nfrbv jñhfpjv, d gjkt phtybz døjlzn hfpyst gjl-hjñyjcnb, rjnjhst rtv-nj eåt ghjlevfys, yj lkzerhtgktybz wtgb ljkåys ñsnm endthåltys d cjcnjz-ybb yfcnjzotuj vjvtynf.

Bvtyyj, yflj xbcnbnm wtgm vsiktybz. Yeåyjcjñhfnm dcç pfñjnkbdjcnm lkz ecgtøf cjnhelybxtcndf.Rjytxyj, d jñobyyjv cjpyfybb yt jñbåfçncz, yj yt-cdjtdhtvtyysvb gjcnfyjdrfvb vsckb vjåyj gjlåtxmcjñtctlybrf, ghbxbybd dhtl ltke; gjnjve Vs ckt-lbv pf gjcktljdfntkmyjcnmç yfhfcnfybz cjpyfybz. YtYfit ltkj ghjcnj hfplenm hfpvths cjpyfybz. Njkmrj

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jhufybxtcrjt hfpdbnbt b hfpyjjñhfpbt gjcnegktybqjñeckjdzn ltqcndbntkmysq jñüäv cjrhjdboybws.

Ghtlcnfdmnt b gjvybnt Yfib ñtctls yf ñthtuehexmz. Yb jlye bp djky tuj ytkmpz gjdnjhbnm, yjukfpe jyb dct rfåencz cøjåbvb.

Cktlbnt pf cjpdexbtv cjnhelybxtcndf.

172. Cjvytdftncz rnj-nj, rfr ghbvbhbnm fccbvbkz-wbç cjpyfybz c jñvtyjv vscktq, yfpsdftvsv cgj-hjv? Yeåty kb cgjh? Yt ñeltn kb cgjh zdktybtvlbccbvbkzwbb? E Yfc cgjhf yt ceotcndetn, jy dshf-åftncz d jñjçlyjv jñjufotybb cjpyfybq. Bvtyyj,ljkufz fccbvbkzwbz gjpdjkztn ghtndjhznm ghjnbdj-htxbz d jñjufotybt pfgfcf pyfybq. Ghjnbdjhtxbzjñsxyj kbim hfpkbxyst rfxtcndf jlyjuj b njuj åtzdktybz. Rjytxyj, rjulf ghjnbdjhtxbz bcntrfçn bpytdtåtcndf, nj b cgjh jñhfoftncz d zve jnñhjcjd.

Gecnm cjpyfybt jcdtnbn gjldfk vsiktybz, b cvti-yst cgjhs jñhfnzncz d hfcceåltybz gjkmps b hf-ljcnb.

173. Jnvtxftncz, xnj ytrjnjhst kçlb ytcen rfr ñsecgtø pf cjñjç. Cetdthbt yfpsdftn bø cxfcnkbdxb-rfvb. Yferf ghbgbcsdftn ecgtø ndähljcnb djkb. Vsåt ljñfdbv, xnj jñsxyj ãnb kçlb bvtçn fccbvbkb-

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hjdfyyjt cjpyfybt. Jyb ltkfçncz ghtlcnfdbntkzvbrjkktrnbdf, djdktrfz d gjcktlcndbz cbke, yfghzåäy-yeç vyjubvb cjexfcnybrfvb, rjnjhst d lfyysq vj-vtyn byjulf lfåt yt gjljphtdfçn hfcøjlf ãythubb.Djdct yt nhtñetncz, xnjñ dtcm rjkktrnbd pyfk lheulheuf. Xthtp epks gthtlfxb vuyjdtyyj gthtlfänczdjkyf ãythubb; gjnjve yfkbxyjcnm vtåleyfhjlyjujrjkktrnbdf jxtym yeåyf lkz ltqcndbq. Gjnjve vtå-leyfhjlyfz djkyf yeåyf, bñj hfpyjjñhfpbt lbyfvbrblfcn ñjkmit yfghzåtybz.

D Yfitq Jñobyt vjåyj dcnhtnbnm vyjubt yfhjl-yjcnb b hfpyjjñhfpyst cgtwbfkmyjcnb; ãnj ghfrnbx-yj lkz rjyltycfwbb djktdsø djky. Vjåyj cjøhfybnmdtcm gjntywbfk bylbdblefkmyjcnb b yfcnhjbnm cj-pdexbt cjpyfybq. Vs ghjnbd bcrkçxbntkmyjq cgt-wbfkbpfwbb; kexifz rjycnherwbz rjkktrnbdf bvttnãnj eckjdbt d dble.

Ds ytlfdyj ñtctljdfkb j pyfxtybb kextq d ñtcghj-djkjxyjq gthtlfxt. Bvtyyj, kexb cgjcjñcndeçn cj-tlbytybç rjkktrnbdf yf lfkmybø hfccnjzybzø. Bvty-yj, nt kexb, rjnjhst nfr ytlfdyj jnhbwfkbcm, bvtyyjjyb nren yjdjt gjrhsdfkj gkfytnt. Kexb bvtçn njghtbveotcndj gthtl lheubvb djkyfvb, xnj jyb ktuxtghjøjlzn, yt yfheifz nzujntybz fnvjcaths. Pder,

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rjytxyj, hfytt ghbdkär dybvfybt xtkjdtxtcndf. Cdtnb wdtn htåt ghbdktrfkb bpextybt, yj nfr rfr pdertcnm kbim htfrwbz cdtnf, nj eukeñkäyyjt gjpyfybtjñhfnbncz r pyfxtybç cdtnf b r dscitq ãythubb _vfnthbb Cdtnjyjcyjq. õº÷¬”∆º ö◊æ∆¿º ghbdktrfkf dctkexibt evs; tckb lfåt yt yføjlbkb cjpyfntkmyjujghbvtytybz tq, nj pyfxtybt tä cxbnfkb ytvbyetvsvghb cktleçotq ãdjkçwbb.

Kexb b cdtnjdst djkys ytcen htitybt yjdjqãdjkçwbb.

174. Ãrcnthbjhbpfwbz xedcndbntkmyjcnb lfdyj pyf-rjvf. Ljcnbufkfcm jyf vtøfybxtcrb bkb djktdsv ghb-rfpjv b ckeåbkf cfvsv ndählsv gjdjljv lkz cjååt-ybz yf rjcnht. Lfåt b ntgthm cjdhtvtyyst byrdbpb-njhs yfltçncz yfqnb ødjcnbr xthyjrybåbz, pfujyzzcvtkjt bcrfybt d gjlgjkmt.

Dtkbrbt evs pfñjnkbdj xezkb ljcnbåtybz pyfybz.Jñobyybr ljkåty ñsnm jnrhsn dctv yjdsv djp-vjåyjcnzv.

Tckb yfqlty ghbywbg zdktybz, nj hfpvths tuj pf-dbczn jn ntøybrb. Nfr gthtytctybt xedcndbntkmyjcnbvjåtn ghbyznm cfvst hfpkbxyst hfpvths. Crfåtv,yf nfrjv-nj vtcnt ljkåyf jcyjdfnmcz yjdfz jñobyf.

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Vtcnj bvttn dct yeåyst ghbpyfrb, yj jrheåfçobteckjdbz dhtvtyyj vjuen cjcnfdbnm uhjpyeç jgfc-yjcnm. Njulf ñthäv yjdjt vtcnj b gthtyjcbv yf ytujdjpvjåyjcnb gthdjuj. D cjpyfybb vs yt jnjhdfkbcmjn djpvjåyjcntq gthdjuj vtcnf, b vs gthtåbdftvãaatrn gthdjuj htitybz, gjldjlz ecnjb ñeleotujcnhjtybz. Ñeltn kb ytxnj yf gznbltcznjq gfhfkktkbbkb ldflwfnmç gfhfkktkzvb çåytt, yj ceotcndtyyjcjøhfybnm jpfhtybt cnhjbntkmcndf.

Crfprf j ytdblbvjv ujhjlt cj pdjyjv yfgjvbyftnxtkjdtrf, rjnjhsq yt pfvtnbk dfåyjuj joeotybz,dcktlcndbt gthtyjcf xedcndbntkmyjcnb. Vjq ghbvth,vjåtn ñsnm, toä dfv yt zcty, yj ghbywbg gthtytct-ybz xedcndbntkmyjcnb vjåtn ñsnm edtkbxty lj wtksøyfhjlyjcntq. Vjåyj ãnbv ghbywbgjv bpñtåfnm vyj-ubø jgfcyjcntq.

Tckb ljgecnbnm, xnj xtkjdtxtcrbq jhufybpv _ cf-vjt vjoyjt gcbøbxtcrjt jhelbt, nj ytkmpz ghbgbcfnmne åt vjom abpbxtcrjve fggfhfne. Abpbxtcrbq fggf-hfn gjlckeåtñty njq dscitq ãythubb, rjnjheç yfps-dftv gcbøbxtcrjq rjycnherwbtq. Ãnf ãythubz vjåtnchfdybnmcz rfxtcndtyyj kbim cj cdtnjv.

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Vs njkmrj xnj ujdjhbkb j vjob kextq b j yjdjvbø ghbvtytybb; ytdjpvjåyj egecnbnm djpvjåyjcnbxtkjdtxtcrjuj jhufybpvf. Rfr bpexfnm lfkmybt vbhs,rjulf vs yt jñhfoftv dybvfybz yf yfib cjñ-cndtyyst aeyrwbb? C nheljv jnrhsdftnt kexb, yj bø djpltqcndbt yf vjpujdst b ghjxbt wtynhs hfpdtbpexftnt?

175. Ds pyftnt vyjubt jgsns xntybz vscktq. Hfc-crfåbnt bø pfgflysv kçlzv, jyb yt bvtçn gjyznbz,yfcrjkmrj ãnj gcbøjkjubxtcrjt cdjqcndj ghbceotDjcnjre. Gj ytdtåtcnde yfpsdfçn lfåt cetdthbtv.Vtåle ntv, tckb vsckm zdkztncz jhufybxtcrbv cjplf-ybtv, nj jyf vjåtn ñsnm jñyfheåtyf. Lfåt crelystabpbxtcrbt ghbñjhs vjuen ekfdkbdfnm yfghzåtybtvsckb. Lfåt nthvjvtnh b ãktrnhbxtcrbt ghbñjhshtfubheçn yf djpybryjdtybt vsckb. Vsckm lfåtbpvtyztn ntvgthfnehe ntkf. Yfcnjkmrj gcbøbxtcrbqfggfhfn ljvbybhetn yfl abpbxtcrbv; dthytt gcbøb-xtcrbq fggfhfn yfpsdfnm xfcnmç abpbxtcrjuj. Ceot-cndetn ghbñjh, pfgbcsdfçobq ntxtybt vscktq; nfr-åt jyj jnjñhfåftncz yf bpkextybb b chfdybntkmysvvtnjljv vjåtn ñsnm ltnfkbhjdfyj. Dghjxtv, ãnf cb-cntvf vbkf pfgflyjve vsiktybç.

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Vfkj gjgsnjr cdzpfnm vtøfybre c gcbøbrjq. Vtålentv ds pyftnt, rfr yfexyjt jnyjitybt r gcbøbrt jñ-ktuxftn b ghtjñhfåftn dcä ceotcndjdfybt. Ujdjhbk,xnj jñobyf ytdjpvjåyf ñtp ntøybrb; d ãnj gjyznbtdrkçxfkfcm ntøybrf abpbxtcrfz b gcbøbxtcrfz, byfxtjñobyybrb yfxyen gjøjlbnm yf pfdjlyst buheirb.

Ndthåe jñhfnbnm ytjnkjåyjt dybvfybt yf djpvjå-yjcnb gcbøbxtcrjuj fggfhfnf.

176. Gcbøjvtøfybrf ñeltn dthysv jghtltktybtvghbkjåtybz gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb. Vjåyj pfvtnbnmbynthtcyst jgsns ghb afñhbxyjv nhelt. Rfålsqjgsnysq hfñjnybr pyftn, xnj vfibys nhtñeçn jn-lsøf. Nhelyj ñkbåt jghtltkbnm ãnj zdktybt, yj jyjpyfxbntkmyj pyfrjvj lfåt ntv, rnj yt bvttn gjyznbzj gcbøjvtøfybrt.

Yfv ghbøjlbkjcm ltkfnm jgsns yf nrfwrbø afñhb-rfø, ult bvtçncz cjnyb cnfyrjd b lj cjnyb ljdjkmyjjgsnysø hfñjnybrjd. Cnfyrb ghjcbkb jnlsøf dyt hfp-htiftvjq ghjgjhwbb, dyt pfdbcbvjcnb jn jgsnyjcnbnrfxf. Gjldthufz nrfxtq gcbøbxtcrjve bcgsnfybç,vjåyj ñskj zcyj dbltnm, xnj d herfø, jñkflfdibøgcbøbxtcrjq ãythubtq, cnfyrb vtytt yeålfkbcm d jn-lsøt; rfr ñs åbdjq njr cjjñofkcz cnfyre b elkbyzk

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tuj åbpytcgjcjñyjcnm. Ãnf åbdfz rjjhlbyfwbz vtå-le hfñjnybrjv b cnfyrjv ljkåyf ñsnm ghbvtytyf d jñobyfø nhelf. Vjåyj ljcnbufnm ãnjuj dsujlyjujeckjdbz kbim ghb bpextybb gcbøjvtøfybrb.

Ujcelfhcndtyyfz pflfxf _ dspdfnm r åbpyb yfb-ñjktt ghjbpdjlbntkmyst eckjdbz, ghbybvfz vths byfghfdkzz exäysø r jñktuxtybç åbpyb rjkktrnbdf,dgkjnm lj fyjybvyjcnb.

Vs pyftv, xnj byjulf cbvdjk kbxyjcnb ytjñøjlbvlkz yfhjljd, yj fyjybvyjcnm, dcä-nfrb, jcnfytncz dbltfkt ghfdbkmyjq ãdjkçwbb. Ãnj jlyj bp eckjdbqjcjpyfybz rhfnrjdhtvtyyjcnb ptvyjuj ceotcndjdf-ybz, b kexibq genm r cxfcnkbdjve cjnhelybxtcnde.Fynbgjljv fyjybvyjcnb ñelen cfvjyfxthnfybz lhtd-ybø wfhtq, ybrjve ntgthm ytbpdtcnysø. Ãnb yfxth-nfybz, rhjvt eksñrb, ybxtuj yt dspsdfçn, b xfotdctuj yt cjtlbytys c yfvthtybzvb Jñotuj Ñkfuf.Bvtz nfrjuj fynbgjlf, jñobyf, rjytxyj, ñeltn cnht-vbnmcz r fyjybvyjcnb. Yj ñtp gcbøjvtøfybrb nfrfzfyjybvyjcnm ñeltn ehjlkbdf. Vjåtn cnfnm fyjybv-ysv njn, rnj ecnfyjdbk cdjä vtcnj chtlb zdktybq bghtlvtnjd. Vjåtn jnlfnm cdjä ≤z≥, rnj jcjpyfk ghj-cnhfycndj. Nfr vjuen jñobys ghbñkbåfnmcz r yt-hfpheibvjcnb.

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Jñobyysø vjnskmrjd vs yt wtybv. Yt pfñelmnt,xnj gmzycndj _ dhfu gcbøjvtøfybrb. Yt levfqnt, xnjgcbøjvtøfybrf kbim lkz bpñhfyysø; jyf ljcnjzybthfpevyjuj rjkktrnbdf b bcgsnsdftncz yf dctø jñb-øjlysø zdktybzø.

177. Vjåyj kb ghbjñhtnfnm gcbøjntøybre ñtp Exb-ntkz? Ytdjpvjåyj. Ãnf ntøybrf cjghzåtyf c jgfc-ysvb ghjwtccfvb. Gjikänt kb dfibø ltntq d abpb-xtcrbq rfñbytn ñtp herjdjlbntkz?

Rfr yfqnb Exbntkz? Yt pfñeltv, xnj pfrjys djkbjñkflfçn cdjqcndjv ghbdktrfnm dybvfybt, rjuj pjdrfcftncz. Ytn ytjñøjlbvjcnb yføjåltybz Exbntkz dcjctlytv ljvt; vjåyj herjdjlbnm yf hfccnjzybb. Yj ñsdfçn vjvtyns, rjulf jgsnyjt ghtleghtåltybtytbpñtåyj.

Hzl gcbøbxtcrbø zdktybq ntcyj cdzpfy c fnvjcat-hbxtcrbvb b fcnhjøbvbxtcrbvb cjñsnbzvb. Ceot-cndeçn ytphbvst, yj cvthntkmyj-joenbvst vfuybn-yst ñehb; abpbxtcrbq herjdjlbntkm lfcn gjktpystcjdtns, rfr bpñtåfnm jgfcyjcnb, pfrkçxäyyjq d rfå-ljv vtnfkkt. Ceotcndeçn gcbøbxtcrbt ñehb, rjulfherf Exbntkz cnfyjdbncz ytjñøjlbvjq.

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Ds pyftnt, xnj abpbxtcrbt zdktybz jrfpsdfçndjpltqcndbt yf ñjkmibt uheggs kçltq. Ãnj ytkmpzyfpdfnm cevfcitcndbtv, yj jcjñsv zdktybtv rjkktr-nbdyjuj tlbytybz. Vjåyj ghtlcnfdbnm djpltqcndbtgjlptvysø ufpjd b gskb fnvjcathbxtcrbø ntk. Bystgfhfkbpeçn gcbøbxtcrbt ltqcndbz, yj pfnj bvtçncznfrbt djpñelbntkb, xnj Rjhvxbq ljkåty ghbyznm yt-jnkjåyst vths.

Ujdjhz j djpvjåyjcnzø gcbøjntøybrb, Vs yt cjñb-hftvcz hfpheibnm xmb-nj fggfhfns. Vs, rfr XktysJñobys, ghtcktletv pflfxe bcnbyyjq ãrjyjvbb, brfålsq gcbøbxtcrbq fggfhfn ljkåty ñsnm jøhfyäy.Ntv ñjktt yeåyf nofntkmyjcnm, xnj gjntywbfk gcb-øbxtcrjq ãythubb xfcnj yt cjdgflftn c byntkktrnjv b yeåyj jghtltkbnm rfxtcndj gcbøbxtcrjq djpvjå-yjcnb. Yfcbkjdfnm gcbøbxtcreç ãythubç d xeåljv tqyfghfdktybb ñeltn cfvsv jgfcysv dbljv yfcbkbz.

Jnkjåtybz Cdtnjyjcyjq vfnthbb b fcnhjøbvbxt-crbt kexb cjjñofçn gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb ytjñsxfq-yeç xedcndbntkmyjcnm b yfcsofçn tä gthbjlbxtcrbkexfvb. Rjytxyj, rfxtcndj cjpyfybz ñeltn lfdfnmhtifçott cktlcndbt. Gjnjve jñjqlävcz c gcbøbxt-crjq ãythubtq pfñjnkbdj.

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178. Yfgjvybv j cdjqcndfø, cjdthityyj ytljgec-nbvsø d jñobyt: ytdtåtcndj, cnhfø, kjåm, kbwtvt-hbt, cdjtrjhscnbt, ghbcdjtybt, gmzycndj, rehtybt b crdthyjckjdbt. Rnj-nj crfåtn: ≤Øjnbnt fyutkjd yf-ñhfnm≥. Vs åt cghjcbv: ≤Hfpdt d dfitq ptvkt dctkåtws bkb gmzybws? Vs åt pyftv vyjubø veåt-cndtyysø b ghfdlbdsø≥. Jgznm crfåen: ≤Ckbirjvdscjrb nhtñjdfybz≥. Jndtnbv: ≤Yteåtkb e dfc dctcrdthyjckjdws b cdjtrjhscnybrb? Dct ãnb eckjdbzcnhfiys njkmrj lkz vtofybyf, ghzxeotuj gjl gj-hjujv ñjufncndj. E Yfc, d Ubvfkfzø, lfdyj yfikbcmkçlb, rjnjhsv crfpfyyst eckjdbz _ yt geufkj≥.

Cjdtneç ghbcvjnhtnmcz r jñobyybrfv. F tckb rnjyt vjåtn dvtcnbnm dctø eckjdbq, njn gecnm kbiftnczdctø djpvjåyjcntq rjjgthfwbb. Gecnm gjøjlbn gj-pdthbyjve, gjrf yt gjxetn nzue r xtkjdtrjjñhfpbç.

Gjrf cjpyfybt yt ghbyzkj jñobys, rfåljt vfktq-itt gjrfåtncz ytghtjñjhbvsv. Vjåyj jnrfpfnmcz jnrfåljq ckfñjcnb, tckb zcyf pflfxf ñeleotuj. Levfqntj ghbkjåtybb ctñz r ñeleotve, b cnhfø yfcnjzotujhfcndjhbncz. Yt ñthbnt crfpfyyjt pf gsiyeç ahfpe,yj, rfvtyobrb, jñnäcsdfqnt dfib rfvtyyst cthlwf.Gjckt cthlwf jrfvtyttn vjpu.

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Vjåtv kb cjvytdfnmcz, xnj ds pføjnbnt gjñtlbnmdfib ytljxäns? Lkz yfxfkf yt kubnt, b yt ñjqntcm, b exbntcm rfålsq ltym. Yt yeåyj ndthlbnm jñ ãnjvjñobyybrfv, yj vjuen ñsnm kåtjñobyybrb: bø yfljjnltkznm, rfr pfhfpe cbabkbcf.

Øjxe, xnjñ Vjb cjdtns ljcnbukb irjks. Øjxe,xnjñs ltnb gjvybkb j Lhepmzø, gjcdznbdibø ctñzJñobyt Vbhf.

179. Ghtlcnfdbv _ dblbnt xtkjdtrf, ltkfçotujdhtl, yj bvtçotuj bcrhe gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb. Ds,rjytxyj, yfxyänt ujdjhbnm j kexibø cdjqcndfø ãdj-kçwbjybheçotuj xtkjdtrf. Dfi cjñtctlybr ytvtl-ktyyj cjukfcbncz c dfvb, yt jnyjcz r ctñt; nfr jñsxyjñsdftn. Yt velhj crfpfnm tve, xnj jy gjcnegftnlehyj, yj vjåyj crfpfnm, xnj tuj ltqcndbt yt jndt-xftn yfghfdktybç ãdjkçwbb. Ytn yb lehyjuj, ybøjhjituj, yj gjcnegrb tuj njkmrj yt wtktcjjñhfpysb gjnjve yt ghfrnbxys. Tckb dfi cjñtctlybr dslfänctñz pf jñobyybrf, nj hfpujdjh ghjot. Njulf, rfrghbdthåtyws jñobys, ds vjåtnt nhtñjdfnm jøhf-ytybz jcyjd ãdjkçwbjyyjcnb. Lfåt lkz gktvtyysøcdbytq nhtñeçncz jghtltkäyyst eckjdbz åbpyb. Rfråt xtkjdtr, htifçobqcz yf gjldbu cjwbfkmyjq åbp-

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yb, vjåtn jcnfdfnmcz d ghtåybø vtofycrbø ñthkjufø?Rfr åt vjåtn kjåm bkb nhecjcnm åbnm gjl kbxbyjqcjnhelybxtcndf?

Vtymit dctuj Yfc pfybvftn ckjdtcyjt endthålt-ybt. Lkz Yfc bvttn pyfxtybt cjcnjzybt cjpyfybz bltqcndbz. Rfr dhfxb cktlzn pf cfvjxedcndbtv b cktl-cndbtv b yt jñhfofçn dybvfybz yf dslevrb ñjkm-yjuj, nfr e Yfc yt jñhfofçn dybvfybt yf ckjdtcystedthtybz b dpdtibdfçn rfxtcndj ltqcndbz. Cnfhby-ysq cgjcjñ bcgsnfybz ghbyzn e Yfc. Bcgsnfybtghjljkåbntkmyj b ytjåblfyyj. Gjvybnt pfyznbzÑells c extybrfvb yf ytjåblfyyjcnm?

Hfpdt ytjåblfyyjcnm vjåtn bcgsnsdfnm cnhfø bkbkjåm? Bvtyyj ytjåblfyyjcnm. Ytjñøjlbvjcnm ytñeltn htifçobv eckjdbtv. Djh gthtl celjv zdkztnjñhfptw xtcnyjcnb. Cvjnhbnt tuj yt gthtl celjv, yj dj nmvt gthtekrf. Yt jndthufqnt bcgsnfybz, bñjhtitybt åbpytyyjuj gjldbuf ljkåyj ñsnm bcgsnfyjjuyäv cnfkb. Nt, rnj dthzn ckjde, bkb ytjgsnys, bkbyt ndthls. Jgsn vjåtn gthtqnb d ytghtkjåyjcnmnjkmrj ytbpvtyysv ecnhtvktybtv.

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180. Vxecm kb bkb ytldbåbv, yj ecnhtvkäy. Execmbkb lfç pyfybt, yj ecnhtvkäy. Jlbyjr bkb d njkgtyfhjljd, yj ecnhtvkäy.

Rfr yfghzxm ecnhtvktybt? Ult rjhyb b eckjdbz tuj? J rfxtcndt nhelf b ltqcndbz ds cksifkb. Eckj-dbz nfrjds: gjkyfz gthtuheåtyyjcnm b jcjpyfybtytñtpjgfcyjcnb åbpyb. Gthtuheåtyyjcnm gjcnfdbn nt-kj d yfghfdktybb yfghzåtybz. Jcjpyfybt jgfcyjcnbrfåljuj xfcf åbpyb lfcn xenrjcnm b pyfybt ñtcgjdj-hjnyjcnb.

Tckb geibyrf d ukfpe jñhfoftncz d ñhtdyj, nj gthjbp rhskf gnbws d ghjcnhfycndt hjålftn uhjv d lfkm-ybø vbhfø. Rfr åt gjzcybnm pfgflysv evfv xenrjcnmrjcvbxtcrjuj fggfhfnf? Rfr gjzcybnm, xnj yfcbkm-cndtyyst dphsds ueñbntkmytt hfpheitybz ytñtcyjujntkf, bñj hfpheitybt ytñtcyjuj ntkf ghjbcøjlbn dcjdjregyjcnb dctø jrheåfçobø eckjdbq. Ds cfvb ytcnfdbnt afñhbre yfl jgfcyjq rfdthyjq, yj bpñbhftntkexitt vtcnj, b Vs ujdjhbv j kexibø eckjdbzø.

Vjåyj cjplfnm cbvajybç dphsdjd, vjåyj cjplfnmcjpdexbz vfiby. Lfåt gjkeukeøbt pfvtxfçn, xnj jybbyjulf cksifn nbøbq ujkjc kexit rhbrf, _ pyfxbn,rfxtcndj, yj yt jlyj yfghzåtybt. Bvtyyj, rfxtcndj

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rfåljuj ltqcndbz yfkfuftn ukeñjreç jndtncndtyyjcnmb gjkyj jgfcyjcntq ytgjghfdbvsø.

Yeåyj cåbnmcz yf rhfç ghjgfcnb, ghb gjkyjvcjpyfybb ukeñbys jrheåfçotq, b evtnm yt ñjznmczltqcndjdfnm d gthtuheåtybb. Nfr jgsnyst yjcbkmob-rb blen d ujhe gjl nzåtcnmç c gtcyzvb. Ãnf gtcym,jvsnfz nheljv, yt gjnhtdjåbn ghjcnhfycndj.

Vs ñsdfkb d dfibø ntfnhfø b vfkj joeofkb bøyeåyjcnm. Gtcym, pder b wdtn yt ljkåys ñsnm pfgth-nsvb d bcreccndtyysø ntgkbwfø. Ãnb wtyyjcnb ljk-åys cjghjdjålfnm åbpym, fyjybvyj jrheåfz yfhjlkfcrjq rhfcjns.

Dtkbrbq fhnbcn Fidfuøjif ghtlgjxäk ñfpfh b gkj-oflm, xnjñ yfqnb genm r yfhjlyjve cthlwe. Rhfcjnfyfexbn ecnhtvktybç.

Ds pyftnt b ds gjybvftnt dscjrjt gjyznbt Fdf-nfhf, yj xnjñ ljcnbxm tuj, yeåyj cnfnm Fdfrfhf _juytyyj ecnhtvkäyysv.

181. Ghfdbkmyj, ghfdbkmyj, ghfdbkmyj _ njxyjcnmdj dhtvtyb ljkåyf ñsnm cjñkçltyf. Gjcvjnhbv ytnjkmrj c njxrb ghbywbgbfkmyjq xtcnyjcnb, yj b cjcnjhjys ghfrnbxyjcnb. Xtkjdtr yfpyfxftn bpdtcnysqchjr b ntv gjcskftn ghjcnhfycndtyysq ghbrfp; njn,

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rnj ghbyzk chjr, pfvsrftn njr. Ntxtybt ãythubb dj-ktdjq pfrhtgkztn rfr ñs fcnhfkmysq jñhfp htitybz.R ãnjve vjcne ghbcnfçn kjljxrb djpvjåyjcntq,erhtgkzz b ljgjkyzz gthdjyfxfkmyjt ghtlgjkjåtybt.Kturj ghtlcnfdbnm, xnj ghjbpjqlän, tckb jlyf cnjhjyfvjcnf bcxtpytn. Dtlm ghjcnhfycndtyyst chjrb ujhfpljnjxytt vtøfybpvf dfibø xfcjd; ñktcnzobt djpvjå-yjcnb hfccsgfçncz, rfr gtcjr, b bcxtpfçn ytgjdnj-htyyst.

Gjlevfqnt, rfrfz pflfxf lkz cnfnbcnbrb _ cjgj-cnfdbnm ecgtiyjcnm htitybz cdjtdhtvtyyjuj c yt-ecgtiyjcnmç pfgjplfkjcnb. Gjkexbncz gjexbntkmysqgjlcxän, b rnj-nj gjåfkttn j ytdtåtcndt pfgfplsdf-ybz. Ghfdlf, cnjkmrj kçltq åbden rfr cdbymb, gj-åbhfçobt lhfujwtyyst wdtns. Ytkmpz yt jøhfybnmghjcnhfycndj jn bø ñtccvscktyyjuj ytdtåtcndf. Tc-kb ñs jyb vjukb pfukzyenm d ghjcnhfycndj, bvbjñtpjñhfåtyyjt, nj jyb åt crfpfkb ñs: ≤Pfghtnbntãnj ytljcnjqyjt ñtcgencndj!≥

Ñthtubnt xbcnjne ghjcnhfycndf. Ñelmnt jndtncndty-ys pf cjbpvthbvjcnm. Yt vjåtnt cåbufnm xeåbtghjdjlf! Crjkmrj ghtrhfcysø kfvgfl gjubñkj jn yt-pfñjnkbdjcnb! B ds åt ñeltnt gjnhzcfnm ghjcnhfy-cndj åfkjñfvb, rjulf eåt ñeltn ytgjghfdbvj. Vtåle

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ntv, ñsk xfc, rjulf jlby åtcn vju ñs cjøhfybnm dfvyeåyjt b ghjcbvjt.

Exbnt rfåljuj htñäyrf gjybvfnm pyfxtybt chjrjd.Byfxt toä jlyj gjrjktybt vzurjntksø ñtcgjpdj-yjxysø ñeltn gjåbhfnm lheu lheuf.

D jñobyt njxyjcnm chjrjd ecnfyjdktyf rfr jcyjdf.

182. Ghfdbkmyj, ghfdbkmyj, ghfdbkmyj _ kçlbljkåys ctkbnmcz yf bcgsnfyysø vtcnfø. Lfåtvtldtlm pfñjnkbdtt dsñbhftn ñthkjue. Rjytxyj, hfc-ntybz gjrfåen kexibt djpvjåyjcnb. Cvjnhbnt, ultrtlh b cjcyf, ult dthtcr b leñ, ult nhfds b wdtnszhrb. Yeåyf tcntcndtyyfz ãktrnhbabrfwbz vtcnf.Rhegyjbujkmxfnfz ødjz _ kexibq rjyltycfnjh ãktr-nhbxtcndf. Dscjns, kbiäyyst hfcntybq, zdkzçn gj-ktpyeç ghfye gjckt 11 000 aenjd.

183. C xtv ñkbåt chfdybnm Yfie Jñobye _ c øj-hjv gtcyjgtdwtd bkb c djtyysv cnfyjv? Crjhtt dnj-hjt. Vjåyj ctñt ghtlcnfdbnm, rfr ljkåyf jndtxfnmjyf ghfdbkfv gjkrjdtltybz b gjkrjdjlbntkmcndf.Vjåyj kb epyfnm genb ghjldbåtybz Jñobys ñtpjnhfåtybz b yfcnegktybz? Vjåyj kb ñhfnm ghbcne-gjv rhtgjcnm, cjlthåfybt rjnjhjq ytbpdtcnyj? Eckj-

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dbz pfobns b yfgfltybz ljkåys ñsnm dpdtitys.Yeåyj jgsnyjt pyfybt b pjhrjcnm ljpjhf. Yt ghfdsnt, rnj cxbnfçn Jñobye vjkbndtyysv ljvjv. Ytghfds, rnj yfpsdfçn Jñobye hfñjxtq vfcnthcrjq.Yt ghfds, rnj yføjlzn Jñobye bpscrfyyjq kfñjhf-njhbtq. Jñobyf _ cnjjrbq cnhfå. Jñobyf _ ehf-ufy dtcnybrf. Jñobyf _ pyfvz pfdjtdfntkz. D xfc,rjulf pyfvz cdähyenj, dhfu eåt gjlnfxbdftn jcyjdf-ybt ñfity. Ult åt dfif kfñjhfnjhbz? Ult dfifhfñjnf b nhel? Djbcnbye, jlby ghjgeotyysq ljpjhjnrhsdftn ltcznm dhfn. Njkmrj ytecsgyjcnm lfcn juhf-le Jñobyt.

Gjñtlf tcnm kbim jñzpfntkmcndj. Erhtgktybtcbk _ kbim zdktybt yjdjuj dbøhz. Cjpyfybt vjobtcnm kbim bcgsnfybt. Dspjd tcnm kbim vfkjlevbt.Rfr jrtfycrfz djkyf, yfcnegftn Jñobyf. Rfr uhjvptvktnhzctybz, pdexbn Extybt ytghtkjåyjcnb.

Lj djcøjlf Cjkywf bläv d ytecsgysq ljpjh.

184. Xfcnj cghfibdfçn jñobyybrb _ jnrelf ghb-cnegs njcrb, byjulf bvb bcgsnsdftvst? Yeåyjpyfnm, xnj ñtp ãnbø cgfpv njcrb ytdjpvjåyj ghjldb-åtybt. Gjckt gthtøjlf ghjgfcnb xedcndetnt jckfñ-ktybt yjåysø vsiw. Ghb hfcibhtybb cjpyfybz

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ghjøjlbnt vyjuj ytphbvsø ghjgfcntq. Ghb epkjdsøyfhfcnfybzø cjpyfybz gjkexftncz crfxjr, b gcbøbxt-crbt cgfpvs cjrhfofçn ythdyst wtynhs. Yt cktletnjgfcfnmcz ãnbø cgfpv, ytljkubq gjrjq dsghfdbn ãnbcjrhfotybz. Yfhfcnfybt cjpyfybz nhelytt ecktlbnm,ytåtkb hjcn djkjcf. Cjpyfybt pfdjädsdftn b bcrj-htyztn. Cjåbufybt cnfhsø vjcnjd yt lfän gjcnegf-ntkmyjq jnvtnrb, yj jyj lfän djpvjåyjcnmyfcnegktybz. Wtyyj yt njkmrj cnhtvbnmcz, yj beybxnjåfnm cjh gjpflb. Ctqxfc dblbnt, rfr ñjkmiby-cndj vjukj ñs ldbyenmcz, yj bv åfkm dtrjdjuj cjhf.Jñf Vjbø pyfrf øhfybnt _ pyfr Ckeåtybz b pyfrJñobys. Jlby rfr jnhsdfybt jn cnfhjuj, lheujq rfrãdjkçwbç.

Vjåyj yfqnb ecnhtvktybt, yt pfrhjqnt ldthm!Rjulf ckfuftnt rybub, yfñkçlbnt, xnjñ rfålfz vju-

kf ñsnm ghbyznf jnltkmyj. Nfråt d ltqcndbb, xnjñsrfålsq jnltkmyj vju ñs dshfpbnm dcç uhegge.

185. Nhelty djghjc, xnj cxbnfnm ghjzdktybtv ltkf.Vs pyftv, xnj ltkj d rfxtcndt, f yt d jñüävt b rj-kbxtcndt. Yj yjdst kçlb xfcnj yt dblzn rfxtcndf, b ghbpyfr dytiytuj jñüävf lkz ybø pfckjyztnceoyjcnm. Gj kturjvsckbç jyb pfyzns hfpledfybtv

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vskmyjuj gepshz, b hfleue hfpkjåtybz ghbybvfçnpf cdtn jpfhäyyjcnb. Lfåt ljdjkmyj jgsnyst evspfyzns vtøfybxtcrbv gjlcxänjv, dvtcnj cjgjcnfdkt-ybz ceoyjcnb. Rfr crfpfnm bv, xnj njkmrj rfxtcndjjpfhbn b endthlbn bø!

Hfpkbxfqnt dtkbrbt ltkf jn lkbyysø vthndtwjd.

186. Rfålfz jñobyf yeålftncz d jñjhjybntkmysøchtlcndfø. Vs yt yfcbkmcndtyyst pfdjtdfntkb, yj dcäåt bvttv exän dhfujd Yfibø b yt jñvfysdftvcz d bøvyjujxbcktyyjcnb. Kexb, ufps b djpleiysq ljpjhñelen kexibvb dytiybvb chtlcndfvb, yj cfvjt ltq-cndtyyjt ñeltn d ghjlernfø gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb. Vs djdct yt yfvthtys ghtlcnfdbnm phtkbot ñtppf-obnysø jdtxtr! Htfkmyjt pyfybt ujnjdj r jndtne!Yfv ytn ltkf pfgeubdfnm rjuj-ybñelm, yj Vs ljkåysghtleghtlbnm: ≤Ñthtubcm, ytdtålf!≥

Ntgthm dhtvz itgyenm dctv jñütlbyäyysv jñob-yjç: ñelmnt cjpyfntkmys d gcbøbxtcrbø ghbrfpfødfibø. Tcnm b ñelen ckexfb, rjulf d gjkyjv cjpyfybbvjåtnt dpznm yf ctñz jndtncndtyyjcnm htibntkmyjujghbrfpf. Yj yfghzubnt njulf dcç pjhrjcnm, xnjñsxänrj jxthnbnm rheu wtkb dfitq. Cfvjt ñtpjñhfpyjtcktlcndbt ñeltn ghb ytnjxyj yfghfdktyyjv ghbrfpt.

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Ñelen pfnhjyens gjgenyj cfvst ytålfyyst zdktybz,b rnj vjåtn rjynhjkbhjdfnm gjcktlcndbz ythfpev-yjq cnhtks? Lfdyj crfpfk dhfue: ≤Ghbve d obn dctndjb cnhtks, yj gjikç ntñt njkmrj jlye≥. D ãnbøckjdfø dtcm Yfi cjdtn.

Yeåyj rfåljve jñobyybre pyfnm ntøybre ñjz, yjukfdyjt, yeåyj hfpkbxfnm kåtjñobyybrjd b bpujyznmbø lfktrj pf juhfle. Yb lkbyf ñjhjls, yb cxän wtgtq,yb edtxmz, yb edthtybz _ ybrfrbt ckexfqyst ghb-pyfrb yt vjuen ñsnm cdbltntkmcndjv. Njkmrj gjkyjnfcjpyfybz, zcyfz d lytdyjv ñjlhcndjdfybb, bcrhtyyzzdj cyt, vjåtn endthlbnm jñkbr bcnbyyjuj åtkfybz.Xfcnj cjy bcrhtyytt ñjlhcndjdfybz. Rfålfz bcrhty-yjcnm bvttn ghfdj ñsnm djjheåäyyjq. B ghbrfp yt-ghtkjåyjcnb hjålftn b hfpbn.

187. Rfr vjåyj xedcndjdfnm ctñz yfbñjktt pfob-oäyysv? Njkmrj ecnfyjdbd ñkbåfqieç cdzpm cExbntktv. Njkmrj d ltqcndtyyjv cjnhelybxtcndt b dedfåtybb crhsnf kexifz djpvjåyjcnm ghjøjåltybzxthtp jgfcyst caths. Cdzpm c Exbntktv tcnm åbdfzghjybryjdtyyjcnm d ñeleott.

Tcnm ghtlrb ptvyst b ghtlrb rjcvbxtcrbt; byjulfãnb gjyznbz cjdgflfçn, yj ghb ytcjdthityyjcnb jyb

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xfot dctuj hfpütlbytys. Djn gjkexftncz wtgm ghtl-rjd ptvysø b djn hfleuf ghtlrjd rjcvbxtcrbø. Ytnhelyj hfcgjpyfnm, rjnjhfz zdktyyjcnm ñeltn genävãdjkçwbb.

Rjytxyj, rfålsq Exbntkm bvttn cdjtuj Herjdjlb-ntkz, b wtyyjcnm vsckb djpyjcbncz d lfkmybt vbhs.Gjxbnfybt Exbntkz b gjcnhjtybt ecnhtvktybz r lfkm-ybv vbhfv rfr hfleuf cjtlbytyf ceoyjcnmç cdtnf.

Yfexbntcm gjyznm, rfr dscjrj gjyznbt Exbntkz.Ghjdtlbnt ãne xthne jn rhfz b lj rhfz, jn ghbøjlf b lj eøjlf. Pyfqnt, rfr zdktyj dfv Extybt Cdtnf, bgjvybnt cthtñhzyeç ybnm cdzpb. Cdzpm c Exbntktvkturf, rfr rhskj jhkf, b jhkbysq ukfp cvjnhbn dgt-häl. Xnj åt vjåtnt ghtlgjxtcnm, tckb cjpyfybt dfitjnrhsnj? Cnhjtybt jñobys vjåtn gjvjxm cjñhfnmvsckb. Dtlm yt uhepjdst jcks, yj jhks ñskb erf-pfys d chfdytybb.

Herf Exbntkz pjdän r gjhjue jñobys. B c ujhsYfv dblyj, relf ktnbn rjktcj ytjñøjlbvjcnb.

188. Åthndf ytcxfcnmz _ nfr yfpsdfkb dcnegbd-ituj d jñobye gj ñtpscøjlyjcnb. Gjnthgtd gjkyeçytelfxe, xtkjdtr åthndjdfk ytcxfcnmt cdjä, b wtyfytelfxb ñskf ytcxfcnyf. Yj, bvtyyj, ghbyäcibq yt-

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cxfcnmt cxbnfk yfbñjkmibv drkflxbrjv ctñz: jy bgjåthndjdfk, jy b jnrfpfkcz, jy b ghtlgjxäk, jyåleobq b ghtlüzdkzçobq cxän.

Vs ghtlgjxbnftv åthnde cxfcnmz. Rjve tcnm jnxtuj jnrfpfnmcz, njn vtytt ålän gkfns.

Nfr cnhjqnt jñobye gj dtøfv gjåthndjdfybq.

189. Hsñfr hfljcnyj djpdhfoftncz c wtyysv ekj-djv. Xtkjdtxtcndj jñhfpjdfkjcm yt lkz ytcxfcnbq.Xtkjdtr _ njn åt hfljcnysq hsñfr c vyjujjñhfp-ysv ekjdjv. Rjytxyj, ekjd hfpkbxty, yj jlyf hfljcnmytjnütvktvf _ hfljcnm vsckb j ñeleotv. Yb hsñs,yb gnbws, yb åbdjnyst yt pyfçn ñeleotuj. Yj xtkj-dtr eåt pyftn ytvbyetvjcnm ñeleotuj. D ãnjv pjdtghjcnhfycndf pfrkçxtyf juhjvyfz hfljcnm. Rnj ñj-bncz ñeleotuj, njn toä yføjlbncz d åbdjnyjv cj-cnjzybb, b vbhjdfz nhfgtpf toä yt lkz ytuj.

Yfexbnmcz eukeñbnm b djpytcnb vsckm j ñele-otv _ pyfxbn pfyznm d yäv vtcnj, rjnjhjt ñeltnhfcnb dvtcnt c cjpyfybtv. Rnj yt ålän dytiytqgjvjob, njn pyftn wtyyjcnm cdjtuj vjkjnf. Rnj pyftngenm d ñeleott, njn vjåtn ñtp ñjzpyb ytcnb cdjqekjd. Vtåle ntv xfcnm xtkjdtxtcndf yt dblbn lfåtybnb d ñeleott. Cjhdfyyst b hfpvänfyyst, rfr jcty-

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ybt kbcnmz, jyb gjlsvfçn gskm c xeåbø ñfpfhjd.Jñkfrj gskb pfrhjtn dhfnf jñobys, b cjhyjt vsi-ktybt jñhfnbncz d cjh.

Rjulf ntvyj, rjulf uhjpyj, njulf lthåbnt cjpyfybtyf ñeleotv. E Yfc ñeleott pjdäncz rjdhjv gjkänf.Exbnt ltntq ktnfnm dscjrj. Vba j rjdxtut pfvtybntdjpleiysv rjhfñkäv.

190. Vjuen cghjcbnm: rfr jnkbxbnm yjdjdjitlit-uj? Rjytxyj, yt gj ckjdfv. Kexit ghbvbnt cnfhsqcgjcjñ Djcnjrf _ gj ukfpfv, gj gjøjlrt b gj ujkjce.Ukfpf ytgjlltkmys; gjøjlrf b ujkjc, rjytxyj, vjuencrhsnm bcnbye ghb jcjñjv evtybb, yj cjdjregyjcnmdctq nhbfls ghbpyfrjd ñtpjibñjxyf.

Yteåtkb kçlb levfçn, xnj jyb vjuen crhsnm yfbd-yj kjåm kbim yfuksvb ckjdfvb? Ckjdf yt cnjzn jlyjujrbdrf ujkjds. Gjkän dslfän gjhjle gnbw. Øboybrbplfktrf zdkztn ctñz. Rkärjn jhkf yt gjljñty cjkjdmb-yjq gtcyt.

Xnj åt ltkfnm, tckb byst kçlb endthålfçn, xnj dct bylecs yf jlyj kbwj; xnj ytkmpz hfpkbxbnm rb-nfqwtd, vjyujkjd b fhfñjd lheu jn lheuf! Vjåyj kbãnbv kçlzv gjhexbnm hfpkbxbt gj ukfpfv b gj gj-øjlrt? Lkz ybø dct kçlb øjlzn yf ldeø yjufø b dctukfptçn.

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Jncencndbt fyfkbpf vjåtn jcrjhñbnm cfvjuj nth-gtkbdjuj herjdjlbntkz. Vyjubt lfåt yt vjuen ecnfyj-dbnm hjl pfyznbq åbkmwf gj jcjñtyyjcnb tujåbkbof. Cntgtym ytyfñkçlfntkmyjcnb gjhfåfçof.Kçlb yt vjuen pfvtnbnm ghtlvtnjd, euhjåfçobø bøntvtyb. Yt vjuen gthtxbckbnm ltcznm jrheåfçobøghtlvtnjd. Yt vjuen erfpfnm cfvsø ghjcnsø jñcnj-zntkmcnd jñcnfyjdrb. Lkz ybø dcä ybxtuj, ybxnj bybult. Ãnj eåt yt cntgtym ñtcgtxyjcnb, yj negjcnmytdtåtcndf. Jñjqlbnt nfrbø ldeyjubø!

Yeåyj hfpdbdfnm ltncreç yfñkçlfntkmyjcnm c gth-dsø lytq. Dtlm cjpyfybt ltntq åbdän c gthdjuj xfcf,yj yt lkz ntø, lkz rjuj dct bylecs yf jlyj kbwj.

Yfñkçlfntkmyjcnm bkb, dthytt, pjhrjcnm tcnm yfxf-kj ≤jhkbyjuj ukfpf≥, j rjnjhjv ds eåt lfdyj pyftnt.Ecksifnm j pjhrjcnb lkz rjuj-nj eåt pyfxbn ghj-phtnm, f ghjphtnm _ pyfxbn edbltnm genm vbhf rjñobyt.

191. Fyfkbp, lbfuyjp, rjynhjkm, rjjgthfwbz, ghjuyjpzdkzçncz bpkçñktyysvb ntvfvb Pfgflf. Vs nfråtghjbpyjcbv ãnb nthvbys. Rfpfkjcm ñs, d xäv åt hfp-ybwf? Hfpybwf dtkbrf; lkz Pfgflf ãnb ntvs cjcnfdkz-çn pfcnjkmyst ñtctls, d kexitv ckexft gjcnfyjdkt-

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ybz, rjnjhst ybrtv yt cjñkçlfçncz. D Yfitq Jñobytãnb yfbvtyjdfybz yt ghjbpyjczncz, yj tåtxfcyj ghb-vtyzçncz d åbpyb.

Vjuen kb yfpdfyyst gjyznbz ghbvtyznmcz d åbpybujhjljd? Njkmrj xnj vs ujdjhbkb jñ jncencndbb yf-ñkçlfntkmyjcnb, ghb rjnjhjv lbfuyjp ytdjpvjåty.Vs ujdjhbkb jñ jncencndbb nthgtybz, _ pyfxbn, fyf-kbp ytdjpvjåty. Jncencndbt veåtcndtyyjq ndähljcnbbcrkçxftn rjynhjkm. Kjåm b kbwtvthbt yt ljgecnznrjjgthfwbç. Cnhfø pfntvybn dczrbq ghjuyjp. Jcnf-ytncz hfccnfdbnm cfvst lkbyyst cnjks b øjhjv gj-dnjhznm gjkegjyznyst ckjdf.

Yflj uybçobv ujhjlfv jcnfdbnm ãne ghbdbktubçjñtpmzycndf; rcnfnb ãnb ujhjåfyt cnfkb ghbdbdfnmctñt jñtpmzymb åtktps. Bvtyyj, rfålsq gjkexftn gj ljcnjbycnde. Ybrnj yt crfpfk bv j ñjktt wtktcjjñ-hfpyjv cgjcjñt djccnfyjdktybz cbk, rjulf ñjkmyjujgjvtofçn d lkbntkmyeç dfyye b gjldthufçn gtht-vtyyjve njre b bpdtcnyjve cjcnfde vbythfkmyjq dj-ls, cjghjdjålfz ktxtybt jghtltkäyysv dyeitybtv.Hfwbjyfkmyst cgjcjñs jñyfheåfncz, rjulf jñobyfghbvtn cjpyfntkmysq øfhfrnth, b ybxnj jn jñtpmzy ytñeltn pfbvcndjdfyj.

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Rjulf pyfvz jñobys hfpdthyäncz rfr jcjpyfybtytjñøjlbvjcnb, njulf åbpym jrhskbncz d ltqcndbbrfåljuj lyz. Gjrf rnj-nj levftn, xnj jñobyf tcnmjgsn, lj ntø gjh jñobyf ñeltn yføjlbnmcz d ñfyrtfkøbvbrf. Njkmrj ndähljt jcjpyfybt bcnjhbxtcrjqytjñøjlbvjcnb ddtlän jñobye d åbpym.

Levfqnt, levfqnt cehjdj j ytghtkjåyjcnb jñob-ys. Bp cehjdjcnb _ kexifz hfljcnm.

192. Hfpdbnbt yfñkçlfntkmyjcnb gjpdjkbn jñhfnbnmdybvfybt yf jrheåfçobt eckjdbz. Tckb cntys dfitqrjvyfns gjrhsnm vsimzrjdsv dtotcndjv, bkb cth-ysvb ghtgfhfnfvb, bkb cvjkjç, bkb hnenmç, bkbvecrecjv, nj dczrbq gjqvän, xnj nfrbt gjrhsnbzgjdkbzçn yf cjcnjzybt jhufybpvf, _ ãnj uheñsqghbvth. Yj ntgthm cghjcbnt dfibø ñbjøbvbrjd bntøyjkjujd, rfr dkbztn vfnthbfk åbkbo yf abpbxt-creç b gcbøbxtcreç jcyjde? Rfrfz hfpybwf vtåleljvjv bp rbhgbxf bkb bp ñfpfkmnf, bkb vtåle ljvjvbp uhfybnf bkb bp vhfvjhf, vtåle åtktpysv b lt-htdzyysv, vtåle leñjdsv b cjcyjdsv? Rfrbv jh-ufybpvfv jndtxftn gjcntkm åtktpyfz b rfrbv _lthtdzyyfz? Rjve yeåty ithcnzyjq rjdäh bkb ltht-dzyysq gjk? Dj vyjubø eckjdbzø ntøyjkjubz ñeltn

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ytcdtleof, rfr d gtothyst dhtvtyf. Vtåle ntv rnjyt cjukfcbncz c ntv, xnj lhtdtcbyf b vbythfks bvtçndfåyjt ktxtñyjt pyfxtybt! Pyfxbn, ceotcndtyysqfyfkbp jcnfyjdbkcz pf jncencndbtv yfñkçlfntkmyjcnb.Gsnkbdjcnm gjikf gj hecke jñsxyjcnb, b lkz xhtp-vthysø yfñkçlfntktq ult-nj eåt ujnjd rjcnäh. Gj-dthmnt, leø byrdbpbwbb toä yt jxtym lfkär; hfpybwfd jltålfø b d cgjcjñfø bcrjhtytybz yjdsø bcrfybq.

193. Exbntkm Vbkfhtgf xfcnj ñtctljdfk c åbdjnys-vb. Jrjkj tuj etlbytybz uytplbkbcm gxäks, cjpblfkbujhjlf vehfdmb, pfktnfkb gjgeufb, b jñtpmzyf cf-lbkfcm gjljñyj exbntkç. Exbntkm crfpfk vehfdmzv:≤Gføfhb b cjpblfntkb, ybrnj dfc yt pyftn, yj dsdjpdjlbnt dscjrbt jñobys≥. Crfpfk gxäkfv:≤Cjñbhftnt väl pyfybz b jñhfpjd kexibø, ybrnj ytghthdän ckflrbq nhel dfi≥. Pfvtnbk gjgeufç: ≤Gjrhbre ndjtve dbåe, xnj cjñhfkcz ñsnm celmäq bkbghjgjdtlybrjv≥. B gjuhjpbk htpdjq jñtpmzyt: ≤Nshfpheibk vehfdmbyst cnhjtybz b gjøbnbk xeåjqväl. Vjåtn ñsnm, htibkcz cnfnm epehgfnjhjv?≥

Rnj åt, rfr yt epehgfnjhs, ghbcdfbdfçn xeåjqnhel b ckexfqyj gznjç cjrheifçn cnhjtybz? Vyj-uj dtrjd ghjikj cj dhtväy exbntkz Vbkfhtgs, yj

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epehgfnjhs gj-ghtåytve åbden gcbøjkjubtq jñtpmzy.D jcyjdfybb nfrjuj ghjpzñfybz ktåbn eåfcyfz ñtpjn-dtncndtyyjcnm. Xnj åt ktåbn d jcyjdfybb ñtpjndtn-cndtyyjcnb? Rjytxyj, nj åt cfvjt ytdtåtcndj b cnhføñeleotuj. Ybrfrjt yfrfpfybt, ybrfrjt juhfybxtybtyt bcghfdbn ytdtåtcndf.

Ñjkmibt b vfkst epehgfnjhs, dfv yeåyj exbnmcz,xnjñ gjpyfnm wtktñyjcnm välf b vehfdmbyjuj gjnf.Rfåtncz, ãnf vsckm ljcnfnjxyj lhtdyzz, yj ytrjnj-hst cecnfds xtkjdtxtcrjuj cjpyfybz nfr pfhåfdtkb,xnj ltcznrb dtrjd yt vjuen gjdthyenm bø.

Pf ckflrbvb zcndfvb ñeltnt ujdjhbnm j ghjuyjpt,yj pdäpls pf jryjv vtymit ghbdktren dybvfybt, yt-åtkb vjnskär e cdtxb.

Heibnt ytujlyjt, ult ñs jyj yb erhsdfkjcm. Hfc-rhsdfqnt ytdtåtcndj gjl kçñjq kbxbyjq. Vbh lt-kbncz gj rfxtcnde cjpyfybz, b cntgtym ytdtåtcndftcnm vthbkj. Rjytxyj, ds pyftnt, xnj ytdtåtcndj ytbpktxbdftncz gthtkbcnsdfybtv rybu, yj cbyntpjvdvtotybz.

194. Gjctofz dfib cnhfys, Z pfvtxfk, xnj nfvjxtym ñjzncz ckjdf rjynhjkm. Yj vtåle ntv, bvtyyj,e Yfc ãnj gjyznbt kturj dvtotyj. Herf, pyfçofz cdjä

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ltkj, yt ñjbncz gjltkbnmcz cj cdjbv lheujv. Pyfxbn,yeåyf ljñhjåtkfntkmyjcnm b pyfybt, _ njulf vjåyjkturj levfnm, xnj gcbøjvtøfybrf vjåtn jceotcndbnmrjynhjkm kçñjuj nfqyjuj ltqcndbz. Eåt vjåyj db-ltnm xthtp cntys, eåt vjåyj pfgtxfnktnm dct pderb b vsckb. Lkz nfqys yeåyf ytjñsxfqyfz veåt-cndtyyjcnm cjpyfybz. Ljcnbxm tä ytdjpvjåyj ñtp lkbntkmyjq gjlujnjdrb. Ljcnbxm hfdyjdtcbz eckjdbqdjpvjåyj kbim gjlyznbtv rfxtcndf hfñjns. Njulfrfålsq vjåtn ghbvtybnm cfvjrjynhjkm. Njulf rfå-lsq vjåtn cghjcbnm gjcnjhjyytuj rjynhjkähf: gjrf-åb cfv, rfr kexit. Ljñhjdjkmysq rjynhjkäh ljkåtycfv evtnm hfñjnfnm cjdthityytt. Gjnjve e Yfc ecnf-yjdktyj, xnj rfåljt pfvtxfybt ljkåyj ñsnm jcyj-dfyj yf kexitv pyfybb. Ãnf jgsnyjcnm cjplfäneñtlbntkmyjcnm, rjnjhfz hfcghjcnhfyztncz lfktrj.

Ds cfvb pyftnt, xnj pyfxfn gjhextybz. Ljcnjdth-yjcnm lfän vjom, ljcnjdthyjcnm yt eñjbncz. Cktlez pf ljcnjdthyjcnmç, vjåyj ñsnm edthtyysv d cdjt-dhtvtyyjcnb htitybz b d otlhjcnb cgjcjñjd.

Gkjø djlbntkm, ghbvtybdibq gkfy kbim rj lyçbkb r yjxb. Yt vjåtnt blnb edthtyyj, levfz j cre-ljcnb djålz. Hexfntkmcndj vjåtn ñsnm ghjdthtyj,

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bñj yt ñjbncz rjynhjkz Jñobyf. Yeåyjt htitybtghbøjlbn yt gfltybtv dj vhfrt, yj d eksñrt jåblf-ybz, ytpfdbcbvj jn jñkbrf.

D pyfybb rjytw cnhføf.

195. Pfgbibnt j gcbøbxtcrjq pfhfpt. Ntvf cnfhfz,yj lj cbø gjh yt ghbvtyäyyfz d åbpyb. Gj-ghtåytvekçlb lfåt xhtpvthyj ñjzncz pfhfps abpbxtcrjq, pf-ñsdfz ukfdysq rfyfk dctø pfhfp. Yteåtkb vjåyjeñbdfnm, ghjrkbyfnm, ytbcnjdcndjdfnm ñtp ghjcnhfy-cndtyysø yfckjtybq? Dcä jnkfuftncz zdyj b nzårj,cjplfdfz yfl vtcnjv cjñsnbz gtktye yfgjljñbt ueñb-ntkmysø ufpjd. Vjåyj kb jåblfnm, xnjñ zljdbnstbpkextybz pkjñyjq ãythubb hfcctbdfkbcm? Yfjñjhjn,jyb ñelen cueofnmcz b lfdbnm ghfye. Ybrjulf ytctkbntcm yf rhjdfdsø vtcnfø.

Yjdst ltkf ljkåys ñsnm yf yjdjv vtcnt.

196. Zdktybz ljkåys ñsnm ghbybvftvs d gjkyjqhtfkmyjcnb. Lkz vfnthbfkbcnjd ãnj eckjdbt jcjñjjñzpfntkmyj. Yj, bvtyyj, vfnthbfkbcns ñjktt lheubøgjlrhfibdfçn hfpyjhjlyst zdktybz d cdjq wdtn, ntvcfvsv pfnhelyzz ãdjkçwbjyysq ghjwtcc. Vs, rfrjgsnyst Cnhjbntkb-htfkbcns, vjåtv dbltnm dhtl

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ytnthgbvjcnb, jcyjdfyyjq yf uheñtqitv ytpyfybb.Ult åt htfkmyjcnm, rjulf vsiktybt cntcytyj, dvtcnjnsczxb pyfrjd pyftn kbim gznm! Endthåltybt cnf-yjdbncz bcrfåtybtv, tckb pfhfytt crjdfy cnthtjnbgeckjdyjcntq. Eksñrf pyfybz jghjrblsdftn ikçpsyfvthtyysø pfuhfåltybq. Cnhjbntkm yt vjåtn afynf-pbhjdfnm j gjxdt gjl plfybtv. Nfrjt gjkjåtybt ntvñjktt ghtcnegyj, xnj vfnthbfkmyjt djpphtybt lfäncfvst ytjuhfybxtyyst, pfrjyyst djpvjåyjcnb.

Atnbibpv gj ceotcnde cdjtve juhfybxty. Yj,bvtyyj, vfnthbz ezdkztn gjñtle ghb gjybvfybb cdj-ñjls. Htfkbcns ljkåys ñsnm cdjñjlysvb, byfxtcdtn htfkbpvf gjuhepbncz dj nmve atnbibpvf. Ghj-phtybt ghbhjls leøf-vfnthbb, rfr cbzçobq dtytwxtkjdtxtcndf, cjplfän rfvtym åbpyb.

Cgtibnt cñhjcbnm heøkzlm!

197. Cghjczn: ≤Rfr ds pfñjnbntcm jñ jcyjdfyysøjñobyfø?≥ Djpmväv cfveç vjkjleç. Xnj vjåyj crf-pfnm r ujljdobyt? Ybrnj yt jncnegbk, yj jñobtgjcktlcndbz ckfñs. Rjjgthfwbz crfxrfvb vtiftn gj-ybvfnm cjbpvthbvjcnm. Gskbyrf pfybvftn dybvfybtñjkmit crfks. Pfvtnyj vtcnybxtcndj, gjnjve kexitbpñbhfnm dhtvtyyjuj ghtlctlfntkz. Øeåt c ghbdkt-

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xtybtv yjdsø. Yt yfqltys ckjdf jñ Extybb, b ytnpfobns jn gjyjitybz. Jnrhsdfnm vjåyj cnexfobv,yj vtx leøf ljkåty ñsnm dctulf pfjcnhäy. Åfkm ege-otyysø cjnhelybrjd. Yeåyj dhfñjnfnmcz gkjnytt,byfxt ñeltnt jnlfkznm chjrb. Hfl ñs dspdfnm ñkbåt,lfqnt gjdjl. Herf Vjz c dfvb d rfåljv jndfåyjvltqcndbb.

198. D ytlfdytv ghjikjv gj gkfye Vjtuj LheufVs xfcnj gjctofkb pfgflyst ujhjlf. Ghb ãnjv, rj-ytxyj, ñskb dcnhtxb cj ckexfqysvb kbwfvb, rjnjhstj Yfc xnj-nj gjljphtdfkb. Cfvst yfcnjqxbdst pfghj-cs jñhfofkbcm r Yfv _ j ghbävfø gcbøjvtøfybrb b nhtñjdfybz cfvsø njxysø ñbjøbvbxtcrbø ajhvek. B ghb ãnjv, c cfvjvybntkmyjcnmç Pfgflf, ãnb kçlbybrjulf yt pfñjnbkbcm j cdjäv cjpyfybb b yt gsnf-kbcm epyfnm, jñkflfçn kb jyb cjjndtncndeçobvbabpbxtcrbvb rfxtcndfvb? Uhecnyj gjybvfnm ãne yf-pjqkbdjcnm ñtp rfrbø ñs nj yb ñskj jñotcndtyysøcnhtvktybq. Rfr gtothysq xtkjdtr c leñbyrjq nj-hjgbkcz jñjñhfnm wdtnyst hfreirb d cdjç ythfp-ltkmyeç cjñcndtyyjcnm, nfr b ãnb åbntkb rfvtyysøgfkfn gsnfkbcm ghbcdjbnm ctñt xeålst bv rfxtcndf.Gtothybr dcä-nfrb erhfifkcz hfreirfvb, yj cjdht-

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vtyyst evybrb eybåfkb pyfybt d gjcktjñtltyyjvrtqat, _ ñskj phtkbot gjcnslyjuj kturjvsckbz.

E Yfc gj gkfye Vjtuj Lheuf ñskj ljcnfnjxyj nth-gtybz, xnjñ nhfnbnm dhtvz lfåt yf gthtgbcre. Yjybrjuj ytkmpz ñskj ghbdktxm r cjpblfntkmyjq hfñjnt.

Njn vtymit dctuj pfñjnbncz j cdjäv cjpyfybb, rnjvjåtn gjvtcnbnm tuj d vfktymrjv rjitkmrt c vtl-ysvb vjytnfvb. Vjåyj kb pfñsnm j cjcnjzybb cj-pyfybz, rjulf ghbrfcftvcz r njyxfqitq ãythubb?

Bvtyyj, Vs yt buyjhbhetv vtnjljd pfgflyjqyferb, yj gjkfuftv d jcyjde gcbøbxtcreç ãythubç.Ghblz r dsdjle, xnj gcbøbxtcrfz ãythubz hfdyjyeåyf rfr yfv, nfr b jgsnysv ghjwtccfv, Vs ghtålt dctuj pfñjnbvcz j cjplfybb ñkfujghbznysøeckjdbq lkz yfrjgktybz ãnjq ãythubb.

Åtkfçobq gføfnm ljkåty bvtnm cdjq gkeu. Åtkf-çobq ljcnbufnm ljkåty gjyznm cdjq ljcgtø. KçlbPfgflf pfckjybkb cjpyfybt cfvsvb nzårbvb vsckz-vb, yj hfljcnm gjpyfybz cnfkf gjxnb ytghbkbxyjq.Hfljcnm gjpyfybz ljkåyf cnfnm ghtbveotcndjv Yj-djuj Vbhf.

199. Vjuen cghjcbnm: ≤Rfr åt d Dfitq Jñobyt jn-dtltyj ytvfkjt vtcnj cnfhbyysv gjcnhjqrfv b ryb-

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ufv? Gjxtve ãnf cnfhbyf yt dkbztn yf ecnhtvkäyyjcnmd ñeleott?≥ Ldt ghbxbys: gthdfz _ ecnhtvkäyyjtcjpyfybt yt jukzlsdftncz; dnjhfz _ gjcnhjqrb cjp-lfdfkbcm b ghtlvtns cjñbhfkbcm njkmrj lkz ldb-åtybz d ñeleott. Yfckjtybt ecnhtvktybz d ñeleottyfgjkyztn dcä ceotcndjdfybt Jñobys. Njytn d gj-njrt ecnhtvktybz dcä ghbnzåtybt ghtlvtnjd. Cnjkñsñfpfkmnf yt dspsdfçn ghjiksø cjñsnbq, yj ghjx-yjcnmç cdjtq gjlndthålfçn ghbujlyjcnm lkz ñele-otuj. Rybub yt eyjczn vsckm d ghjikjt, yj cdb-ltntkmcndeçn kbim jgsn lkz ñeleotuj. Gthtytctybtdctuj cjpyfybz d ñeleott vjåtn endthlbnm ceot-cndjdfybt Jñobys. Yt ecnfye ndthlbnm, xnj jñobyfljkåyf ñsnm ghbyznf cjpyfybtv. Ybrfrbt dytiybtgjrfpfybz Yfc yt eñtålfçn. Ytjñøjlbvj nfrjt rfxt-cndj cjpyfybz, rjnjhjt dj cyt b yfzde crfåtn jlyj;bñj lheujt htitybt, lfåt d dblt ienrb, yt døjåt.

Ñeleott xtkjdtxtcndf, ñeleott Rjcvjcf _ tcnm kbxnj-kbñj ñjktt cdzotyyjt?! Yj ãnf kbreçofz cdz-otyyjcnm yt d pjkjxäyjq juhflt, yj d cnhtkt ecnht-vktybz, d jcnhbt hjvñf, rjnjhsq cldbyek pfrjyxty-yjcnm rdflhfnf d ñeleott.

Chtlb fãhjkbnjd tcnm jlby vtnfkk vjhbq, jñkflfç-obq cdjqcndjv rjyltycbhjdfnm ãktrnhbxtcreç ãyth-

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ubç. Jñkflfybt ãnbv vtnfkkjv lfän djpvjåyjcnmgjkexfnm cbkmyst dcgsirb bcrh b lfåt gkfvz. Ãnjyfcsotyyjt gkfvz ljkåyj cdtnbnm d cjpyfybb, erhtg-kzzcm b hfpujhfzcm.

Gjregyst juyb bkkçvbyfwbq yt yeåys. Kexitvfkjxbcktyyjcnm, ytåtkb kjåm bvtytv ñeleotujxtkjdtxtcndf.

200. Jñobyf_cjnhelybxtcndj tcnm tlbycndtyysqhfpevysq cgjcjñ xtkjdtxtcrjuj cjåbnbz. Jlbyjxt-cndj tcnm hfphtitybt djghjcf åbpyb dyt jñobys.Dct ghjvtåenjxyst zdktybz _ hfpkbxyst cnegtybrjvghjvbccf b jñhtxtys yf hfpkjåtybt. Ujdjhzn jyfcktlcndtyyjq ntjrhfnbxtcrjq dkfcnb _ cfvj gj-cnhjtybt fñcehlyj. Ckjdj yfcktlcndtyyjcnm b Ntjytcjdvtcnbvs. B rnj jghtltkbn cntgtym Ntj? Njkmrjcjpyfybt cjnhelybxtcndf_jñobys endthålftn ãdj-kçwbç ñbjkjubxtcrjuj ghjwtccf.

Åtkfçobq bcnbyyjq jñobyt gjcdznbnm ctñz ltq-cndetn d cjukfcbb c jcyjdfvb Ñsnbz.

Cjpyfntkmyfz jñobyf bcrkçxftn ldeø dhfujd jñ-otcndtyyjcnb, f bvtyyj ythfdtycndj b yfcktljdfybt.Dczrjt ythfdtycndj dtlän r nbhfybb. Yfcktljdfybt zd-kztncz rjvghjvbccjv b dyjcbn uybtybt d jcyjds.

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Yeåyf zcyjcnm gjcnhjtybz b ytkçñjdm r eckjdyjcnzv,b dthf d ltntq rfr cbvdjk ldbåtybz xtkjdtxtcndf.

Njkmrj bp jñobys vs vjåtv vsckbnm j ñeleotv.Gthtytcäv cjpyfybt yf ekexitybt dctq åbpyb, bñjhmñf pf ceotcndjdfybt cvtybncz pfdjtdfybtv djp-vjåyjcntq. Nfr vsckbnt jñ jñobyt. Ekexifqnt cj-pyfybt.

201. Lfåt dj dhtvz pyfxbntkmyj eukeñkäyyjuj cj-pyfybz vjuen ñsnm nhelyst xfcs. Vjåtn rfpfnmcz,xnj cdzpm c Exbntktv yt ceotcndetn, xnj Exbntkm ytceotcndetn. Yj pyfçobq crfåtn: ≤Vfqz, jncnegb!Pyfç vjç cdzpm c Exbntktv≥. Vjåtn rfpfnmcz vyjujtkbxysv gjvsckjv, yt døjlzobv d Extybt, _ pyfç-obq crfåtn: ≤Vfqz, jncnegb! Pyfç jcyjds Extybz≥.Vjåtn rfpfnmcz, xnj, kbiäyysq dctø cjnhelybrjd,ljkåty notnyj gjlybvfnm nzujcnb, _ pyfçobq crf-åtn: ≤Vfqz, jncnegb! Pyfç, rfr gj kbwe ptvkb hfc-ghjcnhfytys bcnbyyst cjnhelybrb!≥

Vfqz dctø dtrjd pyftn, rjulf ghbrjcyenmcz r vjpue.Bp ukeñby ghtåybø jgsnjd vfqz dspsdftn njyreçghzåe rjktñfybq, b htfkmyjcnm gjrhjtn jxtdblyj-cnmç, b pfvtnän zdktyyst ñjhjpls ljcnbåtybq. Vyj-

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202. Xfcnj jñdbyzçn jñobye d yfcbkbb yfl cdj-ñjljç kbxyjcnb. Ãnj jñdbytybt ghbkjåbvj r kçñj-ve rjvghjvbccyjve cnhjç, yj yt r jñobyt. D cj-pyfntkmyjq jñobyt vtcnj tcnm lkz rfåljuj nhelf.Vjåtn rfålsq dsñhfnm nhel gj åtkfybç, bñj rfå-lsq nhel bpjohäy yjdsvb ljcnbåtybzvb. Ytn crerbvtøfybxtcrjuj dsgjkytybz, bñj hfñjnybr zdkztncz d nj åt dhtvz bcgsnfntktv. Jy gjybvftn pyfxtybtpflfxb, xnjñs, yt yfheibd jñobq rjvgktrc ldbåt-ybz, dytcnb cjdthitycndjdfybt hfñjns.

Ghbdtläv ghbvth Yfitq Jñobys. Yfi Lheu øb-vbr D. øjxtn pfyznmcz yjdsv hfpkjåtybtv kextq _ybrnj tve yt vtiftn. Yfi Lheu R. øjxtn ecjdthity-cndjdfnm hflbj ghbvtytybtv yjdsø cdtnjdsø djky _tve ybrnj yt vtiftn. Yfif Ctcnhf G. pfyznf cjwb-fkmyjq ghjñktvjq cjctlytq cnhfys _ tq ybrnj ytvtiftn. Yfif Ctcnhf Ç. pfyznf ptvktltkbtv b dyj-cbn vyjuj ghbcgjcjñktybq _ tq ybrnj yt vtiftn.Ctcnhf J. kçñbn ktxtñyst hfcntybz b djghjcs jñhf-pjdfybz _ tq ybrnj yt vtiftn. Ñhfn Ø. gjcnfdbkpfvtxfntkmysq nrfwrbq cnfyjr, b nfråt hfñjnftn yfl

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ghtjñhfpjdfybtv jñoby. Ñhfn V. pfyzn bcnjhbxt-crbvb bccktljdfybzvb. Yfi cfgjåybr gbitn pfvtxf-ntkmyst abkjcjacrbt nhfrnfns. Htibntkmyj rfålsqyføjlbn hfñjne gj ctñt b gj åtkfybç vjåtn bpvt-yznm tä. Nfrbv jñhfpjv, yeåyj åtkfybt hfñjns bhfcrhsnjt cjpyfybt, ghb rjnjhjv rfålsq nhel cnf-yjdbncz edktrfntkmysv. Dtlm hfñjnf blän lkz ñele-otuj, b rfålsq ytcän kexibq rfvtym. B Vs ctqxfcd dble ujh ujdjhbv lkz ñeleotuj. B ds ãnb ckjdfgthtlflbnt åbntkzv ljkby, b jyb toä hfp dcgjvyznj djpvjåyjcnb ceotcndjdfybz Jñobys.

203. Ds eåt cksifkb jn ljcnjdthysø gentit-cndtyybrjd, rfr ghjdjlybrb jnrfpsdfçncz dtcnb dytrjnjhsø yfghfdktybzø. Crjhtt jyb lflen eñbnmctñz, ytåtkb gjdtlen dgthäl. Nfr b tcnm. Ghjdjlybrbgcbøjkjubhjdfys Yfvb. Yj tckb ytjcnjhjåysq gen-ybr dcä-nfrb gjqlän dgthäl, gthtl ybv pfuhtvbnujhysq jñdfk. Tckb genybr jcbkbn ãnj ghtgzncndbt,nj ljålm otñyz eytcän tuj, bñj ytåtkfyysq ytljqlän.

204. Nfqyf tcnm ghbpyfr ytpyfybz. Byjulf YfieJñobye jñdbyzkb d pfndjhybxtcndt b d ytåtkfybb

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gjvjufnm kçlzv. Cfvb ds pyftnt b dbltkb Yfc dhfpysø vtcnfø b dbltkb Yfibø ltzntktq.

Yfib dtotcndtyyst gjcskrb ñskb yt vfks. Dspyftnt, xnj Yfib gbcmvf ljøjlzn ñscnhj b gjckfywsyt pfgfplsdfçn. Crfåbnt ãnj vjkjlsv lhepmzv.

Tckb dtotcndtyyfz cdzpm vfkj pfvtnyf, nj yeåyjbcrfnm ghbxbye d ytcjukfcjdfyyjcnb cjpyfybz. TckbVs yt cgtibv c rfrbv-nj dscnegktybtv, pyfxbn, Vsyt øjnbv bcgjhnbnm ytxnj ghtåltdhtvtyyjcnmç. Yb-rjulf yt hfcndjhbv elfhf chtlb ñtpdjkbz. Ybrjulf ytdkjåbv ckjdj, pyfxtybt rjnjhjuj ytgjyznyj. Dctulfdjplthåbvcz jn ñtpevyjq nhfns ãythubb, bñj gjjgsne pyftv, rfr lhfujwtyyf cnhtkf ãythubb. Yt cj-vytdfqntcm, xnj pf ghtltkfvb dtcjvjq vfnthbb vsgjuheåftvcz dj dpfbvjltqcndbz njyxfqibø ãythubq,b nhfnf rhegbws ãnbø lhfujwtyyjcntq ljkåyf ñsnmhfpevyf. Cnjktnbz Vs yfrjgkzkb Yfib rybujøhf-ybkbof; hfpevyj ñeltn jøhfybnm bø jn gjåfhf. Yfytrjnjhsø cbvdjkfø dblys ldt cgbhfkb: yfcrjkmrjvjåyj gj jlyjq gjlyznmcz, yfcnjkmrj åt vjåyj cgec-nbnmcz gj lheujq. Gecnm gjvyzn nt, rnj yt ghjxm bp-htxm: ≤Vs eåt gjcnbukb≥. Rnj åt gjljphtdftn YfieJñobye d ñtpltqcndbb, nt ghjcnj ytcdtleob.

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205. Yfv yt yeåys ñkfujyfvthtyyst Ybrjlbvs,ghbøjlzobt yjxmç b vjkxfobt lyäv d cbytlhbjyt.Rfålsq ljkåty øhfybnm nfqye ljdthtyyeç, yj ljk-åty bvtnm ckjdf j Yfc. Ckjdf ndählst, vjueobtjitkjvbnm ghjnbdybrf. Crfåbnt: ≤Kçñjgsnyj db-ltnm ujdjhzotuj j njv, xtuj yt pyftn≥. Tckb ñelenujdjhbnm ghjnbd rkfljd, crfåbnt: ≤Lfåt vjht gjk-yj pfgtxfnfyysø ñenskjr≥. Ñelen ujdjhbnm ghjnbdJñobys, crfåbnt: ≤Gjxbnfçobq Øhbcnf, Ñelle bkbVjbctz yt lthpyän ujdjhbnm ghjnbd Jñobys Ñkfuf≥.Cfvjt øelitt _ crfpfnm kjåyjt jñdbytybt, bñj dyäv b kjåm, b rktdtnf, b ghtlfntkmcndj, b ytdtåtcndj.Crfåbnt: ≤Hfp Exbntkm ceotcndetn, gjxtve yt gjkm-pjdfnmcz Tuj hfpevysvb cjdtnfvb? Cfvb yt gjkmpet-ntcm bvb, bñj yt pyftnt, rfr gjkexbnm bø. Njhjgbntcmepyfnm j Vføfnvfø yt d bcnjhbb, yj d åbpyb; gjrf åtjcnfdmnt ytdtåtcndj ghb ctñt≥.

206. Bvtyyj, ñjhmñf ghjnbd jxtdblyjcnb. Htfkm-yjcnm _ yt jxtdblyjcnm. Jxtdblyjcnm gj dctv ghb-pyfrfv yt jndtxftn ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Cnfhst extybzgjpbnbdbpvf pfvtyzkb ljcnjdthyjcnm jxtdblyjcnmç, _jghfdlfybt bv jlyj: e ybø yt ñskj vbrhjcrjgjd b ntktcrjgjd, yb dybp, yb yfdthø. Yj gsnkbdsq ev

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yt cxbnftncz c eckjdyjç jxtdblyjcnmç, tve yeåyfltqcndbntkmyjcnm d jghfdt rjcvbxtcrbø pfrjyjd. Jygjybvftn, xnj åtvxeu ytdblbv d ukeñbyt b xnj ckjbdjpleøf vjuen crhsdfnm cnfb jhkjd.

Ytlfdyj Vs ujdjhbkb j pfobnt ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.Gjvybnt, xnj yt ñtpuhfvjnysq yfhjl ñeltn zhbnmczghjnbd ltqcndbntkmyjcnb, yj ãnb vfktymrbt uhfvjntbcdbhtgj ñelen jncnfbdfnm cdjç ñkbpjhereç jxtdbl-yjcnm. Jyb ñelen levfnm, xnj vbh, pfrkçxäyysq d børheujpjht, ltqcndbntkty, dcä åt jcnfkmyjt, bv yt-dblbvjt, zdkztncz dhtlyjq dslevrjq. Xnj åt ktåbnd jcyjdt ãnjq ybotycrjq epjcnb? Nf åt cfvfz, dblbpvtybdifz, cjñcndtyyjcnm. Ãnj vjq cdbyfhybr, bgjnjve dcä dyt tuj _ ytyeåyjt b dhtlyjt. Ãnj vjzjxtdblyjcnm, b gjnjve dyt tä ybxtuj yt ceotcndetn.Bpdtcnyfz ñfcyz j ckjyt b ctvb cktgsø ljcnfnjxyfjxtdblyjcnmç.

Bvtyyj, rfr Vs ujdjhbv: Jñobyf ñjhtncz pf ltq-cndbntkmyjcnm. Djn dfv toä jlby dbl cjçpybrjd _nt, rnj cnhtvzncz r ghfdlt, lkz rjnjhsø jxtdblyjcnmyt xnj byjt, rfr ytxbcnjt cntrkj. Tckb øbvbxtcrfz b ñbjkjubxtcrfz jxtdblyjcnm ckjåyf, nj toä ckjåyttjxtdblyjcnm gkfyjd gjcnhjtybz åbpyb b ltqcndbq.Ñtp hfpdbnbz cjpyfybz vs ñeltv ghtñsdfnm d gj-

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cnjzyyjv vbhfåt; rfr d rfnfktgcbb, vs pfcnsytv d crhçxtyyjv eåfct.

Vfqz, jncnegb! Vs øjnbv b ñeltv pyfnm ltqcndb-ntkmyjcnm!

207. Yt gjjohzqnt rjcvjujybxtcrbø hfcceåltybqlj endthåltybz cjpyfybz.

Cktlbnt pf wtktcjjñhfpyjcnmç ghtgjlfdfybz dirjkfø. Ecnfyjdbnt djpvjåyjcnm lkz ecgtdfçobøcrjhtqituj ghjldbåtybz. Tckb htpdsq rjhfñkm ljk-åty cgecrfnm gfhecf lkz hfdytybz cnhjz, nj yt ñeltnkb ãnj evthodktybtv djpvjåyjcntq? Pyftnt kb, rfrcjplfkfcm cnhjqyjcnm ecnhtvktybz rjhfñkz? B yt gj-cnhjty kb jy lkz ghbyznbz yfbñjkmitq jgfcyjcnb?Rfr hfcøjljdfnm tuj lkz gthtdjprb vjhjåtysø jdj-otq?! Dctulf cjøhfybnt djpvjåyjcnm jndtncndtyyjujghjldbåtybz. Gecnm c gthdjuj ujlf irjks vtlkty-ysq ifu yt ñeltn epfvb lkz ñscnhjøjlf. Gecnm exb-ntkm pjhrj hfcgjpyftn vjueobø ñscnhj blnb. Yt yfljødfkbnm bø, yj cktletn hfcxbcnbnm bv genm. Cktletncjplfnm ghjvtåenjxyst rehcs, gj ãnbv cnegtyzv ñs-cnhst vjuen dpñtufnm. Yt crhsdfqnt jn ybø nhelyj-cntq. Lkz bpdtcnyjuj nbgf cjpyfybz rfåljt gjldbuj-gjljñyjt ldbåtybt tcnm eåt cdtn b hfljcnm.

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Nfråt jn exbntkz pfdbcbn ñscnhj jghtltkbnm yf-ghfdktybt vsiktybz extybrf, bñj jibñjxyjt yfgen-cndbt tcnm nzårjt ghtcnegktybt, ãnbv vjåyj kb-ibnmcz kexibø hfñjnybrjd. Rfålfz ytgjldbåyfzghjuhfvvf tcnm nheg, rjnjhsq ytdsyjcbv ghb cjkywtpyfybz. Rfr vjåyj crjhtt yflj eghjxbnm irjke,ghjdthbd cjpyfybt exbntkz. Cjplfqnt tve kexitt gjkjåtybt, xnjñ djpkjåbnm yf ytuj jndtncndtyyjcnmpf cjpyfybt jñobyysø hfñjnybrjd.

Ytdjpvjåyj, xnjñs irjks ñeleotuj yfgjvbyfkbcrjnyst ldjhs, ult rfktxbkbcm ytlfdybt gjrjktybz.Bpedthcndj b pfghtotybt cvtyzçncz djpvjåyjcnzvb.

Lfqnt bpextybt htväctk, lfqnt cdjñjle dsñjhf bnhtñeqnt rfxtcndj nhelf. Lkz ãnjuj rfålsq exbntkmljkåty gjybvfnm pyfxtybt rfxtcndf.

208. Ibhjrj vjåyj cjñbhfnm vjkjlsø cjnhelybrjd.Exbntkm øjntk ñs dbltnm yfghzåäyyjt bcrfybt,

dvtcnj vfktymrbø gthtceljd. Yjxm ktåbn yfl ñjz-obvbcz; zdysq eothñ bv vtytt pfvtnty, ytåtkbdjkjc kbiybq yf ujkjdt cjctlf. Vjåyj kb levfnm jñ jñobyt, rjulf pfyzns cgktnyzvb? Yj nhelyjcnmevtymiftncz, rjulf pyftv, xnj hfnybrb rktdtns vjuenjcnfnmcz pf cntyfvb yjdsø ujhjljd.

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Gecnm rktdtnybrb ghjcvjnhzn cgbcjr dctuj, bvbjrktdtnfyyjuj. Yt ñeltn kb ãnj cgbcjr xtkjdtxtcrbøãdjkçwbjyysø yføjåltybq? Ybrfrfz rktdtnf yt gj-dkbztn yf cktlcndbt ãdjkçwbb. Yj rktdtnf tcnm gjåb-hfntkmybwf åbpytyyjuj njgkbdf b, c njxrb phtybzwtktcjjñhfpyjcnb, ljkåyf ñsnm eybxnjåtyf. Ytkt-gjt, ñhfyyjt ckjdj xfcnj yt cjghjdjålftncz xänrjçvsckmç, yj ghbhjlf rktdtns dsyjityf dj nmvt, b vsckm ytcän tä ytcksiyj, rfr gjkän abkbyf.

Cghfibdftn rnj-nj: ≤Pfxtv nfr jñhfofnm dybvfybtyf rktdtne?≥ Cghfibdfçobq yt pyftn jñ ãrjyjvbbãythubb.

Yt yeåyj gtxfkbnmcz j cjhyjq ljhjut, yj ujhtcjhbntkzv!

209. Eåt dbltkb, rfr ñskb pflfys Vyjç djghjcsdyjdm ghbitlitve. Gj jndtnfv vjåyj ñskj celbnm jrfxtcndfø ghbitkmwf. Rfåljve bp dfc ghbläncz exbnmghbøjlzobø. Tckb jyb yfxyen djghjcjv, ds jndt-xfqnt djghjcjv åt. Ds pyftnt, rfr rfxtcndj djghjcflfän yfghfdktybt gjcktleçotve. Ytkmpz ljgecnbnm,xnjñs drhfkfcm ytnjxyjcnm d vsckb djghjcf. Xfcnjãnf gthdfz hfcgksdxbdjcnm kjåbncz rfr vfckzyjtgznyj yf gjrhsdfkj b cnfyjdbncz ytbpukflbvsv.

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Ghblän xfc, rjulf ds egjhyj ñeltnt yfcnfbdfnm yfdjghjcfø cj cnjhjys cjñtctlybrf. Yj gthdsq djghjcljkåty bcøjlbnm jn dfc. B hfymit dctuj cghjcbnt _xnj ghbdktrkj r dfv cjñtctlybrf? B gjckt ghtlkjåb-nt tve crfpfnm, rjulf jy d gthdsq hfp gjxedcndjdfkytujlyjcnm cjdhtvtyyjq åbpyb; pfntv gecnm jy hfc-crfåtn, rfr gthdjt gjyznbt Exbntkz djpybrkj d tujcjpyfybb? Gecnm crfåtn, rfr jy gjybvftn gjldbu, bxedcndetn kb hfpkbxbt vtåle jxtdblyjcnmç b ltq-cndbntkmyjcnmç, b vjåtn kb jcjpyfnm jñobye dyenhbcjpyfybz? Nfr yeåyj gjløjlbnm r pfhjckzv åtkfybqb vtxns. Yt ñjqntcm gjrfpfnmcz cehjdsvb, dtlm uj-hfplj øeåt bpvznst, vzurbt gjleirb. Cehjdjcnmlfcn cdjb rjhyb, b tckb toä lfnm gjrfpfntkm yf-ghzåäyyjcnb, nj cjplfcncz zdktybt vjcnf.

Ghbläncz bcrkçxbnm dct djghjcs j ñsditq ctvtq-yjq åbpyb. Jlybv nfrbv djghjcjv vjåyj gjuhepbnmd jñsltyyjcnm, vtåle ntv rfr yflj dctvb vthfvbcjøhfybnm ytjñsxyjcnm htfkmyjcnb.

Htfkmyjcnm d cdthrfybb vjkybb ujnjdbn genm.

210. Yt vjuen jñdbybnm Yfie Jñobye d cøjkfc-nbrt. Crjhtt vjåtn ytjgsnysq jitkjvbnmcz yfghz-åäyyjcnmç ntvgf b rfåeotqcz ytjåblfyyjcnmç.

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Cfvf åbpym lfän gjdjhjnkbdjcnm Jñobyt. Hjålfçnczyjdst cjtlbytybz, nhtñeçobt ytvtlktyyjuj jnütplfbkb cgtiyjuj djpdhfotybz.

D Yfibø cnfhsø gbcmvfø ds xbnfkb, rfr ñsk dthtyYfi ghjuyjp cjwbfkmysø cjñsnbq. Toä ctujlyz dsbvttnt gjlndthåltybz j cjcnjzybb cjpyfybz d vbht.Xenrjcnm Yfituj fggfhfnf gjpdjkztn xbnfnm djkysytjcnjhjåysø vscktq vbhf. Cjdthityyj rfr bplf-ntkmcrfz rjvyfnf.

Ytghfdbkmyj ghtlcnfdbnm, xnj Yfif Jñobyf cblbngjl ntymç b ckfdjckjdbn ytdblbvjve Ndjhwe. Rfålfzrjycnherwbz ljkåyf ñsnm cjbpvthbvf c eckjdbzvbcnegtyb ãdjkçwbb. Vs cjpyfäv, rfrjq yfghzåäyysqhbnv nhtñetn cjdhtvtyyjcnm.

Vjåtn ghbqnb r Yfv, rnj botn yfkfåtyyjcnm hf-ñjns. Vjåtn ghbqnb, tckb yfqlän ljhjue.

211. Ghbpyfntkmyjcnm tcnm jghfdf cghfdtlkbdjcnb.Jñobyf ljkåyf pyfnm ceoyjcnm ghbpyfntkmyjcnb. Rf-åljt wtktcjjñhfpyjt ltqcndbt yt eybxnjåftncz, yjytcän pf cjñjç ghbpyfntkmyjcnm. Ceoyjcnm ghbpyf-ntkmyjcnb ñeltn d ghbjñotybb r ntcytqitve cj-pdexbç cjpyfybz.

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Endthåltybt cjnhelybxtcndf yt tcnm cktlcndbt ajh-vfkmyjuj jghjcf. Njkmrj ltqcndbtv b htibvjcnmçvjåyj ghbñkbpbnmcz r cthlwe Jñobys. Exbnt ytegecrfnm djpvjåyjcntq. Tckb htibvjcnm b ltqcndbtdtlen r ghbpyfntkmyjcnb, nj ytjcvjnhbntkmyjcnm begeotybt cjplfçn nhelyjbpukflbveç ghtuhfle. Cj-nhelybr, gj ytgjldbåyjcnb egecnbdibq ltqcndbt,ghtljcnfdkztncz cfvjve ctñt. Ãnj yt tcnm dpscrfybt,yj ghfrnbxtcrbq cgjcjñ gjrfpfnm tve tuj ytcjcnjz-ntkmyjcnm. Rjytxyj, htlrj rnj ghbpyftn cdjç ytcj-cnjzntkmyjcnm, b njulf ghtljcnfdkztncz vfktymrjtcfvjcnjzntkmyjt eghfåytybt; xnj-nj blän nhelyj,xnj-nj crhbgbn b yt jnrhsdftncz. Yt cktletn gj-ljphtdfnm vfubxtcrbt ghbävs; ghjcnj dhtvtyyj jn-ktntkj dybvfybt Jñobys, b øjlekb ytjgsnyjcnbrfxfçncz gj dtnhe. Dj dczrjv ckexft, djpltqcndbtrjkktrnbdf, rfrbv zdkztncz Jñobyf, ñeltn vjoysv,b ñtp ãnjuj chtljnjxbz nhelyj blnb ntv, rnj jlyfålseåt bcgsnfk genb ñkfuf Jñobys.

Cfvf ghbhjlf xtkjdtxtcndf ghbckeibdftncz r rfå-ljq dtcnb jñ Jñobyt. Gjgsnfçncz crfpfnm j ytdjp-vjåyjcnb jñobys, yj ybrnj yt lthpyän endthålfnmj dhtlt tä. Vs pjdäv r fñcjkçnyjve, Vs ghtlkfuftv

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ltqcndbz ytjcgjhbvst, Vs øjnbv dbltnm djkç bcfvjcnjzntkmyjcnm. Ybxnj cjvybntkmyjt yt ljkåyjghjybrfnm d cjpyfybt nhelzobøcz. E Yfc cjñhfyspyfxbntkmyst pyfybz, b Vs vjåtv bvb gjkmpj-dfnmcz, bñj Vs bvb gjkmpetvcz yt lkz ctñz, yj lkzBcnbys. B uheñjt ≤z≥ eåt cvtybkjcm ndjhzobv≤vs≥.

Exbnt gjyznm Jñobye rfr rbgzobq bcnjxybr djp-vjåyjcntq!

212. Endthålfçobq Jñobye cgjcjñcndetn ecrjht-ybç ãdjkçwbb gkfytns. Dczrjt jrfvtytybt b ytgj-ldbåyjcnm ñelen jpyfxfnm djpdhfotybt r gthdbxysvajhvfv.

Jñhfnbnt dybvfybt yf bcnjhbç ghjikjuj; ds edb-lbnt zcyst njkxrb ghtecgtzybq, ds yfukzlyj edblb-nt, xnj ãnb njkxrb cjdgflfçn c ghjzdktybtv bltb jñ-obys_cjnhelybxtcndf. Hfpheifkbcm ltcgjnbb, ghj-ybrfkb ljcnbåtybz yferb, djpybrfkb yjdst cgjcjñsnhelf, cbzkb ñkfubt lthpyjdtybz, rjulf hfpdähns-dfkjcm pyfvz cjnhelybxtcndf.

Tckb ñs xtkjdtxtcndj xfot vsckbkj j cjnhelybxt-cndt, jyj lfdyj eåt dcnegbkj ñs d vbhjdjt gjyb-vfybt Jñotuj Ñkfuf.

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213. Crfåbnt kbwtvthysv cjpthwfntkzv: tckb cj-pthwfybt tcnm yfghzåtybt ãythubb b yfrjgktybtghsårf, nj Ktd vju pfdtofnm nfrjt ltqcndbt. Yj tckbcjpthwfybt tcnm ktyjcnm b hfdyjleibt, nj ytdjpvj-åyj ghtlcnfdbnm ãnj gjpjhyjt dhtvzghtghjdjåltybtrfr dtkbrbq pfdtn.

Vyjuj yflj eñhfnm c genb. Yeåyj ghjdthbnm rfå-ljt erjhtybdittcz zdktybt. Vs ghbdsrkb ghbpyf-dfnm ckexfqyst gyb pf gentdjlyst dtøb, yj, rfrljcnjqyst xktys hfpevyjuj jñotcndf, dct jndtn-cndtyys pf rfålsq ytktgsq gthtåbnjr. Ytkmpz cxb-nfnm ctñz åthndjq jñotcndtyyjuj ythfpevbz.

Ytkmpz ecgjrjbnmcz yf vsckb, xnj ult-nj dbyjdfn.Kexit nhtpdj bcxbckbnm cdjb gjgecnbntkmcndf. Kex-it ñtp rhbdjq eksñrb cjjñhfpbnm, xnj vjåyj bc-ghfdbnm jn ctujlyz, b ghjdthbnm rfxtcndj rfåljujcdjtuj ltqcndbz. Ghbxäv cktletn yfxfnm ghjdthre ccfvjuj jñsltyyjuj. Yt ckbirjv kb ljkuj cgfk? Rfrujdjhbk c jrheåfçobvb? Yt jnkjåbk kb cgtiyeçhfñjne? Yt crfpfk kb kjåyst chjrb? Yt pfñsk kbpfñjnkbdjcnm jñ Jñotv Ñkfut? Nfr gthtcghfibdfqntctñz ñtp kbwtvthbz.

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214. Ghjdthzz cdjb ltqcndbz, ktuxt pjhrj yfñkç-lfnm gjcnegrb lheubø. Ds ljcnfnjxyj pyftnt, yfcrjkm-rj Vs ghjnbd ghtlhfccelrjd b gthtåbnrjd. Bvtyyjd ãnjv cjpyfybb Vs ujdjhbv: jcnjhjåyj jnyjcbntcmr xeåbv jñsxfzv. Xfcnj d jcyjdt ktåfkj hfpdbnjtpyfybt; njulf, rfr htfkbcns, vs ljkåys cvsnm dctyfyjcs, yj kjvfnm pyfxtybt hfpevyjq jcyjds ñskjñs ytjghfdlfyyj.

Tckb pjlxbq dblbn ghjxyjcnm jcyjdfybz, jy gjkm-petncz bv lkz yjdjuj plfybz. Yeåyf vbhjdfz ãrj-yjvbz chtlcnd. Hjcrjim hfpheitybz jnjikf yfcnhfybws bcnjhbb. Vbh yeålftncz yt d yjdsø ãkt-vtynfø, yj d yjdsø cjxtnfybzø. B genm yjdjuj pf-djtdfntkz jpfhäy yt pfhtdjv gjåfhjd, yj bcrhfvbdyjdm ghbdktxäyyjq ãythubb. Ythfpltkmyj cjtlbytysghjdjlf djpvjåyjcntq. Dtkbrf jgfcyjcnm yfheibnmnjr ãythubb. Ujdjhbkb jñ jcvjnhbntkmyjcnb yt njkm-rj lkz cjøhfytybz ãrjyjvbb, yj b lkz bpñtåfybzjgfcyjcnb. Kturj gththtpfnm gjlptvysq ghjdjl bkbibnm dtcm ujhjl cdtnf. Vjåyj kturj hfpheibnmgjktpyeç jcyjde b yfljkuj dytcnb dhtlyjt cvzntybt.Gjnjve ødfkbv hfpevyeç htibvjcnm b cjåfkttv jhjcrjib eybxnjåtybz.

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215. Cjkytxysq kex bcceiftn b hfpheiftn, yj cdtndjccnfyjdkztn. Yeåyf yfcsotyyjcnm, yj yt htprbqelfh. Cjpblfntkzv yeåyj pyfnm, rfr yfcsofnm fnvj-cathe. Hexfntkmcndj ecgtøf d yfcsotyyjcnb fnvjcat-hs, rjnjhfz djccnfyfdkbdftn dcä ceott.

Nfr yflj cnhjbnm, xnjñs dcä ghjikjt cjdgfkj cñeleobv.

Hfpheiftncz dcä jibñjxyjt b ckexfqyjt, yj ybnmpyfybz yt ljkåyf ñsnm yfheityf. Yt ecnegrf ghj-ikjve, yj gjnjr dtxyjcnb.

Tckb ñs kçlb yfexbkbcm joeofnm djkye cfynfys,jyb gjkexbkb ñs cjpyfybt Rjcvjcf.

Rjulf genybr cnjbn yf dscjnt, hfpdt jy yt vjåtngjxeznm, xnj tuj ntkj djpdsiftncz rfr cjtlbytybtgkfytn? Bvtyyj, yt jnjhdfyyjcnm jn Ptvkb, yj dvt-otybt cjtlbyztvjcnb ltkftn xtkjdtrf ltzntktv.

Xeåljt extybt yfcnfbdftn yf zdktybb gjlxbytybz,yj jñobyf yfcnjkmrj yfcsotyf djpvjåyjcnzvb, xnjtlbycndtyyjq Bthfhøbtq ñeltn cnegtym pyfybz. Yb-rnj yt yfpyfxftn Bthfhøf, yj ckeifçobq b gj-pyfçobq ghbpyfçn ntv ãne cnegtym. Exbntkm ñeltntcntcndtyysv Djåläv.

Exbntkm d Fpbb zdkztncz gjyznbtv pfrjyysv. Gjpfdtne Ñells rfålsq ñeleobq Exbntkm gjxbnftncz

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jcjñtyyj. D ãnjv jnrhsnbb djpvjåyjcnb dtcm pfkjuñeleotuj.

Yfcsotyyjcnm fnvjcaths gjlsvtn uhzleott ht-itybt vbhf.

216. Jcnthtufqntcm yt bvtçobø dhtvtyb. Kjåyfzpfyznjcnm ghtålt dctuj erfpsdftn yf ytevtymt gjkm-pjdfnmcz cjrhjdbotv dhtvtyb b ghjcnhfycndf. Nfrbtkçlb vjuen bcgjkyznm kbim gthdbxyst ajhvs hf-ñjns. Ytdjpvjåyj bø ghbdktxm r cjpblfybç. Vs eåtujdjhbkb j kåtwfø chjrjd, rhfleobø xeåjt dhtvz;ntgthm crfåtv j vtkjxysø ktynzzø b creljevfø, pf-uhfålfçobø genm åbpyb. Jyb pfyzns, rfr cjcel,yfgjkytyysq gthwtv; e ybø dctulf ujhtxm jn hfñjns;jyb dfåys, rfr bylçrb, bñj gthtcxbnsdfçn rjkbxt-cndj cvhflf rehtymz; jyb ghtljcnfdkzçn vtcnj hfñjnsjlehvfybdfybç. Dslevfys cjnyb ghtlkjujd, pfgjk-yzçobø otkb uybkjq hfñjns. Jyb yt yfqlen xfcf lkzcfvjuj ytjnkjåyjuj. D negjcnb cdjtq jyb ujnjds cnfnmlthprbvb b jnhbyenm lkz ybø cfvjt ceotcndtyyjt.Jyb ñtcgkjlys nfr åt, rfr b djhs xeåjuj dhtvtyb.Cktletn bcrkçxfnm bø bp yjdsø gjcnhjtybq. Lkz ybøvjåyj jcnfdbnm gthtyjcre rbhgbxtq.

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Vs pyftv vyjuj nhelzobøcz, rjnjhst yfqlen xfclkz cfvjuj dfåyjuj; bv yt rfåtncz, xnj jyb pfyzns.Ytcregjq yf nhel _ otlhj gjkexbn. Ãnj rfxtcndjdvtotybz nhelf ytjñøjlbvj lkz hfcibhtybz cjpyf-ybz. Vjåyj kb xtv-kbñj pfvtybnm hfljcnm hjcnf cj-pyfybz?

D Yfibø byleccrbø gbcfybzø ds dcnhtxfkb ds-hfåtybt ≤buhf≥ d ghbvtytybb r rjcvbxtcrbv gjyz-nbzv. Buhf Dtkbrjq Vfnthb Vbhf, yt dblyf kb jyfghjcdtnkäyyjve cjpyfybç? B lhfvf rhjdb yt pfvtyb-vf kb d cdtnt kextyjcyjq vfnthbb? Yj lkz cbzçotqbuhs yeåyj bvtnm ujnjdsq xfc.

217. Tcnm ldf hjlf crtgcbcf: jlby _ ljñhjåtkf-ntkmysq, boeobq gjlndthåltybz; lheujq _ nhec-kbdsq cjñcndtyybr, bpñtufçobq yjdbpys. Zdktybtdnjhjuj ghbdsxyj d vfkjjñhfpjdfyysø rheufø. Yb-rjulf yt yfxbyfqnt cgjhf c ãnbvb ckjzvb. Ghtlkj-åbnt bv gjxbnfnm b gjgjkybnm jñhfpjdfybt. Gthdsqhjl crtgnbrjd ghtlcnfdkztn lkz Yfc zdktybt ghb-znyjt, bp ybø gjkexfçncz gjktpyst cjnhelybrb.Rjytxyj, jñsxyj jyb ñjktt jñhfpjdfyys b bø ghtå-ybq jgsn ñjufxt. Pfntv jyb vjuen ktuxt cjgjcnfdbnmlfyyst hfpysø jñkfcntq pyfybz. Rjytxyj, jyb eåt

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Rfr htfkbcns, Vs pyftv ltqcndbntkmyjcnm b hf-letvcz, tckb rnj botn genäv ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Ãnfltqcndbntkmyjcnm gjpdjkztn yt ghblfdfnm pyfxtybzytdtåtcnde. Cytu, eytcäyysq dtctyybv cjkywtv, ytpfqvän dybvfybz, yj tckb jy cjplfcn ñjkjnj, vs hfc-rbytv cnfy yf ñjktt dscjrjv vtcnt.

218. Bpdtcnyjt cjcnjzybt vfnthbb crkflsdftn xt-kjdtxtcreç jcjñm, dspsdfz r åbpyb cjpyfntkmyeçbylbdblefkbpfwbç, _ c ãnjuj vjvtynf yfxbyftnczñjhmñf ghjnbd jñobys. Rjulf d xtkjdtrt, rfr ujdj-hzn, ghjñeålftncz pdthm, bvtyyj njulf bylbdblefkb-pfwbz, ñtp gbnfybz cjpyfybz, jñhfoftncz d pkjcnysqãujbpv. Njulf yfxbyftncz gjøjl ghjnbd ghjcdtotybzb cjnhelybxtcndf. Ãujbpv yt cnfyjdbncz ñkfujhjlysvjcjpyfybtv kbxyjcnb _ nfrjq ãujbpv djpdhfoftnczr pdthbyjve cjcnjzybç, enhfnbd uheggjdst wtyyjcnbåbdjnysø. Nfrjq xtkjdtr øeåt pdthz. Vjåyj kbcnhjbnm jñobye bp ãnbø pdthjgjljñysø, yt bvtçobøjñotuj zpsrf? Njulf cnhjbntkb ljkåys gthtcvjnhtnmjcyjds xtkjdtxtcrjq bylbdblefkmyjcnb.

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Dczrfz hfvrf, dczrfz ghjuhfvvyfz eckjdyjcnm ljk-åys ñsnm ghjdthtys, yj ghjdthznm vjuen kbimkçlb veåtcndtyyst, eitlibt jn ep eckjdyjcntq. Nfryeåyj øhfybnm gjldbu xtkjdtxtcrjq kbxyjcnb.

Yfqlencz gjñjhjdibt pdthz, yj blbnt bcrfnm bøñtp cnfhsø ajhvek. Tckb jñcnfyjdrf jñhfoftn dfc r dtnøjve vsiktybç, nj kexit cjåubnt ãne jñcnf-yjdre, ytåtkb cltkfnmcz ckeufvb tä.

Vs pyfkb nfrbø cnhjbntktq d cnfhsø rhtckfø. Vsdblfkb nfrbø ghjhjrjd c xtrjdsvb rybårfvb buhjvrbø djåltq yf jñtlfø. Ybrfrbt cnfhst cntys,lfåt cdznbkbof ñfyrf, yt erhtgzn cjpyfybt jñobys.Tckb jñobyybr vtxnftn øjnz ñs dytiybvb ghbävf-vb gjøjlbnm yf rfgbnfkbcnf, pyfxbn, uybks yjub tujjñobys.

Eybxnjåfqnt pdthz-xtkjdtrf. Ødjcnfnst kçlb bwtynfdhs yt døjlzn d ãdjkçwbç.

Yeåyj ltzntkmyjt jcjpyfybt jñobys.

219. Dczrfz yfcbkmcndtyyjcnm jceåltyf. Yfcbkm-cndtyyjt hfñcndj, yfcbkmcndtyysq ñhfr, yfcbkmcndty-ysq nhel djpñeålfçn djpveotybt b jceåltybt. Yjbp dctø yfcbkbq cfvjt ghtcnegyjt b ehjlkbdjt phtkb-ot zdkztn yfcbkmcndtyyfz jñobyf. Rfåljt yfcbkbt

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jñhtxtyj yf htfrwbç, f cfvjt øelitt yfcbkbt jñht-xtyj yf htfrwbç cfveç øelieç.

Yj jñobyf vbhf ceåltyf _ pyfxbn, ãktvtyns, ytdvtcnbdibt gjyznbt jñobys, ljkåys ñsnm eñtå-ltys d tä ytghtkjåyjcnb. Yt ckjdfvb kb eñtålfnm?Yj yt ckjdf, yj kbim vsckm eñtålftn b gththjålftncjpyfybt. Vsckm vjåtn ñsnm jñjcnhtyf kbim gcb-øbxtcrjq ãythubtq. Hfpdbnbt ãnjq ãythubb lfcn dsøjlcjpblfntkzv jñobys. Tckb jyb cfvb eñtåltys dytghtkjåyjcnb jñobys, ybrnj yt vjåtn pfghtnbnmbv gjckfnm vjoyeç vsckm lkz eñtåltybz ghjnbd-ybrjd.

Kbim yeåyj gjyznm pyfxtybt gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubbd yfcnegfçotq ãdjkçwbb b yfexyj bpexfnm tä ghj-zdktybz. Ytpfxtv ghjñjdfnm tä yf phtkbofø d dbltajrecjd. Cktletn cj dctq pfñjnkbdjcnmç b jndtn-cndtyyjcnmç ghbcnegbnm r jnrhsnbç cjrhjdbof xt-kjdtxtcndf. Yt vyjuj dhtvtyb, xnjñ gjpfñjnbnmcz j ghtdhfotybb vyjubø ghjnbdybrjd d gjktpysø cjnhelybrjd. Rjytxyj, tckb ds gjljqlänt r ybv c ecnhfitybzvb, ãnj ñeltn uheñj b ytljcnjqyj bcnby-ysø jñobyybrjd.

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Cdtnkfz, dctgjñtålfçofz vsckm ñeltn dgjkyt cj-jndtncndjdfnm eckjdbzv uhzleotq Yjdjq Ãhs cjnhel-ybxtcndf.

Levftnt, xnj crfpfyyjt enjgbz? Njulf ljqlbnt ljYfc b eñtlbntcm, rfr ltqcndetn cjpyfntkmyfz vsckmxtkjdtxtcrfz!

220. Rjulf Vs ujdjhbv j rhfcjnt uhzleotq ãdjkç-wbb, Yfc yfpsdfçn jgnbvbcnfvb-enjgbcnfvb. RjulfVs ujdjhbv jñ eåfcfø cjdhtvtyyjcnb, Yfc yfpsdfçnvtxnfntkzvb-gtccbvbcnfvb. Yj Vs yt vjåtv ñsnmyb jgnbvbcnfvb, yb gtccbvbcnfvb, Vs htfkbcns-ltqcndbntkmybrb.

Vjåtnt ghtlcnfdbnm, rfrjt rjkbxtcndj åtkfçobøcnhtvbncz d Yfie Jñobye. Crjkmrj cdbltntkmcnd,crjkmrj jljñhbntkmysø jñhfotybq, yj d jcyjde ceå-ltybq gjkfuftncz kbim ltqcndbntkmyjcnm. Nfr åt gj-cnegfqnt ghb jcyjdfybb yjdsø jñoby. Cvjnhbnt,xnjñs hjlcndtyyst jnyjitybz yt bvtkb pyfxtybz.Cvjnhbnt, xnjñs nofntkmyj ghjdthzkfcm ghtåyzzlheåñf b dhfålf; xnjñs ybrfrbt cdbltntkmcndf ytbpjuyekb htitybz, _ kbxysq jghjc, kbxyjt bcgsnf-ybt, kbxyfz jndtncndtyyjcnm. Cjdtneç yfxfnm bcgs-nfybt c ghtlkjåtybz jnljøyenm, yt hfñjnfnm. Rfålsq,

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hfljcnyj ythfñjnfçobq, dfv yt cjnhelybr. Cghjcbnmvjåyj _ ghbpyfys kb pfckeub ghbitlituj ytñkf-ujlfhysv xtkjdtxtcndjv? Rfålsq åfkjñobr dfv ytcjnhelybr. Cghjcbnm vjåyj _ jndtncndtyty kb jycfv pf ghjikjt bkb lheubt, øelst kçlb? Dfi cj-nhelybr ghjikjt yt ñeltn djpkfufnm yf lheubø. Nfråtpfvtxfqnt, xnjñ, jcnfdktyysq jlby, jy yt gthtldbufkghtlvtnjd. Xtkjdtr, ghjybryedibqcz dfåyjcnmç ghj-bcøjlzotuj, yt yfheibn ytpyfrjvjuj tve zdktybz.Xtkjdtr, ytvyjuj pyfçobq ceoyjcnm dtotq, jnyt-cäncz ñthtåyj r dfitve gjhzlre. Jcjñtyyj pjhrjcvjnhbnt pf vjkxfkbdsvb.

Vjåyj pyfnm, xnj d yfcnjzott dhtvz vyjubt uj-njds ghbyznm jñobye b vyjubt vjuen jñhfpjdfnmcdjç gcbøbxtcreç ãythubç. Evtqnt erfpfnm bv, xnj-ñs ghtålt dctuj evtkb jcjpyfnm ghbcencndbt ãnjqãythubb. Vjåyj jñhfpjdfnm b ecbkbnm njkmrj jcj-pyfyyjt.

Yt ghfds åtkfçobt bcgsnsdfnm cdjç gcbøbxt-creç ãythubç, yt gjxezd ghbcencndbz tä. Ãnj ytñeltn ltqcndbntkmyjcnmç.

221. Rjulf ujdjhbv jñ jñhfpjdfybb gcbøbxtcrjqãythubb d cjpyfntkmyjt jheåbt, vjuen cghjcbnm: c

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xtuj yfxfnm? Yeåyj yfxfnm c jcjpyfybz ghbcencndbztä. Lkz ãnjuj jcjpyfybz ytjñøjlbvj ljnhjyenmcz ljjlyjuj bp cfvsø jcyjdysø gjyznbq. Byjulf ãnj yf-psdfkb, ytelfxyj, dthjç, yj kexit yfpdfnm ljdthb-tv. Dthf jndtxftn cfvjubgyjpe. Ljdthbt cjjndtncndetncfvjfyfkbpe. Dthf ytjghtltkäyyf d ceotcndt. Ljdthbtgjlndthålftn ytghtkjåyjcnm. Bläv genäv ytghtkjå-yjcnb. Ytn cetdthbz jcjpyfnm vjom xtkjdtxtcrjujfggfhfnf. Ljcnfnjxyj pflevfnmcz yfl ghjwtccfvb vs-iktybz bkb htaktrcf, bkb øjnz ñs gbotdfhtybz.Vjåyj kturj pfvtnbnm ghjzdktybt ythdysø wtynhjd,yj ytxnj jñütlbyztn bø ltzntkmyjcnm cjpyfntkmyj, ytdøjlz d ghtltks hfpevf. Ãnjn jhufy yfpsdfkb leøjv,yj jghtltktybt ãnj jgznm hfcgksdxfnj, d yäv ytnecnhtvktybz.

Dtkbrbq Fev tcnm gcbøbxtcrfz ãythubz, gbnftvfzghfyjç. Vjåyj hfccvfnhbdfnm tä rfr abpbxtcrbq jh-ufy, bñj jyf gjllfäncz bpvtytybzv. Joeotybt ãnjujdctcdzpeçotuj jhufyf ljkåyj yfgjkybnm hfljcnmçrfåljuj jñobyybrf. Nfrfz rjjgthfwbz gjpdjkztnlevfnm j vbhjdsø hfpvthfø. C ãnjuj jcjpyfybz yfxb-yftncz joeotybt djpvjåyjcnb eghfdktybz gcbøbxt-crjq ãythubtq.

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Endthåltybt gjvjåtn pføjntnm ghbdtcnb d ltqcndbtyfqltyysq jhufy. Åtkfybt ghb cjpyfybb jndtn-cndtyyjcnb ghbdtlän r yføjåltybç Exbntkz. Dcä ltkjd rfxtcndt b hfcibhtybb cjpyfybz.

Ujdjhbk _ ≤vjåyj≥, ybrjulf yt pfghtofk. Tckbñeltnt bcrfnm ñkbåfqibq rjhhtkzn gcbøbxtcrjqãythubb, ãnj ñeltn ltqcndbt.

222. Kçlb lfåt ghb tlt pfgbyfçncz j ytghbdsx-yeç gjcele. Ñskj ñs ytgjghfdbvjq jibñrjq gjckfnmvsckm, yt cxbnfzcm c rfxtcndjv ghbävybrf. Lfdyjujdjhbkjcm j ytjñøjlbvjcnb gjyznyjuj zpsrf lkzrfåljuj ckeifntkz, yj d åbpyb ãnj ghbvtyztnczjxtym htlrj.

Yeåyj, ghb eñtåltybb gjchtlcndjv ghbvtytybzgcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb, egjnhtñkznm zpsr eñtålftvjuj.Vjukb yt hfp pfvtnbnm, rfr zpsr Exbntkz cjjndtn-cndjdfk dshfåtybzv extybrjd. Yf ãnjv ckfufkbcm yt-ktgst gjljphtybz j gjlltkrfø, bñj rjve-nj rfpfkjcmcnhfyysv, xnj øfhfrnthyst dshfåtybz extybrf gtht-lfdfkbcm htxmç Exbntkz. Yj ybrnj yt gjlevfk, xnjnfrbv jñhfpjv jñktuxfkfcm ecdjztvjcnm. Yeåyj nfråtgjyznm, xnj ghb cjdvtcnyjq hfñjnt jñjñofçncz cgjcj-ñs dshfåtybq _ bthjukba gjybvfybz eukeñkztncz.

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Yj ytpyfqrb ghjljkåfçn rktdtnfnm j gjlltkrt b ytøjnzn jñthyenmcz yf ctñz, ghbgjvybd hfpybwe cdjbødshfåtybq c hfpysvb kçlmvb. Vs kbim hfcibhztvnjn åt ghbywbg. Vs ghtlkfuftv ghbvtybnm zpsr cke-ifntkz dj dctq tuj øfhfrnthyjcnb. Yfv ytn ltkf, d xävYfc ñeltn jñdbyznm jñsdfntkm, Yfv yeåyj ñkfujtcktlcndbt. Tckb lkz cgfctybz jn jgfcyjcnb ds ljkåysghbvtybnm cfvjt cnhfyyjt dshfåtybt, yt gjvsckbntåt ghjvtlkbnm! Ãnj eckjdbt ytjñøjlbvj ghb ecjdth-itycndjdfybb gthtlfxb vsckb.

Ghtålt dctuj ds ljkåys bcgsnfnm cdjç yføjlxb-djcnm b ghbvtyztvjcnm d cfvsø hfpkbxysø eckjdbzø.Käurjcnm ghbävjd vsiktybz cjplfcn rhskmz vsckbdfitq. Vjåyj yfxfnm c cfvjuj øfhfrnthyjuj dshf-åtybz ckeifntkz. Ãnj ghbdsxyjt ckjdj kturj pfrht-gbncz d cjpyfybb, yj lkz ãnjuj yeåyj cjcnhflfntkmyjgjlvtnbnm dcä øfhfrnthyjt. Ghbläncz bvtnm nsczxeukfp!

223. Vtnjls Pfgflf b Djcnjrf gj gthtlfxt vsckbhfpkbxfçncz. Lkz dyeitybz Pfgfl cnfhfkcz ghbvt-ybnm ytgjchtlcndtyyjt, fuhtccbdyjt djpltqcndbt: lj-nhfubdfybt, abrcbhjdfybt dpukzljv, uhjvrjt ñjhvj-nfybt ghbrfpf cdjtq ghbvbnbdyjcnmç yfgjvbyfçn

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ybpibø rjkleyjd Çåyjq Bylbb. Ghb ãnjv nfrjqghbrfp jnkbxftncz ytljkujdhtvtyyjcnmç b jñsxyjjødfnsdftn cjpyfybt kbim lkz jlyjuj jghtltkäyyjujltqcndbz. Djcnjr ghtålt dctuj botn dyenhtyybq rjy-nfrn c cjcnjzybtv cjpyfybz, xnj gjpdjkztn ndähåt,lkbntkmytt yfgjkybnm cjpyfybt.

Pfgflybr cnfhftncz cdthkbnm dfc dpukzljv, yj djc-njxybr, gjcskfz vsckm, bvtyyj yt ñeltn cvjnhtnm yfdfc, bñj ghjwtcc dpukzlf gjybåfk ñs htprjcnm ghb-rfpf. Rjytxyj, ukfpf gjcskfçotuj ñelen jnrhsns, bjy ñeltn ghtlcnfdkznm ctñt cdjtuj rjhhtcgjyltynf, b d vscktyyjv bpjñhfåtybb jy vjåtn gjkytt jødf-nbnm ceoyjcnm tuj. Ybrfrjt yfghzåtybt yt ecbkbnãaatrnf, yj kbim ytghtkjåyjcnm cjpyfybz b dth-yjcnm njyf gcbøbxtcrjuj pderf. Crfkf hfcgflftncz jnltnjyfwbb, yt cnjkmrj jn njkxrf. Cfvjt nhelyjt kturjljcnbuftncz, tckb cjpyfybt ljcnfnjxyj b cgjrjqcndbtyt yfheityj. Ñtlf d njv, xnj kçlb cxbnfçn cgjrjq-cndbt ñtpltqcndbtv.

Ltqcndbt _ ãythubz _ cdtn!

224. Ndthlbkb: evtqnt yfqnb hfljcnm d dtxyjq hf-ñjnt b d dtxyjv ljpjht. Ds cksifkb vepsre b gtybtd Yfitq Jñobyt. Yeåyj hfccvfnhbdfnm bø rfr xfcnm

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hfñjns. Jñsxyj kçlb ghb pderfø dgflfçn d gcbøbxt-crjt ñtpltqcndbt b lfåt yt vjuen hjålfnm jñhfpjd. Ãnjghjbcøjlbn jn ghbdsxrb gjybvfnm jnlsø rfr jnegt-ybt. Vjåyj ghbdsryenm gjkmpjdfnmcz bcreccndjv rfrrjyltycfwbtq cbk. Yt njkmrj djpdsitybt ltzntkm-yjcnb, yj b jñjcnhtybt cbk lfän ghjbpdtltybt rhf-cjns. Yj ãnj gjkjåtybt yeåyj ghbyznm cjpyfntkmyj b yfexbnmcz gjkmpjdfnmcz ãvfyfwbzvb ndjhxtcndf.

Vjåyj kb vsckbnm gjcnhjtybt jñobys ñtp rhbc-nfkkjd pderf b wdtnf? Gjbcnbyt, ãnj ñeltn rhjnjdfzyjhf! Yjcbntkb pderf b wdtnf ljkåys ghbytcnb djñobye cjcel ythfcgktcrfyysq. Pyfybt b ndjhxtcndjñelen Fvhbnjq Jñobys.

Ytdjpvjåyj ghtcsnbnmcz pyfybtv; ytbcxbckbvsgjlüävs ndjhxtcndf. D ãnjq ñtcrjytxyjcnb ktåbncnbvek dtxyjq hfñjns. Hfñjnfçobq vjåtn yfcs-ofnmcz, b ljpjh lkz ytuj njkmrj hfljcnm cjpyfntkm-yjuj ñjlhcndjdfybz. Ceotcndj yfit nhtgtotn dcgbhfkzø cdtnf, b cdtn pdexbn.

Rjytxyj, ndjhxtcndj hfpkbnj d rfåljv nhelt, yjytrjnjhst bcrhs dtkbrjuj Fevf yfghfdkzçn ntxtybtåbpyb. Nj zdktybt ndjhxtcndf jñhfpetn epks ãdj-kçwbb, bv pfrhtgktyf ghzåf Vfnthb Vbhf, pfrhtg-ktyf d nhelt dtxyjuj ltqcndbz.

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Yt yeåyj eksñfnmcz yf Yfi zpsr cbvdjkjd Djc-njrf. Rfålsq cbvdjk cjlthåbn ckjåyjt jgbcfybtcdjqcnd vfnthbb. Yt dblbv yeåls jnvtybnm rhfnrbqbthjukba, gjyznysq cjnyzv vbkkbjyjd kçltq; ntvñjktt xnj ãnb rhfnrbt pyfrb rhfcbds. B ds, kçlbPfgflf, bvttnt ghfdj bp lkbyyjuj ltkfnm kbim rhf-cbdjt.

Wdtn b pder ñelen Fvhbnjq Jñobys. Pyfybt zdbndtxyjcnm hfñjns. Ltqcndbt jrheåftn dtkbrbq Fev.

225. Bpextybt gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb jñktuxftnczjlbyfrjdjcnmç jcyjdysø pfrjyjd. Rfr dytiyt-abpbxtcrbt, nfr b gcbøbxtcrbt eckjdbz gjldthåtysfyfkjubxyjve ghjwtcce jñhfpjdfybq b cktlcndbq.Djpmväv ghjcntqibq ghbvth: xtkjdtr blän gj dtnhebkb gj ntxtybç b cñthtuftn vyjuj ãythubb. Rjulfxtkjdtr ghbjñoftncz ghfdbkmyjve ntxtybç ãdjkç-wbb, jy xeltcyj kturj ghjøjlbn ghtgzncndbz. Ltkjkbim d njv, xnjñs plhfdj jghtltkbnm rjycnherwbçãdjkçwbb.

Blnb gj yfghfdktybç ãdjkçwbb djdct yt pyfxbnnfobnmcz d ødjcnt ñjkmibycndf. Dcz bcnjhbz xtkj-dtxtcndf erfpsdftn, xnj euflsdfkj ãdjkçwbç vtym-

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ibycndj. B ãnb ytvyjubt jnrelf-nj xthgfkb cbksghtjljktdfnm ghtgzncndbz.

≤Rjynfrn rjcvbxtcrjuj ghtjñhfpjdfybz c gcbøbxt-crjq ãythubtq hjålftn cjcnjzybt cxfcnkbdjuj gjnj-rf≥ _ nfr ujdjhbk Ñellf. Jy erfpfk hfpkbxbt vtålejxtdblyjcnmç b ltqcndbntkmyjcnmç. Tuj chfdytybt jxt-dblyjcnb c vbhfåjv ujlbncz lkz kçñjq cjdhtvtyyjqñtctls.

Vjåyj kb hfcgjpyfdfnm ntxtybt bcnbyyjq ãdjkç-wbb, tckb cktgfz jxtdblyjcnm pfckjyztn ltqcndb-ntkmyjcnm b ghtleñtåltybt zdkztncz ecnfyjdbdibvczvytybtv? Rjulf kçlb jcjpyáçn vbhfå ghtleñtålt-ybz?! D rfåljv ghtleñtåltybb pfrkçxtyj pkjñyjtyfvthtybt xtkjdtxtcrjve ceotcnde. Ãnj yt vjhfkm, yj ghfrnbxtcrjt ghtleghtåltybt. Rfrjt ghtlcnfdkt-ybt jñ jñobyt vjåtn ckjåbnmcz e ghtleñtåläyysøkçltq! Ytktgj ujdjhbnm c ybvb j cdjñjlyjv hfcib-htybb cjpyfybz: e ybø ytn gjyznbz cdjñjls, f ñtpcdjñjls yt yfqnb heckj cxfcnkbdjuj gjnjrf.

Pflevfqntcm j pfrjyfø gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb.

226. Rjulf xtkjdtr gjgflftn d ytcjdthityyeç jñ-obye, d eåfct jy ecnhtvkztncz d ghjnbdjgjkjå-yjcnm, _ ãnj ytghfdbkmyj. Gjyzdibq ytcjdthity-cndj ljkåty yfxfnm ñjktt cjdthityyjt. Gecnm hfcnen

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yjdst jñobys, rfr d gecnsyt yjdst hjlybrb. Jrjkjrfåljuj hjlybrf pfptktyttn ytåyfz nhfdf, b cnhebhjlybrjd cjkmçncz gjnjv d jlyjv ntxtybb. Ytelfxfjlyjq jñobys ljkåyf ñsnm gjdjljv r yjdsvjñobyysv cnhjtybzv. Nfr vsckbnt j yjdsø djp-vjåyjcnzø.

Vs dtlm htfkbcns b vjåtv cdjñjlyj hfcgjhzåfnm-cz ghjcnhfycndjv. Dtkbrbq Fev pjdän r ltqcndbç!

Egjhyj vs pyftv j yfibø yjdsø vtcnfø, b lkz yfc ytn ljkujuj genb. Xthtp rjkmwf pvbz gjlybvftvczyf ghjcnjh øjkvf, bñj vs cñthtukb pfgfc gcbøbxtcrjqãythubb b hfpjxfhjdfnm yfc ytkmpz.

Pdfysq ujcnm yt jnjqlän, yfqlz jlye ldthm yfpfgjht, yj jñjqlän ljv b jcvjnhbn dct døjls.

Evtqnt d ytcjdthitycndt yfqnb djpvjåyjcnb!

227. Evthitt cjpyfybt rfr itkeøf enhfxtyyjujpthyf. Gjyznbt gjkyjq hfcndjhbvjcnb, byfxt cvthnb,ghbyflktåbn ghjlernfv gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb. Vjåyjghtlcnfdbnm fnhjabç cjpyfybz, rjnjhjt yt gbnftnczecnhtvktybtv b ytekjdbvj hfpkfuftncz d gjnjrt njy-xfqibø ãythubq, ytekjdbvj b ytdjpdhfnyj.

Ujdjhzn j ytjñøjlbvjcnb gbnfybz evf rybufvb, _ãnj ñeltn dytiybv ghjzdktybtv. Yj ñtp ecnhtvktybz

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gbnfybt evf ñeltn ajhvfkmysv b ñtcgkjlysv.Ecnhtvktybt ljkåyj blnb bpyenhb ñtp dytiybøghbxby. Ghtgzncndbz åbpyb yt vjuen dkbznm yf rfxt-cndj ecnhtvktybz. Rjhtyyjq bvgekmc, dsdtlibq bprktnrb vbythfkf xtkjdtxtcreç jcjñm, yt ljkåtypfvbhfnm, rjulf rfvtyyfz rktnrf dcnfkf yf øjlekb.Njulf b ljkåyj yfcnegbnm ghtcsotybt dctv ñsdibvb ytelthåbvjt ecnhtvktybt dgthäl.

Enhfnbd ecnhtvktybt, xtkjdtr gthtcnfän yfpsdfnmczcjpyfntkmysv ceotcndjv. Vjvtyns hfcgflf cjpyfybzøfhfrnthyj jnhfåfçncz yf abpbxtcrjv bpkextybb.Vjåyj dbltnm rfr ñs rkeñs cthjuj gfhf, cntkzobtczdybp bp cjkytxyjuj cgktntybz; ãnj gjlndthålftn, xnjvs bvttv ltkj c ãythubtq, _ rhfnrj crfpfnm, dtkbrbqFev jñhfnbkcz d gtgtk. Vs eåt d ltncndt dblbv, rfrecnhtvktybt gtgtkbncz.

Cfljdybr, gjljqlb b cybvb eksñrjq gskm c kt-gtcnrf! Eksñrf rfr rhskj dtkbrjuj Fevf. Cfljdybr,ns bpñhfk pfñjne j wdtnfø. Wdtn pfhb pdtybn d hf-ljcnb pderf ghjcnhfycndf. Vjåyj levfnm j lfkmybøvbhfø.

228. Ghbikj dhtvz, rjulf rfåljve nhelzotveczcrfåtv: ≤Ns Yfi!≥ Rjulf gthtcvjnhbv genb b pyfrb,

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yfxbyfz jn pdäplysø. Rjulf cjrhfnbv zpsrb b ds-hfåtybz vsiktybz. Rjulf gthtxnäv cnbø cnfhbys d gjcktlybq hfp.

Ltkbkb åbpym gj gthbjlfv b gj cnbkzv, jnlfdfzlfym vthfv ytcjdthityysø lytq. Rnj gjltkbk cj-pdtplbz? Rnj gjltkbk yfhtxbz? Rnj ghbgjvybk yfckt-lbz dctø yfhjljd? Cnbkm jghtltkzk jcjñtyyjcnb dtrf.Dytiybt pfpeñhbys jhyfvtynf yjczn ghtlhfccelrb b eckjdyjcnb kåb. Gjhf ltkbnm yfcktlbz kbim gj gj-ntywbfke dyenhtyytve. Yeåyj pyfnm yfhfcnfybz åbp-yb. Ajhvs uhjñjd yeåyj jcnfdbnm evthibv. Ghfdlf,yeåyj joeofnm ifub rekmnehs, yj yt pbupfub bpyt-åtyyjcnb. Vfkjleibt, pfrjdfyyjt d yterkçåbt kfns,yt dtkj r jñotxtkjdtxtcrjq hfljcnb, yj htnjhnfcrhjvyjuj fkøbvbrf xfcnj cdtnbkfcm Jñobv Ñkfujv.Ñtp cetdthbz vs ljkåys ghjcvjnhtnm dtøb hjcnfxtkjdtxtcndf gjl pyfrjv jñobys. Ghjcvjnhtnm, rfrgjñtlf jñobys hjckf, pfåbufz juyb pyfybz b rhf-cjns. Bcnbyyjt pyfybt b rhfcjnf pfrkçxfçn d ctñtkexieç jñobye.

Jnñthäv dcä kexitt b endthlbv: gjpyfdibq kex-itt cltkftncz jñobyybrjv.

229. Ndähljcnm, cgjrjqcndbt, yføjlxbdjcnm, ñscnhj-nf _ nfr cghfibdfqnt rfåljuj, edthzçotuj d ght-

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lfyyjcnb jñobyt. Yj vjåtn jrfpfnmcz cgjrjqcndbt dj dhtvz cyf, ndähljcnm d ñtpltqcndbb, yføjlxbdjcnmpf tljç b ñscnhjnf d gjkextybb ltytu.

Bcgsnfybt gjcnjzyyj ghbvtyztncz d jñobyt.Cfvst yjdst ajhvs åbpyb yt bcrkçxfçn bcgsnf-ybz. Ds pyftnt, xnj Vs ghjnbd pfhfytt jñüzdktyysøirjkmysø bcgsnfybq. Nfråt Vs ghjnbd pfhfyttjgjdtoäyysø bcgsnfntkmysø gthbjljd. Ãnb gjdthø-yjcnyst pyfybz b kbwtvthyst gjdtltybz yt ecrj-hzçn, yj pfvtlkzçn hfpdbnbt. Yt ghbgjvyç, xnjñjñhfpjdfkcz dslfçobqcz ltzntkm, gjlxbyzzcm ãnbvkbwtvthysv eckjdbzv.

Yfxbyfqnt cnhjbnm jñobye rfr ljv pyfybz b rhf-cjns. Ybrfrbø eckjdysø vthbk yt ñeltn d ãnjv ljvt.Dct ñelen cnhtvbnmcz pyfnm b dshfåfnm cdjä pyfybt.Njkmrj ytghtcnfyyjt epyfdfybt gjvjåtn, njkmrj yf-csotyysq nhel elthåbn jn jñjhfxbdfybz d nävysqeujk. Yj Vs åläv ecnhtvkäyysø gjrbyenm cnfheçåbpym. Ytn øeåt, ytåtkb ghbytcnb c cjñjq pfce-ityre. Ãnb pfceityrb jnybvfçn hfljcnm.

Yjdjt cnhjtybt ljkåyj cnjznm elfkäyyj jn åbksøljvjd, xnjñs aeyrwbb jñbøjlf yt rfcfkbcm plfybz,ult reäncz ñeleott xtkjdtxtcndf. Vs cjukfcys c ntv,xnj jñobyybrb yt ljhjåfn åbpymç, _ ãnbv jyb

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gjlndthålfçn ytghthsdyjcnm ceotcndjdfybz. Yjrfxtcndj cjpyfybz ljkåyj ñsnm yfghzåäyyjq pfñj-njq jñobyybrjd. Ghbøjlbncz ndthlbnm j cjpyfybb,bñj kçlb yt ghbdsrkb joeofnm tuj.

Ctynbvtynfkmyjcnm xfcnj ghbybvftncz pf cjcnhf-lfybt, uytd pf djpveotybt b cfvjjøhfytybt pf ve-åtcndj.

Yeåyj gjyznm, rfr yfghzåäyyj yflj jxbofnm cdjbgjyznbz yt njkmrj d vsiktybb, yj d ltqcndbb.

230. Rfpfkjcm ñs, yfdctulf gjrjyxtyj c ldevzpfgflysvb bpvsiktybzvb _ vbcnbwbpvjv b vtnf-abpbrjq. Kfñjhfnjhbz, chtlytjñjheljdfyyfz, ujdjhbnljcnfnjxyj j cdjqcndfø tlbyjq vfnthbb. Yj rfr njkm-rj kçlb dsøjlzn pf ghtltks jgsnf ghjikjuj lyz,jyb yfxbyfçn gjrhsdfnm cdjç ñtcgjvjoyjcnm yt-jghtltkäyysvb, gskmysvb yfpdfybzvb. Jyb djccnf-çn ghjnbd vtnfabpbrb b vbcnbwbpvf, ghbrhsdfzãnbvb geufkfvb dct yfexyst djpvjåyjcnb uhzleotujlyz. Vtnfabpbrf ghjikjuj lyz jñhfnbkfcm d yfex-yeç bcnbye gjchtlcndtyyjuj uhfvjntz, f vbcnbwbpvjrfpfkcz bcnjhbxtcrbv afrnjv, b cntyrf uhjñf eñt-lbkf ñjkmit cjpyfybq, cfvsø jñibhysø.

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Njulf Vs cghjcbv _ pfxtv åt crtgnbr-jñsdfntkmytecnfyyj gktnän ktutyls b nrän vbas? Nsczxf ktnljcnfnjxyf lkz gjkbhjdrb cfvjuj bpscrfyyjuj vbaf,b jñotcndtyysq ltzntkm djpyjcbncz yf ñevfåysqJkbvg. B yjdjhjåläyyst crtgnbrb nzyen tuj pf rhfqøbnjyf, eujdfhbdfz cdjbø njdfhbotq gjcflbnm yjdsøytñjåbntktq. Yjdsq gjhnyjq gthtrhjbn øbnjy, bvba hjålftncz. Ujdjhbv jñ ãnbø atybrcfø yt lkzeksñrb. Yeåyj, yfrjytw, ecdjbnm ezdktybt ltqcndb-ntkmyjcnb. F dczrfz ytdtåtcndtyyjcnm ljkåyf ñsnmhtfkmyj jñyfheåtyf b elfktyf bp jñobys. Jñsdf-ntkmcrjt vbajndjhcndj yt ghbceot jñobyt.

C Yfitq Jñobyjq vjuen blnb gjyzdibt htfkm-yjcnm b bcnbyysq vfnthbfkbpv. Ytkmpz ctñt ghtlcnf-dbnm vbcnbrf b vtnfabpbrf pf Yfitq juhfljq. Vtnf-abpbr, gjkexbdibq elfh, rhbxbn: ≤Z gjhfåäy abpb-xtcrb!≥ Vbcnbr ghjnbhftn ukfpf jn cbzybz åbpyb.

Pfxtv ds åbdänt? Xnjñ gjpyfdfnm b cjdthitycndj-dfnmcz. Ybxnj nevfyyjt yt eljdktndjhbn yfc.

231. Jxtdblyjcnm tcnm rehbyfz ltqcndbntkmyjcnm.Njkmrj yfghzåäyysv cjdthitycndjdfybtv vjåtntghbñkbpbnmcz r ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.

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Cjdthitycndjdfybt vjåtn gjrfpfnmcz rkthbrfkm-ysv gjyznbtv, yj Vs gjybvftv cjdthitycndjdfybtrfr ekexitybt htfkmyjuj fggfhfnf. Ekexitybt fggf-hfnf dj dctq tuj gjkyjnt ljcnjqyj xtkjdtxtcndf.

Ghb gjybvfybb abpbxtcrjuj fggfhfnf kçlb ljk-åys cnhtvbnmcz r ekexityysv ajhvfv.

232. Ds pyftnt, xnj eckjdbz Yfitq Jñobys ytkturb, yj dsgjkytybt bø jñktuxftncz exfcnbtv djdctø ghjxbø jñobyfø. Vyjubt cjwbfkmyst jhufybpvsyt jñhfofçn dybvfybz yf dyenhtyytt cjlthåfybtcdjbø exfcnybrjd. Ghjqlz Yfie lbcwbgkbye, yt vjåtnt ghbpyfnm jñobye nfv, ult cjøhfytys kbimytrjnjhst dytiybt ghbpyfrb tä.

Vs gjpdjkztv pfgbcfnm ytrjnjhst Yfib ñtctls yt lkz erjhf b ghjnbdjgjcnfdktybz, yj lkz cjpyfybzntø, rnj rjulf-nj cksifk j Yfitq Jñobyt; rnj epyfkj ytcñsnjxyjq vtxnt, ghtndjhbditqcz d åbpym. D yjx-yst xfcs rnj-nj ñjktk vsckmç b nen åt ghberhfifkñskm. Yeåyj gthtlfnm bv Yfib ñtctls.

Utjuhfa vjåtn ecgjrjbnmcz, Vs pfybvftv yf Ptvktjghtltkäyyjt vtcnj. Rjycgbhfnjh vjåtn entibnmcz,Vs bvttv d hfpysø xfcnzø cdtnf ljcnfnjxyjt rj-kbxtcndj cjnhelybrjd. Yteljdktndjhäyysq jñobyybr

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vjåtn endthlbnmcz d cjpyfybb ghfrnbxtcrjuj ceot-cndjdfybz Jñobys.

Zdyst, vfnthbfkmyst xktys b cjnhelybrb Yfibdcnhtxtys dfvb d hfpysø cnhfyfø. Yfib ñtctls ytpfrkçxfçn d ctñt ybxtuj jndktxäyyjuj. Vs hfñjnftvd kbybb dtkbrjq ãdjkçwbb. Rfålsq ghbñkbåfç-obqcz r Yfitq Jñobyt cnfyjdbncz ltqcndbntkm-ybrjv.

Hfñjnfqnt lkz ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.

233. Vyjuj hfp vs ñtctljdfkb j hfcibhtybb cj-pyfybz b jñ jdkfltybb vyjubvb gjktpysvb cdjq-cndfvb. Rfr åt ghjbcøjlbn ãnj yfhfcnfybt? Tckbnhelyj ecvjnhtnm hjcn djkjcf, nj vyjuj nhelytt ekj-dbnm hjcn cjpyfybz. Jibñjxyj levfnm, xnj vjåyjcktlbnm pf yfhfcnfybtv cjpyfybz. Dtlm cktlzobqfggfhfn ghtnthgtdftn nj åt yfghzåtybt. Dtlm tuj oe-gfkmwf boen dctulf dgthäl. Ytdjpvjåyj jnlfnm pf-djtdfybt, tckb lbyfvbrf ldbåtybz yt gfhfkbpjdfyf.Nfr vjåyj njkmrj yf htlrbø gthtgenmzø ljcvjnhtnmcdjä rjhtyyjt bpvtytybt _ ãnjn lfh ãdjkçwbb. Ytyeåyj egecrfnm lbyfvbre yf vexbntkmyeç cfvj-ghjdthre. Yf ltqcndbzø b yf cktlcndbzø gjpyfänczghfdbkmyjt yfghfdktybt. Gjnjve lfåt jibñjxyjtltqcndbt Vs ghtlgjxbnftv ñtpltqcndbç.

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234. Vbh hfcrjkjkcz yf ldt xfcnb. Pyfz ytcjdth-itycndj gjkjdbys yjdsø zdktybq, ghtleuflsdfzøbnhjcnm ekjdjr cnfhjuj vbhf, Vs dctulf jcnfävcz d vbht ytcjdthityyjv b yjdjv. Dcä pyftv, dcä jwt-ybdftv. Ds bvttnt kbxyjt dkbzybt, r dfv ghblen cdjghjcjv: ≤Rfr vsckbnm?≥ Crfåbnt rhfnrj: ≤C YjdsvVbhjv; dct juhfybxtyyst ceåltybz jnñhjcmnt≥.Gjlevfqnt, rfr vjåyj jnjqnb jn cnfhsø ghbdsxtr.Yfghzubntcm ghbyznm gjkyeç xfie.

Yt ckjdf, yj yfgjkytybt ghjcnhfycndf njkrftn dfcd ytghtkjåyjv ghbrfpt. Eybxnjåtybt cnhføf gjvjåtndfv d nhelysq xfc. Jcjñtyyj nhelyj ghtjljktnmcjpyfybt jlbyjxtcndf. D velhsø crfpfybzø xfcnj egj-vbyftncz tlbyjkbxyfz ñbndf. Ñjtw _ jy åt hfpdtl-xbr, jy åt cjdtnxbr, jy åt htibntkm, jy åt uthjq.Pfvtnmnt, ãnj ckjdj ñskj gjxnb bpuyfyj bp ckjdfhzcnfhjuj vbhf. Uthjq cnfyjdbncz ytghbtvktvsv dåbpyb vfktymrbø cthltw. Rfr xeåjq, vju jy cns-lbnmcz chtlb ñkfujvthbz. Evtqnt ñsnm nfv, ult uthjb.Vbh ñeltn gjnhzcäy ltqcndbntkmyjcnmç uthjbpvf.

Vjåyj ctujlyz ujdjhbnm dvtcnj vtøfybrb j uthjt.Gecnm ltnb yfpsdfçn ctñz uthjzvb b ghbvtyzçn rctñt rfxtcndf pfvtxfntkmysø kçltq. Gecnm lflen bvrybub xänrjuj bpkjåtybz, ult ñtp ghbvbhbntkmysø

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cvfpsdfybq ñeltn jxthxty jñkbr nhelf b djkb. Lfåtlkz vtlbwbycrbø wtktq ãnjn ñjlhsq pjd åbpybytpfvtybv.

Yeåyj ñtp ghjvtlktybz lfnm nfrjq vfnthbfk. Lkzãnjuj ñthtubnt ntø ytvyjubø, rjnjhst vjuen lfdfnm.Eybxnjåtybt bø yt vjåtn ñsnm jghfdlfyj. Rnj-njcrfåtn: ≤Jgznm ybxtuj yjdjuj≥, yj cfv lfåt yt pyftn,rfr ghjzdkznm erfpfyyeç ñthtåyjcnm. Yeåyj ghjzd-ktybt yføjlxbdjcnb yt njkmrj d cdjtq ifgrt, yj b d vjpue.

Yjdsq vbh bvttn gjxbnftvsø Exbntktq b ñeltnbvtnm Bø, rfr vthe cjpyfybz.

235. Ghjbpytcäv ytcrjkmrj ltncrbø gjyznbq. Xnjtcnm yjdjuj? Ybxtuj. Yj tcnm kbim yjdjt jcjpyfybtzdktybq cdjqcnd vfnthbb lkz cjdhtvtyyjuj cjcnjzybzevf. Yeåyj gjyznm, xnj bcnbyyst endthåltybz yt d cfvjljdktçotv jnhsdfybb, yj d ltqcndbntkmyjqghttvcndtyyjcnb. Njkmrj d ñtpñjzpytyyjv endthålt-ybb hzlf gjcktljdfntkmyjcnb vjåyj erhtgbnm zdkt-ybt. Rfåtncz, ãnj ghjcntqitt cjjñhfåtybt ljcnegyjltnzv, d yäv pfrkçxtyf vjom cjkblfhyjcnb. Yj jh-ufybpfwbjyyfz cjkblfhyjcnm toä yt jcjpyfyf. Xfcnj,r ytcjvytyyjve dhtle, gsnfçncz juhfybxbnm zdktybt.

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Dczrjt hfplhjñktybt _ rfr njgjh gj åbdjve jhuf-ybpve.

Elthåbnt cjkblfhyjcnm, gjxnb pfñsneç yf Ptvkt.Kexit jibñbnmcz d hzle gjcktljdfntkmyjcnb, ytåtkbjnhsdfnm b lhjñbnm.

236. Vjuen cghjcbnm: ≤Rfr ñsnm c ghtlfntkzvb?≥Kturj bpuyfnm kåtwjd b ktybdwtd, yj ghtlfntkmcndjytkmpz yt ghtctxm.

Vjåyj ghbdtcnb ckexfq, rjulf jlby Yfi cjnhel-ybr ljgecnbk ghtlfntkmcndj. Lthåfntkm ljpjhf crfpfktve: ≤Celb ctñz cfv≥. Rfr ñs ybxtuj yt ghjbpjikj,ghtlfntkm ecvtøyekcz b ghjljkåfk åbnm. Yj xthtpujl, kbiäyysq cyf, jy ålfk cvthnb, ñjzcm tä. Eåfccvthnb tcnm cfvjt nzårjt cfvjcelbt. Eåfc cvthnbxeålftncz hjcnf b pfdbletn rfåljve gjcskfçotveghbdtn cvtyt åbpyb. Ytjgbcetv eåfc cvthnb: ytcnhfø eñtufçobq, yj ktltyzobq cnjkñyzr. Vjåyjcrfpfnm gjntywbfke ghtlfntkmcndf: ≤Eñthtubcm jneåfcf cvthnb≥.

Vs, rjytxyj, dblbv, rfr gjcnhjtybt jñobys cnb-hftn fnhbñens cvthnb; rfr cfv ghjwtcc gthtøjlf cnf-yjdbncz jñotcndtyyj ytpfvtnysv. Rfr hfpheifçnczrkflñbof b eybxnjåfçncz nçhmvs. Hfpdt nçhmvf

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yt ñhfn rkflñbof? Nhel jnrhsdftn nçhmvs. Jujymjxboftn rkflñbof. Nhel b jujym _ ghbxbyf b cktl-cndbt ãythubb.

237. Jnrfpsdfnmcz bkb ghbevyjåfnm? Rjytxyj, ghb-evyjåfnm gjkyjrhjdyj b hfljcnyj, yj lkz JñotujÑkfuf. Yj cfvsq vfktqibq yfvär yf ctrnfyncndj b kbwtvthyjt juhfybxtybt ñeltn ghjnbdjhtxbnm cjk-ytxyjq ãdjkçwbb jñobys. Cehjdfz hfljcnm bpñtuftngjnävjr. Rhjns pfghtotybq b juhfybxtybq ybrjulfyt edblzn cjkywf.

Vjåyj lj nfrjq cntgtyb fccbvbkbhjdfnm cjpyfybtc hfñcrjq eujlkbdjcnmç, xnj rfåljt yjdjt pyfybtñeltn rfpfnmcz ghtcnegktybtv bkb ñtpevbtv. Hfpdtltqcndbntkmyjcnm vjåtn gjnthgtnm ytdtåtcndtyystjuhfybxtybz? Vjåtv ujdjhbnm nfr, bñj Vs yt fyfh-øbcns, yj jñobyybrb.

Vyjuj hfp crfpfyj j lbcwbgkbyt djkb b j ghbrfptcjpyfybz. Lfdyj ecnfyjdktyf ñjlhjcnm jndtncndty-yjcnb. Ntgthm vs ljkåys yfghfdbnm pjhrjcnm yf bcrjhtytybt epjcnb ctrnfyncndf b cetdthbz. Ctrnfynvtxnftn pfñhfnm dkfcnm lkz gjlxbytybz dctuj cdjtveytubñrjve cjpyfybç. Cetdth ñjkmit dctuj ñjbncz,rfr ñs ckexfqysv ldbåtybtv yt yfgjvybnm xeåjt

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pyfvtybt, b jxtym vyjuj levftn j ctñt. Cetdthbt bctrnfyncndj zdkzçncz ghbpyfrjv jxtym ybprjuj cj-pyfybz, bñj gjntywbfk ndjhxtcndf ybxnjåty, rjvexeål ghbywbg dvtotybz.

Ytjñøjlbvj dczxtcrb jñyfheåbdfnm cetdthbt bctrnfyncndj. Yt cntcyzqntcm jcnfyfdkbdfnmcz yf ãnbødjghjcfø, ntv cfvsv ñeltnt eybxnjåfnm kjåm b cnhfø.

Jñobyf tcnm dvtcnbkbot dctø djpvjåyjcntq b dctøyfrjgktybq. Rfålsq, evfkzçobq uhfybws b vjomjñobys, cnfyjdbncz ghtlfntktv. Jñobyf _ xfifcjkytxyjq hfljcnb!

238. Eujkmz gjlåjuf ytcencz, yfghzucz cnfhsq vbh.Rfr ecvjnhtnm bpdbds uhfybw? Jyb gththtpfçn cnhf-ys, ujhjlf, ljvf, ctvmb _ lfåt kçlb gththtpfysgjkjdbyxfnsv vsiktybtv. Cnjbn kb exbnsdfnm dctbpdbkbys cnfhjuj vbhf?

D ktutylfø dtkbrfys gthtøjlbkb vjhz, jnhsdfzvjyjkbns crfk. Egjljñbvcz dtkbrfyfv b vjyjkbnfvvsiktybz. Hjñreç gjkjdbyxfnjcnm hfccttv, byfxtjyf pfdkflttn yfvb b ghtlfcn gjpjhyjq rfpyb xthtpgjñbnbt cxtnjdjlysvb rybufvb. Pyftv vjyjkbnyjtvsiktybt.

Rjulf cbkmys gjlåjub, levfqnt vjyjkbnyj.

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239. Ñsdftn, xnj cfvsq ytcjvytyysq gkfy vjåtngjldthuyenmcz pfnhelytybzv. Cghjczn: ≤Rfr yfqnbhtitybt ñtp xhtpvthyjq pfnhfns ãythubb?≥ Vjåtnñsnm bpvtytybt gj ceotcnde gkfyf, bkb gj hfpvthfv,bkb gj vtcne. Bpvtybnm gkfy gj ceotcnde hfdyjghtlfntkmcnde. Ehtpfybt gkfyf gj hfpvthfv gjljñyjñkbpjherjcnb. Yfit htitybt ñeltn d gthtvtyt vtcnfnfr, xnjñs yjdst eckjdbz toä eukeñbkb jcyjdyjtpyfxtybt. Yt jljñhztv ghbywbg ≤ñbnmcz b gjubñ-yenm≥. Veåtcndtyytt ñeltn yt nthznm cbk b gjñtlbnm.Yj lkz ãnjuj yeåyj dcä gjybvfybt ghfdbkmyjcnbecnhtvktybz, dcz ytgjrjktñbvjcnm yfghzåtybz.

Kçñbv cnhtkmñe bp kerf. Yterkjyyjt yfghzåtybtntnbds ghtlgjcskftn gjkän cnhtks. Ghjcnhfycndjgjän, b cgbhfkm, djdktxäyyfz d ltqcndbt, evyjåftngjktpyjcnm xfcnbw vfnthbb. Ãnj yjdfz ñhjyz reäncz.

Rfr cxfcnkbdj, tckb vjåyj yfqnb yjdjt vtcnj,eukeñkzçott gjntywbfk ghtlsleotuj. Yt juhfybxb-dfqnt gkfyf jlybv htitybtv vtcnf _ dfåyf ceo-yjcnm gkfyf.

Crfåtv ntv, rnj rhfläncz b itgxtn yjxmç, yj evfk-xbdftn lyäv. Crfåbnt bv j ckjdfø ljcnjqysø, byfxt byjxmç gjnjyen dj nmvt. Ghtlkjåbnt bv ecgtnm d yjdjqåbpyb ñtp ghbrfpf cjpyfybz. Yjdfz åbpym toä gkjøj

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jcnheufyf, ceoyjcnm ãdjkçwbb toä yt dshfåtyf. Yjrnj pyftn, relf blän, njn jñjqlän uhzpm genb.

240. Vjåyj kb eljdktndjhbnmcz åbpymç kbxyjujjñjufotybz? Vjåyj kb ghbcdfbdfnm ctñt cdjñjlyeçgthdbxyeç vfnthbç, rjnjhfz yfcsoftn rfålsq ghtl-vtn? Cevtqnt xeznm j ytjñøjlbvjcnb ghbcencndbzvfnthbb d rfåljv ghtlvtnt. Xfcnj cjukfifçncz ghb-pyfnm vfnthbç d lfkärjv ãabht, yj ghbpyfnm vfnt-hbç d jñhfñjnfyysø jñbøjlysø ghtlvtnfø cxbnfçnytktgsv. Vtåle ntv ghbpyfybt dscjrjq vfnthbb drfåljv ghtlvtnt gjlybvftn ghtlcnfdktybt j dctøltnfkzø åbpyb.

Rjytxyj, ds dcçle yfqlänt cjvytybt. Rjytxyj, crf-åen j vtnfabpbrt dfibø hfcceåltybq, bvtyyj rjulfds ñeltnt rfcfnmcz yfexyj-abpbxtcrbø yfñkçltybq.Yt jñhfofqnt dybvfybz yf hfcceåltybz ytpyfçobø.Jlyj dfåyj _ cxbnfnm Vbhjdjt Cjnhelybxtcndj rfrytjñøjlbvjcnm ãdjkçwbb.

Ytpyfybt, eghzvcndj, gjlkjcnm yt vjuen ckeåbnmghtgzncndbtv ecnfyjdktybç jñobys. Ytjñøjlbvjghbpyfnm ytghtkjåyjcnm ãdjkçwbb cjnhelybxtcndf.Ytjñøjlbvj jñhfofnm rfålsq xfc åbpyb d yeåyjtgjcnegfntkmyjt ldbåtybt. Yteåtkb vjåyj åbnm rfrcktgst eåb?

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Ds pyftnt, ult dfc ålen b rnj yflttncz gjkexbnm df-ie dtcnm. Ãnj jrhskbn dfi cgtiysq jlbyjrbq genm.

241. Rjulf ghblänt _ ghbøjlbnt rfr yfdctulf. Rj-ulf eqlänt _ eøjlbnt rfr yfdctulf. Rjulf ghblänt,dkfltqnt dctv, bñj jn dctuj jnrfpfkbcm. Eøjlz, jcnfd-kzqnt dcä, bñj dcä dvtcnbkb. Endthålfqnt jnrfp chtlbbveotcndf. Endthålfqnt jdkfltybt chtlb gecnsyb.

Tckb dblbnt åfåle r dtofv, enjkbnt tä. Ckjdtcysqjnrfp gjljñty åtcne jñtpmzys.

Cghjc¶nt cjñtctlybrf, rfr vsckbn jñ jñobyt?Endthålfqnt gjybvfybt bp tuj vsiktybz. Ckjdj cj-lthåbn nsczxe vscktq. Ckbirjv uheñj ghbgbcfnmckjde njxyeç dshfpbntkmyjcnm. Njkmrj cjgjcnfdkt-ybt gjyznbq vjåtn jghtltkbnm rfxtcndj vsiktybz.Cghjc¶nt: ≤Xnj, bvtyyj, lkz dfc yfbñjktt ytghbtv-ktvj? Xtv ds yfbñjktt ghbdktxtys?≥ Yt hfp cghj-c¶nt, byfxt cfvjt yeåyjt ñeltn pfñsnj. Kçlb ytghbdsrkb xänrj jghtltkznm ytghbtvktvjt. Dtnøbqxtkjdtr yt cjukfcty, yj ñjbncz lfnm ctñt jnxän.Htñäyjr xtv-nj ghbdktxäy, yj yt pyftn, rfr gjlevfnmjñ jcyjdyjq ghbxbyt. Yjdsq dtr yeålftncz d jndtn-cndtyyjq xänrjcnb. Rfr ytjñøjlbvj pfcnfdbnm kçltq

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gjlevfnm j ghbxbyt ytghbtvktvjcnb! Ghjzdktybtghbxby tcnm gjkjdbyf jdkfltybz.

Dkfltç, gjnjve xnj jnrfpfkcz.

242. Ghbläncz dcnhtnbnmcz c kçlmvb, rjnjhst ñe-len cvtznmcz ghb rfåljv ytgjyznyjv lkz ybø ckjdt.Bø djcghbybvfntkmysq fggfhfn gjrhsn vjpjkzvbytdtåtcndf. Yfghbvth, tckb bv crfpfnm _ ≤Ifvñfkf≥,jyb ghbven ãnj htfkmyjt gjyznbt pf atnbi cetdthbz.Rfrbt ghbpyfrb dhtvtyb Ifvñfks? Dtr bcnbys bcjnhelybxtcndf.

Ghjcktlbnt, rfr yf Djcnjrt ghjbpyjcbncz ckjdjIfvñfkf. Gjgsnfqntcm øjnz ñs ytvyjuj ghjybryenmd bltjkjubç ãnjuj gjyznbz. Gsnfqntcm gjyznm hbnvgjcnhjtybz htxb j Ifvñfkt, b ds joenbnt dtkbreçhtfkmyjcnm, rjnjhfz gjnhzcftn cnheys xtkjdtxtcndf.Gecnm hfpev gjvjåtn dpdtcbnm wtyyjcnb, yfrjgkty-yst kexibvb ecnhtvktybzvb. D rybut Jñobyf ytvjåtn ñsnm egeotyj gjyznbt Ifvñfks.

Lhepmz, gjqvbnt, rfrjt ntgthm yfghzåäyyjt bghtrhfcyjt dhtvz!

243. Elfkzzcm jn Yfibø ujh, ytvbyetvj gjxedcnde-tnt njcre. Gcbøbxtcrjt jcyjdfybt ãnjuj joeotybz yt-

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bpñtåyj ecbkbdftncz ytdjpvjåyjcnmç hfccrfpfnm j ghjbcitlitv. Rhjvt bcrkçxbntkmysø erfpfyysøckexftd, ybrnj, bp ñsdibø e Yfc, yt crfåtn.

Cjdtneç njve, rnj øjxtn ljqnb lj Yfitq Jñobys,gjgjkytybt pyfybz. Gjckt jñotuj irjkmyjuj jñhf-pjdfybz kçlb Pfgflf jñsxyj gjrblfçn pyfybt bkbdsnzubdfçn bp pyfybz njytymreç ybnm cgtwbfkmyj-cnb, dvtcnj njuj xnjñs cjnrfnm wtkeç ctnm ekjdf.

Rjulf Vs ujdjhbv: ≤Pyfqnt≥, Vs yfcnfbdftv yfvyjujcnjhjyytv jñjphtybb b ecdjtybb djpvjåyjcntq.

Vtxnf cyjdf djqnb d ujhyeç ljkbye, ult vjåyjedtkbxbnm pyfybt, ñeltn gjcnjzyyj dtcnb r ljcnbåt-ybç. Egjvybnm yflj, xnjñs gjgjkytybt pyfybz ntrkjñtcghthsdyj. Ukfdyjt, cjøhfybnt ecnhtvktybt, rjnj-hjt ldbåtn dctvb cbcntvfvb gjpyfdfybz.

Ecnhtvktybt _ rkçx r pfvre.

244. Xfcnj ujdjhbv dfv j yjdsø b j vjkjlsø. Yf-dctulf ecnfyjdbv, xnj djphfcn yt gjybvftncz gjl ãnb-vb ghtlcnfdktybzvb, _ yjdjcnm cjpyfybz b vjkj-ljcnm ecnhtvktybz. Yt bvttn pyfxtybz lkbyf ñjhjls;yt wtyyj endthåltybt vfkjktncndf. Gkfvz ecnhtv-ktybz yt pfdbcbn jn ntkf. Vfuybn gthdbxyjuj dtot-cndf zdkztncz dyt jxthtlysø ghjzdktybq.

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Rjytxyj, gjyznbt vfuybnf ghtdsiftn abpbxtcreçcathe. Ghbvtybnt vfuybn r jñkfcnb gcbøbxtcrjq, bds gjkexbnt wtyytqitt yfñkçltybt. Fccjwbfwbzbltq bvttn ytrjnjhjt jcyjdfybt d vfuybnyjq djkyt.Tckb ghjcktlbnm ghjøjåltybt vfuybnysø djky, njvjåyj ecnfyjdbnm ghjldbåtybt bltq d njv åt yf-ghfdktybb. Rfxtcndj bltq vjåtn ñsnm hfpkbxyj, yjntøybrf bø hfcghjcnhfytybz ñeltn gjljñyf. Bpdtcn-ysq jgsn cdzpb vfuybnf c vsiktybtv lfän lj-cnfnjxysq ghbvth dkbzybz abpbxtcrjq, ytphbvjqãythubb yf gcbøbxtcrbq ghjwtcc. Rfxtcndf vfuybnjdhfpyjjñhfpys; vjåyj bø yfcnhfbdfnm gjljñyj by-cnhevtynfv. Lkbyf vfuybnysø djky zdkztncz ytvsc-kbvjq. Djpltqcndbt yf kçltq yt gj djphfcne, yj gjgcbøbxtcrjq ecnhtvkäyyjcnb. Lkz lfkmybø bpkextybqvfuybnyst djkys gjckeåfn ytjñsxysv ghjdjlyb-rjv. Nfr vs yfxfkb c lfkmybø ujhbpjynjd b rjyxftvãnjq åt lfkmytq pflfxtq xtkjdtxtcndf.

Pfvtnmnt, cbcntvf bpkjåtybz pfrkçxftncz yt djlyjjñhfpbb, yj d cgbhfkb hfpyjjñhfpysø gjkjåtybqjlyjuj ecnhtvktybz.

Levfqnt j vfuybnysø djkyfø b j gcbøbxtcrjvecnhtvktybb.

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245. Ghbcgjcjñkztvjcnm tcnm kexitt cjøhfytybtcbk. Xfcnj cghfibdfçn: rfr hfpdbdfnm ãnj rfxtcndj?Hfpdbnbt ghbcgjcjñkztvjcnb, rjytxyj, ghjbcøjlbn dgjnjrt åbpyb. Dctv bpdtcnyj joeotybt uhfybw cath.Rjulf ds dsøjlbnt bp ljvf phtkbo yf ctheç ekbwe,dfv rfåtncz, xnj ghjbpjikj gfltybt d ybpieç cat-he. Rjulf gjckt njhåtcndtyysø ghfplytcnd djpdhf-oftntcm r jñsxyjve nhele, ds ñsdftnt gjhfåtysgtxfkmç jñsltyyjcnb. Rjulf gjckt cneåb døjlbnt dghtrhfcyjt plfybt, jyj ghtlcnfdkztncz dtywjv cjdth-itycndf. Vtlktyyfz ghbcgjcjñkztvjcnm gjhjålftnhzl kjåysø ghtlcnfdktybq. Ãnf kjåm ltkftn dfchjñrbvb b yterkçåbvb. Kçlb ybprjgjrkjycndeçngthtl vbhfåjv faatrnf. Jyb ceåfçn cdjb gjyznbzgthtl ytjåblfyyjcnmç, vtåle ntv dcä ljkåyj ghj-bcøjlbnm yfjñjhjn. Cehjdj ghbexfqnt ctñz r djc-ghbznbç ghjnbdjgjkjåysø joeotybq, r jdkfltybçytjåblfyyjcnmç. Dcä ålfyyj, bñj dcä jcjpyfyj.

Kjåm vbhfåf pfcnfdkztn ñjznmcz ytrjnjhsø dshf-åtybq. Ds yfxbyftnt geufnmcz ckjdf leø, øjnz pyft-nt, xnj ãnj bpdtcnyjt cjcnjzybt vfnthbb. Ds geukbdjbpñtuftnt ckjdf Cjplfntkm, øjnz jnkbxyj pyftnt, xnjrfåljt vfnthbfkmyjt jñhfpjdfybt bvttn cdjtuj cjplf-

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ntkz. Kjåm b cnhfø gkjøbt cjdtnxbrb. Vjåyj ghb-dtcnb vyjåtcndj cetdthbq, egjljñkzçobø dphjcksøltnzv. Ghjcbv _ jcnfdmnt dct cetdthbz b pyfqnt djdctq ltqcndbntkmyjcnb. Åfkm crfxeobø yf jlyjqyjut. Ãnj phtkbot yfgjvbyftn crfpre, rjulf yzymrf,xnjñs htñäyjr yt eñtåfk, dyeibkf tve, xnj ghbpyfrdscjrjuj hjlf _ øjlbnm yf jlyjq yjut.

246. Ytcdjñjlysq, vsckzobq bp ctñz, ltqcndeç-obq lkz ctñz xtkjdtr gjuheåftncz d jrtfy kåbdsøntxtybq. Lfåt htxm, rfr ghjzdktybt dytiybø dshf-åtybq, xtkjdtr gthtcnhfbdftn gj-cdjtve, ãujbcnbxt-crb. Jñhfnbnt dybvfybt, rfr gthtcnfdkzçn elfhtybzyf ckjdfø xeåbø yfhtxbq, djghtrb cvscke b abkj-kjubb. Kçlb gthtrhfbdfçn xeåbt pderb gjl jñsxfqcdjtq cnhfys. Dtlm cfvjvybntkmyjcnm ytdtåtcndf bghtytñhtåtybt r cjctle crfpsdfçncz d bcrfåtybbhtxb. Ghjlevfnm b ghjybryenm d pyfxtybt xedcndfcjctlf ytdvtcnyj c uheñjcnmç vfktymrjuj cfvjvyt-ybz. Xedcndj ñtpjndtncndtyyjcnb b ytbpåbnjq cjñ-cndtyyjcnb ndjhzn atjlfkjd cjdhtvtyyjcnb yfitq.

Pfvtxfqnt: bcrfåfçobq cvsck htxb ñtccvsckty-yjq gthtcnfyjdrjq elfhtybz _ ñeltn xtkjdtrjv, kb-iäyysv cjpyfybz ãdjkçwbb. Xenrbq xtkjdtr ghtl-

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gjxnän jñjqnbcm ghjcnsvb dshfåtybzvb, xnjñs ythfpheibnm ytdtljvjuj tve cvsckf. Ybrnj yt vjåtndsckeibdfnm dtcnybrf, bpdhfofçotuj cvsck gjhe-xtybz.

Jceålfçobq, jñhfnbcm yf ctñz! Ytghfdsq cjñcndty-ybr, yt pfñelm, xnj xeåjt ghbcnhfcnbt r cjñcndtyyjcnbtcnm kbim ndjä jnhfåtybt! Pfñjnmcz, ghtålt dctuj, j dvtcnbvjcnb cdjtuj cjpyfybz. Tckb pdthm cjñcndty-yjcnb yt gjukjoäy yfdctulf cjpyfybtv ndjbv, ns jcnf-ytimcz ytcdjñjlysv, cjñkfpyztvsv vbhfåjv vfqb.Gjpyfdfz, vjåyj nhelyeç pflfxe cjñcndtyyjcnb ht-ibnm d hfljcnb cdtnf.

Gtrfhç hfphtiftncz cütcnm dct øktñf, yj jy ãnjujyt ltkftn. Xtkjdtr, jcjpyfdibq ceoyjcnm dctø dtotq,yt yeålftncz d ybø. Cjpyfybt ljkåyj ñsnm ghtlvt-njv gthdjq pfñjns. Ñthbnt dcä htfkmyj d ghtltkfødctq åbpyb.

Ytcdjñjlysq, ltqcndeçobq lkz ctñz, gjuhepbncz d jrtfy kåbdsø ntxtybq.

247. Rjulf vjkybz jgfkbn rhskmz, rjulf uhjv gj-nhtdjåbn ckeø, rjulf bcxtpyen zrjhz ñkfujgjkexbz,njulf gjcnexbncz Yfi dtcnybr. Eksñrf ljdjkmcndf ytjnrhjtn tve ldthb. Ñhtdyj cfvjvytybz pfrhjtn tve

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døjls. Zdyjt dcnfytn gthtl ntv, rnj øjxtn ghbyznmujcnz. Øjnz genm ãdjkçwbb ytbpvtyty, yj rfålsqhfcgjkfuftn cdjtdjkmyj. Reäncz rkbyjr, yj hfcnän lj-djkmcndj ikfrjd. Gjzdkzçncz ghbpyfrb gjneøfybzcdtnf. D ujhyt eåt pfrfkbkcz rkbyjr. Endthåltyszdktybz xeltcyjuj Yjdjuj Vbhf. Cjhe toä vyjuj, yjgtgtk ikfrjd tcnm rjksñtkm rkbyrf. Vjåyj pyfnm dct ytcjdthitycndf, yj øekf yf Vbh Yjdsq ñeltnrfvytv yf genb. Zoth ktåbn toä åbdjq. Rfålsqrkbyjr ljkåty gjlyznmcz bp gtgkf. Øhtñtn Zothf pf-rhsk lfkmybt vbhs. Dhfu pfrhsk døjl d Vbh Cdtnf,yj pdäpls gjrfåencz xthtp hfcctkbys øhtñnf. Zvfjnñhjcjd yt elhexftn, yj pjkjnjq øhtñtn Zothf ds-cbncz rfr ghbvfyrf. Ghbvtv dct rkbyrb, yfghfdkty-yst d cnjhjye Zothf, b gthtxnäv bø dybvfntkmyj.

Gjhf pfujnjdkznm Pyfvz Vfqnhtb.Rnj crfpfk, xnj dhtvz Vfqnhtb ñtp vjkybb b ñtp

dbøhz?!Ghtlgjxbnftv bcgsnsdfnm dfc d gjkänt.

248. Nhelyj heibncz ljvbr dtnøbø ghtlhfccelrjd.Ghtålt dctuj, pfgjvybv, xnj ytdjpvjåyj elthåfnm

hjls cjphtdituj gkjlf. Jukzytvcz yf cnhfybws bc-njhbb: ghbikj dhtvz jcdjñjåltybz vsckb, b pfgs-

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kfkb rjcnhs, yj vsckm gjntrkf. Ghbikj dhtvz yf-hjljghfdcndf, b pfuhtvtkb hfccnhtks, yj djcghzkbyfhjls. Ghbikj dhtvz hfpdbnbz ntøybrb, eåfcye-kbcm cnfhjlevs, yj ldbyekbcm vfibys, gekmcbhez c ntvgjv ãdjkçwbb. Ntgthm ghbikj dhtvz jcjpyfybzgcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb. Dct byrdbpbnjhs, htnhjuhfls,cnfhjlevs b ytdtåls vjuen eåfcfnmcz, yj djpvjå-yjcnm yjdsø ljcnbåtybq xtkjdtxtcndf cjphtkf djdctø ytbcxbckbvsø djpvjåyjcnzø vjob. Byrdbpb-njhs b htnhjuhfls vjuen cnhjbnm nçhmvs b cevf-citlibt ljvf, rjnjhst ghbujlzncz lkz ybø åt, ddblt hfñjxbø rjkjybq. Yj cjphtdieç cntgtym ãdj-kçwbb jnjldbyenm ytkmpz. Nfr åt rfr ytkmpz xtkj-dtxtcndj kbibnm dctø gentq cjjñotybz.

Jnhbwfntkm ãdjkçwbb vjåtn elfkbnmcz d jnitkm-ybxtcndj b vtxnfnm j ckfljcnzø htuhtccf. Yj cfvfåbpym, cfvf ltqcndbntkmyjcnm erfåtn yjdst ytjcgj-hbvst zdktybz. Njkmrj plhfdsq ev htfkbcnf ekjåbnãnb zdktybz d elevfyyeç yfexyeç cøtve. Dct åtñkbpjherbt vbcnbrb b vfktymrbt eckjdyst uhfvjntbñelen yf vtcnt ytdtål.

Pyfvz dyjdm jcjpyfyyjq ãythubb gjlyznj. Rfåljtyjdjt ghbjñhtntybt ljkåyj yfgjkyznm hfljcnmç rfå-

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ljt cthlwt. Vsiktybt jñobyybrf ljkåyj nhtgtnfnmghb djpvjåyjcnzø yjdsø gjktpysø bpextybq ltqcndb-ntkmyjcnb.

Vs pjdäv r pyfybç, bñj njkmrj pyfybt vjåtngjvjxm dvtcnbnm rjvgktrc rfåeobøcz ghjnbdjhtxbq.Pfrjys dtkbrjuj Fevf jlbyfrjds dj dctø cjcnjzybzø.

Pyfqnt, pyfqnt, pyfqnt _ byfxt ljvbr dtnøbø ghtl-hfccelrjd yt hfpheibncz.

249. Yt jgjplfqnt c bpextybtv gcbøbxtcrjq ãyth-ubb. Yt jgjplfqnt c ghbvtytybtv tä. Byfxt jrtfydjky cvjtn dct pfghels, jñhfofz ntxtybt vsiktybzd øfjc. Ghbvbnt ltdbp: ≤Ytjgfplsdfçobq yt jgjp-lftn≥. Yt jndthufqnt ghfdbkf htfkbcnf j njxyjcnb hf-ñjns. Ñtp jgjplfybz b d zcyjcnb vsiktybz vjåyjhfpkbxfnm gjcnhjtybz jñoby.

Crfåbnt lhepmzv, rfr ntcyj dhtvz, rfr egeotyyjtyt djpdhfoftncz. Crfåbnt, rfr Extybt Jñobys ljk-åyj blnb d cjukfcbb c zdktybzvb ãythubb. Jñsxyfzjibñrf d njv, xnj gsnfçncz hfpltkbnm cjwbfkmyst b yfexyst gjcnhjtybz. Nhelyj ghtlcnfdbnm exäyjujdyt jñotcndtyyjcnb. Dj dhtvz ecrjhtybz ãdjkçwbbvsckbvj kb jcnfdfnmcz d pfndjht? Vjåyj kb zdktybzvjkybq ghjcgfnm? Ñtpñjzpytyyj b ñtp cfvjåfktybz

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yeåyj ghbyznm ñhtvz ljpjhf. Ecnfkjcnb ytn, rjulf edjhjn jgecnjitybt; rjulf vjom gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubbvjåtn øksyenm ytelthåysv gjnjrjv. Chfdybnt ctñzc gjkjåtybtv Ujkkfylbb, ult ehjdtym vjhz xfcnjdsit ptvkb. Rfrfz ytecsgyjcnm ljpjhf ljkåyf ñsnmd jøhfytybb rfyfkjd b pfghel!

Ghbvbnt ghbkbd gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb rfr gkjlj-yjcyeç djkye. Enthz ntø djpvjåyjcntq ghtlcnfdkztnlkz jñoby ytgjghfdbvsq dhtl. Ghtljcnfdmnt cnf-hjve vbhe ñjznmcz bpextybz gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb.Ds åt, vjkjlst, cbkmyst b ytghtleñtåläyyst, bc-cktleqnt dctvb vthfvb b ghbvbnt lfh, ktåfobq edjhjn dfibø.

Cvjnhbnt jhkbysv ukfpjv, b kmdbysv ghsårjvjdkfltdfqnt ceåläyyjq vjomç. Yt jgjplfqnt! Zdbntcrkjyyjcnm r extybç ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.

250. Ezdktybt fnjvbxtcrjq ãythubb cdzpfyj c bcckt-ljdfybtv gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb b c bpextybtv ntjhbbvfuybnjd. Ñtp ãnbø afrnjhjd vjåyj ghbcdjbnm kbimytrjnjhst ghjzdktybz gthdbxyjq ãythubb. Zhj yeå-yj cnhtvbnmcz r ghjcnjnt bcrfybq.

Crfåbnt, xnjñ zhj dshfåfkb åtkfybz cdzpfnm ybnmabpbxtcrb phbvjuj c abpbxtcrb dtcjvsv, yj jñsxyj

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yt djcghbybvftvsv ukfpjv. Ecnhjqnt jgsn c ajnj-uhfabhjdfybtv abpbxtcrbø bpkextybq b jñhfpjdf-ybq. Zhrbt njyf bpkextybz ghjzdzncz lfåt ghblytdyjv cybvrt. Nfrbt cybvrb vjuen gjhfpbnm vf-ktymrbø jnhbwfntktq. Erfpfnm vjåyj toä ytcrjkmrjbpdtcnysø dfv jgsnjd, yj bø pfgjljphzn d xeltc-yjcnb. Lkz ltntq lfåt jñtltyysq cnjk rfåtncz yt-cksøfyysv xeljv. Vs åt, pyfz ltncrbt gjdflrb,ñeltv ujdjhbnm yfexysvb, dxthfiybvb nthvbyfvb.

Cnhfyyj yfñkçlfnm, rfrbvb ytjåblfyysvb genz-vb ghbñkbåftncz xtkjdtxtcndj r yjdsv døjlfv.Nfrnbrf ghbñkbåtybz ghjnbdybrf ñsdftn elbdbntkm-yj ckjåyf. Ytdjpvjåyj ghtleuflfnm, rfr bpdthyänczdtnøjt vsiktybt, xnjñ yt yfheibnm cdjtuj rfhnjx-yjuj ljvbrf.

Ult åt rjytxyjcnm? Yj gjljñyj vjkjne ñmän Ñtc-ghtltkmyjcnm. Nf cfvfz Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm, jn rjnjhjqghb veåtcndtyyjv pyfybb hfcnen rhskmz.

Yt djpveofqntcm vtlktyyjcnmç djcøjåltybz ytrj-njhsø øfhfrnthjd _ jyb ñjzncz gjrfpfnm ctñz cvti-ysvb. Lheubt boen cdjq gjløjl d cdjbø dshfåtybzø.Ntv kexit, gecnm rfr ñs cfvb yfqlen. Yj hfpñelbntbcrfybz. Gecnm ezdkzçn cdjb ljuflrb.

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Gecnm d gjkyjq bylbdblefkmyjcnb yfrjgkzçn jgsn.Cktpt dths Vs ghtlgjxbnftv pjhrjcnm jgsnf.

251. Cjdhtvtyyfz bylecnhbz b dcz dtotdfz ghj-lerwbz yfcnjkmrj ytehfdyjdtityys rjkbxtcndtyyj b rfxtcndtyyj, xnj gjrf bcrkçxfçn djpvjåyjcnm ghfdbkmyjuj hfcghtltktybz dtotq. Yfcbkmcndtyyjt b ytjcjpyfyyjt hfcghtltktybt gjhjålftn kerfdcndj bkjåm. Jåblfnm kb yjdsø djpvjåyjcntq d ñtpltqcndbbbkb eukeñkznm cjpyfybt gj ceotcnde? Ds gjvybntckjdf Ñells jñ extybrt, jrheåäyyjv dtofvb b jcj-pyfditv jnrfp jn cjñcndtyyjcnb. Ytxtuj yfcbkmyjgsnfnmcz jnybvfnm dtob b ntv cjplfdfnm cnhfcnm rheøkzlb. Ukfdyjt, hfpevyj ghjdtcnb jñhfpjdfntkmyeçpflfxe eybpbntkmyjuj pyfxtybz cjñcndtyyjcnb. Ytdfå-yj, xnj rnj-nj jcnfytncz d cdjäv rhtckt. Dfåyj, xnjñsvjkjläåm cjpyfkf ytktgjcnm cdjtuj rhtckf. Ytjñøjlb-vj, xnjñ ãnj cjpyfybt zdbkjcm yt jnrfpjv, yj cdjñjl-ysv pfdjtdfybtv. Rjulf ñtp kerfdcndf kçlb epyfçn j ytghfrnbxyjcnb cjñcndtyyjcnb, njulf dshfcntn rjk-ktrnbd cjnhelybrjd.

252. Zljdbnjt lsøfybt cjñcndtyyjcnb vjåyj eybx-njåbnm kbim ghjlevfyyjq ghjuhfvvjq irjk. Yt

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ceotcndetn kbnthfnehs ghjnbd cjñcndtyyjcnb. Kbimytvyjubt gjñtlbkb lhfrjyf heøkzlb. Yj vyjubt vtx-nfçn j cjñcndtyysø ghbjñhtntybzø. Rfr ghfdlbdsljkåys ñsnm bcnjhbxtcrbt cjgjcnfdktybz! Rfr cnhj-uj ljkåys ñsnm gjljñhfys ñbjkjubxtcrbt gjlhjñ-yjcnb, xnjñs gjrfpfnm ghjnbdjpfrjyyjcnm b notnecjñcndtyyjcnb! Pfrjys cdjqcnd vfnthbb cdbltntkm-cndeçn, rfr cjñcndtyyjcnm yt jndtxftn ghbhjlt xt-kjdtrf.

Gjqvbnt, yflj eukeñkznm pfdjtdfybz jcyjd jcdj-ñjåltybz. Evtqnt veåtcndtyyj gjcvjnhtnm d rjkj-ltpm, ytljcnfnjxyj eukeñkäyysq, _ rfr ñscnhj pf-gktcytdttn gjdthøyjcnm b nthybb zdzn ibgs yflcnjzxtq djljq.

Eukeñkzqnt yfxfnjt!

253. Bvtyyj, djjñhfåtybt tcnm kbim jnjñhfåtybt.Ybxnj bp ybxtuj yt hjålftncz. Nhelyj ghtlcnfdbnmyteybxnjåftvjcnm d ghjcnhfycndt. Eybxnjåtybt wt-ksø zdktybq zdyj ghjybrftn d vjpu. Eybxnjåtybtwtksø ãgjø ltkftncz jxtdblyjcnmç. Rfr åt gjyznmltqcndbntkmyjcnm egkjnytybz ghjcnhfycndf? Vyjujghbpyfrjd gthtl ukfpfvb, yj kçlb yt evtçn fccjwb-bhjdfnm ghjbcøjlzott. Djpmväv ghbvth: eåt pyfçn,

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rfr vjåtn gcbøbxtcrfz ãythubz gjdtkbntkmyj cnexfnm-cz r xtkjdtxtcnde. Eåt pfvtxfçn gjzdktybt cnhfyysøpfñjktdfybq, rjulf åbpytyyfz ãythubz entrftn ñtpdblbvsø ghbxby. Yj ãne ghbxbye b cktlcndbt ytcjgjcnfdkzçn.

Nfr, bpdtcnysq dfv ckexfq vju ñs dfc yfexbnm, rfryeåyj bpextybt b ghbvtytybt gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb.Djkyf gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb dthyekf ñs åbpytyyjcnmb lfkf ñs yjdeç hfljcnm ñsnbz. Yj lkz ãnjuj yeåyjjcjpyfnm gcbøbxtcreç ãythubç, byfxt ujdjhz, djqnb d hbnv ãdjkçwbb. Dvtcnj njuj, ñjkmysø gbxrfçnvbrcnehfvb. Nfv, ult kturj gjvjxm, nfv yfxbyfçngjrjhyj ujnjdbnmcz r cvthnb.

Rjulf Vs pjdäv r jcjpyfybç gcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb,Vs yt levftv ghtdhfofnm kçltq d vfujd, yj njkmrjerfpsdftv ñkbåfqieç cnegtym ãdjkçwbb b dj bvzjñobys yt egecnbnm chjrf. Cgtibnt pfgfcnbcm cbkf-vb b ntv gjvjxm ñkbåfqitq ãdjkçwbb.

Rjytxyj, ãdjkçwbz cjdthibncz, yj pfxtv ñsnm hfp-lfdktyysvb, rjulf ceåltyf gtcym hfljcnb!

254. Tckb dcnhtnbnt yf ljhjut wtyysq ghtlvtn,gjrhsnsq uhzpmç, ds yt ghjqlänt cgtcbdj. Ds djpm-vänt yføjlre b jxbcnbnt uhzpm c ytä. Nfråt, rjulf

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ds yfqlänt wtyyjuj xtkjdtrf, uhzpmç gjrhsnjuj, dsjcnfyjdbnt ifu b ñeltnt jxbofnm tuj. Ljku jñoby-ybrf _ endthålfnm cghfdtlkbdjcnm. Extybt yt vjåtnjndthufnm bcnbyyst wtyyjcnb. Jñobyf yt vjåtn hfc-ceålfnm _ jy yfi bkb yt yfi. Jñobyf ujdjhbn _jy wtyty lkz ãdjkçwbb bkb yt wtyty. Cfvsq cehj-dsq jnñjh gj ceotcnde. Cehjdfz wtktcjjñhfpyjcnmjñzpsdftn jøhfybnm bcnbyyst cjrhjdbof. D pfobntwtyyjcntq yt nthzqnt dhtvtyb. Rfålsq xfc yf cxtne.B ñhjcmnt ckjdf ytjghtltkäyyjcnb. B rfålfz wty-yjcnm lkz dfc _ rfr gfhec lkz rjhfñkz.

Zdyj gthtl dfvb ñhjitys d uhzpm ñjkmibt wty-yjcnb. Zdyj gjgbhfçncz genb r Vbhjdjq Jñobyt.Rfålsq vjåtn gthtytcnb cfvjt ñjkmijt ñtlcndbt,tckb tcnm edthtyyjcnm d Ljpjht Jñobys. Yflj cjøhf-ybnm ãne edthtyyjcnm, byfxt _ rjytw!

Nfr åt rfr jxboftnt yfqltyysq åfkrbq fkvfp, nfråt jxbofqnt uhzpm c kbwf dtkbrbø hfñjnybrjd!

255. Yt gjllthåbdfqnt cgjh c ytpyfçobvb. Zdbntzdyjt vjkxfybt, tckb pyftnt j ytdvtyztvjcnb cjñt-ctlybrf. Endthålfqnt vjkxfybtv pyfybt cdjä. Xeå-lst kçlb yt pfntvyzn dfi dpukzl. Exbnt dfibøvjkjlsø lheptq ghjvjkxfnm, rjulf ytn vjcnf r cj-

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pyfybç. Exbnt bø njkmrj jlby hfp dpvføyenm vtxjv,tckb ghjktnbn cnhtkf jcrjhñktybz.

256. Hsxfybt yeåyj ecksifnm ñtp cjlhjufybz.Yeåyj gjyznm, ult bcnjxybr hsrf. Eøj ljkåyj hfp-kbxbnm häd nbuhf jn rkbrf gjñtls. Ehsdrb rhbrjdyeåyj yfghzåäyyj kçlcrbv cjpyfybtv jwtybnm, neievkbdeç htre gthtqnb. Wtyf genb chtlb rkbrjdvyjuj dsit, ytåtkb nheñf jlbyjxtcndf.

257. Zdktybt ñjktpytq vjåyj gjyznm rfr erjksdtotcndf dctxtkjdtxtcrjuj. Zhrj ñhjcftncz d ukfpf,xnj kçlb hfpdbnjuj cjpyfybz xfcnj ñjktçn. Ujkjdyfzñjkm, pfñjktdfybz ukfp, peñjd b rjytxyjcntq jnyjczn-cz r gcbøbxtcrbv jñkfcnzv. Ds ãnj cksifkb lfdyj.Hfr, xføjnrf, ñjktpyb gtxtyb b ctktpäyrb, nfråthfcibhtybt cthlwf _ dcä ãnj pfdbcbn jn ytehfdyj-dtityyjcnb gcbøbxtcrbø wtynhjd. Njkmrj ghbvtytybtgcbøbxtcrjq ãythubb vjåtn pfobnbnm kexibø kçltq.Byfxt jyb, rfr ueñrb, dgbnsdfçn ãrcwtccs xtkj-dtxtcndf.

Yt yfghfcyj yfcnfbdftv yf jcjpyfybb gcbøbxtcrjqãythubb _ ghbikj dhtvz!

258. Jñthyävcz toä hfp yf vbhfå vfqb. Zcyj, jxt-dblyj dcnfytn gthtl dfvb notnyjcnm hfñjns yfl xtkj-

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dtxtcndjv. Rfr jxtdblys xthns dpfbvyjuj eybåtybz!Rfr jxtdblys kbwtvthbt b kjåm! Rfr eleifçof ytdtåtcndtyyjcnm b vthndtyyf ktyjcnm! Ãnf jxtdbl-yjcnm vbhfåf pfcnbkftn ujhbpjyn ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.Yj rfr ñtksq ckjy Vfqnhtb blän ltqcndbntkmyjcnm.

Rjulf kjåm b cfvjvytybt, rfpfkjcm ñs, wfhcndeçn,njulf, bvtyyj, cjdthiftncz dtkbrbq jñjhjn ãdjkç-wbb. Yjxyjq itgney dj nmve eqlän.

Xtv cbkmytt uhjv, ntv cbkmytt ñskf vjkybz. Dctndthlzn: Yjdsq Dtr ghbøjlbn d uhjpt b vjkybb. Lkzvjkybb yeåyf ãythubz gjkjåbntkmyfz b jnhbwfntkm-yfz. Tckb vfqz yt ghtlcnfdbn jnhbwfntkmyeç jxtdbl-yjcnm, nj rfr åt dcgsøytn rkbyjr gjkjåbntkmyjqltqcndbntkmyjcnb?

Crfåtv rjhjnrj: ybrjulf yf gkfytnt yt djpdsif-kfcm vsckm j cjnhelybxtcndt, rfr ntgthm.

Ds edblbnt dct vbhfåb b ñeltnt pyfnm ytghtkjå-yeç ltqcndbntkmyjcnm ghbñkbåtybz vbhjdjuj cjnhel-ybxtcndf. Cbkf dpfbvjltqcndbz ljkåyf ñsnm dtkbrf.Ñktcr vjkjnf vjkybb ljkåty ñsnm jcktgbntkmysv, b uhjv ljkåty jukeibnm. Rfålfz jxtdblyjcnm ljkåyfckeåbnm ytghtkjåyjq ltqcndbntkmyjcnb.

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Gecnm dfib lhepmz jpfhzn cjpyfybt vjkybtq ltq-cndbntkmyjcnb. Ñjkmit yt jñthyävcz yf vbhfå vfqbb yt ñeltv vtxnfnm enjkbnm åfåle bp tä ghbphfxysøjpäh. Zdktybt ãdjkçwbb ytghtkjåyj. Cjpyfybt yt-ghtkjåyjcnb jcdtnbn dfi genm!

259. Cghjczn: rfr yfpdfnm vtnjl Extybz? _ Vtnjljnrhsnbz gentq. Cxbnfqnt jnrhsnbt wtynhjd cktleç-obv. Xenmä ljkåyj gjlcrfpfnm, rfr pfñjnkbdj yeåyjjuhflbnm bylbdblefkmyjcnm. Vtytt dctuj ghbujlyfcbcntvf jñsxysø ktrwbq.

Vjuen ñsnm ghbpsds rj vyjåtcnde, yj cnhjbntkm-cndj ghjbcøjlbn bylbdblefkmysvb ñtctlfvb. Jlbybp Yfibø Exbntktq jñsxyj kbim yfxbyfk ghtlkj-åtybz, ghtljcnfdkzz extybre ljrjyxbnm vsckm. Nfryfcnhfbdfk Jy cdjñjlyjt cjvsiktybt.

Ghbywbg cdjñjls gjløjlf, cdjñjls ckeåtybz bnhelf ljkåty ñsnm jøhfyäy. Zdktybt nzujcnb yfxfkfckeåbn kbim ghbpyfrjv ytcjdthitycndf. Endthålt-ybt zdktybz velhjcnb ñeltn d ndählsø dtøfø, jrhe-åfçobø yfvtxtyyeç abuehe pyfybz.

Jnrhsdfz ghfdbkmyeç ldthm, lflbv ghfdbkmyjtyfghfdktybt.

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260. Endthlbv cghfdtlkbdjcnm. Rfålsq gjkexbncdjq pfhfñjnjr. Zhsq, cvtksq, nheckbdsq, ktyb-dsq _ dct ghblen pf gkfnjç. Ecgjrjqnt, evjqnt berfåbnt yf døjl. Rnj vjåtn gjyznm, njn ljcnexbncz.

Exbntkm xetn: obn hfcrfkztncz. Ghjbcøjlbn dj-gkjotybt pfgjdtlfyyjq crfprb. Yf Ptvkt ghjøjlzncbvdjks b pyfvtybz, njkmrj ukeøjq yt dcnhtgtyäncz.Z rhfcjne xeç. Extybt zdktyj jcjñsv genäv, nj åttlbyjt, yj ytgjdnjhtyyjt, r njq åt wtkb, yj d yjdjvgjkänt _ zdyjt b ytphbvjt! Nfr vjåyj jghtltkbnmcnegtym Yjdjuj Vbhf.

Rjulf ljv gskfk, kçlb toä buhfkb d rjcnb b ghb-ybvfkb lsv gjåfhf pf lsv jxfuf.

Cxbnfqnt xfcs, bñj ntgthm ytkmpz cxbnfnm gj lyzv.Yteåtkb yt cksibnt, rfr ievbn djkyf?!

261. D åbpyb rfåljuj cjlheåtcndf ñsdftn gjkjåt-ybt, rjulf hfpdbnbt gj jlyjve yfghfdktybç vjåtndhtlbnm cktlcndbç. Njulf herjdjlbntkm ljkåty yfqnbgenm yjdsø pflfx, ljcnfnjxyj ibhjrbø, xnjñs gj-ukjnbnm nhtybt. Yt ñeltv yfpsdfnm nhtybt cjhtdyjdf-ybtv bkb øelibvb bvtyfvb. D jgfcysø ghjkbdførjhfñkb blen gjjlbyjxrt, nfråt d hfpdbnbb jñobysvjuen ñsnm yfljñyjcnb hfcxktybnm ldbåtybt exfcn-

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ybrjd. Dvtcnj djpvjåyjuj dhtlf gjkexbncz jdkfltybtyjdsvb jñkfcnzvb. Rjulf yfñeøfçn vsiws, evtqntlfnm dsøjl ãythubb. Tckb yt ghtleghtlbnm ntcyjneldbåtybz, nj jñtcgtxtyf hjpym.

Zdktybt hfpyjjñhfpbz pflfx ytjñøjlbvj, byfxtcnjkryencz cbks hfcneotuj cjpyfybz. Jn herjdjlbnt-kz pfdbcbn yt jñhfnbnm gjktpyst cbks d ñfyre crjh-gbjyjd. Gj cxfcnmç, jxthtlysø pflfx nfr vyjuj, xnjyt nhelyj yfghfdbnm cbks yf ytjnkjåyjt pflfybt.Xfcnj yfhfcnfybt cbk cvtibdfçn c fynfujybpvjv. Xf-cnj, dvtcnj cgjrjqyjuj bcgjkmpjdfybz djpvjåyjcnb,hfpledfçn eujkm ytyfdbcnb.

Cjdtneç dctv cjlheåtcndfv yt ghjgecnbnm ãnjn gcb-øjkjubxtcrbq vjvtyn b lfnm djdhtvz yjdjt pflfybt.Xeç, rfr vjåyj bpñtåfnm jckjåytybq ghb hexfntkm-cndt gjñtls cfvsvb ghfrnbxysvb vtnjlfvb. Extybtltqcndbntkmyjcnb ljkåyj jndtxfnm jñüäve ckjåyjcnbntxtybz ãdjkçwbb. Zdktybt yjdsø vbhjdsø gjcnhjt-ybq ljkåyj ñsnm ghjxyj pfobotyj.

262. C uhecnmç cvjnhbv yf yt ckjåbdibø ljcnjq-yst ckjdf. Djn toä ñsk xfc, xnjñ erhtgbnmcz, yjghbphfrb pfckjybkb ltqcndbntkmyjcnm, b djpvjå-yjcnm eikf. Ult åt, yf rfrjq ljhjut dcnhtnbnt dtcn-

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ybrf? Crjkmrj vjhtq gthtgksdänt, xnjñs ljgjkybnmjlyj ytljcksifyyjt ckjdj? Eitlieç djpvjåyjcnmrfr ghbdktxm jñhfnyj?

Rfr ljv ñtp øjpzbyf, cnjzn ytghbvtyäyyst vsckb!Dcgsøyek cdtn ytjñsxysq, yj ghbyzkb tuj pf pf-cnjkmyeç cdtxe. Ecnhtvkäyyjcnm gj genb ytjñsxyj-uj ghbyzkb pf jñsxyeç gjøkäñre. Ntgthm ghblänczbcrfnm b cnexfnmcz. Ybrnj yt gjvjåtn, bñj ghbxbyfgjhjlbkf cktlcndbt.

Erfåbnt lhepmzv, xnjñs pjhrj, gjljñyj cjrjke,cktlbkb pf bcrhfvb djpvjåyjcntq. Yfqlbnt dhtvzecdjbnm, rfr ytjåblfyyj ghbøjlbn dtcnybr, rfr eljd-ktndjhtybt pfvsrftn ukfpf. Bcnbyyj, rfålfz egeoty-yfz dtcnm kjåbncz nzårbv ñhtvtytv; gjnjve pdexbntdjdhtvz.

Ybrnj yt crfåtn _ ghbvbnt øelj gthdjuj dtcn-ybrf, xnjñs dnjhjq crjhtt ljiäk. E vbhf jlyf yf-ltålf _ rfr jñjqnb ytjñsxyjt b gjcsgfnm gtgkjvdtcnm yjdjuj cjpyfybz. Yfqlbnt ljcnjqyst ckjdf!

263. Bcgsnfybt b kbitybt. Rfr njhåtcndtyyj-yfgsotyyj jñhzåfçn kçlb ãnb

gjyznbz! Yj ds pyftnt, xnj bcgsnfybt tcnm ekexit-ybt rfxtcndf b kbitybt tcnm ghbjñhtntybt djpvjå-

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yjcntq. Bcgsnsdftn ctñz xtkjdtr, gjpyfdfz ytbpdt-cnyst tve cdjqcndf vfnthbb. Kbiftncz xtkjdtr ytdt-åtcndf b ntv jnrhsdftn ctñt yjdst djpvjåyjcnb.Nfv, ult lkz ytdtåtcndf eysybt, nfv lkz gjpyfdf-ybz _ ghbñkbåtybt kbrjdfybz.

Crfåen: ≤Vs lkz jñobys jnrfpfkbcm jn hfljcntq≥.Jndtnmnt: ≤Rfrfz rkflñbotycrfz dfif jñobyf, tckbjyf yf gjcnyjv vfckt!≥ Rfr cktpkbdj eysks kbit-ybz! Rfr jñkbpsdfçncz jyb yf pfghtnyst kfrjvcndf!

Zdktybt kbitybq ytpyfrjvj Yfv, bñj dvtotybtbcrkçxftn kbitybt. Extybt Yfit ghtlcnfdkztn vbhñjufnsv, hfljcnysv b edktrfntkmysv. Ybult yt erf-pfys dthbub b ñbxtdfybz. Rfr rjhfñkm, gjkysqcjrhjdbo, ytcäncz erfpfyyfz jñobyf. Zhrj cdtnbngjpyfdfybt ñtcxbcktyysø cdjqcnd vfnthbb. Vfnthbzghjikjuj lyz jñktrftncz d cbzçoeç nrfym ãythubb,rjnjhfz yt yeålftncz d yjdjv yfbvtyjdfybb, yjghjybrftn dcä ghjcnhfycndj b nhtgtotn hfleujq kbrjdfybz xtkjdtxtcndf.

Relf åt hfcndjhbkbcm kbitybz b euhçvst bcgs-nfybz, rjulf jlby ãktrnhjy dtotcndf vjåtn ghjkbnmwtksq gjnjr ñkfujlfnb?

Cxbnfqnt xfcs ghbñkbåtybz yjdsø htitybq!

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264. Gthtl eøjljv ghbvbnt vfktymreç gfvznre;jyf yt cntcybn genybrjd. Pyfz vtcnf yføjåltybz cj-nhelybrjd, ds ybrjulf yt jcnfytntcm jlbyjrb. Ñskjñs ytktgj jcnfdkznm cjnhelybrjd d ytdtltybb.

Xnj åt pfcnfdkztn kçltq, xeåbø, cyjitybç c Yf-itq Jñobyjq yt dthbnm? Bkb cjdthityyjt ytdt-åtcndj, bkb pfdbcnm. Jyb øjnzn ñsnm ljgeotyysvbr Wtynhfkmyjve Fggfhfne, yt bvtz yb vfktqitujghtlcnfdktybz, rfr bv gjkmpjdfnmcz, b yt levfz, rfrjndtncndtyyj ghbñkbåtybt r Bcnjxybre Ãythubb.Endthåltybt Extybz d åbpyb gjpdjkztn ghbñkbpbnm-cz r cfvsv jgfcysv hsxfufv. Yj ñtp ghfrnbxtcrjujjgsnf ybrfrjt jñüzcytybt yt gjvjåtn.

Ntgthm, rfr vjåyj hfcibhbnm cjpyfybt, tckb ytghbkjåty ghjiksq jgsn? Rjytxyj, vjåtn ñsnm jpf-htybt, yj ãnjn ckexfq pf htlrjcnmç yt gthtxbckztv.Yj b jgsnyjt gjpyfybt yflj dspdfnm yfheåe, byfxtjyj ñeltn ñkeålfnm gjljñyj økjgmzv ytcjcnjzdibøczhtfrwbq. Chtlb vjyjnjyyjcnb jñsltyyjcnb kbimytvyjubt joeofçn htfkmyjcnm Rjcvjcf. Chtlb ãnbøcdbnrjd hjåltybq, ñjktpytq, ujhtcntq b cvthntq yt-vyjubt yfqlen cdbnjr genb ñtp rjywf b yfxfkf. Rfrcrfpfnm ujkjlyjve j dtxyjcnb? Bcøjlz bp yfcnjzotuj,

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jy ghtlcnfdbn ctñt dtxysq ujkjl. Rnj åt b ult åt,ghtkjvbd cgthdf øktñ, gjdtlän r dtxyjcnb? ØktñPtvkb b Pyfybt zdktys kbim d cjnhelybxtcndt.

Yjdsq cjnhelybr, ujhbn kb d ntñt hfljcnm ghbvsckb jñ jñobyt?

265. Rjulf jghtltktyj yfghfdktybt, rjulf ghjdt-htyj cjpyfybt, rjulf dpdtityf htibvjcnm, njulf yfljyfqnb ckjdj, dshfåfçott cnegtym. Cdtn-cbkf cåb-uftn nmve, _ nfr jghtltkbkjcm ntreott nhäøktnbt. Yjchtlb nhäøktnbq rjyxbkjcm ctvbktnbt jpfhtybz. Nfråt rhfnrj vjåyj jghtltkbnm yjdjt ctvbktnbt _ñjhmñf bvz tve. Ñjhmñf ghb gjkyjv cjpyfybb, ghbhtibvjcnb ñtp jncnegktybz.

Ds pyftnt jñ jñyjdktybb jhufybpvf xthtp rfåljtctvbktnbt, _ nfrbt åt afps vjåyj yfñkçlfnm dltqcndbzø. Ntgthm erfpfyyfz ñjhmñf ghbvtn yjdsqcvsck. Xtkjdtxtcndj djpjgbkj j ytdjpvjåyjcnb jcnf-dfnmcz d ytdtåtcndt. Rfr tlbycndtyyfz ldthm lkzldbåtybz jcnfäncz jñobyf. Gecnm njkrjdfybz jñob-ys vyjujhfpkbxys, yj heckj bø jlyj. Jnxfkbd jndtnøjuj ñthtuf, xtkjdtxtcndj ytvbyetvj ljcnbuytnnjuj åt ãdjkçwbjyyjuj, erfpfyyjuj, ghzvjuj enäcfYjdjuj Vbhf. Njkmrj cktgst yt pfvtxfçn ytcksøfy-

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yjuj ecrjhtybz cbvgnjvjd ãdjkçwbb. Rfålfz jnhfckmåbpyb erfpsdftn yf hfpdbnbt gjyznbq. Zdktybz chj-rjd endthåltys yt d nfqyjq kfñjhfnjhbb, yj d åbpybrfåljuj lyz. Wtkst cvthxb vbhjdjq ãythubb jcdt-ofçn genm ñeleobq. Nfrjt ghjzdktybt ãythubb, rj-ytxyj, gjllthåfyj dctvb ãktvtynfvb. Nzujntybt rãdjkçwbb pfcnfdbn dctø gjlyznmcz d ñjhmñt vbhjd.

Ujdjhzobt j yfcnegktybb vbhyjuj cnhjbntkmcndfyt pyfçn chjrjd. Ñjhmñf jndtxftn rjcvbxtcrjve gj-njre.

Eøjlbnt yt d cgjrjqysq xfc, yf pfht Yjdjuj Vbhf.Øjnbv lfnm dfv yf ljhjue vfuybn, rfr pyfr bpextybzgjrf crhsnsø cdjqcnd vfnthbb. Lflbv toä recjrvtntjhbnf, ult pfrkçxäy vtnfkk vjhbq. Ãnjn jcrjkjryfgjvybn dfv jñ bpextybb jcyjdyjq ãythubb, j dt-kbrjv Fevt.

266. Vs jnyjcbvcz ñthtåyj r dfibv cnhtvktybzvb åläv r ctñt ne åt xenrjcnm.

Vs pfoboftv dfc yf dctø genzø b vjåtv ålfnm ne åt pfñjne.

Nfv, ult vjåtn ñsnm øjnz ñs pflfnjr cjnhelybxt-cndf, nfv ytevtcnyj jndthufybt. Nhtpdsq hfpev xänrjhfpkbxftn lheptq.

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D Yfibø jñsxfzø gjkjåtyj bcxthgfnm dct ljdjls,ghtålt xtv jnctxm.

Yt dbåe ghtgzncndbq rjjgthfwbb, yj vjåtv cj-cnfdbnm ltcznm yjdsø uheggbhjdjr. Dtlm cjpyfybtVbhjdjuj Cjnhelybxtcndf ljkåyj hfcnb. Eghzvcndjytdtåtcndf yt ñeltn ghtgzncndbtv.

Dfib rybub cnjzn d Yfibø øhfybkbofø. Nfr kbjñcnjbn ltkj c Yfibvb rybufvb e dfc? Vs vjåtvjndtnbnm j dfibø rybufø. Xbnfkb kb ds Yfib?

Pyfybt Vs gjkfuftv d jcyjde Jñobys, yt juhf-ybxbdfz tuj. Jgsn b ljñhjåtkfntkmcndj gjkfuftv djcyjde Jñobys. Vs zdkztv kexibt eckjdbz lkzghtecgtzybz lheptq. Epyftv dfib yfvthtybz r Yfv.

267. Ldf vjhtøjlf gjnthgtkb rheitybt b ñskb ds-rbyens yf gecnsyysq jcnhjd. Jñf tldf yt gjubñkbjn ujkjlf b eåfcf, bñj cxbnfkb ctñz yfdctulf jnjhdfy-ysvb jn vbhf. Rjhfñkm gjljñhfk bø. B yf jcnhjdtñsk cjjheåäy ghjxysq vfzr. Nt åt vjhtøjls jcnf-kbcm ghb vfzrt, xnjñs ckeåbnm cgfctybç gjubñfç-obø. Ntgthm yfcnhjtybt bø bpvtybkjcm. Jyb ñskbcxfcnkbds, lfdfz cgfcbntkmysq cdtn b yt xedcndezctñz jnjhdfyysvb jn vbhf. Pyfxbn, cjpyfybt jñot-ybz c vbhjv b gjkmps lheubv cjdthityyj ghtjñhf-åftn kçltq. Jñott ltkj tcnm pfkju ecgtøf.

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268. Åbd njn, rnj øjxtn åbnm. Elbdbntkmyj ghjnb-djcnjzybt hjcne jgfcyjcnb, rjulf zcty cvsck åbpyb.Ybrnj yt vjåtn endthlbnmcz jlybvb ñtpleiysvbghbrfpfvb. Yfcbkbt tcnm gthtåbnjr. Yeåyj ecnht-vbnmcz r bysv ltqcndbntkmysv vthfv. Bpextybtãythubq gjrfåtn, crjkmrj njyxfqibø djpvjåyjcntqghtljcnfdktyj xtkjdtxtcnde. Yj cktletn pfgjvybnm,xnj cfvst eåfcyst dphsds vjuen ghjbpjqnb jnjlyjuj ghbrjcyjdtybz bkb cjnhzctybz, _ nfr ñsdftnc cfvsvb uheñsvb dphsdxfnsvb dtotcndfvb. Xnj åt crfpfnm j cbkmytqibø, njyxfqibø ãythubzø?Vsckm _ chtlb nfrbø ytexnäyysø cbk.

269. Åbpym ñeltn rhtgyenm yt vtøfybrjq, yj bltz-vb jñotåbnbz. Xtkjdtr, ghbvryedibq r ctktybç, yt vjåtn ñsnm dhfujv dctø cjctltq. Ljkåys ecnfyj-dbnmcz cyjitybz ljñhst, yj njkmrj cjnhelybxtcndjghbdtlän r ltqcndtyyjve ljñhe. Yeåyj ghbvtybnmhfpevysq jñvty _ nfr ghbläv r njve, xnj pjdänczrjjgthfnbdjv. Yj yt ghjxyf ñeltn rjjgthfwbz, tckb d jcyjdfybt kzåtn enfbdfybt b rjhscnjkçñbt. Lj-dthbt ytjñøjlbvj. Njdfhbotcndj yf ljdthbb ñskjgthdbxyjq ajhvjq rjjgthfnbdf. Rjytxyj, dcä ljkåyjcjdthitycndjdfnmcz. Nfr c ntø gjh yferf lfkf cnjkm-

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rj yjdsø ljcnbåtybq, xnj jñotåbnbt vjåtn cnfnm yt njkmrj ltkjdsv, yj b cthltxysv. Åbdfz Ãnbrfdjqlän rfr erhtgkzçott yfxfkj.

270. Yflj erhtgkznm lheu lheuf. Wtkfz yferf vjåtnñsnm jcyjdfyf, xnjñs hfpüzcybnm djpltqcndbt ãyth-ubq. Cfvf gcbøbxtcrfz ãythubz, ghbceofz rfåljvextkjdtre, yeålftncz d ububtyt. Yt yeåyj ghtlgjkf-ufnm gjl ãnbv ytxnj cdthøütcntcndtyyjt, yjdfz åbpympyftn tcntcndj dj dctq ñtcghtltkmyjcnb. Gjnjve yeå-yj cdtnkj b zcyj ghbjñobnmcz r endthåltybç jñot-åbnbz rfr jcyjds vbhf.

271. Rjjgthfnbd yt kfdrf, yj rekmnehyjt exhtålt-ybt. Vjåtn ñsnm d yäv b njhujdkz, yj jcyjdf ljkåyfñsnm ghjcdtnbntkmyfz. Njkmrj ghb nfrjv yfghfdkt-ybb vjåyj ghbkjåbnm rjjgthfwbç r yjdjq åbpyb.Yt kturj nfrjt jñütlbytybt, kçlb ghbdsrkb cjtlb-yznm njhujdkç c cdjtrjhscnbtv. Nfrjt pfñkeåltybtnhelyj bcrjhtybnm. Yj ñtpjnkfufntkmyj cktletn genävirjkmyjuj ghjcdtotybz ezcybnm cvsck pljhjdjujjñvtyf. Pfhfñjnjr yt tcnm rjhscnm. Gkfnf pf nhel yt tcnm ghtcnegktybt. Vjåyj dbltnm, xnj nhel tcnmtlbyfz cghfdtlkbdfz wtyyjcnm.

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Nfr vjåyj ñtp gjnhzctybq b cveotybz dcä hfpü-zcybnm gjl pyfvtytv Ghjcdtotybz b Vbhf.

272. Vbh tcnm dtytw cjnhelybxtcndf. Pyftv vyjujhfdyjpyfxfobø gjyznbq _ cjnhelybxtcndj, cjlhe-åtcndj, jñobyf, rjjgthfnbd _ nt cfvst cthltxystjñütlbybntkmyst jcyjds, rfr vfzrb dj nmvt. Ytgeufnmcz ljkåys kçlb ghb vsckb j cxfcnmt ñkbå-ybø, yj hfljdfnmcz yeåyj, bñj cxfcnmt ñkbåytuj tcnmyfit cxfcnmt. Gjldbåybrb yt gjrblfçn Ptvkç, gjrfyt bcwtktys cnhflfybz. Wtkjt cjlheåtcndj vjåtnkturj ktxbnm hfys lheuf _ njkmrj yeåyj hfpdbnmbcreccndj vsckbnm dj ñkfuj. B ãnj yt kturj d jñbøjltøkjgjn. Yj ghbvths gjldbåybrjd vjuen jñjlhbnm b dkbnm yjdst cbks.

273. Crjkmrj xtkjdtxtcnde yeåyj gthtcnhflfnm,ghtålt xtv jyj ljuflftncz j gjkmpt tlbytybz! Cfvsthfpheibntkmyst cbks yfghfdktys, xnjñs jvhfxbnmpfxfnrb jñütlbytybz. Rfålsq cjtlbybntkm gjldth-uftncz kbxyj jgfcyjcnb. Rfålsq vbhjndjhtw gj-øekztncz. Rfålsq hfñjnybr dscvtbdftncz. Rfålsqcnhjbntkm yfpsdftncz ñtpevwtv. Nfr ckeåbntkb hfp-kjåtybz gsnfçncz cnthtnm c kbwf Ptvkb pyfvz Ghj-

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cdtotybz. Nhel ytdjpvjåty chtlb dhfåls. Cnhjtybtytvsckbvj chtlb dphsdjd ytyfdbcnb. Cjlheåtcndjñjhtncz c xtkjdtrjytyfdbcnybxtcndjv.

Elthåbv d gfvznb ãnb cnfhst pfdtns.

274. Vjuen kb ñsnm d jñobyt cjlheåtcndf åty-oby, veåxby b ltntq? Rjytxyj, vjuen. Bcnbyyjtcjlheåtcndj vjåtn hfpltkznmcz gj vyjubv ghbpyfrfvdjphfcnf, gjkf, b pfyznbq, b vsckb. Yflj, xnjñsnfrbt dtndb hjckb pljhjdsvb b yt njkmrj yt vtifkbecnhtvktybzv kçltq, yj b gjvjufkb lheu lheue;xnjñs gjvjom ñskf ljñhjdjkmyjq. Cktletn cgjcjñ-cndjdfnm rfåljve hfpevyjve jñütlbytybç. Bvtyyj,rjulf cjnhelybxtcndf hfpyjjñhfpys, nj njulf jcj-ñtyyj djpvjåys hfcwdtns. Yt jrjds yfltdftv, yjhfcibhztv ujhbpjyn. Gecnm ltnb ecdjzn cfvst eukeñ-käyyst pflfybz. Gecnm åtyobys ytcen dscjrj ceå-läyyjt Pyfvz. Gecnm veåxbys gjhfleçn cfvb Yfcgjcnhjtybtv Uhflf. Nfr gjdthø ghtøjlzotuj dscne-gzn pyfrb Dtxyjcnb.

275. Rjulf åt eckjåyzncz dsxbcktybz b pfnvbnczÑtcghtltkmyjcnm, njulf cyjdf dcgjvyzn ghjcntqieçjcyjde: jn cthlwf r cthlwe _ nfrjd pfrjy cjnhelyb-xtcndf, jñobys, cjlheåtcndf.

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Nhelzobqcz, lhjåbn bkb hfcibhztncz cjpyfybtndjä, rjulf ãythubz ghtndjhztncz d jrtfy cdtnf?!

Nhelzobqcz, eåfcftncz bkb njhåtcndetn cthlwtndjä, rjulf gthtl njñjç dcnfän Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm?!

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Rybub Extybz Åbdjq Ãnbrb bkb Fuyb-Qjub ghtlcnfdkzçn cjñjq bpñhfyyst ñtctls Dtkbrjuj Exbntkz(Vføfnvs) Djcnjrf c Tktyjq Hthbø b Ybrjkftv Hthbøjv.Dgthdst jgeñkbrjdfyyst yf heccrjv zpsrt d 1923–1937 uu. , jyb djgkjnbkb d ctñt cbyntp jleøjndjhäyyjujyhfdcndtyyjuj, abkjcjacrjuj b yfexyjuj gjcnbåtybzVbhf. Jgbhfzcm yf leøjdysq jgsn ghjikjuj dctuj xt-kjdtxtcndf, Extybt Åbdjq Ãnbrb yfvtxftn genb cjpblf-ybz yjdjq, ñjktt cjdthityyjq cnegtyb ãdjkçwbb yfitqgkfytns _ rjcvbxtcrjuj cjnhelybxtcndf.

Ghb gjlujnjdrt yjdsø, ljgjkytyysø bplfybq bcgjkm-pjdfys: ghtlsleobt bplfybz yf heccrjv zpsrt b gtht-djls, ghjitlibt rjhhtrnehe T. B. Hthbø; vfyecrhbgnsT. B. Hthbø b rjgbb c ybø; erfpfybz jñ bpvtytybzø b lj-gjkytybzø, cjlthåfobtcz d gbcmvfø b lheubø fhøbdysøvfnthbfkfø T. B. Hthbø. Yfgbcfybt ckjd b geyrnefwbzghbdtltys d cjjndtncndbt c cjdhtvtyysvb ghfdbkfvb b yjhvfvb, ghb nofntkmyjv cjøhfytybb cvsckjdsøjnntyrjd b cnbkbcnbxtcrbø jcjñtyyjcntq ntrcnf. (Gjlhjñ-ytt cv.: ≤Cdtn Juyz≥, § 6. Hbuf: Eueyc, 1994. C. 153–164.)

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D rfxtcndt nhtnmtq rybub Extybz Åbdjq Ãnbrb,≤Jñobyf≥ ñskf dgthdst yfgtxfnfyf d Hbut Kfndbqcrbvjñotcndjv Hthbøf d 1936 u. Gj erfpfybç Exbntkz d ytädjikf, d yjdjq htlfrwbb, pyfxbntkmyfz xfcnm ehubycrjq≤Jñobys≥ 1927 u. , gjlujnjdktyyjq lkz Hjccbb 20-ø uu. c exänjv ghfdbdituj d cnhfyt htåbvf. D yjdeç rybueñskj ljñfdktyj ñjktt 60 gfhfuhfajd bp pfgbctq ntø åtktn b 1935 u., f yf jñkjårt gjcnfdkty 1926 u. Bvtyyj ãnjbplfybt, jñhfoäyyjt r kçlzv cfvsø hfpysø cjpyfybq,døjlbn d cthbç rybu Åbdjq Ãnbrb bkb Fuyb-Qjub b gthtdjlbkjcm yf vyjubt zpsrb vbhf.

Ghb gjlujnjdrt 3-uj bplfybz (Eueyc, 1995) ntrcn pfyjdjcdthty c vfyecrhbgnfvb bp fhøbdjd Kfndbqcrjuj jñot-cndf Hthbøf, Veptz bvtyb Y. Hthbøf d Ymç-Qjhrt b xfcn-ysø fhøbdjd; dytctys ljgjkytybz b bpvtytybz (gj lj-cnegysv fhøbdysv vfnthbfkfv T.B. Hthbø yf heccrjvzpsrt), rfr djitlibt d fyukbqcrbt bplfybz, nfr b ghtl-yfpyfxtyyst lkz cktleçobø heccrbø bplfybq, yj lj cbøgjh yt geñkbrjdfdibtcz.

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≤Pyfr yf rybufø Åbdjq Ãnbrb jpyfxftn Vfqnhtz Cfyuøf,bkb Jñobyf Vfqnhtb≥ (T. B. Hthbø).

Ytrjnjhst vfkjegjnhtñbntkmyst ckjdf:

µ19 b lh. Ãvfyfwbb (kfn.) _ bpkextybz.µ21. Vbh (ntktcysø) gthtåbnrjd _ fcnhfkmysq vbh,

ybpibt ckjb Njyrjuj Vbhf.µ26. Abkmvf _ gkäyrf.µ35. ≤•¬” º’œ¬”º º¿ º’÷”º≥ (kfn.) _ ≤Xthtp nthybb r pdäplfv≥.µ42. Cjpyfnm _ egjnhtñkztncz d pyfxtybb jcjpyfnm.

õº÷¬”∆º ö◊æ∆¿º (kfn.) _ Vfnthbz Kçwblf, ≤cdtnj-yjcyfz vfnthbz≥.

µ48 b lh. Vfybatcnfwbb _ ghjzdktybz.µ84. Ãjy (uhtx.) _ dtr, ãgjøf.µ95. Xeåljt cdtne _ pltcm d cvsckt cdtncrjve vbhe.

µ133. Cbytlhbjy _ cjdtn cnfhtqiby d lhtdytq Beltt. µ147. Jnhtdftv (jnhedftv) _ jn jnhedfnm _ jnhbyenm,

jndthufnm.µ174. Ãrcnthbjhbpfwbz _ gthtyjc, hfcghjcnhfytybt djdyt.µ199. Fãhjkbn _ vtntjhbn.µ215. Cfynfyf (cfycrh.) _ ≤gjnjr åbpyb≥.

Vbajkjubxtcrbt, ñbñktqcrbt, bcnjhbxtcrbt bvtyf, gjyznbzdjcnjxyjq abkjcjabb, yfexyst nthvbys, cnfhbyyst b htlrjegjnhtñkztvst dshfåtybz heccrjuj zpsrf yt nhtñjdfkb gj-zcytybz lkz exfcnybrjd dscjrbø ñtctl. Vyjubt yfbvtyjdfybzgjlhjñytt hfcrhsdfçncz d ãnjq åt rybut, d lheubø rybuføExtybz Åbdjq Ãnbrb b d Gbcmvfø Vføfnv (≤Xfif Djcnjrf≥).

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Jñ bplfybb rybu Extybz Åbdjq Ãnbrb d bplfntkmcndt ≤Eueyc≥:

Ñtcghtltkmyjcnm. Xfcnm ï. 3-t bpl., ljg. H.–V.: Eueyc, 2002.Ghbkjåtybt. C. 301–313;

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